#( spacing out. )

[kyurochurro]

GOOD AFTERNOON!! TODAYS UNI SKETCH IS : a redraw/study/doodle/whateva you wanna call it of this very dapper image of Picard and Data!! first time drawing Picard so I struggled a lil but otherwise I had so much fun drawing Data! :Pc og pic under the cut!

picard you smoke too tough... your swag too different ...

[thundergoodspeed]

i wish people would let creators finish their fucking stories

[godblooded]

just an fyi, and it feels like it needs to be said here: your blog is your own space and you should be able to say whatever the fuck you want. if you’re sad? vent. get sad. maybe put it under a cut, definitely tag it, but get sad. if you feel like you need someone to talk to? drop a freaking message about how you’re feeling like you could use a buddy, or anything randomly engaging. if you’re having a hard time, you should feel safe and okay to talk about it in your own space. we’re writers and we’re people and while there’s a lot to be said for how engagement outside of oneself is necessary in rp (and really really needs to improve), i think there’s a lot that must be said about people reaching out to others. it’s become so solitary here — the whole ‘reblog from source’ thing when it comes to shit like about and musings is absurd. the whole refusing to like things is ridiculous. yes, curate your space, that’s important, but curating your space into a studio apartment only you live in doesn’t make this a community anymore, it makes it a studio apartment you live in.

just be yourself here. do whatever you want. but i’m always saying: remember you’re not alone, and don’t let yourself feel that way.

[myjustice]

i wanted to apologize for not being the usual social butterfly as of late. a lot has been going on behind the scenes that just has me reevaluating a lot personally & my social circles & it just makes me not the most fun to be around so i’m taking some space on socializing while i manage things.

i am working on drafts & the like so that won’t change. thank you for your patience with me especially if we talk often.

[spxcemuses]

(( Hey everyone! After being off of Tumblr for a month or so (with the exception of popping in once), I've decided to make a tentative comeback to RP again. I seriously want to thank those that gave condolences/wishes during my time of absence, genuinely; thank you. I wasn't expecting the overwhelming support from a large group of people. I appreciate all your kind words and it truly did mean a lot to me during my grieving process.

Like usual, I won't be 100% active, but I'm going to try to get to threads and stuff I am behind on during my midterm break (March 4th-March 10th). I am just going to take my time with things, go at a snail's pace if I have to and not pressure myself. If you dislike that, I'm sorry, but I am establishing firm boundaries until I am in a better mental state (I'm mostly ok now, but things could be better). If you want things dropped or anything, seriously, don't hesitate to let me know. I won't get upset; in fact, I'm planning to do some thread cleaning and follower cleaning when I get the chance.

[general-kalani]

Commission post here! Specific character pictures for you to edit! We can 100% negotiate price because I want to be affordable for most people/everyone as best as I can. Base rate, $10/200 pictures

Gif commissions here

If you want to negotiate with any of the options below, lmk! Paypal here (yes only paypal atm for payment options, sorry!)

If you want me to edit a certain number of icons for you though, it will be little extra! (Won't be much editing, just a cut to the size you want) these will be $1/icon edit.

I have a very limited access to movies and shows so the ones I can offer are below under the cut:

ANCIENT ANIMALS

MOVIES

The Hunt for Red October

The Mist

Alien Planet

Dog Soldiers

Dragonlance Dragons of Autumn Twilight

The Last Voyage of the Demeter

SHOWS

Babylon 5

Battletech Cartoon

Bitten

D&D Cartoon

Stargate SG-1

Transformers: Beast Machines

Transformers: Beast Wars

Transformers G1

Transformers the Movie

Transformers Prime

Voltron Vehicle Force

Vox Machina (season 1 only atm)

ANIME - LEIJIVERSE

Cosmo Warrior Zero

Galaxy Express

Gun Frontier

Harlock Saga - The Ring of the Nibelung

Interstellar 5555

Queen Emeraldas

Queen Millennia (might not be high quality)

Space Pirate Captain Harlock

Space Pirate Captain Herlock: Outside Legend - The Endless Odyssey

SSX Endless Orbit

Arcadia of my Youth

Space Pirate Captain Harlock (2013 movie)

Space Pirate Captain Harlock: Riddle of the Arcadia

ANIME - IRRESPONSIBLE CAPTAIN TYLOR

Irresponsible Captain Tylor TV series

Irresponsible Captain Tylor OVA series

ANIME - LEGEND OF THE GALACTIC HEROES (original series only)

Legend of the Galactic Heroes series

Legend of the Galactic Heroes - Golden Wings

Legend of the Galactic Heroes - My Conquest is the Sea of Stars

Legend of the Galactic Heroes - Overture to a New War

ANIME - MACROSS

Macross 7

Macross Delta

Macross Frontier

Macross Plus

Macross Zero

Robotech

SDF Macross

ANIME - REVOLUTIONARY GIRL UTENA

Revolutionary Girl Utena tv series

Revolutionary Girl Utena movie

ANIME - SPACE BATTLESHIP YAMATO/STAR BLAZERS (original series and reboot)

Space Battleship Yamato 2199 (Reboot)

Space Battleship Yamato 2199 - Odyssey of the Celestial Ark

Space Battleship Yamato 2202 (Reboot)

Space Battleship Yamato 2205 (Reboot)

Space Battleship Yamato I (OS)

Space Battleship Yamato II (OS)

Space Battleship Yamato III (OS)

Arrivederci Yamato

Be Forever Yamato

Final Yamato

Space Battleship Yamato (2013 movie)

Uchuu Senkan Yamato (1977 recap movie)

Yamato - The New Voyage

Yamato: Resurrection

GAMES - FAR CRY (only games I own, sorry!)

Far Cry 3

Far Cry 4

Far Cry 5

Far Cry: New Dawn

Far Cry 6

[es-quest]

Ignore the eyes and just keep walking. Just keep walking. Just keep walking. Just keep walking. Just

What eyes? You look back, and before you know it she's right on top of you. Your back pinned against the ground. Fuuta and Mahiru scream as Amane's claws dig into your shoulders. You try to get away but she's so much Stronger than you.

You look straight into her eyes. Her pupils slit and her brows furrowed. She looks so.

Scared.

Tears stream down her face and drop onto your skin. "I'm sorry....I'm so sorry....I can't stop..." She seems to be struggling just to talk. "I just can't...it won't let me....Please..."

Please save me.

You die before you're able to answer her.

LOOP 2 COMPLETED

[ccaptain]

Klee has saved Kaeya many times- and yet, she doesn't know any of this.

He doesn't plan on telling her, either. It'd be an heavy burden to bear, and he prefers to do it alone.

I headcanon that, after that fateful, terrible night between him and Diluc, Kaeya managed to drag himself over Jean's house, where he was promptly bandaged, medlcated, and settled to sleep on a guest room. For the past days, Jean and Lisa did their best to take care of him, worried about his mental state. Both of them, by now, had at least guessed what had happened- they had to.

Kaeya went close to mute for at least a week, and couldn't provide a satisfying explanation. Not to Jean, not to Lisa, not to Adelinde, who came in frantic and held him in a vice-like hug when she saw him.

There's a photo, taken a week after that night, that she regretted taking as soon as she saw the end results. She keeps it face-down in a drawer of her house, and almost never looks at it anymore.

The photo depicts the mint couch of her house. Kaeya is laying on it, his legs criss-crossed, and a little baby Klee is in the space between his legs, happily tugging at the fabric of loose, black pants. Kaeya has put an arm in front of her to prevent her attempts at tumbling off the couch- said arm, and his other, have been covered in freshly done bandages, disappearing in his classic white blouse. Half of his head has also been bandaged, though from the angle where he's angled, you can only see a peek of white. And the cobalt, loose hair around his shoulders is far more distracting, anyway.

Kaeya's eye, the only one that can be seen, is devoid of any light- empty, sucking the viewer in his turmoil, like the depths of a frozen lake. His smile is barely seeable, just a little twitch of his lips upwards for the sake of the photo- and nothing more. 

In this photo, took as a cute moment with Klee, Kaeya looks like he has been through hell, and got spat out barely alive and functioning.

If such an observation was to be made, he'd be inclined to agree that it isn't far from the truth.

Still- as Klee kept hanging onto him, Kaeya allowed his grief to be shoved down and compactimentalized, in favor of helping Jean raise this darling baby Alice entrusted them with.

There's an episode that she recalls fondly: after having spent a few, peaceful hours of sleep, she awoke in alarm due to the missing, ear-splitting wail of an hungry Klee. 

She went in Klee's room, and didn't found her in crib, but could hear sounds from downstairs- where, in fact, she found a very awake Kaeya, with a very sleepy Klee tucked in his shoulder, sleepy and full of milk, the empty feeding bottle on the kitchen table. He was rocking the baby and humming her a lullaby that she had never heard of, his back turned on the door and his hand patting her back gently to soothe her to sleep.

It was the most she had heard Kaeya talk in all week. And the most serene he had looked at the time, too.

The photos taken of them begin, then, to be happier. A two-years old Klee, and a Kaeya with messy hair as little hands have tried their best to braid flowers into those- to his side, an Albedo humorously tucking a white branch behind his ear to complete the masterpiece. Here, he looks like he has surrendered to these two... but his smile is bigger, his eye less empty.

Kaeya, Lisa and Klee baking in another picture, Kaeya holding Klee's hands away from the scalding tray that Lisa has picked out of the oven just at that moment, two funny purple mittens on her hands still. He's holding Klee's hands, and looking down at her with unspeakable, soft fondness, a bigger smile on his face.

A photo with him and Klee on his shoulders, mouth opened in a laugh as Klee does the same, her little hands in the air. It was taken after Klee was made in the Sparking knight, Kaeya lifting her as a congratulations. He looks radiant- beaming, even, just as happy as she is.

Klee helped Kaeya heal. But she doesn't know- and he has no intentions on placing that burden on her little shoulders.

[raytm]

I’m so invested in Gepard I think, for now atleast, I’m going to cull my muse list quite a bit and focus on gep and sparkle and a few other hsr muses.

[redhead-reporter]

º ✧ 。i know a lot of people have been quiet quitting the rpc and to them (and y'all who are still toughing it out on slower dashes) i send a bunch of love ♡ i hope your choices, whatever they may be, bring you PEACE and JOY because no hobby is worth the price of your mental health.

[thundergoodspeed]

rambling years of lousy luck

you miss the smell of burning turf

dream, it's all you can

[spxnglr]

Idk my beloveds but, it's on the mind so imma ramble about it. Possible hot take about the RPC under the cut.

If you've made it this far, hi ilu - but yes, sometimes it bugs me about how serious the community can be sometimes??? Don't get me wrong, I'm not talking about content, triggers, anything that might affect a person's comfort in any way - that's all valid af, absolutely. But, like, the way folk feel like they have to present themselves, the fact that folk can be unfollowed after a short period of time if they haven't reached out or have become inactive (I'm not even talking about months either, but I've read on some blogs that I can be as little as a week), any rules punishing OCs (y'all know that really gets me irked), the sheer emphasis placed on graphics and formatting, and a few other things that have escaped my mind but chances are I'll remember later. Maybe I'm just showcasing the amount of time I've spent writing on and off on this site, but I don't remember things always being this way, and every now and then I wonder if this community is as inclusive and relaxed as it used to be. After all, many of us do what we do here as a form of escapism from real life, or as a way to channel our passion for a fandom and/or character, or for any number of reasons, and while I do agree that a certain etiquette has to be in place, I sometimes have to contemplate if it's been taken too far in one or two ways.

[xluciifer]

Me and @arachnaemboss are sitting in our bubble away from the drama, anyone wanna join?

[spxcemuses]

TEMPORARY HIATUS. (read below pls)

(( i think i am going to stop RPing entirely for a long while. had some bad news happen in the family and it's really devastating me right now. Lost a loved one who was really close to me. i'm so sorry guys. i can't do this. i will be safe but i am not in the mental space for RPing/threads right now.

edit: okay i'm not sure exactly HOW long but it might be a few weeks or few months. not indefinitely though, i think. I need time to process and grieve.

[oathwilled]

i'm in the 100% totality zone for the eclipse and it's cloudy today. really?? 🤣

[hopeful-hugz]

🥚 Hey so some Adulting stuff has been taking up a lot of my time lately and I’ve been doing a lot of little background stuff on discord in the meantime.

I have drafts saved and I’ll get to them when I have spoons, but for the moment I’ll be more over there. At least until I get this Life Stuff handled.

I’ll pop into inboxes and the like still but actual writing writing is gonna be sparse for a bit. Love you guys and thanks for being patient with me.