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The Dark Shadows You Carry + How To Overcome The Inner Darkness That Haunts You 🪄❤️‍🩹

if you feel called to dive into the depths of your shadows to find a source of healing, this reading may be for you 🥀🌹

*if you aren't feeling stable on all levels, don't force yourself to look into this reading. only proceed if you are ready for blunt truths*

Tarot is never set in stone, energy is forever flowing, we are forever changing, never take this as whole truth 💚

If you ever find yourself battling your shadows and need a listening ear, feel free to reach out 💌 I'm happy to help 👁️‍🗨️

Pile 1: I feel a darkness that you struggle with is saying no. You have a habit of saying yes to the things that do not fulfill you out of fear of disappointing others in the process. Looking at the shadow cards, you can draw the conclusion that this habit is an abuse of your sexual energy + your body (if that doesn't resonate with you, don't take it). You feel that if you don't give others what they want from you, they will leave your side. Let me start by saying, anyone that leaves your side for saying no over your body, your time, your energy, your love, anything that YOU have control over, is not good for you baby, in any way. They do not respect you & respect is the absolute bare minimum. No amount of attention, time, admiration, or dedication to someone that doesn't respect you or see your worth, will "win" someone's love. Abandoning yourself for another is an act of violence towards yourself. Tips on how to overcome this darkness: 1. Ground into your body. Your body is sacred. Our bodies guide us through this life, our bodies are alive, our bodies send us signals to what is right for us and what is not. If you're not grounded, if you're numb within your body, if you don't nourish, how can you listen to the messages & direction needed to align to your highest path/self? 2. Self reflection. Be honest with yourself, when you give into others needs/wants over your own, how do you feel by the end of it? Betrayed? Your inner child doesn't deserve the heartbreak. 3. Similar to number 2, a reflection of self respect is needed here. I know we live in an era where it's normalized to just go with the flow, to just try things, but if this is a sacrifice to our well being, to our sanity, to our happiness, there is a deeper reflection needed within oneself 💌- Astro Angel 💚

Pile 2: *TRIGGER WARNING* this is a deep rooted darkness. Please, if you are not feeling stable on all levels, don't force yourself to dive into your shadows. With that being said, if you're here, welcome, let's get into it. I see that this group are the victims of childhood abuse whether that be from parents, guardians, adults in general, peers, friends, anyone. The trauma has created this web of darkness surrounding your every day life. The innocence of your childhood was stripped from you whether you recognized this as a child or not, you recognize it now as an adult. You may not carry vivid memories of the abuse as our minds strive to block out those moments but our bodies carry memories which can cause us to feel a deep sadness, a deep depression, a deep hopelessness that holds us back from developing a life that is full of growth and healing. It can cloud your ability to process life on a mental, emotional, spiritual, or physical level. You may feel confusion when it comes to trusting other people (people from the past abused the trust that you did give), what you want out of life, what you feel you deserve, what actually makes you happy, just confusion all around that keeps us stuck. I feel that there's a few people here that suppress these memories and try to tackle everyday by avoiding this deep pit of darkness that randomly creeps in whenever they aren't doing a million things. You never give your mind or body the chance to sit down and face these hard truths of your past. Tips on how to overcome this darkness: 1. Stop running from the truth of your past. The more you run, the more you burn out, the deeper you dig yourself into this hole. 2. No matter how hard the truth is, the truth will always set you free. You feel that keeping on rose colored glasses is protecting you, but in the end, it's only hurting you. Don't lie to yourself that you're fine, it's okay not to be fine. It's okay to be sad. It's okay to be depressed. We are human. We ALL have trauma we have to face no matter how happy of a childhood you had, we all feel the pain of life. 3. Face it, find the silver lining, and move on. As myself, right now, I am being an advocate for overcoming the trauma of abuse, you have the power to do the same. The path to healing is a long road to walk, but it guarantees self perseverance. You have the power to give advice to other people who are victims of abuse, you have the power to help guide them away from this pain, this darkness. Reach out to a health professional if you find yourself deep in the struggle of overcoming this darkness. If you can't afford a health professional right now, look into YouTube! There are millions of health professionals that are specialized in childhood trauma that could resonate for you. One of my favorites is, The Crappy Childhood Fairy; she's not a professional but she is a childhood abuse survivor and I love how real she is and how deep she has dove inside of herself to overcome this darkness. Research your little heart out, put you as your top priority to overcome this 💌

- Astro Angel 💚

Pile 3: You have become swallowed whole by your masculine ego. There is no balance here within the yin and yang. You may even feel demasculinized when thinking of moving through your heart space. You work and you grind to be the best version you can be... on a material/superficial level. You're carrying the energy of "look at me, look at all of my accomplishments, look at all of these wonderful items in my possession, I'm the best, aren't you impressed?" Well, I'm sure superficial people are impressed but do they bring you any kind of emotional satisfaction? Probably not, but I have a feeling you're ok with that since you suppress your feminine side. It probably makes you uncomfortable to even talk about feelings or think of opening up your heart to someone. Maybe you've been hurt, been slapped in the face with pain when you least expected it. Now, you always have a trick behind your back to make sure you're 5 steps ahead of anyone crossing your path. Tips on how to overcome this darkness: 1. Connect to your spiritual self. Who are you without all of these material items? Who are you without the physical realm? Would you want to be friends or be a lover to yourself if you take away the material items/accomplishments you carry so dear to you? 2. Connect to others on an emotional level. The only reason you feel uncomfortable with emotions is because you've shut out your heart completely. Start small by being emotional with yourself first, tell yourself you love and accept yourself without material items or status. Look yourself in the eyes when looking in the mirror. There's more to you outside of this earthly realm. 3. Connect to your inner divine feminine. Yes, we all carry masculine and feminine energy within our souls. We are all capable of being compassionate and loving people. Dance to your favorite songs, see the beauty that surrounds you in nature, people, animals, give yourself days to focus on self love, give yourself a break from the grind to actually relax, take a warm candle lit bath, laugh, love, just live in the present moment sometimes 💌

- Astro Angel 💚

Pile 4: I feel this is a group that tends to say lines like "I react that way because of how I was raised, it's all I know" or "I don't know what else to say, this is how I am" after handling a situation in not the most healthy way. You may not even recognize this shadow within you. Instead of taking responsibility on how you handled a situation poorly, you resort to blaming it on wounds that you haven't healed, which is totally understandable, but at some point, as adults, we have to sit in a deep self reflection and accept that we are capable of change, we are not our parents, we are not what raised us. If you grew up in a home where yelling aggressively was the norm, it doesn't have to be your norm. If you grew up in a home where you weren't able to express your emotions, that doesn't have to be the norm within your own home, within your own connections you create throughout life. You may be a very fiery person that is quick to react and you may notice a lot of people tell you that you're too quick with the heat and you take this as them not accepting you the way you are, but is this really who you are or is this you just carrying a mindset of my way or the highway? You and your soul and personality is completely written in stone with no room to bring balance? This makes it super hard to build healthy connections with people, even with another fiery person. People want to connect with you and they love the passion you carry, they just wish you would step in their shoes, see things from their perspective for once. Tips on how to overcome this darkness: 1. Put the past behind you. Let go of what you thought you knew about yourself, about how things should work, how the world works, and embrace how no one knows everything, it's okay to learn new things and learn from others experiences too. 2. Make room for balance within your relationships. No, you should never give your all and forget yourself in any relationship dynamic, but you also shouldn't solely think of what you like or what works for you or how you want things to work. Everyone is different and everyone can bring in something unique to a connection. Harmony is a beautiful thing. 3. Working on how you relate with others in connections of all kinds will open new doors for you! Being able to connect with others regardless of the differences in background, experiences, cultures, etc. brings a multidimensional energy to you. Expand your mind, expand your perspective, there is nothing to lose here, nothing you will miss that is 💌 - Astro Angel 💚

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