#𝒊𝒓𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒔𝒂's

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✶. too early || kim seungmin

pairing: kim seungmin x f!reader

warnings: fluff, kissing, clingyness, and js cutie seungmin <33 not proofread!! a/n: abt time i uploaded smth and erm i love my baby seungmin so here you goo!

seven in the morning, and your alarm had just gone off. you groan, arm fumbling on the nightstand to shut it off, but before your fingers even make contact with the alarm, a sleepy voice muffled by your hair, mutters behind you. "don't."

you huff out a laugh, managing to click the button to turn off the ringing sound before answering. "i have work, seungmin." he groans, arms wrapping around your waist and pulling you back into the bed, and his arms, burying his nose in the crook of your neck. "call in dead or something."

you laugh again, softer this time. "that's not how jobs work."

"you don't need a job." he mutters. "i'll keep you warm and fed."

"i don't think cuddles count as a paycheck." you say, while pushing his hair back behind his ears.

he hums, the sound vibrating against your skin. "then your job is being my personal teddy bear. full-time."

"that doesn’t pay the bills." "i’ll pay you in forehead kisses." you giggle, but he's already pressing one against your temple, then another one against your cheek, slowly, like he's trying to lull you back to sleep.

"you're impossible." you sigh. "and you're leaving me." he says dramatically, draping a leg over you. "but i won't let you, i forbid it."

you sigh, a slight smile tugging at your lips. "fine, five more minutes."

but seungmin only pulls you closer. "no. not five. stay the whole damn day."

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i didn't get tagged (ignore me) but i saw this on my dashboard & had to give it a go

i wanna be yours / arctic monkeys

r u mine? / again, arctic monkeys

i'm yours / isabel larosa

doin' time / lana del rey

empty pages / esha tewari

sweet / cigarettes after sex

silver lining / laufey

angel / faerybabyy

MOOT / TAG GAME !

mission— spell your real name / name you use on tumblr with songs you like >< ready, set, go !

m — my love, mine all mine (mitski)

i — i love you, i’m sorry (gracie abrams)

c — coraline (lyn lapid)

k — killshot (magdalena bay)

i — i know you (faye webster)

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✶ 𝖘vt . "i don't think i can do this anymore"

synopsis: how svt would react when you say "i don't think i can do this anymore"

warnings: angst, emotional vulnerability, miscommunication, relationship strain, heavy tension && not proofread! a/n: hello lovies! first reaction so why not add angst am i right? (i apologize in advance because this is gonna hurt like heck) also i apologize, i stop adding scenarios and just did the reactions, i couldn't find more scenarios. hope you like it!!

S.COUPS

he's been out of it for the past few months, overworking himself and coming home irrtated and in a horrible mood, never finding the time for being happy, or you. but when the words leave your mouth he stills. "what do you mean?" his voice is soft, one you've never heard before, and the look on his face had hurt written all over it. "please don't leave me, you're the one reason i haven't gone insane." he says cupping your face. "i'll do better, i promise." he adds, while cupping your face in his hands.

JEONGHAN

you’ve been pulling away for weeks now — quieter replies, shorter calls, no more "i miss you"s. you thought maybe he'd say something. notice, or ask. but he didn’t. for once he doesn't joke, doesn't deflect. doesn't smile to lighten the mood. he stares at you like you're some he doesn't recognize. "i didn't think it'd come to this." he says quietly. "did i stop fighting for us before you did?" he said, voice cracking.

JOSHUA

he's in the room with you, but he hasn’t really looked at you in days. conversations feel forced, kisses are automatic. he says “i love you” but it doesn’t sound like it used to. you tried to fix it. tried to pull him back in, but now you're sitting beside someone who feels a world away. but when you tell him, he's quiet. too quiet, like he's too stunned to speak, as if he had no idea what hit him. "i thought we were okay.. i thought we were just comfortable." he whispers, lifting your chin with his fingers, but you look down. you shake your head. "comfortable doesn't feel this lonely." there's a pause- painful and heavy, before he holds your hand. "please. i can't lose you." he whispers voice faltering.

JUN

lately, it feels like jun is wrapped up in his own world. you're the last person he makes time for, and you've begun to feel like an afterthought. as soon as you say it, he stops in his track. he walks over to you, brushing your hair behind your ear and gently tilting your face to meet his gaze. "i'm sorry." he whispers. "i love you, but if you don't want it anymore, i'll let you go."

HOSHI

you've been giving your all into the relationship, but he's not. he's become distant, always busy with something else. he's quiet at first, taking in your words. it stings, and he knows it's his fault. "i fucked it all up didn't i?" he whispers.

WOOZI

his eyes search your face, his expression shifting. the arguments were far too many these days, and today you'd realized you can't keep going like this. tears stream down his face as he tries to open his mouth, his voice trembling as he speaks: "you were the one thing i thought i could keep."

WONWOO

"what?" he asks. "i don't feel important to you anymore." you whisper looking down, but he immediately cups your face, his expression numb but the little shifts hinting to remorse. "i didn't realize.. i'm-i'm so sorry." he whispers back, "please forgive me, and please don't give up on us yet."

DK

the smile that covered his face earlier dissapeared immediately, and he hung up the phone. "you- what?.. what do you mean?" he asks confusion written on his face as he walks towards you. "i don't feel like your girlfriend, i feel like a roommate. and i'm tired of putting in all the effort." you sniffle, and guilt floods him. "i- i'm sorry, i shouldn't've-.. i'm so sorry." he stammers, his brain flowing with remorse that causes him to stumble over his words. "let me make this right." he adds, while looking at you with remorse filled eyes. but you shake your head, and he realizes it's too late to make things right. paper won't go back to the way it was after being crumpled.

MINGYU

his gaze shifts from his phone to you. you'd called out to him for the tenth time that day, but he'd been ignoring you, not purposefully, but he'd been busy. just like he'd been the past three weeks. "baby, what?" he asks laced with confusion in his tone. "i can't keep being ignored by you, like- like i just don't exist! i'm your girlfriend not a ghost.." you sniffle, and his face saddens. "please- please don't say that." his voice says, faltering slightly. but when he sees your expression and realizes you mean it, his tone changes. "fine," he says, tears brimming in his own eyes, "if leaving will help you, i won't stop you."

MINGHAO

your eyes dart away from him the second the words leave your lips, and the silence that fills the room is deafening. until finally, his voice breaks through it. "i should've known better than to think someone like you could stay." he says it with a bitterness that could make tears well in your eyes in an instant. "that's on me, i guess." there’s no fight in his voice. not because he doesn’t care, but because he does. too much. enough to let you go without begging, enough to respect your words even though they’re tearing him in half. and somehow, that hurts more than anything else.

SEUNGKWAN

you sit down on the chair, eyes facing the floor, but you can feel his gaze on you, the silence speaking for what has yet to be said. "i was scared. i closed myself off out of fear of losing you. but i lost you anyway." he steps back, like the words physically hurt.

VERNON

the words hang in the air, heavy. final. he's quiet at first, merely looking at you. like he's trying to process that you actually said it. then he blinks, exhales slowly through his nose and says almost too softly. "you're right." it hurts, even though you saw it coming. he's not agreeing because he wants out, but because he knows. "you shouldn't have had to fight so hard just to be loved right." his voice remains calm, but his eyes are glassy. not crying, not yet, just.. unsteady.

DINO

you don't say it to hurt him, but because you're tired. because holding on to this relationship feels like standing in the rain, waiting for someone who keeps promising they're on their way. he doesn't respond right away. he looks at you, stunned. like the words haven't quite sunk in yet. and then they do. his eyes drop, his shoulders sink. he presses his lips together like he's trying to stop them from trembling. "i always thought you'd be there." he says it like a secret. "i didn't realize i was running out of chances."

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✶ loser!megan hcs

warnings: skinship, kissing, nerdy megan (katseye), adorable wlw!! a/n: mdni & men dni. this isn't proofread, i js needed to get smth out, like & reblog please && thanks!

loser!megan who liked you since the very first day you walked into the café. constantly catching herself staring at you, that's sitting at the same table every day like clockwork.

loser!megan who always made a cream heart in your matcha, hoping to send over a signal, but you never noticed :(

loser!megan who was kicking her feet and screaming internally when you asked her to go to dinner sometime, while keeping a nonchalant face on the outside.

loser!megan who rambled on about metaphors half the evening. and spent the other half staring, hopelessly in love with you, while you spoke.

loser!megan who tried to take it slow, but came over after the third date by pretending she fell asleep in your car, knowing you wouldn't wake her up.

loser!megan who pulled you onto the couch, while still 'half asleep' and layed down with you for hours

loser!megan who woke up to the smell of pancakes and the sight of the love of her life and never felt happier

loser!megan who loves to kiss you when watching horror movies because she's 'scared of the jumps' when in reality she just wants to kiss your cute face over and over

loser!megan who's head over heels, and probably will be forever and ever, and ever!

love, dess!

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hihihi!! I have an skz request, if that's okay :))

could you write skz members helping you with an asthma attack? you can pick a specific member, or make it a reaction/head cannon thing. whatever sounds good to you <3 or you can ignore this altogether lol

have a nice rest of your day/night!!

a/n: THIS IS SOO CUTESY!! tysm for requesting this omgg! also if this is inacurrate pls lmk! also the reactions aren't rly long, sorry abt that lovies!

pairing: skz x f!reader

BANG CHAN

chan notices your breathing getting uneven before anyone else. he immediately pauses whatever he’s doing, gently placing a hand on your back.

"hey, deep breaths okay? i got you, let me get your inhaler"

his calm voice becomes your anchor. he sets you down, and grabs your inhaler, passing it to you. he stays closeby, sitting next to you and when your breathing returns to normal he pulls you into a hug.

LEE KNOW

minho may be panicking internally, but he doesn't let it show, keeping a calm expression on his face. "okay let's get you sitting up, i'll grab your inhaler." after helping you use it, he keeps a protective arm around you, quiet but watchful. once you’re okay, he lets our a sigh of relief.

CHANGBIN

changbin gets flustered at first, his voice slightly shaking as he calls your name, but he quickly switches to support mode. "i got you sweetheart, you're gonna be okay. i'm right here." he grabs your inhaler, helps you into a more comfortable position, and might even fan you lightly while encouraging your breathing. he won’t leave your side until you’re smiling again.

HYUNJIN

hyunjin’s eyes go wide with worry, and he might get a little teary watching you struggle.

"baby—hey, breathe, please, just look at me. i’m here."

he holds your hand tightly, keeping his voice soothing as he finds your inhaler. after you’re okay, he wraps you in the gentlest hug and kisses your temple over and over, visibly shaken. will probably need an hour of cuddling before he's back to normal.

HAN

han freaks out a little but forces himself to stay focused. he keeps talking to you to stop both of you from panicking.

"breathe with me, okay? in, out- yeah, good job. you’re doing amazing."

he’s probably the fastest at getting your inhaler and gives it to you while keeping eye contact. afterward, he tries to lighten the mood with a soft joke, even though he’s clearly shaken. he'll probably even cook you your favourite food to try and cheer the both of you up.

FELIX

felix's protective instincts will kick in almost instantly, he'll rush to grab your inhaler and be back in seconds. "angel i've got you, sit down." he helps you administer the inhaler calmly, rubbing your back in slow soft circles and placing gentle kisses on your forehead. when it's over, he tucks your hair behind your ear and would make both of you some relaxing tea.

SEUNGMIN

surprisingly, seungmin is level-headed, the calmest of them all, reaching to grab your inhaler from the counter. "hey, look at me. you’re okay, just breathe, i’m not going anywhere." he remains calm and lets the inhaler do its thing, massaging your back or holding your hand and pecking it softly.

I.N

jeongin freezes for a split second, shocked and scared, but quickly rushes to your aid.

"no no, you’re okay! i’ll help- don’t panic."

he helps you into a better position, frantically searches for your inhaler, and nervously holds your hand. once you’re breathing again, he holds you gently and asks if there’s anything else he can do.

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hihii! so vote below for what fic you want first <33

i. normal world fic = .ᐟ ii. supernatural / other = ᭪

DESS; welp! hope you find one you like!! either way not revealing exactly what the plot for any of these is yet but once the voting is done the fic should be out soon!!

quick warning some will definitely be smutless. but cutesy kissing and making out is defs in there <33

comment if you want to be added to a tag list for when these come out

also no sunoo fic ideas yet, sorry lovies

love you angels!!

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IRIDESSA ✶ she/they ✶ xviii✶ enha, fromis_9, skz & svt lovebot

jungwon, seungmin, ji-won & joshua bias ✶ cowgirl core ✶ european ✶ clairo ✶ sci-fi/thriller ✶ caramel macchiato ✶ toffee ✶ white roses n lilies ✶ bunnies ✶ webtoon / pintrest ✶ gold hoop earrings ✶ raspberries ✶ curly girl ✶ sticky notes ✶ farms ✶ diaries ✶ certified angel girl ✶ semi-active ✶ irregular posts ✶ minho moon lover✶

RULES:

be kind & respectful. i will not write incest (step-sibling is possible). i only write fem!reader x member (sorry, but this is just what i'm most comfortable with). i also will not write gun play / anything involving blood (again, i'm just not comfortable writing this and won't write it).

&& i'm not constantly on tumblr, i have a pretty busy life so writing may be irregular. i'll get to requests as soon as i can.

reaction requests are open! but i'll only be writing for svt, skz / enha!

MASTERLIST: to be added!!!

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✶ . 𝖉ess's doodles

hii! i have no inspo so pls request some short drabbles, reactions or fic ideas.

i'm open to a lot but i'm currently not working around smut, but i'll start writing it in the future as well <3

love, iridessa

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DESS YAPS

iridessa: y'all i fear gnarly's growing on me omg..

also please request, my inbox is open and i'm getting to them asap!

love, dess

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𝖉ess speaks

hi everyone!! i reallyy wanna start a svt or enha reaction series so requests are open for that <33 (they should be out within the day since i don't think it'll take up too much time to make)

but so request away!

love, dess

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thank you all SO much for over 100 notes?! i love you all

new svt reaction coming soon! (i'll save you all from the angst this time <33)

✶ 𝖘vt . "i don't think i can do this anymore"

synopsis: how svt would react when you say "i don't think i can do this anymore"

warnings: angst, emotional vulnerability, miscommunication, relationship strain, heavy tension && not proofread! a/n: hello lovies! first reaction so why not add angst am i right? (i apologize in advance because this is gonna hurt like heck) also i apologize, i stop adding scenarios and just did the reactions, i couldn't find more scenarios. hope you like it!!

S.COUPS

he's been out of it for the past few months, overworking himself and coming home irrtated and in a horrible mood, never finding the time for being happy, or you. but when the words leave your mouth he stills. "what do you mean?" his voice is soft, one you've never heard before, and the look on his face had hurt written all over it. "please don't leave me, you're the one reason i haven't gone insane." he says cupping your face. "i'll do better, i promise." he adds, while cupping your face in his hands.

JEONGHAN

you’ve been pulling away for weeks now — quieter replies, shorter calls, no more "i miss you"s. you thought maybe he'd say something. notice, or ask. but he didn’t. for once he doesn't joke, doesn't deflect. doesn't smile to lighten the mood. he stares at you like you're some he doesn't recognize. "i didn't think it'd come to this." he says quietly. "did i stop fighting for us before you did?" he said, voice cracking.

JOSHUA

he's in the room with you, but he hasn’t really looked at you in days. conversations feel forced, kisses are automatic. he says “i love you” but it doesn’t sound like it used to. you tried to fix it. tried to pull him back in, but now you're sitting beside someone who feels a world away. but when you tell him, he's quiet. too quiet, like he's too stunned to speak, as if he had no idea what hit him. "i thought we were okay.. i thought we were just comfortable." he whispers, lifting your chin with his fingers, but you look down. you shake your head. "comfortable doesn't feel this lonely." there's a pause- painful and heavy, before he holds your hand. "please. i can't lose you." he whispers voice faltering.

JUN

lately, it feels like jun is wrapped up in his own world. you're the last person he makes time for, and you've begun to feel like an afterthought. as soon as you say it, he stops in his track. he walks over to you, brushing your hair behind your ear and gently tilting your face to meet his gaze. "i'm sorry." he whispers. "i love you, but if you don't want it anymore, i'll let you go."

HOSHI

you've been giving your all into the relationship, but he's not. he's become distant, always busy with something else. he's quiet at first, taking in your words. it stings, and he knows it's his fault. "i fucked it all up didn't i?" he whispers.

WOOZI

his eyes search your face, his expression shifting. the arguments were far too many these days, and today you'd realized you can't keep going like this. tears stream down his face as he tries to open his mouth, his voice trembling as he speaks: "you were the one thing i thought i could keep."

WONWOO

"what?" he asks. "i don't feel important to you anymore." you whisper looking down, but he immediately cups your face, his expression numb but the little shifts hinting to remorse. "i didn't realize.. i'm-i'm so sorry." he whispers back, "please forgive me, and please don't give up on us yet."

DK

the smile that covered his face earlier dissapeared immediately, and he hung up the phone. "you- what?.. what do you mean?" he asks confusion written on his face as he walks towards you. "i don't feel like your girlfriend, i feel like a roommate. and i'm tired of putting in all the effort." you sniffle, and guilt floods him. "i- i'm sorry, i shouldn't've-.. i'm so sorry." he stammers, his brain flowing with remorse that causes him to stumble over his words. "let me make this right." he adds, while looking at you with remorse filled eyes. but you shake your head, and he realizes it's too late to make things right. paper won't go back to the way it was after being crumpled.

MINGYU

his gaze shifts from his phone to you. you'd called out to him for the tenth time that day, but he'd been ignoring you, not purposefully, but he'd been busy. just like he'd been the past three weeks. "baby, what?" he asks laced with confusion in his tone. "i can't keep being ignored by you, like- like i just don't exist! i'm your girlfriend not a ghost.." you sniffle, and his face saddens. "please- please don't say that." his voice says, faltering slightly. but when he sees your expression and realizes you mean it, his tone changes. "fine," he says, tears brimming in his own eyes, "if leaving will help you, i won't stop you."

MINGHAO

your eyes dart away from him the second the words leave your lips, and the silence that fills the room is deafening. until finally, his voice breaks through it. "i should've known better than to think someone like you could stay." he says it with a bitterness that could make tears well in your eyes in an instant. "that's on me, i guess." there’s no fight in his voice. not because he doesn’t care, but because he does. too much. enough to let you go without begging, enough to respect your words even though they’re tearing him in half. and somehow, that hurts more than anything else.

SEUNGKWAN

you sit down on the chair, eyes facing the floor, but you can feel his gaze on you, the silence speaking for what has yet to be said. "i was scared. i closed myself off out of fear of losing you. but i lost you anyway." he steps back, like the words physically hurt.

VERNON

the words hang in the air, heavy. final. he's quiet at first, merely looking at you. like he's trying to process that you actually said it. then he blinks, exhales slowly through his nose and says almost too softly. "you're right." it hurts, even though you saw it coming. he's not agreeing because he wants out, but because he knows. "you shouldn't have had to fight so hard just to be loved right." his voice remains calm, but his eyes are glassy. not crying, not yet, just.. unsteady.

DINO

you don't say it to hurt him, but because you're tired. because holding on to this relationship feels like standing in the rain, waiting for someone who keeps promising they're on their way. he doesn't respond right away. he looks at you, stunned. like the words haven't quite sunk in yet. and then they do. his eyes drop, his shoulders sink. he presses his lips together like he's trying to stop them from trembling. "i always thought you'd be there." he says it like a secret. "i didn't realize i was running out of chances."

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ALRIGHTY!! votes have been taken and the upcoming fic is (drumroll please)...

legend says!!

it should be out later today so look forward to it please and comment to be added to my taglist

love, dess

✶ 𝖛ote!

hihii! so vote below for what fic you want first <33

i. normal world fic = .ᐟ ii. supernatural / other = ᭪

DESS; welp! hope you find one you like!! either way not revealing exactly what the plot for any of these is yet but once the voting is done the fic should be out soon!!

quick warning some will definitely be smutless. but cutesy kissing and making out is defs in there <33

comment if you want to be added to a tag list for when these come out

also no sunoo fic ideas yet, sorry lovies

love you angels!!