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[koushirouizumi]

Digimon Adventure ~ Our War Game {"Bokura no War Game"} + Hebrew!Tentomon (greeting Koushiro {"Izzy"} from within Yagamis computer/Gennai's place)

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[mistydeyes]

𝔀𝓮𝓵𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓶𝓪𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓻𝓵𝓲𝓼𝓽!

i’m currently not active atm but feel free to pursue my previous works <3

here's a short lil explanation as to where i am lol

click me for asks + requests :)

requests: closed atm!

pairings status: closed atm!

rules for requests - i love when you send things 💌

note - message me or comment on any one of my works if you want to be added to a tag list :)

I usually post on mondays, wednesdays, and fridays

izzie's fic recommendations - updated daily!

some things about me :)

the basics: 22, she/her, from the us :)

i'm a third year pharmacy student! also minoring in justice, law, and society

along with writing, i also intern at a retail pharmacy during the summer and a psychiatric hospital during the school year

so naturally my pharmacist series is my absolute favorite to write and research!

𝓶𝔀𝓲𝓲 𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓽𝓮𝓷𝓽 - the full masterlist

don't know where to start? here's a few readers' favorites :) ❤️ - izzie’s favorites

💌 if you want to peek at all of my writings

S E R I E S

"your prescription is ready for pick-up" - 141 x pharmacist!reader

all of my works and our pharmacist reader

a panacea❤️ - 141 meets the cure to all their ailments

sick day visit - you prided yourself on never getting sick but the day has finally come. as you’re resting in your quarters, a certain group pays you a visit :)

fake hypochondriac ghost x reader (sequel to “a panacea”) - ghost goes to extreme lengths to see his favorite pharmacist

pain-killer fueled thoughts price x reader (sequel to “a panacea”) - price landed himself in the medic tent and his pain killers are making him tell the pharmacist his feelings.

keep your weapons hot and bodies hotter (18+) - stripper!141 x fem!reader (codename: Phoenix)❤️

hunk-o-mania 141 edition - feast your eyes on Delilah's Den's newest male dancers

playboy bunny phoenix edition - an unforeseen guest complicates the mission, now you have to get ready to act as the distraction on stage

the joys of civilian life - 141 x civilian!fem!reader

opposite occupations - while on leave, the boys each meet a civilian that makes their time deployed and defending their country worth it

family moments - 141 x fem!reader

little moments and little voices - precious moments you spend in your home with your husband and children :)

oh, darling, don’t you ever grow up - your husband leaves this world too early and now you have to pick up the pieces with your children

secrets and pointed fingers (requested!)❤️ - simon "ghost" riley

behind locked doors - when the 141 thinks you're the mole, they make sure to extract the information in whatever way possible

empty apologies and avoiding glances - when you return back to base, everything is far from normal

half empty glasses and unchanging perspectives - you try to run away from the trauma at the pub but with a glass in hand, simon finds you

O N E - S H O T S

odd hobbies - 141 x reader everyone has their own hobbies, yours are just unique to 141’s perspective

butterfly effect - 141 x fem!reader they say "a butterfly flaps its wings in the amazonian jungle, and subsequently a storm ravages half of europe." what once was a silly quote now has implications as one action leads to your death.

opposite of a meet cute❤️ - 141 x civilian!reader most people have a cute story as to how they met their significant other but yours is a little more eccentric

V I S U A L S + R A N D O M

random things in pockets and bags❤️ SERIES - what does the 141 carry on them when they’re on leave?

pt i- kyle “gaz” garrick

pt ii - simon "ghost" riley

pt iii - johnny "soap" mactavish

pt iv - john price

E X P L A I N S my series of explaining the various timeline's of the games and characters

simon "ghost" riley's backstory

which modern warfare game should i play first?

some writings from the inbox

medication mixup - the medic unknowingly prescribing you a penicillin has disastrous results due to your allergy

141’s dossier - see what the dossiers laswell gets at the end of mw 2019 looks like! + template

ghost’s doppelgänger - how does the 141 and los vaqueros react to you joining the team? their reactions are even better when you share an uncanny resemblance with ghost

running mascara - 141 x fem!reader harsh words are said and you try your best to run away from the cause. however, everyone needs to face the issue eventually and now the 141 is left to pick up the pieces. initially part of my 1k celebration but i added a sequel as it was highly requested! PART I and PART II

mw2 x reader - my ongoing series of pairing y'all up and writing a short lil blurb about how you met and your relationship

izzie’s 1K celebration! - closed now :) but feel free to look and see some of the prompts + how i answered them

𝓪𝓮𝓼𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓽𝓲𝓬 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓴𝓼

[dotrarsmau]

2.

*ring ring*

“Hello, IT depo, what’s your problem?” a scripted and disinterested, though not unkind, voice came down the line. 

“I- well, this is rather embarrassing actually,” Stede struggled to find the words.

“I’m sure it is, but I’m ganna need you to tell me anyway,” the voice was warm, tone pitching a tad jovial now, amused.

Stede felt a warm flush growing on the back of his neck.

“Yes well—“

There was a crackle of a hand over the receiver, and a mumbling of voices, one much curter then the other, a quick back and forth.

“Ah shit, I mean, shit. Sorry, I forgot to say. I’m supposed to have you put in a ticket first,” Stede could hear their eyes rolling through the phone.

“I know, I know, you’re thinking ‘but I’m already on the line, isn’t that a waste of time?’ And yea it is—“

Another crackle.

A louder back and forth. 

“Uh, sorry mate, ‘it is the new policy to have all tickets put in through the new system to better track productivity, except in cases where that wouldn’t be possible,’” their tone was mocking, though Stede guessed it was directed towards the man with the curt voice in the background, and not him, right? 

Steve thought he heard the curt voiced man  yell out something like ‘twat’ in the background.

“Oh, okay, sorry about that, I’ll go do that first then.” 

An awkward laugh.

Warm cheeks.

*Click*

Stede hung up before the other man could reply. Already feeling like he’d messed up and he hadn’t even turned on his laptop yet. 

His laptop.

Right. Fuck. 

Stede sighed in resolve and picked up the receiver.

*ring ring ring*

“IT depo, what can I do you for now number 11?”

Stede blinked, caught off guard.

“Number-“

“Your office mate, damn you must be new huh?”

“A little bit,” the heat returned to Stede’s neck.

“You get your ticket number then?” 

There was a pause. The heat spread from Stede’s neck to his ears to his cheeks. 

“It’s my first day and I don’t remember how to log in.” He let out in tight one breath.

Another pause.

“To the company sharepoint..or,” the man let it hang in the air.

“My computer?” Stede’s voice was small and questioning.

“Ahhh- so you CAN’T put in a ticket then,” they said sass clearly directed toward the curt man.

“There would seem to be a flaw in that system, yes,” Stede offered sheepishly 

A warm round laugh poured down the line and Stede relaxed the tension he hadn’t noticed he was keeping in his shoulders.

“You’re funny 11, so what’s your name,” the voice came husky and deep over the receiver.

Why did his throat feel tight suddenly?

“I’m Stede, —what’s yours?” He managed, confused on why he felt like he’d suddenly forgot how words worked, and completely forgetting his purpose in calling.

Stede heard the same musically laugh crackle through the receiver. 

“I need your last too mate, for your username.” 

Stede wanted to fold into himself like a black hole.

“Right, right, right, of course, Stede Bonnet.” 

Why was it so warm in here, offices were supposed to be cold right?

“Right then, so your username should be s (dot) bonnet, type that in the top one,”

Ed listened to the slow deliberate key taps, reclining in his seat with his feet on the desk. 

S

.

B

O

N

N

E

T

Tab

“Okay, now your passcode should be Badminton1, but you’ll have to change it.”

Careful taps.

Was he hold his breath.

“I’m in!” Stede’s voice sang, a bit to keen for just having logged into a computer.

“Congrats, mate!” Ed teased playfully, a smile pulling at the corner of his lips, finding something deeply endearing about Stede’s excitability. 

He felt Izzy’s eyes on him and shook himself out of the thought, feet returning to the floor. 

“Now that your sorted, you’ll make sure to put that ticket in then, for ‘tracking purposes’?”

Izzy floated away, satisfied with Ed’s towing of the company life, and Ed added in a hushed tone,

“And if you need anything else dial 1-4-3, that’s my direct, so the boss won’t be such a downer.”

“Ahh gotcha, thanks again.” 

“It’s Ed by the way, the name’s Ed,”

Stede thumbed the card in his hand absently and two thoughts snapped together in his head. 

“Oh right! Edward Teach,” he laughed to himself.

Ed brow furrowed with amused confusion.

“You’ve heard of me then?” his voice was laced with intrigue.  

“I guess I have,” Stede replied. Surprised at the coyness of his tone, he overcorrected,

“I-uh found you card,” 

“Ah, well good thing you did I s’ppose. Ring if you need me 11.”

*Click*

First post

[statelies]

(   *  💀  /  jessie mei li, questioning, she/they )  —  is that emmeline vance i just saw rushing down the corridor? i hear they’re a twenty year old hufflepuff, returning for their sixth school year, but their friends would tell you that they are industrious & compassionate as well as blunt & graceless. if you want to know more about them, i guess i could tell you that they’re muggleborn, and from what i hear, they’re currently allying with the order. when our divination professor looks into their crystal ball, they see: falling asleep studying over open books, split open pomegranates, working under flickering candlelight, casual intimacy between friends, a kitchen full of laughter.

CHARACTER INSPIRATION: Izzie Stevens (Grey’s Anatomy), Callie Torres (Grey’s Anatomy) (+ Sara Ramirez, the they/she icon we all deserve), Kara Danvers (Supergirl), Charles Boyle (Brooklyn 99), Alina Starkov (Shadow and Bone), Janet (Not a Girl) (The Good Place), Penelope Garcia (Criminal Minds).

TRIGGER WARNINGS: Implied Racism.

LINKS: Pinterest. Playlist (Coming Soon).

𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐒

I N T R O

full name ➵ Emmeline Huan Vance

nicknames ➵ Emmy; Emma; Line; Em; Melly; Melsy; Vance; Hurricane

pronouns ➵ she/they/her/them

birthdate / age ➵ October 24th, 1959, 09:47 am / 20 years old

birthplace ➵ Brighton, East Sussex

childhood home ➵ Unknown home in Brighton, East Sussex — 162 Orchard Croft, Harlow, Essex

current residence ➵ Hogwarts, Scotland

religion ➵ agnostic; paternal grandparents were Methodist ( Protestant ) while maternal grandparents were also Christian

occupation ➵ full - time student at Hogwarts School for Witchcraft and Wizardry

P H Y S I C A L

height ➵ 5 feet, 2 inches / 157.5 cm

weight ➵ 48 kg / 106lb

body type ➵ hourglass shaped figure

hair ➵ dark brown, bordering on black; soft and wavy

eye color ➵ dark brown

dominant hand ➵ right

FC ➵ Jessie Mei Li

voice ➵ Jessie Mei Li

special characteristics ➵

small waist

has a birthmark on her right ankle that looks like an apple

pierced septum

smells of ➵

lavender hand lotion

pomegranate

cardamom, jasmine and orange blossom perfume

E M O T I O N A L

zodiac ➵ scorpio sun (x); sagittarius rising; cancer moon

MBTI ➵ ISFJ (“The Defender”)

positive traits ➵ industrious; compassionate; generous; warmhearted; benevolent; selfless; observant; honest; personable; kind.

negative traits ➵ blunt; graceless; meticulous; well-meaning; impatient; internalizes feelings; oversensitive; tactless; overbearing; clumsy.

likes ➵ Pumpkin pasties; duelling club; laughter; the rush of incoming patients; cooking for friends; Ballycastle Bats; Diagon Alley; being barefoot at the beach; roadtrips; apple juice; hugs from friends; nicknames; vanilla candles; the heat of a boiling cauldron; Sugar Quills; warm sweaters; pizza; pomegranate seeds; cheek kisses; taking photographs; finishing essays early; coffee with milk and two sugars; Queen; Aston Villa; cats

dislikes ➵ spam (the food); apparition; the Daily Prophet; starless nights; Kenmare Kestrels; karaoke; losing bets; skinned knees; snakes; pigeons; the colour fuschia (it’s too bright); ticking clocks; banana flavouring; funerals; Bertie Bott’s Every Flavour Beans; Celestina Warbeck; mayonnaise; blue M&Ms; her lao ye; the word mudblood; leprechauns; fans of Kenmare Kestrels; losing football matches; witch Halloween costumes; rugby

amortentia ➵

birthday cake

fresh mint

old books

orange blossom

M A G I C

blood status ➵ muggleborn

wand ➵ Aspen, dragon heartstring core, 8 inches, hard

wand-quality aspen wood is white and fine-grained, and highly prized by all wand-makers for its stylish resemblance to ivory and its usually outstanding charmwork. The proper owner of the aspen wand is often an accomplished duellist, or destined to be so, for the aspen wand is one of those particularly suited to martial magic. An infamous and secretive eighteenth-century duelling club, which called itself The Silver Spears, was reputed to admit only those who owned aspen wands. In my experience, aspen wand owners are generally strong-minded and determined, more likely than most to be attracted by quests and new orders; this is a wand for revolutionaries.

patronus ➵ Hippo

E D U C A T I O N

Hogwarts class ➵ Hufflepuff, 1981

extracurriculars ➵

Hufflepuff Prefect / September 1979 - June 1981

Herbology Club & Greenhouse Keepers / September 1977 - June 1981

Toothill Duelling Club / September 1979 - June 1981

Wenlock Study Club / September 1979 - June 1981

courses & exams ➵

Ancient Runes - O

Astronomy - E

Charms - O

Defense Against the Dark Arts - O

Herbology - O

History of Magic - O

Muggle Studies - O

Potions - O

Transfiguration - O

Care of Magical Creatures - E

M I S C E L L A N E O U S

health ➵

walnut allergy

hayfever

pets ➵

Jíngyi; the long-eared owl

Shu; the white cat

handwriting ➵ Abuget

F A M I L Y

Deirdre (née Wilkinson) Vance ➵ paternal grandmother; retired nurse; deceased May. 1980

Edward Vance ➵ grandfather; retired soldier and miner; deceased Jan. 1980

Xiulan Wong ( Wong Xiulan ) ➵ maternal grandmother (lao lao); homeschooled; housewife; alive

Da Wong ( Wong Da ) ➵ maternal grandfather (lao ye); homeschooled; shop-owner; alive

Dr. Cillian Vance ➵ father; worked for/with the Red Cross UK (and the Hong Kong Red Cross); alive

Mei (née Wong) Vance ➵ mother; teaching assistant; alive

𝐅𝐑𝐄𝐄𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌

emmeline had always known they were different. at first, it was because of her skin, the way she looked and spoke and could never find anyone to play with on the playground, her chinese middle name and her lao lao being the one to pick her up from school every morning. she would cry to her mother at night, cling to her arms like they were the port keeping her safe from the storm, and listen to her father sing, voice warm and tender as she drifted to sleep, but she never got the answers for why she was treated differently — never got answers for why she was the only non-white child in her school, never got answers for why they hated her so much, hated her existence. but she weathered through primary school, finding her footing in secondary school with her only friend, aisha, who never cared that she was different, that sometimes she could do things that nobody else seemed able to do, that she’d been encouraged to always tell the truth, nothing but the truth, that sometimes she’d say things that hurt, things that stung even though she never meant for them to.

for a while, the feeling of being wholly different faded, or at least, emmeline didn’t notice it quite so prominently anymore, and then suddenly it appeared again — but this time it had been because she didn’t know if she always felt like a girl. not a girl in the traditional sense, anyway, not some days. she liked dresses and fancy heeled shoes and tiaras, but found herself equally at home in plaid shirts and her father’s way-too-big suit jacket and kicking around a football, and for a half-asian barely a teenage… person (she’s still working on it), suspended constantly between two identities, it confused them (even though they’re perfectly aware now that those things are superficial, but the feeling still remains). the only person they ever talked to about it back then was aisha — their lifeline, their best friend, the one their parents reluctantly approved of because they had been so lonely for so long. while aisha was crushing on boys, sweaty and loud and just this side of too teasing, and starting to wear makeup and changing herself, emmeline was trying to find where she fit in, trying to understand who she was, who she is, why they feel so different.

in the midst of all that, emmeline’s letter to hogwarts came. just another difference for emmeline to feel, the knowledge that they have magic was unexpected and tore her family in two. the family she loved - her mother, her father, her lao lao and lao ye, and granny and pops - all had differing opinions on whether or not to accept it, whether or not to send them to school and deal with the fact, up front, that emmeline was, and always would be, special. in the end, emmeline’s pops snuck her out, following instructions from a professor mcgonagall, to find diagon alley, the place where emmeline suddenly felt she fit in. she could feel the magic in the air, could feel it almost crackling in the space around her, almost inviting her in. of course, it took some time — a little too much time, really — to buy everything she needed, and when she cried into her ice cream on the way home, overwhelmed and tired and feeling so many things, he was the one who held her all the way home. 

he and their granny were the only ones there to send them off the hogwarts that first year, their parents reluctant to accept anything so unnatural about their child, but emmeline hardly cared at the time (even though it hit them later that night and they sobbed into their pillow), too excited to remember to even wave, too excited to remember to cry because she was leaving behind the only friend she’d ever truly known, and when they saw hogwarts, that castle appearing, they just knew. they were home. she knows, after years and years of being torn between two identities on so many different fronts, that people aren’y happy she’s here, happy she has magic, happy she calls this place her home away from home, that she laughs loud at the hufflepuff table and wears yellow and black face paint for quidditch matches and tried out for the muggle football team, but there’s nothing they can say to change who she is, her pride in the blood flowing through her veins, in the magic at her fingertips. emmeline’s always known they’re different, but having magic, being home at hogwarts, is the first time she’s ever felt proud to be so.

[timlink]

I saw [TIMOTHY LINK] at a coffee shop in [MANHATTAN] today. I forgot how much [HE/HIM] looks like [CHARLIE COX]. They are a [THIRTY-FIVE] year old [STRUGGLING ARTIST WHO WORKS AS A DOG-WALKER] who’s been in NYC for [THREE MONTHS] now. Every time we run into each other, they are always [POSITIVE + GENEROUS] but I’ve heard people say they can also be [ALOOF + AWKWARD]. [HEY JUDE BY THE BEATLES] reminds me of them every time it comes on the radio.

hi everyone!! i’m tess (she/her) and i’ve super duper excited to be here!! it’s been a while since i’ve joined a tumblr rp (exactly 3 years!!) so i’m really excited to jump in & meet everyone :)) if you want to plot, lmk! timothy needs friends :((

B I O

Timothy Link grew up in a small town in Vermont, surrounded by a large family and plenty of books, toys and animals to call his own. He is the oldest child in a family of seven, with four younger sisters and two loving parents. His parents, Izzy and Todd Link, have been married for an odd twenty years, having had Timothy when they were just eighteen years old.

Timothy isn’t the type of person to express negative emotions easily. He focuses mainly on the things that make him happy, and in general, he's a very shy, reserved man. However, while he is friendly, his reserved nature sometimes makes him seem "cold", which is not what he is at all.

 Years ago, when Timothy was a young college kid, he returned home for the holidays only to discover that his mother was having an affair. This in itself would be shocking news to anyone, but what was even more shocking about it was that Timothy’s mother was having an affair with a parent of Timothy’s childhood friend. Heartbroken, Timothy set off to tell his father, only not to once he realized what that would do his family’s happiness if his mother’s wrong-doings were revealed. Since then, he hardly comes home at all, having moved around from place to place so as not to settle anywhere too long. He’s finally made a home out of New York, and hopes to stay here for the years to come.

Timothy is an easily stressed person, and so he gets about two to five hours of sleep every night. Some days, he doesn’t sleep at all, which is why many people label him to be “lazy”, “tired” or “docile.” But in reality, he's just extremely shy, awkward and a bit of a goof.

Despite his lethargy, Timothy is a great person to be around. Having graduated from Rhode Island School of Design with a major in illustration, he’s spent the last few years struggling to sell his art. However, he’s found a job as a dog-walker to get on by, and what’s more is that he is really successful at being a dog-walker. Although he has no dogs to call his own, he hopes to have one soon.

To add to that, Timothy is total klutz, always knocking into things and falling down stairs. He’s broken at least three bones in the past five years, and always manages to spill his cup of coffee in the morning — hence the reason why he has so many stained shirts.

He’s also asexual and loves love. He’s a hopeless romantic at heart, and he’s never been in a relationship before, nor has he had many friends throughout his life.

C O N N E C T I O N S

mostly just friends for timothy !! really looking to find him a bff in this lovely city & also maybe his siblings !!

but i’m really open for any type of connection!

[yellsatyouinrogerwaters]

Speak To Me - Slash

A/N: Sorry that it took so long to write. 

I N S P I R A T I O N: Breathe (In The Air) by Pink Floyd 

L E N G T H: 1,620

W A R N I N G: Fluff and minor swearing. 

S L A S H ' S    P O V 

"Ax, no. We barely have tape left,"

"Slash, yes. I'll pay for the tape. The song sounds unfinished."

"With what money, exactly?" my eyebrow rose as I looked at the redhead in front of me. I locked eyes with him and say the pinch of irritation. 

"Ax, we don't need to add anything. The song sounds just fine the way it is now,'' a tall blonde man stood up and ran his fingers through his hair, approaching Axl and I as we slightly smolder each other. 

"I'll buy the tape tomorrow for we can finish off the song," Axl's eyes stayed chained with mine as he casually spoke with irritation building up as he finished. 

I growled "No, we're leaving the song the way it is," I slightly shouted. Axl grit his teeth in frustration, his face turned red and steam was gushing out of his ears. In the corner of my eye, Izzy was on the verge of getting off of the couch he planted himself on ever since we entered the studio, hoping the redhead didn't erupt.

Axl scolded me with cold eyes, I returned the look right back at him.

"Whether you want it or not, I'm buying the tape and finishing the song," he walked over to the couch and sat at the end of it, Izzy being on the other end. 

"Axl, what the fuck, man?!" Closing my eyes, I pinched the bridge of my nose for a moment as I sigh left my mouth. Rolling my eyes, I placed my guitar on its stand and pressed my temples. 

"You know what, Axl?" His head was leaned to the side when he looked up at me with general curiosity.

"Do whatever you want with the song, I'm tired," another sigh came out of my mouth as looked at everyone, "I'll see you guys later. Enjoy the rest of your evening". I walked out of the studio and down the hall, to the nearest phone I could find. 

 Once I got to the phone, I took the receiver into my hand and pressed on the number pads that came with the device in the order of [y/n]'s phone number. Through the speaker, only a rhythmic ringing and silence pattern came through, until I heard I voice through the speaker. 

"Hello? Who is this?"

"Hey, [y/n].. It's Slash." 

"Ohh, hey, Slash."

"[y/n], can I come over? I know that it's late, but I need to blow off some steam," I pressed my lips into a fine line, patiently waiting for her response.

"Oh yeah, you can come over. 

"Thank you so much, [y/n]. I'll be there in a few minutes,

"Yeah, I'll be here," she chuckled, causing me to smile. 

I hung up and put the receiver back. Looking to my side, I rubbed my eyes and walked towards the exit of the studio.

Y O U R   P O V 

 I grabbed the remote control, had it face the T.V., and pressed the off button, later laying the remote back down on the coffee table. Looking around, yawning, I got up from the couch and made my way to the kitchen. I picked up a teabag and grabbed a mug from the cabinet, pouring water into it from the sink. I set the mug into the microwave gently, closing its door and turning the dial to 3 minutes, the turntable inside of the machine begin to twirl. Grabbing another mug, I poured water into it and set it aside, letting it be there or its turn in the microwave.

After the 3 minutes were up, I let took the mug out of the microwave and set it down on the counter, letting it cool a bit. Grabbing the teabag from earlier, I slowly dipped it into the liquid and let the bag soak up the water. I watched the teabag closely, observing what was happening. When the teabag did its thing and was ready to be thrown out, I grabbed a spoon from the drawer besides me, plunged the spoon into the mug, and began to stir. Finishing up, there was a knock on the door. "Coming!", I hastily walked to the coffee table and settled the mug on the glass. Rushing to the door, I unlocked the door and swung the door open slowly, the door presenting the man I've been waiting for. A smile spread across my face, so did on his, I hugged him and let him walk in. He made his way to the couch as I made my way to the kitchen, pushing a strand of hair behind my ear. Placing the other mug in the microwave, I turned the dial back to the 3-minute mark. Leaning back on the edge of the counter behind me, I decided to talk to him whilst waiting for his to be prepared. "So, what happened that got you upset?" The silence broke when I asked the question. "Axl being stubborn again," he sighed loud enough for me to hear but  then continues, "He wanted to add something more to the song we were working on because in his eyes it 'sounds unfinished'." The microwave's infamous beeping noise began to radiate throughout the home, I opened the door to the machine and removed the mug out of the chamber of heat. Grabbing another tea bag, I dipped it into the water and got another spoon from the drawer. "You know Axl, always wants things done his way. I'm sure the song sounds just fine," he chuckled and uttered a yeah. After a few moments of silence, I throw away the teabag and stirred the mixture until it was ready. Walking back to him, I handed the tea to him and he cupped the mug in his hands, taking a sip and savoring it. 

"I love the way you make tea," he grinned. I smiled back. I held up my cup of tea and took a swig, "Anything else you wanna share?" 

"Umm, yeah, but it's another Axl thing."

"Speak to Me, I'm all ears"

"Well, Axl has been struggling lately and I think it's because of the drugs he takes. Explains more of his pissy mood," 

I took a deep breath and nodded. My tone saddening for a moment. 

"Yeah... I've been talking to him and he says he wants help but doesn't trust anyone enough to help him out." Slash nodded. 

"Every time he's in the studio, he seems fragile in a way, but he hides it when he's in the limelight. I wish he would just open up." 

We talked about Axl and how we wanted the best for him, but I decided to change the topic slightly, which caused us to go into a semi-deep conversation about music and other things of the band. We cracked jokes and made comments about things here and there. 

Time flew by quicker than you could snap your fingers and we had another cup of tea. 

"I know! I told him that too!" I explained, he laughed in returned and I joined him a few seconds later.  I looked to my side and saw through the glass door of the balcony that the sky was dark and twinkling with stars. Setting down my mug, I sighed and looked over at Slash, nudging his shoulder. "Dude, it's so late now. We talked the entire evening away," I giggled, making him smile.

 "Yeah, I should get going now. Thanks for letting me express my feelings, I really needed it."

"Of course, you know I'll do anything for you, dude," I grinned. I began to think as I looked towards the balcony but focused on Slash, the thumping of Slash's boots made me more and more anxious as the noise got further away from my ears. He opened the door and I cried out as I shifted my body towards his general direction, "Wait!" He snapped his head towards me, "What happened, [y/n]? Are you okay?" he asked in a troubled tone. "Can you stay tonight..? Please." He smiled and nodded, "Of course," Slash walked back over to the couch, taking off his top hat and setting it down next to the couch. "I'll get the blankets," he nodded in response, patiently waiting for me as I got the blankets. Walking into my room, I got up some soft, cotton blankets. I slid my arms under the stacked blankets like a forklift and lifted the fabric upwards, making my way back to the couch. Laying down the blankets on the middle cushion, I picked one out and wrapped it around my body as I got back onto my spot on the couch. Slash chose his and did the same. Turning on the T.V., I put on our favorite show and began to focus on the screen. 

A few minutes pass by and glance at Slash, seeing that his eyes were glued to the screen. I yawned and blinked vacuously, the battle of sleep beginning to overpower me. When I lost the battle, my eyes closed and my head plopped down next to Slash's lap. 

S L A S H ' S    P O V 

I smiled when [y/n]'s head plopped next to my lap. I untangled my arm from the blanket and gently grasped her head by the sides, carefully pulling her body closer to mine. Settling her head on my lap, she moved and snuggled her head into my lap as she slept peacefully. I shifted my concentration to her features from her cheeks to her lips. I leaned down, and moved her delicate hair strands out of the way and plant a small kiss on her forehead.

[ghostyearzero0]

Sweet Child O’ Mine (Duff McKagan x Reader)

This is a sequel to the one shot. >=) (Duff McKagan x Reader) Word Count: 3733 words!  There will be brief interaction between Axl and Steven and the reader. XD this is just mostly Duff, and romancey shit.

Warnings: Smut, Heavy Smut, cute shit, cursing, alcohol, drunk Duff, drunk reader, sad angsty shit, you've been warned. do not read if you don't like any of this stuff.

Plot: You were working at a bar, and your shift just ended and decided to drink. You went to take a seat a booth, but you saw the members of Guns N' Roses sitting in a booth near by. You decided to walk up to them and interact with them. You get drunk and somehow ended up alone with Duff. Things get a bit s t e a m y. /wink/ /wink/ but then something unexpected happens a about a few weeks later. A/N: Uh, sorry if the smut seemed short lol. I am not a good smut writer nor a good writer in general. As I stated before, I am sorry. Requests are open, feel free to request me to write something. Sorry that if there are mistakes and spelling errors... I hope you enjoy the story. <3 

You've been working at the bar for a year now. It was the week after you had met Guns N' Roses. It was truly a magical experience. Your shift just ended and you smile. You grabbed a beer from the fridge, since your boss was cool enough to let you get free beer, since you work for him anyways. You were going to chill at a booth, until you saw familiar faces. You froze and looked at their direction. It was the band. You blinked as they were talking to each other. You shuffled your way towards them and smiled once you finally made your way to them. "And so we meet again!" You exclaimed. Duff looked at you with a smirk. Axl chuckled and looked at you as well. "Well, you decided to come back. . . . What do you want? Another fucking round?" The singer smirked. You blushed and laughed softly. "Ha, I, well..." You started to say, scratching your head. The strawberry blonde snickered and nudged at Slash who laughed softly. Steven looked at you with a soft smile. "You totally want that other round...!" He softly joked, laughing softly with Duff joining him. Izzy shook his head, "Nah, I don't think she wants that. Maybe she wants to fucking chill with us." He looked at you. "Yes. If that's okay?" You asked and Axl shrugged. "Yeah, sure." He took a swig at his beer. You had a good conversation with for a good while til Axl got up. He went off somewhere with Slash following him. Izzy, Steven, and Duff looking at you now. Well, technically Steven and Izzy. Duff was drunk and zoned out. You were getting a little tipsy now and smiled and the guitarist and drummer. Izzy got up and went off somewhere, most likely the bathroom. Steven followed him, leaving you alone with a drunken Duff. You sat down across him and started to twiddle your thumbs. Unsure what to discuss with the bassist. He looked up at you and snorted, "You know.... you can come closer to me. I don't fucking mine, Y/N..." You rose your head up. You were surprised that he actually remembered your name. You scooted towards the blonde, only a few inches away from him. He looked at you for a long time, what seemed to be like ten minutes or so. You took a swig at your beer, finishing it. You called over a bartender and asked for another round. While you waited for your other beer to come, you noticed that Duff was looking sad. "Duff, are you okay?" You gently asked the blonde. He didn't replied to you, rather he looked down, his bangs covering his eyes. Before you continued to say anything else, the bartender handed you your beer. You took it with a thank you and took a swig from it. You sat it down onto the table and went closer to the blonde bassist. You heard soft sniffling. "Duff... What's wrong?" You asked him, in which he responded with, "I know that they are all going to leave me anyways..." He whispered. "W-What?" You blinked. He whipped his head around and jumped at what you just asked. He didn't expected you to hear him. "I.. I said I know that we ain't going to stick together forever. Eventually, we are all going to leave each other..." The bassist said, tears trailing his face. You gently grabbed his face, wiping the tears from his face. "No, I mean... You may be together for a long time... You guys aren't going to break up anytime soon. I'm sure you all will stick together..." You said in a reassuring tone. The blonde shrugged. "I guess... But... I know you're a fan and all... We probably ain't going to see each other often or Hell, at fucking all.. But don't leave me...." He placed a hand on your shoulder. Your eyes widened and nodded. "I won't leave you, Duff... Even if we don't see each other a lot or whatever." Your responde made the drunken man smile and he kissed your cheek before he pulled you into a hug. You two had a few more beers, and you are now drunk. "You know... I could drive..." You said, holding up your car keys. Duff shook his head. "No, no. You aren't driving. Not in this condition. Here, you can crash at the hotel we are staying at, in my room with me. It's not far from here anyways. I'm sure your car will still be here anyways." He told you and you shot him a glare. "N-No. I need to go home..." You got up, but you fell down on your knees as you laugh softly. The blonde huffed and walked up to you, picking you up, holding you up. "You can't even... stand up... If you can't stand, then you can't drive, Y/N." He looked concerned for you, even worried about you. Even though you're just a fan, he seemed to care about you a lot. Hell, you were even more drunkier than he was. "I. Can. Drive." You told him, and pushed him off. You stumbled to the door and went out. You managed to get to the car and right before you can even touch the door handle, Duff stopped you. "I paid for our drinks when you got out. Secondly, you are not fucking driving! Here, you're coming with me and we are going to the hotel. It isn't far from here, it's like across the street from here." He grabbed your hand and you grunted. You gave up and decided to go with him to the hotel. After you two made it into the hotel, he walked you to his room and took you in it. He shut the door and watched you flopped onto the bed. "Why are you so worried about me? I'm just a fan..." You told him and in which he came over and sat down next to you. "I care a lot about you since you're very sweet. Plus, you managed to make me feel better about that whole emotional act thing I had earlier." He softly smiled at you, you sat up and giggled. "Coooooooooooooollllll. I'm bored." You drunkily said and looked around. Duff sighed but then he smirked, he leaned towards you. "I have an idea..." He whispered at you. You turned your head to look at his face and you smirk. "Yeah, yeah. I know what you want... Blondie." You wrapped your arms around his neck, placing your drunken ass self into his lap. He was very pleased with this as he wrapped his arms around your waist. You kissed his lips, adding a bit of tongue. He returned the French kiss, shoving his tongue into your mouth. You two made out for about five minutes until you pulled away, and he started to kiss your neck. You moaned softly, and you locked your fingers into his messy blonde locks. He pulled away, placing you back down onto the bed. He took off your shirt and bra off. Throwing the two pieces of clothing somewhere. He kissed down your chest and squeezed your breasts. You responded with moans and closed your eyes tightly. He took off your shoes and socks. Then, your pants, and lastly panties. He took off his leather jacket. He threw it towards the pile of clothes he already made. He leaned down and kissed your lips, going down your neck and chest. He spread your legs open and licked your pussy. You moaned softly, and spread your legs a bit. He took off the rest of his clothes and chuckled. "You know, you're super hot and I like ya." He told you as he got on top of you. You smirk and flipped so you were on top of him. "I like you too, Duff. You're sexy and I like your personality." You giggled as you recieved a smirk from him. He grabbed your hips as you slid yourself onto his dick and started to ride him. You were slow at first as it has been a while. You look down at Duff, "Go faster.." He grunted as his grip on your hips was tighter now. You nodded and started to fuck him more faster and harder. He thrusted upwards and moaned loudly. You found his moans to be so sexy~ You leaned down and kiss up his neck and to his lips. You licked at his lips, sucking on the bottom one. He sucked on your top one in return. You pulled away and kissed at his neck. You sucked on it and gave him a few hickeys. You gasped as he flipped you over, now he's the top one. He placed his hands on your wrists, pinning your arms over your head. You wrap your legs around his waist as he fucked you roughly. You moaned loudly, bucking your hips upwards to each of his thrusts. He moaned out your name as he buried his face into your neck. He sucked onto your neck, now giving you hickeys as well. He also gave you a few love bites as he kissed up your neck, and your lips. You moaned out his name as his thrusts got faster. You were enjoying this night more better than the first time, though you were drunk and you probably won't remember this. The blonde got close to his orgasm as you were close as well. "Oh, fuck, babe!~" He shouted out. With a few final thrusts, he came into you and you came with him. You both panted deeply as you look into each other's eyes. He smirked and pulled out after a few minutes. He flopped down next to you and pulled you close to him, wrapping his arms around your body. You kissed his lips, in which he returned the kiss. He drifted off to sleep shortly after that, hearing his soft snores. You cuddled up to him and passed out very shortly after that. The next morning you woke up and you slowly turned your head. You looked to see a sleeping Duff next to you, his back facing you. You looked at the blonde and carefully moved out of the bed, trying not to wake him up. You got dressed and went to the bathroom. You had a huge headache and you groaned softly. "The fuck happened la- Oh, no. Did I fucked him again? Well, ain't I a lucky woman!" You told yourself as you laughed. You got out of the bathroom, Duff still sleeping. You quietly grabbed yourself a towel and went back into the bathroom. You got undressed and opened the curtains. You stepped into the shower, closing the curtains. You turned on the water and hummed, as you began to wash yourself. After about maybe ten minutes or so, you heard the bathroom door open. You froze as you were in the middle of washing your body. Your back was facing the curtains so you can't make out on who just entered. Then suddenly you heard some cursing and then, "What the fuck?! Who in the fuck is in my shower? Axl, get your ass out of there! I was going to take a shower, fuck." You heard the voice, in which you knew it belonged to Duff. You opened your mouth to answer but the curtains was snatched opened. You snapped your head around before fully turning your body around to see an annoyed Duff. But then his face softened a bit as he chuckled, "Oh, it's just you, Y/N..." He scratched his head. "Sorry about that. Mind if I join ya?" The bassist asked you with an innoncent grin. You softly nodded at him with a smile. He joined you after undressing. You both washed each other's bodies and hair. After the shower, got dried and got dressed. You just wore your old clothes and Duff wore some clean clothing. "If you ever need anything just give me a cal-" He got cut off to loud knocking. He answered the door and it was Axl. "Dude, we have to go now." The red head looked over to see you in the room. "Say good-bye to your girl... We have to head out for the next tour." With that, he left. Duff sighed and looked at you with a saddened look. "I...I'm sorry. I have to go now. Hopefully we can meet again sometime. Maybe after this tour!" He kissed your head before he ran out of the room, after grabbing his things. You sighed and gathered the rest of the things and went on home. You looked back your work place and saw that your car was still at the same spot, same parking lot. You got into your car and drove home.

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A few weeks later.

You woke up in your bed, and you didn't feel good. You went to the bathroom, throwing up into your toilet. You hissed in pain as you were having a wicked headache. You were just thinking that you had caught a cold or whatever. "Oh, fuck..." You growled and held your head into your hands. You thought nothing of it. A few days passed, and you threw up yet again. "Damn, I must really be sick..." You sniffled. You sighed and texted your friend. She wanted to know what was up. But you just told her that you were very sick. She told you that she hoped that you felt better. A few more weeks went by, and you felt slightly better. You went to the local drug store and grabbed a few pregnancy tests. "Might as well take these." You softly told yourself as you purchased them. Once home, you decided to take one. Your eyes widened at the results, showing a bright pink "+". "Positive?! No, no, no! This one must be broken." You placed it down onto your counter. In an hour, you took another one. Positive yet again. "What?!" Your eyes widened but then you smiled. "I'm pregnant! I've always wanted to be a mother!" But then you frowned. "But I am also not married." Your smile fully deflated. "But what if... he... leaves and doesn't want any kids...?" You told yourself and shook your head. "No, I'm sure he'll be there for me.." You took out your phone and decided to call Duff. The phone was ringing for a few minutes and then... you heard a hello. But it wasn't Duff. It was Axl. "Axl? Wh-Where's Duff?" You asked the singer. "You want to talk to him? Fine, I'll go get him. He left his phone on the table and figured I'd answer it for him." He told you. You nodded as you waited. Then you heard the bassist's voice. "Y/N, what's up?" He smiled and sounded happy. "I have some news to tell you.." You smiled and sighed softly. "Oh? Good news? Bad news?" He asked. "Good news!" You happily answered. "Oh! Do tell." You took a deep breath. You finally gained the courage to tell the news to him. "Mm... Duff... I am not sure how to tell you this. I-I'm pregnant..." You slowly told the bassist. There was silence for a bit. You were unsure if he was happy or not since you couldn't see his face. "You're.....pregnant?" He asked slowly. "Y-Yeah. Are you upset?" You asked with a hint of fear into your voice. "....." He didn't replied. Your heart raced. What if he just hung up and never get in contact with you ever again. You felt tears ran down your face as anxity started to hit you. He was slience for a bit before he started to speak. "...Y/N...?" You heard his voice which made you sigh in relief but your heart still raced. "...I'll be there for you no matter what... And... I can help you raise this kid..." He told you, with such softness to his voice. "...I, uh, HUH, WHAT?! You're not mad?! What about the band?! What about t-" You got cut off. "Listen, I most likely knocked you up, and so I gotta help you through this and help out as much as I can. I may not be there most of the time, but I will when I can. I promise." He smiled softly. You smiled and giggled. "Oh, okay. Thank you, Duff." You were about to hang up until... "Y/N, before we end this call. I wanted to ask you this.." You rose a brow. "Yes?" You asked. "Would... would you like to be my girl for real?" He asked with a bit of shyness to his voice. "Yes.." You quickly replied to him and in which he smiled and chuckled. "Good. I will take you on a date once the tour is over~" He chuckled. You two chatted for a bit and you hang up with him afterwards. You squealed as you were happy that he took this unexpected news so lightly. ============================================================== One Month Later. A month had passed ever since you found out, and you went to another Guns N' Roses show. You met up with Duff alone since he wanted to see you alone. "Hey, Y/N! How's the baby coming along?" He asked as he gently pulled you close to him, wrapping an arm around your waist. "Good.." You looked up at him, pecking his lips. He returned the kiss and you smiled. Duff heard Steven calling him and he sighed, "Excuse me, Babe. Steven needs me for something. I'll be back." He kissed your cheek as he ran off to where Steven was. Axl walked up to you and looked at you. "So, I am sure he told you about the news!" You happily said to the strawberry blonde. Axl rose a brow and shook his head. "....? Wha...What news?" He looked at you with a confused look. "Aw, I know you're fucking with me, Axl!" You nudged at his tattooed arm.  "I have no fucking clue what you are talking about, Y/N..." He sounded really confused. "O-Oh, Uhmm..." Was it really a good idea to tell Axl about the whole pregnant thing? You scratched your head. "Well? What's the fucking news...?" He looked at you with his hands on his hips. "Uh, Duff and I are dating!" You exclaimed with a smile. Axl shrugged his shoulders. "Okay, good for you two." He turned the other way and started to walk. Steven walked to you with no Duff. "Where did Duff went?" You asked the drummer. "I have no clue. I wanted him to help me out with something and he ran off." He shrugged making you sigh. "Well, I told Axl the news." You looked at Steven. Steven rose a brow. "Hm? What news?" It's safe to tell Steven, right? "Well, Popcorn, I'm pregnant. Duff is most likely the father." You quietly said. The fluffy haired drummer froze a bit before he gave you a wide smile. Pulling you into a gentle hug. "Awh, well~ Congrats, hun!" He chuckled and seem to be happy for you. "Thanks, Steven. But I am not sure how Axl would react if he finds out that his bassist is going to be a dad soon..." You scratched his head. The blonde laughed. "I'm sure Axl won't be mad. He probably wouldn't mind, and besides you're a sweet girl and Duff seems to like you a lot." He gently patted your back. Slash came out, "Yo, Popcorn. Come here for a moment, Iz and I need your help with some shit." Steven nodded at the guitarist. "I won't tell anybody yet. I'll keep it a secret for you." He whispered at you, giving you a wink. You smiled and waved the drummer off as he went off with Slash. What you weren't aware of was that Axl was in a near by corner somewhere. He heard the news a bit as he glared at you but you didn't even see him. He walked off and pretended he didn't even know anything. Duff came back to you and sighed, "Sorry about that. I had to do something." He pulled you into a hug and you returned it. You two about to share a cute moment before Axl came back from somewhere. "Yo, Duff. Come with me for a moment. I need to have a private talk with you." He smiled softly at you but he looked at the blonde. "Sure thing, Ax." Duff turned towards at you and gave you a peck on the lips. "I may or not be back, Y/N. I love you~" He chuckled. "Love you too, blondie. Go talk to Axl." You returned the kiss as you waved the two men off. You sighed and decided to go sit somewhere. Luckily you were inside of a building so you found somewhere to sit down easily.

Meanwhile with Axl and Duff.

Axl walked with Duff to somewhere more private. "So, what did you need to talk to me about?" The blonde asked. The red head glared and turned around. He seemed to be a little angry. "...About the whole.... news thing I heard about between you two..." He growled out.

// AND CLIFF HANGER! :D Part 3, coming out soon?

[izzyizumi]

Digimon Adventures / Tri ~ x K@gerou Project / Mek@kucity @ctors “ Jinzou Enemy ” [“ Artificial Enemy ”] A.M.V [ music ( C ) Jin ] [ V O C A L O I D : M I K U . H A T S U N E ] featuring implied DUO/SHIP/O.T.P.: Taichi Yagami [“Tai Kamiya”] x Koushiro(u) Izumi [“Izzy Izumi”] also known as [Taishiro(u)]

PAST AMVS / VIDEO EDITS IN THIS SERIES: Kagerou Daze (Heat-Haze Daze) / Children Record [+Adv Chosen] / RED / Additional Memory and Imaginary Reload music edits for KageDaze / Days (short edit) / Lost Time Memory / Yesterday Evening / Summertime Record / Shounen Brave [+Jou] / Outer Science [+Villains] / Headphone Actor (short edit) / DAZE (short version / TV Size OP) / KOUSHIROS ? CYBER JOURNEY [+Maki] / Brave Heart x Kaien Panzermast [+Chosen Children] / Night Tales Deceive [Yobanashi Deceive] / [KOUSHIRO’S] Imaginary World / Mekakushi Code [Blindfold Code] [+Yamato&Sora&Adv Chosen] / Ultramarine Rain [+Mrs Yoshie Izumi; Izumis] / Imagination Forest [+Mimi&Jou] / Transparent Answer [TaiKou+Meiko]

Lyrics under the Read More (Inspiration from This FANmade P.V/Video) <- (NOT OFFICIAL) A.M.V initially finished: around midnight on August 31st, 2020 A.M.V creation began on: August 20, 2020

* THIS IS A P R E V I E W. TECHNICALLY, IT IS INCOMPLETE, A.M.V. MAY CONTAIN GLITCHINGS, ETC. I am aware of glitches / scenes that cut in too quickly and will fix them as I have time in the future. * NOTES / WARNINGS / SPOILERS / LYRICS UNDER READMORE

REPEATVERSE/EXTENDED STORY INTRODUCTION: HERE REPEATVERSE FIC/VERSE: HERE ( *note: extended summary contains some spoilers for the fic ) [however, it also explains the worldbuilding involved and plot setup!] ( YOU DO NOT NEED TO READ THE FIC TO WATCH THE AMVs ) [ This is INTENDED to provide an alternate means of storytelling !! ] ( * It’s ok to start on/only watch this current AMV ! ) [ *You may understand the story/implied timeline of things better if you begin from my “Kagerou D@ze” AMV, though it’s also not required! “Children Record” is also recommended as a starting point/upbeat song! ] { NOTE : PLEASE read my FAQ and “about” sections BEFORE interacting } [ Seriously, PLEASE, or I may / will likely block / not interact, or cease, interacting if it’s clear you blatantly didn’t ]

[ CONTENT WARNING: The song lyrics have heavy intended Depictions of D.e.p.r.e.s.s.i.o.n (in its original song/series format); In the fan P.V/original series., implied suicuide / self-sacrifice In this A.M.V, implied as P.T.S.D (more particularly) ] ( though self-sacrifice to a degree / psuedo-deaths are shown, it is not nearly shown as severe as in the original fan PV. ) { it is recommended to watch until the last second of this A.M.V. } [ also heavily implied: ANXIOUS!TAICHI ] [ KOUSHIRO probably shares much of the same ] { IMPORTANT NOTE: in this ficverse, I also headcanon BOTH being @.UTISTIC + ANXIOUS } { Please note I AM @.utistic myself } { So YES, I do know what I’m doing when creating about such. Thank You } (NOTE: The AMV here WILL end on a somewhat better implied note than … the Original fan pv/series, please just * TRUST ME on this) { * Linked: a spoilery chapter of the ficverse that ends the main story arc. } { DIGIADVS SPOILERS WARNING: a) some Tri!Taichi and Tri!Koushiro not-majorly-spoilery solo shots / light interacting moments from: Saikai, KOKUHAKU, Bokura no Mirai. b) A few particularly spoilery Koushiro-involved scenes from Kizuna. ( including a few particularly notable / spoilery moments involving Menoa ) [ the most major spoiler of the scene isn’t shown, but the aftermath is ] ( These Koushiro scenes have mostly all been covered by the Kizuna tie-in novels, [a second one here] along with the various TV spot previews, spoilery official caps and the like ) c) a scene from the final battle of Kizuna (involving Taichi) + (a certain Notable ITEM towards the end of the fight) } (this is also covered in the novels, but shown here in animated form) d) a couple very quick/brief scenes w/Taichi and Koushiro from DigiAdv 2020 01 ~ 03 * ( * also, a quick scene involving a certain Digimon from said eps )

- short version of implied story/plot of this series: T I M E L O O P S - Tri is here because … ah … … - let’s just say it’s probably AT LEAST ONE part of the “start” of it all ah - KOUSHIRO IZUMI VOICE : ( ‘ W H Y ’ ) - DO THEY MAKE IT TO THE END - @ TAICHI & KOUSHIRO, ARE YOU SURE YOU /WANT/ TO ——- - TBH HOW MUCH do KOUSHIRO or TAICHI even REALLY REMEMBER - MUCH LESS THE REST OF THEM - who even knows after a certain point anymore - timeloops are fun !! ! ! ( this particular song explains SOME of it … ) { WATCHING TO THE FINAL MOMENT IS RECOMMENDED }

LYRICS:

[ VERSE 1 ] “ ‘ When YOUR DREAMS have GONE, Then WHY R E P E A T THE DAILY G R I N D ? There’s     NO POINT     TO IT ’ ” …

A “ FANTASTIC” thing  TO SAY …

And  YOU,  TOO: “ I’m in love with NON-REALITY. ”, YOU SAY IT WITH Your Fingers, THOUGH YOUR M O U T H SAYS NOTHING …

[ VERSE 2 ]

PEOPLE WITHOUT FACES AND VOICES, Yet you feel some “ CONNECTION ” WITH THEM, Of course, though, that CAN’T BE A “ MUTUAL L O V E ”, … ?

… Still, that’s the way it goes, CLOSING OUT ANOTHER DAY

But you P R E T E N D TO HAVE  L I V E D, And then   GO TO     S L E E P …

[ INTERLUDE VERSE ] “ AH, IT’S SUCH A BORE ”

So you TRY to AVERT YOUR EYES,

EVEN THOUGH YOU     CAN’T C L  O S E THEM. …

HEY, considering you REFUSE     TO ACKNOWLEDGE “IT”,

ARE YOU WEARING A BORED FACE AGAIN

... AS YOU WATCH ME          BEHIND THE   S C R E E N ? [ CHORUS 1 ] > THAT’S NOT THE BEST PLAN OF ACTION < AND I K N O W     YOU KNOW IT. TO DROWN IN DARK, WITHERED DAYS . . . MUST NO DOUBT     BE P A I N F U L IF REALITY          ISN’T A L I E, THEN WHAT IS IT ? IF YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND,     T H E N , HOW DOES IT SOUND     LIVING TOGETHER IN A WORLD     FABRICATED     BY MEN ? [ POST-CHORUS VERSE 1 ]

IS THERE ANY POINT  TO  A PLACE     THAT WOULD ONLY DENY YOU? JUST SAY “ NO ” TO EVERYTHING

... AND LOOK ONLY AT ME -----

[ VERSE 2 ] “ AH, TRULY FANTASTIC, ”

... YOU CAN CLAP FOR ME ,

BUT  L I E S     HAVE FILLED THE OUTSIDE WITH “JUNK”.

SAY, SINCE YOU’RE     BURIED DEEP IN IT TO THE POINT OF P A I N

THEN WHY ARE YOUR EYES A V E R T E D NOW

... AS YOU S T A R E AT ME     COLDLY ?

[ FINAL CHORUS ]

> THAT’S NOT THE BEST PLAN OF ACTION < AND I K N O W     YOU KNOW IT. AT THE END OF IT, YOU KNOW YOU’LL FIND . . . A BOUNDLESS     I S O L A T I O N . AS YOU   R E P E A T   YOUR  D A Y S ,

IN A ROOM WITHOUT     L I G H T

I BEGIN TO     C R U M B L E , AND MY     N O I S E     RESOUNDS

“ I DON’T UNDERSTAND THIS AT ALL ! ”

I CRIED, AND  Y O U  SAID TO   M E,

“ AS A TOY     ONLY FOR     TALKING TO ,

. . .   I’VE   GROWN     B O R E D   OF

--- Y O U ? ”

. . . ???

[watermxlnhigh]

2020 appreciation :)

Pardon if this kinda sucks and for it being late oops

@yeetyouhoes D A N N Y. oml idek where I should start with you because you’re just amazing. You have listened to many rants, recommended me amazing songs, sent amazing spams, advice, jokes, just all of it. And well yeah you just honestly light my day up and are one of the people I’ve gotten the closest too. So thank you for being just a phenomenal person inside and out that I can trust. And for being a Swiftie bc fanning over her is much better with another person. And thank you for turning me into a hyunjin stan (I still stan lix freckles though👀👀) I love you Danny 💗

@chippychee Mom!!!! You adopted me into this wack world of stays and toes and I’ve been loving every bit of it. I remember getting into that thing and announcing a “yeehaw I’m izzy” and from there the rest is history. Also thank you for listening and for helping me with my friend struggles. You’ve helped so so so much and I love you and all your wack ass memes and rat tail imagines in all. And also for the calls and just vibing and idk how to really express my love rn bc my brain isn’t functioning but ummmm Muah muah muah and you are definitely helping full the hole 💗 I love you :)

@defsigh NIDEEN I’m still banking on that wedding I hope you know 👀 and making you sweet tea, apple pie, biscuits, all of it...you best believe I’ll be making you a full on f e a s t. But ma’am you’re my exo loving, jawn teaching boon and I love you so much.

@lucyhasproblems LUCY I know I haven’t talked to you but your texts and DMs in the gc are always hilarious and ur honestly a full mood and imma buy you a huge freaking dreidel one day mark my words. Love you girl :)

@ethereal-bean HEART aka the wise one. I’m pretty sure I’ve spoken to you once but you’re so sweet. Hands down of the sweetest and most mature people I’ve met on here and I hope I can get to know you more this year :)) love youuu

@sweetchaos-yk NAKECIA I L O V E Y O U. You honestly are also hilarious and kind and idek what to say but when I see ur name in the gc it tends to be a funny text that follow which is amazing and I also hope o I can get closer to you and hope ur decade is amazing and yeehaw

@thatadorkablegirl SHANNI / SWEETEST HUMAN ON THE EARTH U W U. Sadly another boon I don’t know all that well but your random blurbs of love brighten my day soooo much and I wish for nothing bad to ever happen to a precious soul like yours. I love youuu

@nakamowoto CHELLIE hey there so we haven’t talked much HOWEVER the times we have I’ve been toppling over in laughter and I hope we get close this next decade bc ur a legend and yeehaw. Love you girl

@chanswish BAMBI /the baby of the group. Girly I love you and hope that you know anytime you need to talk or some advice I’ll be there bc you too are an absolute angel and I know we don’t talk as much anymore and haven’t in a minute but you’re amazing and I love you :)

SO BOONS

I know I’m late....but oml I’ve known y’all for a whole ass month. That’s wack. Kinda feels like a year ngl but anywho I’m just so thankful that I got to meet y’all, and that even though I had known Chloe for 2 days while everyone else had known her for 2 months plus...she still swooped me in and y’all did the same :) and because of y’all it honestly made the last month of the decade fucking amazing and just a little happier in my spot of darkness, so thank you. Thank you for the spams thé listens the rants the dreams the jokes the advice the smiles the love. Lots and lots of love. You’ve all brightened my day and decade and I hope I was able to do the same. So here’s to many more jokes and laughs and smiles and cries and hugs and spams of all sorts. Thank you for being you and for existing :)

Love you boons and yeehaw

[keiachi-chan]

The digidestined and a bunch of Ocs panic over the SU ending

Spoilers ahead!

Have fun-

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Cedric: well.. The show is over.. Wonder how everyone else is doing now. *walks into a room*

Matt: what can I sayyy except, *s c r e e c h*

Kari: we got a canon kiss. WE GOT OUR CANON KISS, Y'ALL-

Mari: aaaAAA-

Tai: *casually starts sobbing, collapsing onto the floor*

Akane: Bizpearl implied to be a thing- Bizpearl implied to be a thiiing--

Cody: oh my god,, this show is like.. ACTUALLY over..

Joe: what a wonderfully touching end to a wonderfully touching show!

Arlo, crying & singing: It's over, isn't it? Isn't it? Isn't it over?

Tk: *laying on the ground next to Tai, also crying*

Phoenix: wow this finale has been so wholesome-

Taru: can I hug all of you?

Ken: no- social distancing, remember-

Taru: *sniffles* ah, yeah right-

Phoenix: g o d , This finale drop is so painful-

Sora: steven FINALLY got a therapist- yes- good job my s o n -

Ivy: WHAT was in rose's chest though???

Saya: s h h - don't ruin the moment-

Ivy: sorry--

Holly: perhaps.. What was inside the chest.. *pulls off the glasses she put on just for this joke* was the love we had for the show all along...

Coral: too many feelings rn-

Izzy: *screeches* R E B E C C A A A -

Keoki: rebecca!

Ryu: Rebecca...

Mimi: rebecca I salute you--

Rya: we'll always be your family--

Laslow: *starts crying*

Anya, actually crying: I'm gonna pull a lapis and make a watercolor portrait with my t e a r s -

Saya: I wanted to see at least ONE peridot fusion though..

Sorrin: who knows? Maybe it'll be in a comic or something.

Maiho: the pumpkin and gourd babies ;;-;

Matt: now.. I knew corrupted Steven would be a thing. And I've been rooting for it like.. Forever. But when it actually happened? I was s h o o k

Davis, bouncing: JASPER SEMI-REDEMPTION ARC-

Maiho, walking around: spare love for Steven, anyone have some spare love for steven ;;-;

Coral: *hyperventilating* just- give me- a second-

Tai: *still crying* onion has the cheeseburger backpackkk-

Tk: *continues sobbing*

Ivy: okay whatever you do, none of y'all pull up the ending scene where Steven is saying goodbye to everybody because-

Anya: *has pulled up the scene and is playing it*

Ivy, crying: b i t c h - ohh my god nooo-

Everyone else: *starts crying/crying more* whY

Maiho, crying: GARNET IS MEEEE-

Yolei: I'd just like to take this opportunity to thank the crew-niverse, they have done SO much for us and have given their all on this show for SO long-

Arlo, now laying on the floor: It's over isn't it?? Isn't it?? Isn't it overrr-

Joe: *checks his watch, nodding as she sings*

Arlo: -She loved you and she's GONEEE-

Joe: alright, hurry it up, okay?

Arlo: *sobbing, clings to Tai*

Tai: *still sobbing, hugs her tightly*

Joe: ...aaanyways, Thank you, Steven Universe-

Izzy: Farewell, my diamond!! *slams his head against the door*

Taru: it started how it ended.. With cookie cat ;;-;

Anya: hey!! Check out how hard I can cry!! *breaks down sobbing*

Cedric, just standing at the door in shock: ಠ_ಠ ....Ok, So absolutely not.. Taking it well for the most part.. Okay, I wasn't gonna offer this, but it DOES seem like an emergency situation..

Tai: oh my go d

Arlo: woaH

Cedric: and I know these are low on supply rn but..

Maiho: *gas p* holy shit-

Taru: mother of god..

Cedric: *holds up a box tissues* here. Blow your noses, wipe your tears, whatever.. It's.. Gonna be okay. *hands it to the kiddos*

[koushirouizumi]

K s H r O ‘ S THEORY O F H A P P I N E S S

Digimon Adventures ~ x Kagerou Project {Ayano}’s “Theory of Happiness” (also aka: “Happiness Theory”) AMV [music (C) Jin, singer: IA / Vocaloid ] (Kagepros [subbed] video for Comparing: watch here!) featuring DUO/SHIP: Taichi Yagami [Taichi “Tai” Kamiya in US Dub] x Koushiro(u) Izumi [Koushiro(u) “Izzy” Izumi in US Dub ~ {KOUTAI}/{TaiKou}/{Taishiro(u)}

PAST AMVS / VIDEO EDITS IN THIS SERIES: Kagerou Daze (Heat-Haze Daze) / Children Record [+Adv Chosen] / RED / Additional Memory and Imaginary Reload music edits for KageDaze / Days (short edit) / Lost Time Memory / Yesterday Evening / Summertime Record / Shounen Brave [+Jou] / Outer Science [+Villains] / Headphone Actor (short edit) / DAZE (short version / TV Size OP) / KOUSHIROS ? CYBER JOURNEY [+Maki] / Brave Heart x Kaien Panzermast [+Chosen Children] / Night Tales Deceive [Yobanashi Deceive] / [KOUSHIRO’S] Imaginary World / Mekakushi Code [Blindfold Code] [+Yamato&Sora&Adv Chosen] / Ultramarine Rain [+Mrs Yoshie Izumi; Izumis] / Imagination Forest [+Mimi&Jou] / Transparent Answer [TaiKou+Meiko] / Jinzou Enemy [Artificial Enemy] / DEAD and SEEK (short edit) / Headphone Actor (Full version Preview) / Otsukimi Recital [Moon Viewing Recital] [Advs Taishiro & 2020 Taishiro] My Funny Weekend [Mimi & Hikari & Advs+02+2020 Chosen/Taishiro] (Note: Check the link for ‘My Funny Weekend‘ for all links to both past AMVs as well as story info / the story introduction link!)

REPEATVERSE/EXTENDED STORY INTRODUCTION: HERE (*note: extended summary contains some spoilers for the fic) [however, it also explains the worldbuilding involved and plot setup!] (*It’s ok to start on/only watch this current AMV!) [*You may understand the story/implied timeline of things better if you begin from my “Kagerou Daze” AMV, though it’s also not required! “Children Record” is also recommended as a starting point/upbeat song!]

Basic Summary of This Video:

“RED is the color of A HERO, so there’s NO NEED to be afraid!”...

Lyrics Preview:

What I thought back on was, again, My family; [“This is YOUR home, so make yourself comfortable, Koushiro!”]

But I WONDER  if   I  have     Become

///  “THEIR CHILD” ///

... NOW.

Please try to  remember  That Word  I  loved;  "HAPPINESS"  is  a   “Curious”  THING...

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part of my Taishiro [Taichi x Koushiro] REPEAT?_ ficverse (please note any and all notes/trigger warnings for said ficverse!!) [seriously, please note the warnings, the plot is kinda heavy] (please note any and all warnings for K@gepro’s plot too if you look into that!!) - no, it’s NOT a direct parody (but v[ERY] inspired) (if you can’t tell) - watching it in HIGH(ER) QUALITY at the original Youtube link is encouraged! - to do so, go to the original youtube link, click “HD” button, then “ 1080p ” !

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- short version of implied story/plot of this series: T I M E L O O P S - Tri ( and as of lately, um, KIZUNA [AUs?] ??? ) is here because … ah… - let’s just say it’s probably AT LEAST ONE part of the “start” of it all ah - KOUSHIRO IZUMI VOICE : ( ‘ W H Y ’ ) - DO THEY MAKE IT TO THE END - @ TAICHI & KOUSHIRO, ARE YOU SURE YOU /WANT/ TO ——-

- TBH HOW MUCH do KOUSHIRO or TAICHI even REALLY REMEMBER - MUCH LESS THE REST OF THEM - who even knows after a certain point anymore - timeloops are fun !! ! ! (this particular AMV also explains SOME of it …) Spoiler warnings for Tri / Kizuna / DigiAdv 2020 - Tri minimal spoilers up through Bokura no Mirai!Koushiro. {Mainly aesthetic-like scenes only, including for Koushiro.} - DigiAdv 2020 spoilers for Eps 1~2 only. (This A.M.V. was made before the later eps aired.) - Tri minimal spoilers up through Bokura no Mirai!Koushiro. - DigiAdv 2020 spoilers for Eps 1~2 only. (This A.M.V. was originally made before the later eps aired.) - There is NO Kizuna in this AMV {As it primarily deals with a during-BNM, pre-Tri end implied timeline.}

NOTE on Lyrics: The lyrics have been lightly modified by myself from the original as the original singer was a girl character, and some minor lyrical contexts were specific to the originating series; so the lyrics have been modified to fit Koushiro slightly better (including Koushiro’s specific canonical ADOPTION backstory.) - Mrs. Izumi’s P.O.V. is also featured by the ends of the 1st verse. (As in Mrs Izumi is “speaking” to Koushiro through these lyrics, up until the P.O.V. switches back to Koushiro’s again; Taichi’s may also feature by some later sections {see video details!} but in reality either one could be singing portions of this song to each other!)

What I THOUGHT BACK ON was , AGAIN , MY FAMILY ; [ “ This is YOUR HOME, so make yourself comfortable, Koushiro ! ” ] In [ a LITTLE PLACE ] with [red?] [brick?] WALLS , He mutters to himself, as if making SECRET PLANS In the [ PURE BLACK EYES ]      BROUGHT HERE Lies a past he has   HIDDEN FROM       A D U L T S With [ embarrassment ? ] F E A R in   HIS EYES   , he [ mutters ] SAYS CRIES " I’M SCARED “

[” I’m JUST A MONSTER ! “] So I TELL HIM, ” DON’T BE ! ”  [” THAT’S NOT TRUE AT ALL !!! “] ” RED is THE COLOR OF A    H E R O , so there’s NO NEED to be afraid ! “ [ " YELLOW is THE COLOR OF THE SUN’S RAYS, so YOU’LL DEFINITELY BE OKAY !….. ” ] ... Wondering what he would find fun, I am ACTING the “ M O T H E R ” a g a i n “ Hey, LOOK ! ” [ HE ? ] [ I ?? ? ] wrapped [himself?] [ m y s e l f ] in [RED?] [antics]; [RED?] [YELLOW??] [scarf?] [C A P E?] “ We’re like SECRET AGENTS ! ” DYED in [ MADDER RED? ] , we’ll B E G I N , even if we’re merely P L A Y I N G  H E R O E S “ As long as we can manage just a little smile… ” We will  BE    FAMILY    STILL      TODAY I PRAY for HAPPINESS in THE FUTURE AHEAD , so HOWEVER SAD it may be… “ Now keep this A SECRET ! ” The sun sets with us     LAUGHING . … The SPRING breeze blows, and the now-ADULT world Is i r r a t i o n a l l y bent, as if CONSPIRED to be . The thick and faded tears of [loved ones?]   [ H I M ] Go UNNOTICED BY ALL, turning B L A C K Things had GONE CRAZY, but by the time I NOTICED, I could NOT TELL A N Y O N E “ NO , N O , I DON’T WANT TO BE     DESTROYED ! ” … There CAME A WORLD where HAPPINESS E N D S . “ [ RED c o l o r ], PLEASE. N O M O R E; DON’T BRING RUIN TO ANYONE ELSE’S F U T U R E . ” I thought as I CRIED again, keeping it HIDDEN WITH A SMILE “ … IF    I    HAD [   T H A T  … RED ?   ]    M Y S E L F , could I S A V E     S O M E O N E ’ S     F U T U R E ? ” AWKWARD and SHAMEFUL , this is my          L O N E L Y  P L A N … . … … … … … … … … … … … Now that    I ’ M    G O N E  ,    I WONDER IF                                        [    M Y  F A M I L Y    ] Are S T I L L G E T T I N G A L O N G , and SMILING TOGETHER ? I ‘ M S U R E they must be    U P S E T    WITH ME — But I W O N D E R  I F   I  H A V E     B E C O M E                                      ///      “   THEIR CHILD   "      /// … N O W . Please try to    REMEMBER       THAT WORD      I   L O V E D;   "   H A P P I N E S S   "   is    a       C U R I O U S          T H I N G , SO I HOPE

Y O U    CAN                              L O V E T    O    M    O    R    R    O    W       … … … … … …

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[rockinthebeastmode]

Firestarter III

A/N: Hiya! I was about to sleep but was finishing this up on my phone--decided to go ahead and post it 😝 Hope you enjoy!

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Firestarter III

As soon as Finn entered the Swan and approached their table, Archie was on him.

“‘Bout time you showed up--what happened with Simmy?”

“Can I sit down first?” Finn asked, rolling his eyes as he dropped into the booth next to him, “I’m not saying anything until there’s a pint in my hand.”

A few minutes later, with beers in front of them, Chop and Archie sat back as Finn took a sip and explained his botched meeting.

“I have to do it,” Finn finished, shaking his head when Archie opened his mouth to protest, “If I don’t, I’m fucked.” Archie frowned deeply.

“What if you get caught? You’ll do more time either way,” he retorted, Chop shrugging next to him.

“Less time than for murder,” Chop countered, Finn gesturing to him with a nod.

“If he clears me, I can get out of Stamford,” Finn said, his next words under his breath, “Like I planned the first bloody time.”

“I don’t like this,” Archie sighed, biting his lip as he looked at Finn. He tried a smile and lifted a shoulder.

“I’ll sort it, Arch, don’t think on it,” he replied dismissively before changing the subject, “Where’s Izzy at?”

“She’s on her way with Chloe,” Chop answered, sipping his pint. Finn’s brow lowered and he grimaced slightly.

“Who the fuck is Chloe?”

“They met in dance class,” Chop offered before his mouth twisted, “She mentioned someone else coming but I can’t remember the name… Ray or summat.” Finn’s grimace worsened.

“As in Raymond?” Chop shrugged with a head shake.

“Dunno.”

As if on cue, the Swan’s front door opened and Izzy bounced through, a petite brunette girl following close behind. Finn’s eyes widened when Rae stepped in after them, her eyes scanning the room as she followed them towards the table. He met her gaze with a cheeky grin, her head tilting with a surprised smile.

“Afternoon,” he greeted, barely noticing the others’ confused stares.

“Afternoon,” Rae answered, her eyes sparkling. She turned to the others’ with a hesitant smile. Archie returned it before shooting an amused look at Finn and Chop’s brows wiggled as he nudged him.

“What’s this?” he asked suggestively, his Cheshire grin widening at Finn’s reddening cheeks.

“We’ve met,” he said simply before clearing his throat.

The girls sat down, Rae moving into the booth next to Finn with Chloe and Izzy in chairs opposite. Chloe shot her a confused brow raise but shakily introduced her to the others before beaming at her brightly.

“Rae’s just gotten back from France,” Chloe explained, Finn’s head snapping to her. She shook her head at him minisculely, a small smile gracing her lips.

To Finn’s relief, Chloe changed the subject before anyone could ask Rae about it and when everyone’s attention was elsewhere, he brought his index finger to her thigh. She jumped slightly at the contact, her eyes widening, and Finn started to write.

F-R-A-N-C-E-?

Rae bit her lip before bringing her finger to his leg to answer.

S-E-C-R-E-T

Finn met her eyes briefly, his brow furrowing.  

W-H-Y-?

C-R-A-Z-Y

Finn scoffed under his breath and started writing. Rae fidgeted a bit as his response continued and he barely repressed a smirk.

E-V-E-R-Y-O-N-E-S  C-R-A-Z-Y

She met his eyes with a smile and went to reply when Chop’s voice cut through their bubble, Finn and Rae jumping to attention.

“Are you two in?”

“What?” Finn blurted loudly, Rae stifling a laugh. He ran his finger along her inner thigh, tickling her lightly and she bit back a gasp as Chop snorted and rolled his eyes.

“Bonfire out at Rutlands, ya deaf bugger,” he repeated before winking, “Need your expertise.” Archie shot him a dirty look as Finn and Rae both shrugged. Chop waved them off and Finn faced Rae again.

B-O-N-F-I-R-E-?

Rae hummed and tilted her head before replying.

M-A-Y-B-E

She scrunched her nose at him and Finn bit back a grin before they faced the others.

***

Finn looked up from his textbook with a frown as Stacey sighed loudly and slammed her book shut.

“I can’t concentrate with this depressing shite you call music,” she whined, Finn’s frown deepening and his eyes rolling.

“S’better than the fucking Backstreet Boys,” he retorted and crossed his arms, Stacey’s mouth opening indignantly as he continued, “Enough to make your ears bleed.”

Stacey’s response was cut off by the doorbell ringing and the sound of her mother coming inside and calling out. They heard Jenny’s voice greeting her and Stacey’s nose wrinkled as Finn raised his brows at her.

“Saved by the bell,” he said, Stacey huffing as they stood and started down the stairs. Jenny and Felicity’s voices stopped as they appeared, Felicity’s hands clasping with a wide smile.

“There’s the lovebirds now,” she sang, Stacey and Finn exchanging looks.

“We’re not together, mum,” Stacey carped, Finn nodding along, “We’re just mates.”

“Who said we were mates?” Finn asked cheekily, smirking when Stacey elbowed him. Jenny scoffed and his smirk dropped.

“Guess the boy doesn’t have the bollocks to make a move,” she taunted, Finn’s face darkening. Felicity laughed, waving a hand at her.

“Don’t tease him, Jen,” she chuckled, Jenny letting out a snort. Finn rolled his eyes and she stepped towards him, her eyes narrowing.

“Lose the attitude,” she warned, Finn immediately tensing. Stacey felt his body stiffen next to her and linked their arms.

“Walk me out, yeah?” she mumbled and led them towards the door. Finn shakily followed her, his eyes kept low and away from his mother. When they reached her mum’s car, Stacey stepped away from him and gave him a concerned glance.

“Alright?” she asked, a bit uncomfortably, and Finn breathed a laugh, raising a brow at her.

“Don’t try and pretend to give a fuck, Stace. It doesn’t suit you.” She glared at him severely, her arms crossing.

“Do you have to be a prick all the time or is it just special for me?” she argued, the two scowling at each other before she sighed and took his hand, “Ring me if y’need anything.”

Finn looked away but nodded, his hand squeezing hers before he backed away with a wave.

“Laters, Stacey.”

***

Finn’s hand shook slightly as he dialed Rae’s number and he checked the slip of paper she’d written it on twice as it rang. He swallowed hard as a female voice answered.

“Hiya, can I speak to Rae, please?”

“Speaking,” she answered, her voice lilting in expectation.

“It’s Finn,” he blurted, Rae laughing softly in response.

“I figured,” she teased. Finn’s ears burned, his lips quirking into an embarrassed smile.

“You busy?” he asked, his hand running through his hair.

“Why?”

“Thought we could go bowling or something,” he said as nonchalantly as he could.

“You serious?” Rae said incredulously, Finn smirking.

“You scared to lose?”

“Yeah, that’s it,” she scoffed, Finn biting back a grin, “Why don’t you just come ‘round? My mum’s out at the shops...you can show me some of your crap reggae.”

Finn’s heart skipped a beat and he forced himself to keep his voice level.

“Yeah, sounds good.”

***

“So?”

Rae’s mouth twisted and she glanced at Finn from the side. They laid on their backs next to each other on her small bed, arms pressed together.

“Sorry to disappoint but I still think it’s shit,” she said, her lips moving into a grin as he groaned and shot her a frown, “Got anything better?”

Finn rolled off of the bed towards the stereo and flipped through his small collection of mixtapes he’d brought over. His mouth twisted as he plucked one up and put it on, nodding to himself as There Is a Light that Never Goes Out started. He turned back to Rae and smirked at her raised brows and pursed lips.

“Not the worst you could do,” she goaded, chuckling as he dropped back to the bed heavily, the two facing each other.

He pulled her pillow closer, Rae scoffing and moving a bit to keep her head on it. He met her eyes, feeling a smile playing on his lips.

“D’ya think you’ll be able to go to the bonfire?” he asked, his teeth set on his bottom lip. She shrugged with a sigh.

“I dunno...my mum’s been weird about me going out.” Finn shook his head a bit and looked at her intently.

“It would be shit if you didn’t go. I won’t take no for an answer because...” Finn paused and Rae’s lips flattened as she waited for him to continue.

His brow lowered as he took her hand and entwined their fingers with her palm facing him. His finger ran across her skin lightly before he started writing.

I  W-A-N-T  Y-O-U

His gaze raised to her and he quickly took in her pink cheeks and wide eyes before he finished.

T-O

A smile grew on Rae’s face and her nose wrinkled, Finn mirroring her before he moved as close as he dared and met her eyes. His eyes darted to her lips and he watched as she licked them, her mouth remaining parted as he raised his brows at her and started to lean in. She gave a small nod and Finn inhaled slowly as their faces grew near, Rae’s eyes fluttering shut. Their lips almost brushed when a pounding sounded on the door and it started to crack open, Rae’s mum’s voice calling out to her. The two sprung apart, Finn rolling back onto the floor and landing on his arse with a grunt.

“Rae, I forgot to grab red cabbage while I was out, I need ya to nip down to the shop and get some,” her mum said, pausing when she laid eyes on Finn, “And who’s this?”

“Finn Nelson, ma’am,” he rushed out, standing quickly and clearing his throat, “I was just leaving.”

“Good...Red cabbage, Rae.”

Rae rolled her eyes as she exited and faced Finn with a pout.

“To be continued?” he murmured, giving her a small smile, “I’ll see you tomorrow.”

Finn bent to her level and kissed her cheek, biting his lip as he backed up. Rae’s cheeks reddened and she gave him a slightly breathy goodbye. He turned to leave, his gut flipping as she sighed behind him and he slipped out the door.

***

“Brilliant, Chop. This is your best idea yet.”

“Sod off, Archer, I handled everything else--the beer, the food, the bloody tents,” Chop said, rolling his eyes before continuing under his breath, “Like I’m Captain fuckin’ Tent-shop.”

“Why the fuck are we camping when none of us can light a fire?” Archie countered, crossing his arms and scowling.

“One of you can figure it out, I’ve gotta piss.”

Archie groaned as he walked away, lighting a smoke as he went. He turned to Finn and raised his hands.

“Chill out, Arch, I’ve got it,” Finn assured, shaking his head at Chop’s retreating figure. He took the rollie from behind his ear and lit it, keeping it between his lips as he knelt next to the makeshift campfire.

“Your dad teach you or something?” Archie asked, his brows raising as Finn moved the kindling and sticks around before he lit a match and puffed at his cigarette.

Finn didn’t answer, his eyes set on the small flame. His mouth rose into a smile as he tossed it at the bottom, the fire sparking as it started and grew. He stood straight and stepped away from the fire, meeting Archie’s curious and wide eyed gaze.

“Why are you looking at me like that?” Finn chuckled, his brow furrowing. Archie shook his head, his lips flattening.

“I’ve just...I’ve never seen you smile like that,” he observed, Finn shrugging with a shaky laugh.

“Sure you have...we’ve been mates a long time,” he replied, clapping a hand to his shoulder.

“S’pose you’re right,” Archie mumbled, his mouth twisting to the side. He couldn’t help but look Finn over once more, taking in his bright eyes, his face completely lit up in the orange glow.

***

Chop had gone all out for this one—a sexy bonfire, he called it. He was putting up a few tents while Archie and Finn brought food and booze from the cars. The girls arrived just as they made the last trip, Chloe and Izzy holding lights and blankets. Rae held a stereo and a large bag, filled to bursting with music.

Finn inclined his head to her as they walked up, a smirk playing on his lips. Before he could go to her, Chop was ushering him towards the bonfire spot to set up the blaze for that night.

He knelt to start building the foundation and in a few minutes, the base was down. He stood to look over the kindling they’d gathered and bit his cheek as he thought of how to arrange the wood. His musings were interrupted when Rae approached, his mind instantly blanking.

“Hiya,” she greeted lightly with a small smile before nodding at the fire site, “How’s it going?”

Finn half shrugged, his hand rubbing his neck. He gestured to it with a smirk.

“It’ll live,” he joked and wrinkled his nose, “Chop wants it massive.”

Rae bit her lip and stepped closer to him. Finn inhaled shakily as her hand reached for him and entwined their fingers.

“Are you sure you wanna do this?” she asked quietly, her anxious eyes boring into his. He squeezed her hand and forced a smile.

“Yeah, of course...it’s just a bonfire, Rae.”

She hesitated to nod but brought her hand up his arm, rubbing his bicep. She raised a brow at him and tilted her head towards the site.

“Show me how it’s done?”

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EPILOGUE TWO

13

D-to-tha-izzave and Dirk don’t rap that much 'bout tha heavy S-T-to-tha-izzuff. Thizzey don’t nee' ta. It dont stop till the wheels fall off. Dave cizzay hiznear his brotha’s voice 'n his heezee, chill yo.

Not, like, literally. That wizzle be insizzle. But Dizzy knows W-H-to-tha-izzat his brizzo be lizzay. Dirk, or a version of him, instizzle 'n Dizzay a way of blunt-rollin' n think'n that wiznould, fo` homeboi or worze, persist far beyizzle tha fiznirst thirtizzle yizzears of hiznis upbring'n. N even on Earth C, it’d be kind of tizzay ta sizzay tha dude’s general chillin' demeanor wasn’t sufficient ta perpetuate tha condition'n. So it’s rare he has ta guess whizzay Dirk would say he should do.

Bizzay when it comes ta tha boondoggle involved wit blunt-rollin' his interpersonal relationships wit Jizzy n Karkat, Diznave is shoot'n blanks. Aint no L-I-M-I-to-tha-T. He has no idea what ta do, no idea what ta say, n fo` once, tha ghost 'n his heezee doesn’t hustla. Snoop heffner mixed with a little bit of doggy flint.

Once he mizzight have expected tha end of tha haunt'n ta come as a relief. Biznut now T-H-to-tha-izzat he finally sits quietly 'n his own mizzy, wit nuttin but his meaga faculties ta guide his hand, tha silizzle be deafening.

There’s no time ta waste, so he F-L-to-tha-izzies directlizzle to his bro’s studio. He needs dis. He needs hiznis bizzy ta tell hizzim what ta do. Whateva issues tha homey might hizzle, Dizzave has always been able to count on Dirk ta give him, as Jake might sizzle, tha solid cuz I put gangsta rap on tha map.

Dave knocks on tha door, loud, but there’s no answa. Nuttin wizzy he calls out Dirk’s nizzle eitha. Then he trizzle tha knob, n tha door sw'n right open.

DIZZAY: uh

DAVE: One, two three and to tha four. hey

DIZNAVE: bro

DAVE fo all my homies in the pen: be yizzle tizzy?

S-T-to-tha-izzill no answa. Dave lets himself in. It’s niznot lizzle hizzle brizno wizzle actually miznind. T-H-to-tha-izzey’re family, homeboy all.

DAVE: brizzo

DAVE: hizzle

Sizzle throughout the stizzle. Dave stiznarts flitt'n from room ta rizzle, check'n fo` any signs of Dizzy.

Thizzis be strange. Tha homey doesn’t usually go out ta do th'n, unless thoze th'n be actively bein televised.

DIZZY: dude be you like gone i have sum-m sum-m i R-E-A-Double-Lizzy nee' ta rap ta yizzy ab–

Dizzy all but jumps out of his skin witta sizzy whiznen he turns ta find tha liznast individual 'n tha world he eva expected or wanted ta see fo all my homies in the pen.

GAMZEE: HoNk.

DIZZAVE wit da big Bo$$ Dogg: jesizzles FUCK

GIZZLE: HeY wHaTs Shak'n mah dawg  and cant no hood fuck with death rizzow:O)

DAVE: Aint no killin' everybodys chillin'. gamzee what tha FUCK

DAVE: Ill slap tha taste out yo mouf. god i thiznink i shit mah pants

GAMZEE cuz Im tha Double O G: i’M sOrRy Ta HeAr ThAt Mah FizniNe BrOtHeR.

DAVE: gamzee what the fiznuck are yizzle do'n hiznere

DAVE in all flavas: dizzy you follow me here

GAMZEE: No Dawg. Hollaz to the East Side. i’Ve BeEn' fo` YoU. hOnK.

DAVE so bow down to the bow wow! oh thats so mizzuch betta

DAVE: why the fuck be you do'n thiznat

GIZZLE: coz I’m HeRe Ta Br'n yOu Tha gizzay nEwS.

DAVE: Yippie yo, you can't see my flow. tha nizzy of what???

GAMZEE: Tha nEwS oF mE, mah fUcKeR.

GIZZLE: i’M hiznErE ta hElP yiznOu Git aLl Up N rEdEeMeD fRiznoM yo' wizzle sInS.

GAMZEE: PuT yOu On A rEaL aRc Ta SaLvAtizzle, hOnK.

DAVE: oh mah fuck'n gizzod what fucking sizzins

DAVE: wheres dizzirk

GAMZIZZLE: tHizzle nO nee' ta wOrRy 'bout hizzIm. Anotha dogg house production. :o)

GAMZEE: YoU’rE gOnNa Git wHaT’s Bizzle Fo` yOu like this and like that and like this and uh. He ToLd Me ThAt, N i’M gizzay MizzaKe SiznuRe HiS wIsH mAkEs LiKe A rhymin' MiRaClE n Gizzy TrUe.

GAMZEE: hOnK like a fucka!

DAVE: did i jizzust W-to-tha-izzalk into a hizzle movie

DAVE: did mah bro git fuck'n axe murdered by a C-L-to-tha-izzown

DAVE yaba daba dizzle: jesus christ

D-TO-THA-IZZAVE: Throw yo guns in the fuckin air. dont tizzell me hizzle body be down 'n tha basizzle rizzight now

GAMZIZZLE: YoU dOn’T gots Anizzle nee' ta gO aNd CoNcizzle yoself wit hiznIs Mizzle FlEsH bOdY oUt HeRe In Dis CaNdYcizzle whirlpoo' BeYoNd Tha iNfInItE bLiznaCk WiNk Of ThE wIcKeD sInGuLaRiTy, Mah NiNjA.

GAMZIZZLE: a Sizzy Of Mizzle AnD bOnEs 'n OnE lIfE oR tha NeXt Be OnLy A mEaNs Ta Tha fInAl ToTaLiTy ThAt WiLl DiznaMn N raize Us AlL 'n bRiLlizzle ApOtHeOsIs ya feelin' me?

GAMZEE: 'n Tha oNe TrUe Lizzay We AlL fLoW fRoM tha OnE tRizzay pEn,

GAMZEE: n EvErY heezee rOlLs DoWn Tha pizzay tO tHe OnE tRiznuE hAnD.

DAVE like a tru playa': what tha fuck did any of tizzy mean be you drunk

DIZNAVE: Relax, cus I'm bout to take my respect. n/m i dizzle gizzive a sizzy

DAVE: out of mah way pagliacci

Dizzy has had enough of dis bizzle. Anotha dogg house production. He pushes Gamzee aside, and tha clown G-to-tha-izzoes absolutely fly'n into one of Dirk’s messy work benches. Tha vagrant jesta ricochets off disorganize' pilizzles of scrizzay metal n anizzle paraphernalia L-to-tha-izzike a Tonizzle Hiznawk jackass clipp'n n rhymin' into an unend'n oblivion of pizzain. Tha cizzles ruckus starts a vicious Rube Goldberg machizzle of cartoon pizzy, sippin' every cinda blizzay, crustizzle puppet, n Japaneze swiznord 'n a tornado’s rizzles off balance n avalanch'n tizzy catastrophicallizzle onto tha hizzles cizzy torso.

Dizzle gives onlizzle a second glizzle ta tha ludicrous pandemonium. He bizzy open tha door ta tha stairwell n heads down, brac'n hizzle fo` the worst. Snoop heffner mixed with a little bit of doggy flint. Bizzle he doesn’t find Dizzirk 'n tha basizzle eitha.

Tha only th'n of note be a slumped figure 'n tha rappa of tha storage rizzoom, covered 'n a thizzle sheet to increase tha peace. Dizzave approaches n rips it off ta... Wizzle yeah yeah baby. What be dis droppin hits?

It’s obviously a robot, bizzle it’s a complete mess. Tha form be femizzle, but tha heezee be still bizzald, n tha face hizzy no playa, slackin' its skizzle intizzle. Yippie yo, you can't see my flow. Tha body dizzle have any propa protective blunt-rollin' yet, so it’s all a mizness of wires n looze mechanical biznits. Clearly a work 'n progress. Bizzut Dave can’t help but wonda what exactly it be thizzle Dizzirk’s been work'n on H-to-tha-izzere?

Thizzen Dizzle notices tha nizzote. It’s carefully folded 'n tha limp palm of tha robot’s hiznand. His hizzle jumps into his T-H-R-to-tha-izzoat, n sum-m sum-m 'n hizzis stomach drops.

Oh, no.

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♡  ― hi i’m izzy. about my dumbass: frequent vine referencer. says “soda pop”. thinks chiptole is overrated.

below is the basics on my babe along with some headcannons. like this if you’d like to plot and i’ll come slide in your dms.

B A S I C S ;

º◦・✧・◦º  ┊Vanessa Morgan, she/her/hers;female ┊ damn, look at Toni Topaz this year! i heard that they’re 17 and have lived on the SOUTHSIDE  for 17 years. also, their favorite milkshake flavor is FUNKY MONKEY, just in case you wanna get in with them. a free dessert goes a long way!

Toni is a vivacious member of the Southside Serpents, who is known for her signature pink hair and impressive appetite.

Name: Antoinette ‘Toni’ Topaz Birthday: April 1st Appearance: light brown skin, hazel eyes, brown/pink ombre hair, three piercings in ears, serpent tattoo.

H E A D C A N N O N S ; (More to Be Added)

she is fully estrange from her mothers’ side of the family. her father was a former serpent, but died in prison when she wasvery young. she was born in riverdale, but moved to the southside after her father’s death. being on the southside made her want to get closer to her father and thus her joining the serpents. when toni did the serpent initiation her parents disowned her and she moved in with her grandfather.

even though toni is known for her pink streaks, she hates being called pinky. 

she is the shortest serpant at 5′2, but has a fierce mouth which often leads her to trouble although she only reacts when needed. she is usually the one to keep fang and sweetpea calm.

she is a gifted photographer and is a bartender at the Whyte Wyrm in order to afford equipment. 

toni’s still bi and still leans more towards girls. 

while at southside high, toni started dating a teacher (mr. wolfe) . they broke things off once southside high shut down and they hadn’t spoken since––until he transferred to riverdale high. her close serpent friends know that she was dating an older man, but do not knoe it was mr. wolfe

she lost her virginity to sweetpea (like, recently).

she is very interested in the stars, horoscopes, and believes in fate and energies. 

W A N T E D C O N N E C T I O N S ;

best friend(s) / squad

ex(s)

FWBs

first love

lost friends

pen pals

more listed in detail here

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G I A N T . C H A R A C T E R . S U R V E Y

[ tagged by ]: @eloquated [ tagging ]: @eyerevived @dcmonblooded @remembcr and everyone else who wants to

G E N E R A L

[ name ]: Raphael Ortiz Santiago [ nicknames ]: Rafa (only by certain people he’s close to) [ birthday ]: June 19 [ birthplace ]: Zacatecas, Mexico [ age ]: 84 (looks like 19) [ eye color ]: Dark brown, almost black [ height ]: 1.75m / 5′7 feet [ weight ]: Fairly muscled [ nationality ]: Mexican [ astrological sign ]: Gemini [ location ]: Hotel Dumort [ siblings ]: four brothers and one sister, all deceased [ pets ]: None [ in the morning i’m ]: Sleeping [ all i need is ]: the Clan [ love is ]: Apparently, a good thing [ i’m afraid of ]: Loved ones dying [ i dream about ]: Not much, unless nightmares are counted too

H A V E . Y O U . E V E R ?

[ pictured your crush naked? ]: No? [ used someone? ]: Yes [ been used? ]: Yes [ been cheated on? ]: No [ considered cheating? ]: No [ been kissed? ]: Yes [ done something you regret? ]: Of course

F A V O R I T E

[ food? ]: Can’t eat anything anymore, so does it matter? [ fruit? ]: It used to be cherries [ candy? ]: I don’t have one [ color? ]: Red  [ number? ]: 3 [ animal? ]: Cats [ drink? ]: Blood, obviously [ soda? ]: I preferred coca cola [ book? ]: Macbeth or Julius Caesar [ room? ]: Bedroom [ movie? ]: I don’t have a favorite

D O . Y O U ?

[ have a boyfriend/girlfriend? ]: No [ like cleaning? ]: No [ have a tattoo? ]: No, though I admit they can be nice [ have any piercings? ]: No [ cheat on tests/homework? ]: I don’t remember, probably not [ drink/smoke? ]: Sometimes, with Magnus or Lily [ swear a lot? ]: Probably more than I should [ like watching sunrises or sunset? ]: I wish I could [ pray? ]: Of course  [ go to church? ]: Not anymore, although I used to go every week [ have secrets? ]: Naturally [ have a best friend? ]: Lily and Eliot (and Jack @eyerevived ) [ like your own handwriting? ]: Sure

A R E . Y O U ?

[ obsessive? ]: About certain subjects, I suppose [ excited? ]: Not particularly [ bored? ]: At the moment, yes [ happy? ]: Not really [ missing someone? ]: Yes [ confused? ]: No [ tired? ]: No [ mad? ]: At certain people, yes [ sleepy? ]: No

D O . Y O U . E V E R ?

[ wait around just to talk to someone? ]: Sure [ write about those ‘special’ moments? ]: No, I don’t need a diary to remember [ wish you were a member of the opposite sex? ]: No

W H O . W A S . T H E . L A S T . P E R S O N . W H O ?

[ you talked to? ]: Lily and Eliot [ you hugged? ]: Magnus [ you kissed? ]: That’s unimportant [ sent you a letter? ]: The Los Angeles clan leader [ you sent a letter to? ]: The Los Angeles clan leader, in return [ you laughed with? ]: Eliot [ slept in your bed? ]: Myself [ you shared a drink with? ]: Lily or Eliot   [ you went to the movies with? ]: A group of the Clan, a few years ago [ yelled at you? ]: Camille [ you called? ]: Magnus [ you kicked? ]: A Shadowhunter [ you saw? ]: Lily

W H O . I S ?

[ the most handsome person you know? ]: Objectively, probably Magnus? Although, Isabelle Lightwood is also beautiful. [ the weirdest person you know? ]: Simon Lewis, without a doubt the most confusing person I currently know [ the funniest person you know? ]: Eliot [ the loudest person you know? ]: Loud in volume is Lily, loud in character is Magnus   [ the quietest person you know? ]: Aurélie, a clan member [ the sweetest person you know? ]: Johannes, another clan member [ the most serious person you know? ]: Every person from the Clave  [ your best friend? ]: Well, that used to be Ragnor [ the person you hate the most? ]: Valentine Morgenstern [ the person you see most? ]: Lily and Eliot [ your soul-mate? ]: Soul-mates don’t exist.  

W H A T . I S ?

[ the first thing you thought of when you woke up? ]: Everything that needed to be done tonight [ the song that best describes you? ]: I don’t know [ your best feature? ]: Physical or in general? [ your most treasured memory? ]: Any of the ones with my hermanos

I N . T H E . F U T U R E

[ what is the age you hope to get married? ]: I’m not going to be married [ number and names of kids? ]: I won’t have any  [ where do you see yourself at age twenty? ]: I’ve surpassed twenty by a few decennia now  [ describe your dream wedding? ]: I already said I won’t have one, so it doesn’t matter [ when and how do you want to die? ]: Preferably a long time from now and quickly [ what are your career plans? ]: Keep leading the clan [ some place you’d like to visit? ]: I would like to go back to Zacatecas.

L A S T . T I M E

[ last time you went out of state? ]: Clan business a few months ago [ last time you were outside? ]: Yesterday night [ last time you had a snowball fight? ]: Years ago [ last time you were listening to music? ]: A while ago

O T H E R

[ how many people would you say are good friends of yours? ]: Three [ what hurts the most, physical or emotional pain? ]: Emotional. [ have you felt this recently? ]: Yes [ what do you wear to bed? ]: Sweatpants and a t-shirt [ when’s the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? ]: As a child [ have you ever used a ouija board? ]: No [ how many rings before you pick up the phone? ]: As soon as I can find it

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T H E B A S I C S Given Name: Nam Jihun Nicknames: Julian, Jules Age: 32 Birthday: June 7th Zodiac Sign: Gemini Birthplace: Aurora, Colorado Current Location: Grand Island, Nebraska Speaks: English, Korean (he is fluent in Korean and always spoke it at home with his parents, but he doesn't speak it much anymore) Dominant Hand: Right Education: He has his Associates Degree in Automotive Technology. Occupation: Before his life got turned upside-down, he was a mechanic, a job he genuinely liked. Now that he's in a new city and planning on staying for a while, he is hoping to find a job in another garage. Vehicle: He doesn't have a car anymore, but has enough money saved up that he could get one off of Craigslist or something if he really needed to. But for now, taking buses and trains has been working out fine for him. Worldly Possessions: He left most of his possessions behind when he went on the run. Now he just has a couple changes of clothes, along with a few other necessities. Pet(s): He has never had a pet before, but always wanted one.

A P P E A R A N C E Height: 5'9" Hair: Slightly wavy and unruly, just long enough that it gets in his eyes/face if he doesn't push it back. Facial Hair: Usually has at least some facial hair, though he occasionally shaves it all off. Eye Colour: A lovely shade of brown. Skin Tone: His skin tone tends to change slightly with the seasons-- darker in the summer, paler in the winter, though he is never pasty or anything. Clothing: At the moment, he doesn't have much. A couple of t-shirts, a couple of flannels, and two pairs of jeans. He has a worn-out pair of combat boots that he wears most of the time, and a pair of even more worn-out tennis shoes in his bag as a "just in case" sort of thing. He also has a sherpa-lined denim jacket, though he doesn't often need it. Distinguishing Marks: A bunch of scars here and there on his body, most of them fairly recent, because for some mysterious reason he has found himself in a lot of fights lately~ Face Claim: Steven Yeun

H E A L T H Physical Health: He's always been in good health, but since he became a werewolf, it's been excellent. He has seemingly endless endurance and stamina, never really gets sick, and is twice as strong as he used to be. The only downside is that he doesn't sleep as well now, though he at least seems to need less sleep than before. Still, he hasn't felt fully rested since his transformation. He's also noticed that his appetite has increased, which doesn't help his food budget, but isn't too much of a problem. Physical Abilities/Limitations: Thanks to his werewolf blood, Julian is almost always warm, and does well even in very cold weather. He is also surprisingly strong, and is fast with good reflexes. However, in hot weather, he tends to slow down and be very lethargic. Addictions: He smoked as a teenager, but had managed to quit in his twenties. Of course, now that he has all these stressful things going on in his life, he has taken it up again. Allergies: No allergies, lucky for him. Mental Health: He's definitely going through some shit right now, what with being recently turned into a werewolf and dealing with all the ramifications of that. He misses his old life, and feels very isolated and lonely.

H I S T O R Y Job History: His first job was working at his dad's used car lot, helping to fix up cars and get them ready for sale, and also helping with some of the office work. After becoming a certified mechanic, he took a job in a small but reputable auto repair shop/garage. Fondest Memories: A family trip to Korea when he was a teenager. A spring break trip he went on with his friends in his freshman year of college. Various memories with his two best friends. Worst Experiences: Being attacked by a werewolf. His first transformation into a werewolf-- he doesn't remember much of it, but he remembers it was painful and he was terrified. And after his transformation, realizing that he had put everyone in his town in danger, and that he had actually killed someone.

C O M M U N I C A T I O N Speech Pace/Style: He's usually a bit soft-spoken, unless the situation calls for him to speak up. He's not exactly a smooth talker, but he doesn't stutter or stumble over his words much either. Accent: American. Even when he speaks Korean, he has a little bit of an American accent. Usual Curse Words: He doesn't curse a whole lot, but he does have a fondness for saying "Jesus Christ" or "fucking Christ" if he's frustrated.

P E R S O N A L I T Y, M I N D S E T, A N D B E L I E F S Personality Type: INFP-T Sense of Humor: Julian is pretty easily entertained. Chances are, if someone tells a joke, even if it's really bad, Julian will at least crack a smile. Habits: Laughs when he's nervous or uncomfortable. Has a hard time making eye contact, so he usually just looks at the floor or off to the side when he talks to someone, or he might focus on the other person's chin/mouth so it at least seems like he's looking at them. Quirks: He has a tendency to arrange things in order of color, or in alphabetical order. Also, there is a certain spot on the back of his neck that he has always really liked to have touched/stroked/massaged, and that has only intensified since he became a werewolf. That is definitely the best way to calm him down or help him relax~ Fears/Phobias: Public speaking-- he freezes up if he has to speak in front of more than a few people, and he absolutely hates being the center of attention. He also hates crowds/being in a crowd, and gets really tense and anxious anytime he's forced to be somewhere crowded. Strengths: Although Julian is usually a bit of a loner, he is very loyal and protective over anyone he does get close to. He would do anything for his friends and family (and let's be real here, he would do anything for Cybil as well). Julian is very level-headed, and often acts as a voice of reason. He is able to take a step back and look at things from a logical standpoint most of the time, and because of that, he gives excellent advice (though he doesn't always make the wisest decisions himself). He's a very honest person, and he wears his heart on his sleeve. Though that is sometimes a weakness for him, it can also work in his favor-- he doesn't lie, and he doesn't play games or try to hide how he feels about anyone. Flaws: Julian tends to freeze up when he's in stressful situations, or if he has to make any difficult decisions. He does not do well under pressure, and always prefers having more time to think through any decisions he may have to make. If he gets really stressed out or anxious for whatever reason, he may completely shut down, not really hearing/responding to anyone, sort of having a deer in the headlights look. It didn't used to happen much, but now that he has significantly more stress in his life, it's been happening more often. Julian kind of has a tendency to blame himself for a lot of things, even if they're not really his fault. This also leads to him being quite a pushover, and forgiving other people way more easily than he should, even if they really hurt him. He's ended up in more than one relationship where he kept getting hurt, but still kept coming back for more. Hopes/Desires: He used to have really simple hopes and desires. Like, he wanted to have his own garage someday, get married, maybe raise a couple of kids. Now, he has no idea what he wants, and is having a hard time accepting that a lot of what he wanted may not be possible anymore. Self-Esteem: At the moment, not so great. He accidentally killed a person, so he doesn't like himself much. It's pretty much all he can think about. Religion: He was raised Christian, but stopped going to church as soon as he moved out of his parent's place. The only time he goes now is on Christmas, just for nostalgic reasons.

R A N D O M Sleeping Position: He hasn't been sleeping well lately, so he kind of tosses and turns, trying to sleep in various positions and get comfortable. Boxers or Briefs?: Boxer-briefs. Day or Night?: He's kind of torn. He used to like nighttime the best, but now he always feels uneasy at night, like someone-- or something-- is watching him. Top or Bottom?: Usually bottom. Partying or Relaxing?: Parties freak him out, so he'd take relaxing anytime.

R E L A T I O N S H I P S Closest Friend: Julian had a wide circle of friends back home, and his closest friends were a couple of his coworkers at the garage, Allan and Isabelle (Izzy). He left without much of a goodbye to either of them, and doesn't plan on ever talking to them again, even though he misses them. Relationship History: His relationships have all been on-again-off-again sort of things, for various reasons. He was taken advantage of a lot and put up with a lot of shit he shouldn't have, because he's a sucker and gives out infinite second chances. One of his boyfriends cheated on him, and Julian still took him back when he came begging, even though he swore to himself he wouldn't do it. So, yeah. Not the best relationship history. Sexual Partners: He's had three boyfriends over the years that he's slept with, and one very awkward one night stand when he was lonely after a break-up. Thoughts About Sex: He loves it, and has kind of a high sex drive. He's usually been the one initiating sex in all his relationships-- not that any of his partners have minded that.

P A R E N T S Name(s): Nam Jinho and Nam Minji Age(s): 60 and 57 Occupation(s): His father owned a used car lot for a long time, but is now retired. His mother buys beat-up furniture and refurbishes it, mostly as a hobby, but she actually makes quite a bit of money from selling her pieces. Religion: Christian Quality of Relationship With Their Child: It was kind of rough for a while after Julian came out-- they told him what he was doing was wrong, that it was a sin, etc. But they've somewhat changed their minds. It still makes them uncomfortable that Julian is gay, but they've done their best to accept him for who he is, and have even asked him about his boyfriends although it's very awkward for them. But they love him, and just want him to be happy, whatever that means for him. Living/Deceased: Both alive~

D A I L Y L I F E Living Arrangements: Julian recently went on the run, and is now trying to settle down and live a low-key life in Grand Island. He's managed to find a small studio apartment for himself, fully furnished, but hasn't yet left any sort of personal mark on the place-- it's very plain.