#( cati OUT IM SO TIRED )

[skitskatdacat63]

hi this is so random but i just wanted to say i always love reading your tags 🥺 you always make such funny comments and i love hearing about your day and your thoughts on each pic/video/gifset!! sorry i hope this isn't weird but yeah 😭

AAAAAAAA NOT WEIRD AT ALL, YOU'RE TOO SWEET, TY TY TY <333333333

I think I've mentioned before but if I don't talk, I'll explode so this fandom has been such incredible fun for me because I can talk a lot in the tags and not be too intrusive. So the idea that people read my rambling and enjoy it makes me:

[autocann1bal]

part three of my playlist analysis!!

part 1 &lt;- part 2 <- back into the pit we go!!

therese - maya hawke kipps?? trying to rizz up lucy?? lockwood thinks not he comes to the rescue 'therese does not belong to you/the horses, cars, and cowboys do' type beat (ps ik what the song is about its for locklyle purposes)

youre somebody else - flora cash imagine how different norrie would be if she came back :) atlantis - seafret oh my god lucy is losing her SHIT after a more intense case where lockwood almost died (again) and they had gotten in a fight just before he put himself in immediate danger and shes just sitting on her bed thinking about it and how if he died the last words she said to him wouldve been harmful. shootout - izzamuzzic eepy vibes after a talk that lasted late into the night. apocalypse - cigarettes after sex this is self explanatory methinks?. tried - beabadoobe hes so tired of living. he just wants to rest [read as: die] lucy said no. they talk for hours one day, george is also there chiming in at appropriate times, they all fall asleep on lockwoods bed and lucy wakes up before the rest of them to make tea and brings it back to the room and they talk more :). telephone - waterparks au where lucy was on fittes team before joining lockwood and co and theyre btoh just watching eachother from afar for a bit <33. cough it out - the front bottoms the repeated 'i am delusional with love' is so both of them :( they both think the other one doesnt like them back. headache - rigby this could be both lockwood and lucy feeling like theyre weighing the other/the team down. it fits very well with either of them. god must hate me - catie turner very much stemming from lucy's in depth descriptions of her insecurities in the books, especially about "not being as pretty as other girls". (this doesnt relate to the song but the fact that we're outside of her head for the show is so nice because we can see that lockwood has literally been head over heels for her since the beginning and he loves her just the way she is). fool - frankie cosmos lockwood feels like he'll never be able to have her. he thinks shes to good for him :(. haunt me 3x - teen suicide lockwood braiding lucys hair after a panic attack, it helps him feel grounded <33 (im so unoriginal im sorry). listen before i go - billie eilish im not even gonna explain this one. figure it out. your hint is: lockwood. anyone else but you - the moldy peaches theyre so perfect for eachother. they dont even think other people are attractive because theyre so engulfed in their love for one another. i want what they have. funny you should ask - the front bottoms the in between stage before they where together and lockwood is. being angsty as usual. style - taylor swift THEY NEVER GO OUT OF STYLE!!!!! back to the old house 2011 remaster - the smiths lucy talking about the town she grew up in, telling lockwood about her mom, about her friends, more about norrie, about everyone else. shes crying, hes crying, george is crying. theyre all crying and drinking tea. leni (crystal castles vs goodbooks) - goodbooks, crystal castles mmm yes i sense yet another lucy panic attack in the shower after a rough job where lockwood put himself in direct danger once again. iris - the goo goo dolls oh my GODDD ITS SO LOCKWOOD 'id give up forever to touch you' WITH HIS LITTLE 'forever is composed of nows' ON THE THINKING CLOTH PLEASE LUCY MEANS SO MUCH TO HIM. brazil - declan mckenna them being Teenagers TM beach episode edition just imagine them all playing in the water at a nice beach on vacation (obv they arent still in the uk bc their beaches are Sad but like they went somewhere with nice beaches for a well deserved vacation. does london fall to shit without them? probably!! do they care? no!!). jesus this is such a ridiculously long series i am so so sorry go to part 4!!

[cats-thoughts]

always feel conflicted when people are like "people dont know how 2 write siblings because *lists siblings being kind to eachother*"

like no we dont call eachother "sis" or "bro" or whatever but. My little sister calls me Catie. I call her Squeaks. God forbid i raise my voice at her i would feel so fucking bad. she never does anything to intentionally hurt me. We arent mean to eachother. what?? its not her vs me. ok like yes. Lots of siblings dont get along, thats okay, that happens. but ive always hated "you cant write siblings as friends"

Sure. Maybe my little sister and I have too much of an age gap to count. shes really young, im over a decade older than her (i'm 90% sure) maybe u want an example from someone with less of a trauma lense, less of an age gap, more "normal" kid.

Take younger me. Before everything happened, Cassie and I were under 2 years apart in age, and she was my Best Friend. I'm not kidding. We fought, obviously. Over who had to play the prince or who got what toy for the story we were making or who got to wear the one dress. We fought. We got over it. We were friends. Maybe i was an outlier, maybe we were outliers, but im. really, really tired of "siblings who care for eachother but god forbid theyre in the same room for more than 5 seconds."

give me "stick to eachothers sides in unfamiliar places" give me "seeks the other out for guidance" give me "would fight the world at their side."

its not sibling vs sibling. its siblings vs the world.

sorry thats cringe fuckin uh be nice to your siblings kids its important 👍

[kiss4kazuha]

hii can i pls request dream x reader who is insecure about their face

(if you don’t feel comfortable writing this it’s fine!!) <3

hello!! yes sure, also i’m comfortable writing about this, thank you for asking!:) enjoy<3

— FOR ME, HE GOT LAZY! 🐉

pairings: dreamwastaken x gn!reader

warnings: swearing, fluff, use of dreams real name, use of beautiful and gorgeous, will have some parts of the song ‘God must hate me’ by catie turner, so go listen to it!!!

you and clay have been working on your insecurities since the day you two got together. he cheered you up and made you feel better about how you looked, and obviously visa versa.

clay was very observant when it came to you. he knew if you fiddled with your fingers: you were nervous, if you blinked too many times: you were tired. he took notice how when ever he walked pass you, how you would put on the hood of his hoodie so you wouldn’t see his face. he noticed how you dodged all his kisses and hid you face away from him. he knew something was wrong.

he knew this had been going on for sometime, but preferred not to say anything so that you wouldn’t get uncomfortable. but enough was enough, and he really just wanted to know what was wrong.

“y/n, whats wrong? you’ve been hiding you face all day and have been dodging my kisses?” clay said as he entered the room you two shared. “nothing.” you mumbled hiding you face in the pillow more. you felt the bed dip next to you. you slightly lifted your head to look at him out the corner of your eye before moving to lay your head on him lap. you sighed.

“do you ever see someone and think ‘wow God must hate me’?” you sniffed. you sat up and looked at him in his eyes. he saw your puffy red eyes from crying, and your tear stained cheeks. you breathed out and closed your eyes as he put his hand on your cheek. you relaxed at his touch. all you wanted todo was to be in his arms. “baby, what?” clay said with a saddened expression.

you sat up next to him and layed your head on his shoulder, and he put his hand on your thigh for comfort. “cause he spent so much time on them, and for me he got lazy.” you said as he listened. he was a good listener, letting you speak about all your problems before saying his opinion.

“when i look into the mirror for too long it hurts.” you said holding back your tears. its hard. you hated the way your face was shaped, how your skin was. you were tired. tired of looking into the mirror every morning and being utterly disgusted of how it looked like. tired of wishing you face look like those instagram models you always see on your explore page and tiktok for you page.

“if jesus died for all our sins, he left one behind the body im in.” you said before tears fell. clay stood up and took your hands and guided you to the mirror. you looked at yourself before looking at the ground again, not being able to stand how you looked. “no no no” clay whispered softly, lifting your chin up to look at yourself in the mirror.

“you dont see what i see my love” clay said looking in your eyes in the mirror. “you so gorgeous and beautiful in my eyes, and i don’t understand how i got lucky with you.” he said sincerely, so you knew he wasn’t joking. “i dont know what i believe, but it’s easier to think that God made a mistake with me.” you said weakly smiling at him.

he pulled you away, to look at him instead of the mirror. “i hope you know that not everyone’s perfect, and everyone has their own flaws and things they have to deal with. i love you, everything about you. the way your cheeks redden whenever i tease you, the way your nose scrunches everytime you see something you dont like, the way you blink wayy too many times when you’re confused. everything my baby.” he said looking deep in your eyes.

he leaned in to kiss your lips to set everything he said. so that he knew that you knew he was speaking the truth. he then started kissing all over your face, your cheeks, your nose, your eyes, everything. you giggled as he continued. he started smiling through the kisses, he loved hearing you laugh. “there you are” he said smiling, as he kissed your lips one more time. “lets go cuddle.” he said pulling you back to the bedroom with him.

you two layed in each other’s arms in peace and silence, “promise you will tell me next time?” he said brushing through your hair. “promise” you said kissing his cheek.

bronny!

sorry it took long, im not at home rn!! hope you liked:)

[leeteraly]

hey 😬

good meowning mwah hru i hope u're doing well or else i'm kicking life on the nuts

sorry if i haven't sent asks for a little while heh <3 life's been a little busy recently and i haven't really had the energy to talk to ppl these days 😔 also i'm running out of vacation days and i think i haven't rested properly like not even 5 mins <////////3

at this point i think it's impossible #ThatSucksIGuess

also recently i remembered that i haven't been dancing for like 3 years by now due to like some financial difficulties and yeah like i've been scared shitless for 2 years and 8 months because what if i never get to dance again 😐

which is a problem for me cuz like literally i've always been kinda really passionate and fixated on dancing and idk i feel like dancing was the only thing that genuinely was keeping me sane and happy with life it's a part of me that i have lost #MyFirstDeath etc and blah blah it's been really bad and also the whole covid situation doesn't really help y'know

ANYWAY sorry for that many words u can respond with 3842764969 paragraphs of ur life worries as well, i love u 😁 💕💕💕💕

yahir baby boyey hi wow lifes been tough im sorry

oh wow you dance? i love that im a very shitty dancer give me lessons fr

im sorry im replying so late i have been swamped w school and stuff and im so tired i feel like kmsing myself so much and im really sorry i havent been responding and been online anyways i hope you are feeling better now oh and btw i need updates on the cat and the cati (as well as their pics 😠)

my exams start from 1 september and my slyabus is so huge like i have all the chapters we did in the previous grade as well as what we have done in this academic session (I am in a board class not sure if you have that stuff but basically its like a 2 year long academic session has 4 semesters so im now giving 3rd semester exams)

anyways love u bby dude

[nakanaai]

its nearly 2 am here in indonesia, but i wanted to reply to every birthday ask i had !!!! thanks for a really fun evening !!!

[dare4--distancee]

Alissa made me do this

PUT A NUMBER IN MY ASK 1. Who was the last person you held hands with? Stevie 2. Are you outgoing or shy? Shy 3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? ALISSA ❤❤❤ 4. Are you easy to get along with? Yeah i guess 5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? i hope so 6. What kind of people are you attracted to? Idk if i like you i like you 7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? Yeah 8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? Ugh stevies annoying me 9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? Noo 10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? Probably alissa 11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? "ALISSAAAAA" 12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? nevershoutnever anything 13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? Yes 14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? Eh 15. What good thing happened this summer? It is summer and nothing yet 16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? Yeah 17. Do you think there is life on other planets? YES 18. Do you still talk to your first crush? no 19. Do you like bubble baths? Yes 20. Do you like your neighbors? Idk theyre loud af 21. What are you bad habits? Cussing 24/7 22. Where would you like to travel? Everywhere 23. Do you have trust issues? Yes 24. Favorite part of your daily routine? Make up and smoking 25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? Idk most of it lol 26. What do you do when you wake up? Complain 27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? Lighter 28. Who are you most comfortable around? Stevia alissa nikki 29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? No 30. Do you ever want to get married? Yeah 31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? No 32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? Chrisofer Drew Mathew Gray Gubler 33. Spell your name with your chin. Rmklu 34. Do you play sports? What sports? Nooo 35. Would you rather live without TV or music? tv 36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? Yeah 37. What do you say during awkward silences? Nothing lol 38. Describe your dream girl/guy? Probs a cat 39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? Sephora ❤❤ 40. What do you want to do after high school? I graduated 2 yrs ago lol 41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? Eh 42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? Im probably tired 43. Do you smile at strangers? Only at work 44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? Space 45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? Work 46. What are you paranoid about? Im not a paranoid person 47. Have you ever been high? Always 48. Have you ever been drunk? Always 49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? Eh idk probably 50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? Blackb 51. Ever wished you were someone else? Yeah 52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? Eh idk 53. Favourite makeup brand? Kat von d Urban decay 54. Favourite store? Sephora 55. Favourite blog? Alissaaaaaass 56. Favourite colour? Purple 57. Favourite food? Chicken 58. Last thing you ate? zaxbys 59. First thing you ate this morning? Zaxbys 60. Ever won a competition? For what? No 61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? Yes fighting 62. Been arrested? For what? Yeah violation of probation lol 63. Ever been in love? Yeah 64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? Umm I don't remember really 65. Are you hungry right now? No 66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? I guess 67. Facebook or Twitter? Twitter 68. Twitter or Tumblr? Tumblr 69. Are you watching tv right now? No 70. Names of your bestfriends? Alissa jackie nikki 71. Craving something? What? Sleep 72. What colour are your towels? Red 72. How many pillows do you sleep with? 4 lol 73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? No 74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? A lot lol 75. Favourite animal? Cat 76. What colour is your underwear? Green 77. Chocolate or Vanilla? Vanilla 78. Favourite ice cream flavour? Vanilla 79. What colour shirt are you wearing? Tye dye 80. What colour pants? Black 81. Favourite tv show? Shameless Bobs burgers 82. Favourite movie? Harry Potter series 83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? 1 84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? MeanGirls 85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? Caty 86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? Dory 87. First person you talked to today? Stevie 88. Last person you talked to today? Stevie 89. Name a person you hate? Ugh idk 90. Name a person you love? Stevie 91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? Probably Stevie 92. In a fight with someone? No 93. How many sweatpants do you have? Like 100000 94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? Sameee 95. Last movie you watched? How to train your dragon 96. Favourite actress? Fuck idk 97. Favourite actor? Idk 98. Do you tan a lot? Eew noo 99. Have any pets? Yes 6 100. How are you feeling? Sleepy 101. Do you type fast? Yeah 102. Do you regret anything from your past? I mean probs 103. Can you spell well? No 104. Do you miss anyone from your past? Probably not 105. Ever been to a bonfire party? Yeah 106. Ever broken someone’s heart? Ugh 107. Have you ever been on a horse? Yeah 108. What should you be doing? Sleeping 109. Is something irritating you right now? Probably stevie 110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? No 111. Do you have trust issues? Yeah 112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? Stevie 113. What was your childhood nickname? "Shut up emily" 114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? Yeah 115. Do you play the Wii? No 116. Are you listening to music right now? No 117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? No 118. Do you like Chinese food? YASSSSSS 119. Favourite book? Fuck 120. Are you afraid of the dark? No 121. Are you mean? Stevie says yes 122. Is cheating ever okay? No 123. Can you keep white shoes clean? No 124. Do you believe in love at first sight? Ugh 125. Do you believe in true love? Ugh 126. Are you currently bored? Yeah 127. What makes you happy? Sleep Stevie 128. Would you change your name? No 129. What your zodiac sign? Capricorn 130. Do you like subway? Yes 131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? Ugh idk 132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? Alissa 133. Favourite lyrics right now? Dare 4 distance 134. Can you count to one million? No 135. Dumbest lie you ever told? I broke into an abandoned factory and stole a bunch of shit and told my dad i found it at school lol 136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? Open 137. How tall are you? 5 foot 138. Curly or Straight hair? Straight 139. Brunette or Blonde? Blone 140. Summer or Winter? Winter 141. Night or Day? Night 142. Favourite month? Ugh idk 143. Are you a vegetarian? No 144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? Dark 145. Tea or Coffee? Both 146. Was today a good day? Boring 147. Mars or Snickers? Snikers 148. What’s your favourite quote? UGH 149. Do you believe in ghosts? Sure

[softtrose]

I know you're probably very tired of getting asks about Caty but do you think you guys will ever get back together? I feel like you guys are more over it than your followers :'( I still get sad all the time

a big part of me will always love and care for her but we both need a lot of time to grow and figure ourselves out and im sure by the time that happens (if it ever even does) then i will probably be completely over her (hopefully) and i know shes figuring her sexuality out and shes in a relationship and i wish her all the love in the world even if its not w me….so guys stop being sad we are both trying to move on but that doesnt mean we’re like over each other it just means we are not dependent on each other like before which is a GOOD thing