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[mcytrauma]

― my body, me, and all the people in between

author - lightning_anon status - completed length - 5 chapters / 26.1k words dynamics - sand duo, sbi, wilbur & sally worldbuilding - foster au genre/tropes - hurt/comfort, angst / found family content warnings - self harm, medical trauma, near-death experiences, dysphoria, abandonment, feelings of betrayal, unplanned pregnancy, hypochondria, panic attacks, implied/referenced character death. police presence, grief, tics (briefly), bullying, ableism [check chapter notes for CWs] extra points - trans!intersex!wilbur, autistic!technoblade, adhd!tommy, autistic!ranboo, autistic!sally, trans!sally, autistic!fundy, trans!fundy

summary

Wilbur has never found it hard to describe himself. He's smart, funny, charming, anxious, prone to breakdowns, more than a little mentally ill, a brother, a son, scared, trying his best, proud of himself, intersex, trans, probably panicking.

Wilbur Soot's a lot of things. Sometimes he's not exactly sure how to put it into words.

But one thing is for sure, Wilbur Soot is in love.

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Wilbur's encompass installment: a story of how we connect to others, ourselves, and our bodies.

thoughts - beautifully written!! this author just keeps one-upping themself! wilbur’s entire installment is hurt and healing and hurt and healing and it’s not too harsh in the hard spots and he just. lives his life despite things being hard, and it ‘s really wonderful to see. i really really like this installment, highly recommended.

[mcytrauma]

― comb your hands through my hair and tell me that you love me

author - lightning_anon status - completed length - 5 chapters / 27.2k words dynamics - emerald duo, disc duo, (brief) twins duo worldbuilding - foster au genre/tropes - angst, hurt/comfort? / found family content warnings - terrorism, auditory hallucinations, non-consensual body modification, referenced/implied thoughts of self-harm + harm to others, bullying, ableism, meltdowns, sensory overload (in depth), tics (briefly) [check chapter notes for CWs] extra points - autistic!technoblade, adhd!phil, adhd!dream, intersex!trans!wilbur, autistic!ranboo, good!dream (he’s supportive and really cool in this)

summary

Technoblade's parents were the best of parents: kind, caring, and loving. Technoblade's parents were the worst of people: unforgiving, cruel, deadly.

Techno loses his parents, his hair, and his autonomy. He gains a Phil, and a family. Just not in the way he wanted.

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Techno's encompass installment: a story of what we lose and what we gain.

thoughts - an amazing read! so much incredible insight into technoblade’s background, including all the care and support he received from his parents. also it was amazing and heartbreaking to see his history with phil and how they cared for each other so fiercely. this one gave me the warm fuzzies. a pretty close second to phil’s installment as my personal favorite part if i’m being honest. highly recommend!

[mcytrauma]

― one day i met god (turns out, he’s an idiot)

author - Sunshine_3 status - completed length - 10 chapters / 33.9k words dynamics - crime boys, sbi, disc duo worldbuilding - gods & goddesses  genre/tropes - hurt/comfort, fluff, angst / found family, good!dream content warnings - injury, temporary character death, implied murder

summary

Every year, the Tournament of the Gods is held to determine who is worthy to gain the favor of the universe’s deities.

This year, Tommy is determined to win, to be the youngest person ever to claim a victory.

Not because he wants to be blessed or anything. He just thinks it’s funny.

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An AU in which Tommy Innit it just a mortal vibin’ and doing his thing and the rest of SBI are gods who have claimed him as their favorite.

thoughts - this!! was so cute!! i love seeing sbi just Be Happy in fics with as little strain on the family dynamic at possible oml. also!! i’m a sucker for well written fics with a good disc duo (/pos) dynamic going on. this warmed my heart, i’m really glad i took the time to read this fic /gen

[mcytrauma]

― welcome home, theseus

author - grasstastic status - ongoing [updated 01.14.2022] length - TBA ^^ dynamics - sbi, bench trio worldbuilding - heroes & villains genre/tropes - angst, (physical) hurt/comfort, fluff / found family content warnings - major character injury, ptsd, dissociation, trauma, human experimentation, flashbacks, implied/referenced abuse, derealization [check chapter notes for content warnings]

summary

It may seem like a specific series of coincidences led the Crimson Crusader’s story to the path it followed, but if one choice was changed and everything was different, would Tommy still have gotten his happy ending?

Maybe it was meant to be.

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An alternate timeline, where the Blade never left the Crimson Crusader bleeding on a rooftop.

thoughts - though i do have my own gripes with the author’s trigger tagging, the fic itself was really good!  an alternate timeline fic [by the same author] for hold my hand tight and it’s really well done! literally amazing and answers the big What Ifs you get if/when you read the original fic. i think the representation of ptsd is pretty good so i personally really appreciate that. and i like that it shows that trauma has very real consequences, that it’s not just a one and done type deal like i feel most fics tend to do when authors want to Move the Plot Along.

[mcytrauma]

― shout your lungs out at me

author - lightning_anon status - completed length - 3 chapters / 14.8k words dynamics - SBI worldbuilding - foster au genre/tropes - slice of life, hurt/comfort, angst / found family, good dad!phil content warnings - ableism, alcoholism, character injury [check chapter notes for CWs] extra points - intersex!trans!wilbur, autistic!technoblade, adhd!tommy, autustic!ranboo, adhd!phil, aroace!phil

summary

Phil Watson is painfully used to being yelled at. There's a reason he refuses to ever yell at one of his own kids. Phil Watson is painfully used to bad parents. There's a reason he's committed to being the best parent he can be.

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Phil's encompass installment: a look at past, present, and future and the influences they have.

thoughts - my favorite out of the series by far, if i’m being honest. it dealt with the serious issues in a much lighter way than the other parts and it felt like love and healing. i liked seeing phil try so hard to be a better parent for his kids than he had