#🍄shroomy reblogs

[writing-shroom]

rant post + help lmao

hi this is kind of a cry for help but also just a rant thing, but if you have like thoughts or anything it's well appreciated or just ignore it im just shouting in to the void

does anyone have like tips or advise on someone who's lost, not in a what will i do with my life kind of sense just creative sense

so my mental health is deteriorating slowly, i think it's obvious this year has not been the best for me from the numerous breaks i keep taking lmao but i dunno it's just bad

ive pin pointed it down to me just losing interest in what i like, its a pattern i go through often i get into a fandom and thing i REALLY enjoy and i stay in for a year and i love it

but then after that year, im

well im like this, just sad not knowing what to do cause i think theres less things in the thing im enjoy does that make sense? even though i know thats not true or even if it is

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i think im bored or burnt out, but then what do i do in the past when this happens i had another thing to fall back on, do i didnt get left alone with my thoughts

but now, i have nothing to fall back on, i havent gotten anything new and the years up. god its sad that my whole day can be ruined cause i have nothing to think and just imagine scenarios for

it's such a pivotal thing for me and its stupid, but i just need something to daydream or spend my time having fun with yk?

ive tried focusing on my social life instead but then it's just became a coping mechanism to replace this other coping mechanism, it isnt healthy i know but what the fuck do i do

ive tried getting into something new but i cant find anything, i mean theres so much media out there i just cant,, click with it i guess?

another thing, very random but, does anyone else see your past fandom you were previously part of and having fun it and just feel

guilty?

guilty that you left it, or maybe you were working on something for the fandom but then just lost interest mid way so everything time you see the unfinished project the guilt becomes worst

i cant even think about my most recent fixation (genshin in this case) without feeling guilty that i havent checked the tags in a long time, that im missing fics that i probably wouldve really liked

like legitimately its hard for me to open my likes because ill get sad and guilty that my most recent likes are from a fandom i dont even check in on anymore, i dont feel guilty that im "betraying" the fandom

i feel guilty at myself, and angry even. because theres a reason i dont check the tags anymore, theres a reason i dont check in on whats happening anymore

i know for a fact ill get sad that theres nothing that makes me excited anymore, which is ridiculous because im comparing how interesting everything was when i first got into genshin (which was a year ago now) to now. of course things have died down so why am i still sad over it

to the point where i cant even enjoy what i used to enjoy about the fandom because i keep comparing it to how it was before

drama and controversies aside, i dunno man i just

bleh

this is pathetic i need a better grasp on my mental state then this

anyways yeah, this is my contribution for the tumblr gods, do what you wish with this.

[thebadgerburrow]

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Important Note: Around Christmas of ‘22 my laptop malfunctioned and, due to various circumstances, I lost access to queenofbadgers and bythelightofcamelot. Thus, they are now considered archives and replaced by this blog and camelotisshining. My main blog is, of course, paladinofthelantern. So, if I follow or interact with you, and I have done so previously on any of these blogs, please don't think I'm trying to be annoying!💖

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Please make sure to read my DNI before interacting or following! Thank you so much!💖😊

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Hello and welcome! This is a blog dedicated to all things Harry Potter (especially Hufflepuff)! However, before you starting looking around my humble abode I would like to say a few things.

Firstly, I can not stress enough that I do not agree with the woman, who I shall refer to as the Author, in any way, shape, or form in regards to her views on trans individuals. Everyone has the right to be who they are and it saddens me deeply that she can not see that. Especially since there are many people for whom her books were a life preserver during difficult times. All HP fans are welcome here and I hope my little blog can make you smile.

Secondly, I do not buy official merchandise since the funds would be going towards the Author who would use them to do even more damage. Any products I purchase will be obtained from sites such as eBay or those that support independent creators. If you ever want to suggest a shop or user to me feel free to drop an ask!

Finally, I understand if someone feels the need to disengage from the fandom completely. Everyone needs to do what is best for them and if that means never interacting with it again I have zero problem with it. I would, though, very much appreciate it if I were left in peace to enjoy my little corner of the internet.

Please, I beg of you, do not contact me trying to start a debate or tell me how I am wrong. If you need to block me in order to feel safe you have my blessing and I hope that you can find something that makes you just as happy. There is enough conflict in the world and I just want everyone to get along.

(note:blogs I suspect are spam will be blocked)

(although this is an HP blog, I might also reblog random posts now and then🥰)

-Shroomy

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My Harry Potter Headcanons

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✨Harry is the descendent of Godric Gryffindor and Rowena Ravenclaw who were very happily in love and married. They had four children, Helena (eldest), Edward, Aaron (from whom Harry derives his ancestry), and Charlotte (youngest).

✨Hermione is the descendant of Salazar Slytherin and Helga Hufflepuff, who held just as much affection for each other.

✨The Founders in their youth once fought against a former knight named Cearul who had transformed himself into a wyvern. During their adventure they befriended two gryphons, Aymeric and Cecil, who later ended up donating a good portion of their wealth to help fund Hogwarts. They even became professors there.

✨Aymeric and Cecil's eggs were found by a wizard named Andreas Aviscorae after poachers slew their parents and were in the process of absconding with the young gryphons themselves. They were few enough that he managed to drive them away and, as he did not have the heart to leave them to the elements, Andreas decided to take them into his charge until a safer place could be found for them. During this time they hatched, almost immediately bonding with their rescuer. They became like sons to him and he a father to them.

Deep within their hearts, though they could not fully understand it themselves, was harbored a desire to be like Andreas. Now, the kindly wizard lived a good distance from any civilization, although it was near enough to it form him to perform his duties, and he was in the habit of letting the fledglings run about outside. He always tried his best to keep an eye on them, but one day they got away from his sight, which he lamented to no end. Aymeric and Cecil were oblivious to Andreas' worry, flitting about left and right as they explored and investigated anything that caught their interest.

One of these things was a small, round object whose blue hues sparkled in the evening light. Intrigued, they tossed it about until it suddenly burst, nearly blinding them as they fell over. Andreas heard their cries and rushed over to them, but was baffled when he saw two little boys in front of him. His eyes drifted to the ground and his stupor only increased, for there lay fragments of what he believed to be was an ancient artifact called a Wishing Stone, a mere handful of which were rumored to exist.

He managed to calm the startled children and escorted them home, where they were clothed as best as he could manage and properly fed. They then told him all that they knew, Andreas surmising that the Stone had somehow sensed their desire to be human. He warmly embraced them, promising to all that was in his power to give them a good life. As it turned out, they had not lost their original forms and could switch between both at will. Whichever they chose, they always knew that their father loved them as much as they did him.

[queenofbadgers]

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Please make sure to read my DNI before interacting or following! Thank you so much!💖😊

🍄🍂🍄🍂🍄

Hello and welcome! This is a blog dedicated to all things Harry Potter (especially Hufflepuff)! However, before you starting looking around my humble abode I would like to say a few things.

Firstly, I can not stress enough that I do not agree with the woman, who I shall refer to as the Author, in any way, shape, or form in regards to her views on trans individuals. Everyone has the right to be who they are and it saddens me deeply that she can not see that. Especially since there are many people for whom her books were a life preserver during difficult times. All HP fans are welcome here and I hope my little blog can make you smile.

Secondly, I do not buy official merchandise since the funds would be going towards the Author who would use them to do even more damage. Any products I purchase will be obtained from sites such as eBay or those that support independent creators. If you ever want to suggest a shop or user to me feel free to drop an ask!

Finally, I completely understand if someone feels the need to disengage from the fandom completely. Everyone needs to do what is best for them and if that means never interacting with it again I have zero problem with it. I would, though, very much appreciate it if I were left in peace to enjoy my little corner of the internet.

Please, I beg of you, do not contact me trying to start a debate or tell me how I am wrong. If you need to block me in order to feel safe you have my blessing and I hope that you can find something that makes you just as happy. There is enough conflict in the world and I just want everyone to get along.

(note:blogs I suspect are spam will be blocked)

(although this is an HP blog, I might also reblog random posts now and then🥰) 

-Shroomy

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My Other Blogs

paladinofthelantern (multigenre)/bythelightofcamelot (multifandom)

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My Harry Potter Headcanons

(below the cut)

✨Harry is the descendent of Godric Gryffindor and Rowena Ravenclaw who were very happily in love and married. They had four children, Helena (eldest), Edward, Aaron (from whom Harry derives his ancestry), and Charlotte (youngest).   

✨Hermione is the descendant of Salazar Slytherin and Helga Hufflepuff, who held just as much affection for each other.

✨The Founders in their youth once fought against a former knight named Cearul who had transformed himself into a wyvern. During their adventure they befriended two gryphons, Aymeric and Cecil,  who later ended up donating a good portion of their wealth to help fund Hogwarts. They even became professors there.

✨Aymeric and Cecil could shapeshift into men at will.

[writing-shroom]

i miss you so bad, i couldn't help but look back at all the messages you left in my inbox that i never responded to and i was never happier that i didn't, I hope youre doing okay wifey

[writing-shroom]

holy shit, I'm struggling to finish a bowl of spicy noodles with a table spoon of the whole packet of chili oil

dammit I'm failing my ancestors