Who's complaining about the stylistic part has no eyes, I guess? I only saw gorgeousness in that trailer. Like, alright, tastes are unique and personal but calling it "ugly" is stupid
Also the lighting tho???? Who worked in the light department needs a raise tbh, or at least a percentage of the royalties
I'm so fucking excited about this game ;;
ALSO NEVE 🥹🥹🥹
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There is no one there, but the two of them. Nothing to be heard, but their ragged breaths. They look at each other from opposite sides of the aisle, the wooden benches on the sides, once polished and bright, are now covered by a thick layer of dust, Castiel doesn't mind, as he leans against the closest one for a moment.
Once he can breathe again and he has put away the lighter he has used to burn the hymn book the spirit was attached to, Castiel rushes to join Dean at the abandoned church's altar, helping him to get up from the dirty floorboards and holding both his hands tightly when they are both standing.
His eyes search Dean's face, relief flooding him when he can't see any wounds on the other man, "I'm just great at creating distractions, huh?"
Castiel smiles at him, "the best, indeed." He enjoys for a little while the way the first rays of sunshine that are getting into the building through what is left of a stained glass window display colorful waves all over Dean's face.
Dean takes their joined hands and presses them to his chest, "I love you." Then he, to Cas' great confusion, chuckles lightly, shaking his head. Noticing his confusion Dean explains, "I was just thinking we are just missing the priest for this wedding." Castiel looks around and, yes, standing here right at the altar like they are right now it looks like they could be getting married.
They can't really get married legally, it isn't something they have even talked about before, the concept is not enough to really encapsulate all they are to each other, all they have lived together, "this feels more like us," Dean says with a shrug of his shoulders, "just the two of us, a hunt and a haunted church."
"it's not haunted anymore." Castiel replies, Dean laughs, "I don't have any vows ready, I know that's usual in human weddings, but I can promise you here, where so many others have promised to love each other until death did they apart, that I will love you like I love you now and like I've loved you for years with our light and darkness," the light of the love they share, the darkness of the nightmares they both carry with them, "even after my last breath, when we meet again when all it's over." He frees one of his hands to touch the side of Dean's face, tenderly, watching Dean as he tilts his head to lean into his touch.
"In sickness, in health, wherever we are Cas, be it this universe or a parallel one, on the road or in our home, saving the world, we go together. Forever." He wraps an arm around Cas' waist, pulling him closer, "we are going to skip the 'I do' s and go for the good stuff now." He leans in, pressing a kiss to Castiel's lips, deepening it when Cas kisses back.
They leave the church hand in hand, both of them exhausted, with matching smiles on their faces and their shared promises tightening their bond.
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the new progression in therapy lately has been the like... connecting memories to feeling-states, i guess? and realizing just how lonely and scared i was the entirety of my childhood. it wasn't just medical neglect. or emotional neglect. i had a stay at home mom but i was just straight up left alone all the time.
i just got jump scared by those damn gloom hands in tears of the kingdom, which led to a fun "holy shit time to fight!!" fear-to-fight transition. but that jump scare reminded me of how my friend said this game got pretty scary, and i disagreed, thinking the few jump-scarish elements really didn't scare me. certainly not how like even just lets plays of five nights at freddys can make me lose sleep. and i thought to myself how games in general just arent scary to me like they were when i was a kid.
and that made another thought click. i spent aaages stuck in the early game areas of the old n64 paper mario, just running around in circles, because i was terrified of the desert area. i was like 9 or 10, and just so scared. a lot of games were like that for me as a kid, but i still played then every chance i got. and just simmered in the fear, i guess.
and it occurred to me: oh, right. i was always alone. imagine how well i could have done, how brave i couldve been, if my mom had sat in the room with me and watched me play? even just for a little while, but consistently? hell, what if my dad had sat with me? (what if there had been enough value on what i enjoyed and my time that i could have asked "i need help getting through this level on my game. can you sit with me and watch?" what if my dad hadn't immediately regretted buying the n64 for xmas when i was 4, and my parents had valued that i enjoyed gaming, instead of shaming me left and right for enjoying the thing they gave me)
my nervous system has been steeped in fear constantly for my entire life. even still, with all the work i've done, it informs so much.
and it makes me hurt too much to hold and recognize the feelings (sad? angry? grief? ...guilt? self blame?) to realize that it would have been so simple to cure back then. if only my parents had ever fucking been present in my life. fuck.
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Ngl when they got to the safe house I fr had the angsty thought of what would happen if the safe house got raided while they were there and either Scar and Grian gotta fight their way out, the inner turmoil gets Scar there, they win the fight but now they gotta go on the run. Or they are taken in and Scar’s gotta face the repercussions of his actions, gets labeled as a traitor then him and Grian are sentenced to death. And idk maybe something miraculous happens, but they get v close to death -🎶
don’t go giving me any ideas now 😈😈😈 i might just write a very angsty betrayal with miscommunication that only breads heart broken resentment 😈😈😈
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✨ when you get this you have to put 5 songs you actually listen to and post it, then send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers ✨
Considering I have about 17 songs stuck in my head, this is my time to shine!! 😎
1. Buzzcut Season by Lorde
2. Leaving on a jet plane, but specifically the cover of it by The Macarons Project
3. (I've had) The time of my life by Bill Medley & These Boots are made for walking by Nancy Sinatra are both in my head, they're like certified classics, so you get two for one deal here
4. Hey Lover by The Daughters of Eve, the cover of it by Wabie is also good!! Irrelevant, but Oregon and also Love Me Tomorrow by Wabie are bangers too (this is like three different songs I'm listing here oops)
5. Candy by Robbie Williams
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