#(dean will say he supports his dad dating but on both a 'i dont want a new mom' level and a 'hes mine' level he does not)

[blacknifealecto]

Happy dadfucker Friday!!!!! If John knocked Dean up, do you think he’d a) tell John, b) have an abortion, or c) run away?

I think John's hammered pretty hard into him that "you cannot have a baby on the road, that's not happening," so telling him would be right out the window. Personally, I'm team 'bortion while he's been left behind to watch Sam while John's out on a hunt that's "too dangerous" to take Dean with. There was probably one run-away attempt but John is a really good tracker and Dean wasn't getting far on his own, ESPECIALLY if he's underage about it

[baekhyuq]

“Get You Alone.” Baekhyun (m)

Chapter 5: Kitten ver.

Genre: Smut, Fluff, Single Dad!Bbh

Word count: 12k (Worth every word)

Mini Playlist:

As The World Falls Down - David Bowie

D (Half Moon) - DEAN

Day After Day - EXO

No matter - EXO

As The World Caves In - Matt Maltese

Fly Me To The Moon - Frank Sinatra

Summary: You meet your friend’s parent for the first time.

(I love this gif he's so cuddly and baby)

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Sighing out softly, your eyes opened to to see it was still dark outside. You glanced over at the clock on Baekhyun’s stand, 1:30 AM. You frowned, you were having trouble sleeping. You turned to see if you could make out Baekhyun in the dark. You saw his cute little nose first, then his closed eyes. He slept so peacefully, you didn’t want to bother him. His arms were around your waist, his head on the pillow you were supposed to be using alone. Of course he would be in your personal space because why not.

You smiled at his light snores, turning around in his arms. You brought your own arms around him, bringing him closer. Baekhyun jumped slightly, his eyes opening.

“Ah! Your hands.” He whispered his voice heavy with sleep.

You furrowed your brows, “I’m sorry. I didn’t notice they were cold.”

Baekhyun exhales slowly, still very tired. “Give them to me baby.” He takes your hands and blows on them for you. “I can’t believe how cold you get when im right here. The heater is on full blast and you’re still so cold?”

You shut your eyes listening to him speak, your hands warming up. “This is nice.” You hum happily.

Baekhyun opens his eyes to you, he can make out your cheeks and lips. “Why are you up so early?” He caresses your cheek with his hand gently. “Couldn’t sleep?”

With a nod of your head Baekhyun pouts, he holds your hands in his one comfortingly. “I dont know why.. I guess my body is just sore.”

“It’s okay, I’m up with you now. You don’t have to be lonely.” His words made your heart flutter, he was so caring and attentive even in the dead of night? When it’s 1 am and you’re supposed to be asleep, he’s worrying about you?

“Baekhyun..” You say in disbelief, you’ve never had someone so selfless in your life. You couldn’t say anything else, you just let your head rest against the crook of his neck. “Thank you.” You whispered.

Baekhyun smiled, rubbing your back. “You seem to be getting emotional a lot. Is there a reason?” He asks quietly, humming a slow tune to relax you.

“Ever since our date that night, I am always thinking about you. Whenever you do something so kind, or say something so caring to me.. I just get really emotional.” You’re surprised at yourself for actually saying it out loud and acknowledging it.

Baekhyun’s mind was running at a thousand miles per hour at your confession. “I-I feel that same feeling.” He begins. “When you’re around me, I feel like I could get into a million topics with you. When I see you just smile, it makes me feel like crying.” He closes his eyes, taking in your presence. “Even now, having a conversation like this makes my throat feel tight.”

You didn’t think Baekhyun felt that way, sure you knew you guys both liked each other. But you never knew how emotional Baekhyun found things to be.

“Baekhyun.” You whispered, leaning back to see his face in the dark.

“Yes Y/n?” He smiles as he sees your face, his eyes well adjusted to the dark.

“I love being with you.” You tried to push down the overwhelming feeling of adoration. “I want to always see your face when I wake up. I want to always be able to come to you when I feel sad. I want to always offer you my support whenever you need me.” You stopped yourself before you could go into a whole talk about how much you loved being around Baekhyun. “You’re just so caring and charming, you know exactly what to do to make me happy, or embarrassed.” You rolled your eyes. “I adore you.”

Baekhyun’s hand came up to the back of your head, petting your hair gently. “I’m so happy to be able to hear those words from you.” He placed a kiss on your forehead. “I wouldn’t want to be without you. Even when Soph comes back, I still want to see you. Everyday.” He sighs, realizing. “I know that’s almost impossible to do. But I will find a way to see your gorgeous face, each day.”

You giggle. “Baekhyun it’s okay, we’ll tell her once she’s back. She’ll have to accept our relationship, even if she doesn’t she’ll still have to see us some time. She’ll more than likely approve. Those are my bets.”

“I just hope you’re right.” He says sadly. “You’re this ethereal being, this innocent fair tale like love that I’ve never experienced before.”

“Love?” You questioned. You hadn’t heard him say it yet, it has to be too soon obviously. But you weren’t opposed to hearing it.

“Yes. You’re my love.” He rest his chin on top of your head, pulling your head to his chest. “And I’ll protect you, my innocent little deer.”

You laughed at how cheesy he sounded. “Is that why you called me Bambi?” You said curiously. You liked the nickname, it was cute and simple.

Baekhyun hummed, “Yes, precisely. Do you mind nicknames? I’ve meant to ask you.”

You shook your head. “Not at all. I like all the ones you call me. They make me feel all differently.”

He raised one of his eyebrows, though you couldn’t see. “What do you mean by differently?” He quizzed.

“I wouldn’t know how to describe it…” You trailed off to think for a moment. “Just know, between calling me Kitten and Bambi. I think Bambi is suitable for this setting. And Kitten is very much safe for sex.” You giggled, “But you have called me so many nicknames I can possibly name each feeling for every single one.”

Baekhyun chuckled, his chest vibrating from how deep it was. “What’s your favorite so far?”

“Sweetheart.”

“Oh?”

“It makes me feel appreciate and adored. I love when you say it so often, it gives me butterflies.” You confessed.

He could only take in your words, he didn’t think all his name calling had such an affect on you. You were always quiet or off thinking or telling him to shut up. He grinned at the thought, in such a short time together you have made memories. “I like calling you mine.” He whispered closing his eyes, he had become tired again.

“I like being yours.” You challenged. It caused Baekhyun to smile even wider.

“How about trying to go back to sleep, Hmm?” He rubbed your back once more. “I’ll keep you warm.” He pulled the blanket up over you both, pulling you tighter against him.

The morning came, and for what felt like the hundredth time you woke up in Baekhyun’s bed. You felt…desperate for him. You usually never woke up like some horny teen, but right now you were more than happy to please. You slowly turned, checking to see if Baekhyun was awake. His soft snores filled the room, his lips parted and eyes shut softly.

Angelic.

You grinned, you’ve thought about doing this to Baekhyun before. But you never had the guts, not until what happened last night. Him expressing his love for you made you feel more confident, more comfortable.

Sliding under the covers, you settle between Baekhyun’s thighs. Your hand resting on one as your other traces the outline of his length in his boxers. He was semi hard, twitching at your touch. Without hesitance you pulled him out, pumping him slowly with your hand. The precum leaking from the tip lubricating your hand.

You felt his thighs tense under your palm, you froze.

“Mmm.” He let out a quiet moan in his sleep, his hips bucking slightly before lying dormant. Your heart was in your throat, you didn’t want to get caught before you even started. You moved your hand again before finally taking him in your mouth.

“Nng—“ His strangled moan grunt gets caught in his throat. He stirs slightly in his sleep, his hips thrusting upwards. You almost gag as he hit’s the back of your throat, you feel the tears brim at your eyes. Pushing your hair from your face you take Baekhyun from your mouth, sliding your tongue along his shaft. He’s even bigger in your mouth.

“Y/n..” He sighs, you want to see the look on his face right now.

Without a warning—the covers are thrown back, revealing the sight you wanted to see.

Baekhyun’s head is lolled to one side, his eyes shut with furrowed brows and rosy cheeks. You’ve never seen him so submissive looking. You let your fingers brush across his abdomen, in reaction he sucks in a quick breath. You couldn’t help but to coo at the whine that followed shortly after it. Your thighs squeezed together, you were so horny you were going crazy.

You let saliva drip from your tongue onto his head, running down the side of his cock. You watched in amazement as you toyed with him. Counting how many places you could touch him to earn a sound of pleasure. How hadn’t he woken up by now? Surely he should be cold with the cover ripped off of him. You frowned, throwing the blanket back over your head. You’ll let him stay warm, sacrificing the handsome facial expressions you wouldn’t get to see now.

Your hand pumped him slowly to evoke another noise you hadn’t heard so often. A guttural noise emitted from his throat, it was so deep and animalistic you were wondering if you’d heard wrong.

“Y-Y/n.” You heard him say, you figured he was asleep until the covers were throw off of you. Sleepy eyes staring back at yours. “Y/n?” He called again brows furrowed at the pleasure he was receiving. “What made you—“ He was cut off by you taking him into your mouth once more.

“Ahh, fuck.”

His cursing was always attractive, now that he was awake he could speak to you. Tell you how good of a girl you were for pleasing him, tell you how good his kitten sucks his cock. You’re shocked at your own thoughts being so vulgar, was this man really evoking these thoughts from you?

“Kitten,” He tries to speak, “I didn’t think you would beat me to waking you up to like this.” His words make you grin, releasing him from your lips. He takes your chin between his fingers. “Come here.”

You listen, crawling your way toward the sleepy man. He brings your lips to his briefly, kissing you slowly before breaking away.

“How naughty of you to wake me up this way.” He whispers. “You must have been in a mood?” His hand slides down the curve of your back.

You nod, “I couldn’t help myself. Not when you were sleeping so peacefully next to me.” Your grin makes his stomach fill with butterflies, his abdomen muscles clenching. “Let me finish?” You ask, pumping him with your hand suggestively. He bites his lip, peering into your eyes.

“On one condition.” He challenges.

You tilt your head curiously.

“You swallow, like a good girl.” He pats your cheek with his palm, a smirk on his face. This was the man who had you weak in the knees at just the thought of him fucking you.

“Yes…sir.” You teased, watching as his jaw clenches at the word. You’ve never talked so much during sex before this, he was enjoying his fun.

Leaning back down you wrap your lips around his tip, he sucks in a breath in reaction. You want to giggle at how sensitive he is but you continue your journey to make him finish. Your hand pleases what your mouth can’t reach, sucking and hallowing your cheeks. You draw some of the most heavenly sounds from Baekhyun’s lips.

His hand comes up to brush your hair from your face, pulling it back for you. He looks past your head to find your ass high in the air, he feels like he could die right now. Your movements picked up as you felt Baekhyun’s muscles start to contract, his feet dug into the bed holding himself back from thrusting into your throat.

“Y/n.” He called, his voice controlled.

You looked up at him with those eyes from your position and he lost it.

“Deep throat me, now.” He commanded, tightening his grip on your hair.

Oh? Was this how he got when he was desperate? You listened like a good girl, taking him deeper in your mouth, his tip reaching the back of your throat. You held it there for a second before moving slowly teasing him. “Faster, Kitten.” Baekhyun’s voice said, “You won’t want me to do it for you.” His hold on your hair steered your eyes to look at him. “I promise.” The half lidded eyes were now dark with desire. The sight from down here was as pleasurable as his sight of you was to him. His tensing abdomen muscles, and his flexing biceps from how hard he was holding your hair. The clenched jaw and messy hair. It was all too much for you, you let out a whine around his cock, causing him to shudder.

Speeding up your movements, you tried to keep eye contact with him as your eyes watered. His brows pinched together, his lips parted as his moans started to drop an octave.

“Fuck—“ He threw his head back, the expanse of his neck on display for you. You wanted nothing more but to suck love marks onto his smooth skin. You wanted to kiss over his collarbones and call tell him how handsome he was.

You felt your thighs press together once more, Baekhyun’s leg was now between yours he could feel when your legs pressed together. He had been counting how many times you did so, but he lost count when your throat started swallowing around his cock.

“I—I’m going to” His doesn’t finish his words before he releases inside your mouth, most of it going down your throat instantly and swallowing as promised. You squeezed your eyes shut, lifting yourself from the mattress. Your arms were sore, your jaw even more sore.

“Aw—Kitty come here.” His tired eyes looked at your lust filled ones, he pulled you to straddle his lap, laying your head on his chest. “You did so well.” He pet your head.

You grinned at the praise, secretly you liked it. The whole power play thing, him rewarding you with words made your heart flutter.

His hand rest on the curve of your back, pulling the covers over you both. He scoot down slightly, laying down now with you to his chest.

“Back to sleep now, you wore me out.”

“I did that to wake you up…not go back to sleep.” You yawned.

Baekhyun chuckled, “You seem just as tired as me, hmm?” He teased with a grin, “Sleep, little one.”

There he goes again, another name to add to your book. Your cheeks were pink, thankfully not being seen by Baekhyun.

“I’ll be coming back today, I’m ready to be back in my own bed.” Sophia sighed over the phone.

“O-oh today?” You stuttered, clutching Baekhyun’s sheets to your chest. His arms around your waist as he still laid in bed tired.

“Yes! Aren’t you excited to see me again?” She said happily, “I dread going back to classes though, ugh.”

You shook your head, a small grin on your lips. “Of course I am, it’s been a week since we’ve seen each other.” You were excited to be reunited with your bestie, doing girly things.

“I’ll call you when I’m home, you should come over later.” Sophia suggested, if only she knew.

“Definitely, just text me.”

“Will do, see you later then.”

“Bye!” You said before the call ended. Your heart was pounding against your rib cage, your head turned to look at Baekhyun.

“Yes?” He felt your eyes on him, his eyes still closed sleepily.

You pouted, “Sophia said she’s coming home today.”

Baekhyun opened one eye at you, “Well, do you want me to stop her or something?” He joked, pinching your side. You rolled your eyes, grabbing his wrist to stop him.

“No, but I’m sad this is our last morning together.”

“Aww, Y/n you do have feelings.” Baekhyun cooed, pulling you down to his chest. “Dont worry Bambi, I’ll figure it out.” You let his hand smooth over your hair, holding you to his chest. Your eyes closed listening to his heartbeat.

“I trust you.”

“You never told me how you like your eggs?” Baekhyun asked as he flipped an egg, he gestured to you with the spatula. “Sunny side up?” He guessed. You smiled nodding, laughing when he told you how boring it was.

“How exciting could you make an egg?” You asked, watching his backside for the hundredth time. His waist looked so huggable, so small and perfect for wrapping your arms around. You contemplated just surprising him, standing from your chair as you rounded the island. Sneaking up on him you snaked your hands around his waist, holding him to your chest. He let out a surprised grunt, almost dropping hi spatula.

“Hey, this isn’t the last day you’ll see me you know.” He catches onto your clinginess right away. You were dreading telling your best friend that her father felt like your perfect match. That he was the one who made your heart flutter and put sparkles in your eyes. He was the one who moved the stars for you, a smile always on your lips when he was around. How would she take this, she had to see how sincere you would be. Sophia wasn’t someone who was cruel, you knew her heart.

“Bambi.” Baekhyun whispered, his voice low. His body was tense.

“Yes?”

“Could you please get your chest off my back, I might start thinking things right now.” He cleared his throat. You wanted to laugh at his words, he’s rarely like this. A flustered Baekhyun was hard to come by.

You pulled him tighter against your chest, “No, I just want to hold you.” You faked a pout, rubbing your hands over his abdomen. “Please.” You heard Baekhyun sigh, his chest rising and his muscles tensing over his stomach.

“Y/n,” He warned, grabbing your wrist. Turning around to face you he saw the mischievous smile. He pouted at you teasing him, pinching your cheek as punishment.

“Ok! Ok! I’ll get wrinkles if you do that.” You grabbed his wrist pleading. He chuckled, pinching your cheek once more before letting go.

“Go sit, I’ll bring your plate.” He shooed you off. Baekhyun talked about how he never knew how to cook until he started looking over Sophia. He changed completely after having custody over her, his way of living, learning house work and female problems. He learned it all. I

t’s a part what made Baekhyun so attractive to you. His ‘wife’ like duties he did, watching him cook or clean the house, take out the trash. It was all such mundane things, but when he did them it was cute and endearing.

“You know,” Baekhyun grinned swallowing his food before continuing. “Sometimes you’ll stare at me with a smile. And you’ll look like this happy little kid, it reminds me of when I would take Sophia to carnivals and win stuffed animals for her. You look happy, Y/n.”

Your lips were parted in awe, your brows furrowed slightly. Not in a concerned way, but in a way where you were frustrated with how cute Baekhyun was being. He always was saying some cheesy stuff and you were soaking it up.

“Baekhyun.”

“Yes.”

“You’re so…” You paused to think, looking over his face who was patiently waiting. His lips were in a small grin, his eyes small sleepy almost. The cute nose he adorned pink from how cold it was, even inside with all this heat.

“So..?” He asked, leaning back crossing his arms.

“So romantic.” You smiled when one of his brows went up in question.

“Please explain.”

“The way you speak sometimes, it’s so simple but your voice, your choice of words. The things you choose to bring up, I feel so intimate speaking with you, as if we’re constantly flirting.” Your words made Baekhyun’s stomach fill with butterflies, your explanation only fueling his pink nose matching his pink cheeks.

“Y/n—When I’m speaking with you, I feel like I’m talking to someone I have to share everything with. I like speaking to you intimately, on a different level of just ‘hello, how are you?” He uncrossed his arms, shaking his head in disbelief. How could you have caught him so off guard.

You took in his flustered state, reaching over to rest your hand on his knee. “It’s nice whenever we speak, there’s never a boring conversation.”

You both finished your meal, it was later in the morning when you began packing all your belongings back into your bag. But now without a permanent pout and Baekhyun not making it any better.

“No~” He said when you picked up your hair tie from his bedside table. “Leave it here… All of it.” The pout in his voice evident, his cute lips puffed out as he spoke.

“What will you even do with my hair tie?” You snorted, “You don’t have long enough hair.”

“I do.” He frowned. You walked over to him sitting on the bed, you stood between his legs. Taking his hair in your hands you wrapped the hair piece around it making a little ponytail. “Told you.” He laughed.

You rolled your eyes with a smile, it was amusing to see Baekhyun act childish sometimes. Especially in times like this when the mood is so down.

“This is my favorite one though, so It’s coming with me.” You put it back around your wrist.

“Well.. can you at least leave me this.” He held the small plush you had brought from your house because it brought you comfort.

Sighing, you knew this was hard for Baekhyun as well as you. Your newly found fondness for one another was beginning to bloom into something more, and right as it is you have to be separated.

“Okay..” You nodded, watching as a smile spread on Baekhyun’s face. “But.” You held up your finger as you walked to his closet pulling out the sweater he let you wear on your guy’s first date. “I take this with me.” You watch Baekhyun’s smile grow, he nodded.

“Deal.” Baekhyun adored seeing you in his clothes, he also loved seeing you without clothes. The thought quickly crossed his mind, exiting as soon as it came. You didn’t bother trying to stuff the huge sweater in your bag, opting to put it on instead.

“You look adorable.” Baekhyun’s eyes were on yours as his hands were in his lap, wrapped around the plush gently. The exchange was strange, you would admit that. “Why do you want that of all things?” You asked, sitting your full bag by the bedroom door.

Baekhyun shook his head, “It’s the only thing that would truly remind me of you I guess.”

Your heart ached at him looking down at the plushie in his lap, he looked happy. His messy hair looking soft, your hand reached out to rest on the back of his head lovingly. Your nails scratched his scalp gently, his eyes shutting at the sensation. “You give me goosebumps.” He admitted, turning his head to face you. You let your hair fall from his nape to between his shoulder, tilting your head at him.

“It felt that good?” You giggled, dragging your nail over the vein on his neck. He shivered, his brows pinching together.

“Yes, but—Agh! Your nails scarping against my skin gives me chills.” He whined, leaning away from your hand. “Stop~” Baekhyun’s shoulders shrugging your hand away. His whiny voice was so adorable, especially when it was in a situation like this when you were teasing him.

“Okay baby.” You teased, standing from the bed. Baekhyun’s eyes shot to yours as you stood up.

“W-what did you say?” He stuttered, trying to spit out his question.

“I said okay?” You raised a brow at him.

“No, after that.”

“Baby?”

Baekhyun smiled brightly, pulling you to stand between his legs as he embraced you.

“Woah—“ You yelped from the sudden movement, “What happened?” You wrapped your arms around him.

“You called me baby,” He chuckled. “You’ve never called me that before.” The smile that took over your face made your cheeks hurt, of course he was sentimental about some ‘little thing’ like this.

“Baby.” You called teasingly, causing his head to look up to you with those brown puppy eyes.

“Yes my love?”

“Nothing, I just wanted to see your cute reaction.” You pet your hand over his hair. You sighed, realization washing over you that you had to leave soon.

“Dont say it.” Baekhyun’s eyes darting between yours, “I could tell by your sigh.” His arms holding you tighter. “We’ll see each other though, it’s just hard seeing you go for now.” He laughed, he knew he was being childish about it. Somehow he just couldn’t help himself around you.

“Okay,” You pouted, your hand caressing his cheek.

“Its so funny.” Baekhyun began.

“Funny? What’s funny?”

“How you’re so shy in bed, but you do things like this.” He looked into your eyes, with a lopsided grin on his face. “You’re so cute.” Baekhyun leaned into your touch, watching as your cheeks grew red.

“And you manage to say something to embarrass me.” You pouted, his cheeks becoming full as he smiled even wider at your whining.

“Hey, I’m not saying it to embarrass you, I just enjoy teasing you.”

“I can tell, Baek.”

He hummed, letting his hands drop to your ass before giving it a squeeze. You jumped, smacking his shoulder as he stood. Baekhyun placed a kiss on your cheek before grabbing your hands and kissing them as well.

“I just enjoy seeing how red I can get you.” He whispered.

Rolling your eyes with a smile on your lips you walked to the door to grab your bag. “Can you grab the other one for me?”

Baekhyun nodded, following you to your car. He watched as you threw your bags in the back, turning to him with a pout on your face again.

“Hey, what did I tell you?” He said his hand on his hip. “We’re going to see each other again. Aren’t you coming over again later to see Soph?”

“I know…I’m just going to be bored.” You looked down at your feet as you confessed how much you enjoyed being around Baekhyun. He made your life seem fun, not so dull.

Baekhyun took a step toward you, his disapproving hand still on his hip. “Y/n.” He brought your eyes to his by lifting your head by your chin, he leaned in placing a kiss on your pouty lips. “Dont be so sad. I’m only a phone call away.” He smiled down at you.

You nodded before wrapping your arms around him in a goodbye. “I’ll see you later then.”

“Goodbye Bambi.” The grin didn’t leave his lips as he watched you drive down the road until your car disappeared. “Y/n you’re too cute.”

You stopped by a cafe on your way home, picking up a coffee and a cookie. It was the same cafe Baekhyun took you on your study date, you remembered the night. It was the sweetest date you had been on.

You took a bite out of your cookie, scrolling on your phone. A photo posted by Sophia a few hours ago popped up. It was her and a lady posing together on a log bench. Could this be her mother? She was beautiful, you could see some of the similarities in them. Even though she favored her father for the most part. You smiled at the picture before it dropped from your face.

You couldn’t take her place.

You knew starting a relationship with Baekhyun would confuse things with Sophia. But would you be a mother figure to her? Or still her best friend. It was gnawing at you, the though of how she’d react to your guy’s sudden interest in each other. Any normal person would be concerned, mad even.

You shut off your phone, finishing your cookie. “Oh—“ You heard, seeing a pair of black pants stand by your table. You looked up, seeing Baekhyun’s coworker peering down at you. What was his name again? Kyungwoo? No..Kyung?

“Oh, Hey, Kyungsoo?” You said his name as more of a question, unsure. He chuckled.

“Yes that’s my name, funny seeing you here. I dont see Baekhyun?”

“Oh he’s home. I was actually heading back to my place, I wanted to stop for some coffee.” You offered him a smile.

He nodded, looking around. “You know.” He gestured to the place, “Baekhyun designed this place.”

Your lips parted in shock, “Are you serious?” He nodded with a grin.

“Let me guess, he brought you here for a date already?”

“How’d you know?”

“He kept telling me you two went on a date, I knew he would’ve taken you here to show off.” He laughed, “That’s Baekhyun for you.”

You giggled, “It must be nice to enjoy something you designed, especially something like a cafe. This place is beautiful.”

“Baekhyun’s very talented, he just overworks himself a lot. He makes sure every detail is perfect before making it official.” Kyungsoo talked about his friend with a warm voice. “I won’t keep you any longer though, it was nice meeting you again.” He smiled.

“Oh, it’s not trouble. It’s nice meeting you again as well.” You nod politely.

Your smile didn’t leave your face as you drove home, or when you were tidying up your house. Baekhyun was truly a romantic guy, you were confused how he was single. Or how anyone could give him up. His mannerism, his words, his thoughts. They were all so careful, thoughtful, meditated.

Your smile grew as you hugged your pillow to your chest, was this what being in love felt like? You thought about him all the time, all his positive traits. How he treated you like he’s known you forever, being careful with you at the same time. It was heart warming picturing you guys in a relationship. You wanted to care for him, to let him relax and not over work himself. You wanted to cook a meal for him and watch him enjoy just being treated.

You phone rang and without hesitation you answered.

“Y/n!” Sophia said on the other side of the phone, “I’m finally back home.”

You could hear the smile on her face, it caused you to smile. “Yay! Now we can get back to our regular schedule.” You joked.

Sophia laughed taking a seat beside her dad on the sofa. “I’ve missed having service on my phone, I’ve been bored.”

“I would imagine you were going crazy there.”

“Yes, definitely. What are you up to? You sound so happy.” She points out.

Your smile only grew wider, thinking about Baekhyun made you so giddy. “I was just watching some tv, relaxing before we have to go back to classes in a few days.” You said. Sophia groaned in response.

“I’m not ready for mid terms, I know we’ve studied a bunch now but I’m so nervous.” “Dont be! You’ll pass them with no problem, we can study a bit more if it will make you feel better.” You offered.

“Yes, please. I need all the help.” She laughed, “Oh! Are you still coming over? We can just have a spa night, my dad can give us the luxury pampering we deserve.”

You raised an eyebrow, Baekhyun pampering you too? “Sure, I’ll still come over. What time should I be there?”

“Hmm, four-ish?” Sophia watched as her dad was staring at her with interest. He mouthed a question to her: Is that Y/n? Sophia nodded.

“I’ll be there!” You confirmed, “I’m going to go take a nap before then.”

“Ok, don’t sleep to hard you might not wake up.” Sophia laughed, Baekhyun’s ears perked up listening to the one sided conversation only hearing Sophia’s responses. “Make sure to bring a sweater! I know you get hot easily but it’s seriously cold outside.”

“I know I know, I’ve gotten better about wearing one these past few days.” You smiled, Sophia was a kind person. “I’ll see you then.”

“See you later!”

The call ended and Sophia sat her phone on the cushion. “So, what did you need to talk about?” She asked her dad who took his attention off the screen.

“Oh—well, I wanted to talk about…” He became nervous, he was going to bring up you two’s relationship but he couldn’t seem to find the right words to begin. “About midterms.” He lied. “You’re going to pass them with flying colors!” He smiled laughing nervously. Sophia smiled, “Thanks, I think Y/n being such a good friend is what is going to make me pass.” Sophia wrapped her arms over her middle, “She’s so kind, and giving.”

Baekhyun knew this from living with you for the past few days, he was seeing the Y/n that Sophia saw. He nodded at Sophia’s words, his hands laced together in his lap. “So what’s all this about a spa night?” He asked raising a brow at Sophia who giggled. “You know! How you used to do to me when I was younger. You would put a mask on my face while my feet were soaking. Then you would make a ‘alcoholic drink’ and pretend I was an adult.” She explained.

Baekhyun let out a laugh, “You always thought you were drunk after three sips. Even though it was grape juice.” Sophia punched her dads arm in embarrassment.

“Ugh, I was a child. You know what the placebo effect is.” She rolled her eyes, she missed the old times when she was younger.

“It was so funny to see you walk back to your room like you were dizzy, holding onto the wall and everything.” Baekhyun clutched his stomach as he doubled over laughing. The memories came flooding back.

“Anyways.” Sophia tried changing the subject. “What were you doing the week I was gone?” She asked curiously, she knew he had to been working.

“Nothing much really.” An entire god damn lie. “Just work, checking emails, having lunch with a friend.”

“Sounds exciting.”

“Yeah.” He snorts, “Hows your mom?” He asked timidly, folding his arms over his abdomen.

“She’s good, she seems to be feeling better these days. Her therapy has gone well, the cancer is almost gone.” Sophia’s voice dropped slightly, she never enjoyed talking about her mom with her father. She knew Baekhyun held some sort of resentment against her.

“That’s good.” Was all he said, he knew he had to be civil at least. Asking about her every time Sophia saw her was the only time he’d ask. He felt horrible she had cancer and underwent treatments. Even after all the horrible things she’s done he couldn’t wish that kind of harm upon her.

Sophia pressed her lips together, feeling awkward. “I’m going to go study for a bit, I’ll let you know when Y/n’s on the way.”

Baekhyun nodded, offering his daughter a smile as she left the living area. His mood felt down, thinking about his ex always was a downer. He pouted, pulling out his phone to see you as his lock screen. A picture he snapped of you eating breakfast one morning, you had a milk mustache and Baekhyun thought it was adorable. A small smile found it’s way on his lips remembering the moment. Of course you were the one thing to brighten his mood. He swiped to his messages, sending you a text. He thought maybe you’d be asleep by now, until he god a reply back. “Hi Byun.” You replied, looking at your phone. You were wrapped in a thick blanket, your heater on full blast with your phone up to your face. Baekhyun laughed, asking what you were doing.

“I’m trying to take a nap but it’s hard to when you’re not here.” Y/n pouted sending the text, she felt lonely in her bed it’s not even been a day since you two last slept together. Just being in his arms was enough for you.

Baekhyun covered his mouth with his hand to stop the smile that was about to adorn his lips. He shook his head before typing. “You have to sleep peacefully without me~”

Your pout turned into a frown, you seriously were doubting sleeping tonight because of the fact. “I don’t want to.”

“Okay brat.”

A grin replaced your pouting lips as you reread the text over again.

“Brat?”

“That’s what you are?” Baekhyun insisted. “Now go nap sleepy.”

You smiled, “Fine, you took my plush that I sleep with though.”

“I did? I’m sorry, I’ll give it back :(“ “No, keep it. I’ll just have you make it up to me.” You replied. Baekhyun raised a brow at your text, were you testing him? “Make it up to you? How do you think I should do that?”

“Buy me ice cream.”

“Of course that’s your request.” He laughed to himself, “Go to sleep little one, now.” He clicks off his phone, chucking it onto the couch.

Your alarm woke you up, your brows furrowing at the sound. Sitting up to stretch you shut off your phone, standing to get ready for you and Sophia’s girl night. You both hadn’t done something like this in a while, going out to get your nails done together, or getting facials. You both were just busy with school, or too tired.

“I’m on the way.” You texted Sophia as you started your car, turning the heat on. Your body shivered as it took a while for the car to blast warm. “Ok!” She replied.

You got another text, this time from Baekhyun.

“Drive safe. Make sure you turned everything off in your house.” You smiled at the text, you were sure you turned off everything. On the way to Sophia’s you picked up a nice bottle of wine, you knew drinking was something you rarely did. But tonight would be an exception.

Knocking on Baekhyun’s front door, he was the one to answer. He was just as you left him, messy hair with his glasses on. A warm sweater and his cute little bear slippers. Your heart swelled when you saw his smile.

“Hey.” He greeted.

“Hello again.” You giggled as he let you in, closing the door behind you.

He slapped your ass playfully as you walked in front of him. You turned around looking at him with wide eyes. “She’s still in her room.” He chuckled at your shocked expression. “Don’t worry. I’ll behave.” He said pulling you close to plant a kiss on your temple.

Sophia greeted you as she finally came to the living room, “Y/n!” She smiled brightly, running to hug you. Her tight embarrass made you smile.

“I missed you too.” Your giggle reaching her ear, you revealed the bottle of wine you brought. Baekhyun shook his head, face palming when Sophia could see him. Drunk Y/n was going to be a handful.

“Ooo! Good choice, I feel like getting drunk tonight.” Sophia winked, taking the bottle and sitting it on the counter of the island. “Come.” She beckoned you toward her room.

You followed, looking back at Baekhyun when Sophia wasn’t looking. He winked at you, his hands in his pockets casually as he walked away.

“So dad’s cooking tonight, I’m not sure what but he said he’d make something special.” She began as she plopped on her bed. “Do you want the pink headband or the red one?” She held up the two options, you grabbed the red one. “Good choice, now, we have three options for face masks. One is a clay mask, two is a sheet mask, and three is this stinky mask I haven’t used in forever.” Sophia laughed.

“I think I’ll pass on number three, how about clay masks?” You smiled laughing at her scrunched nose.

“Good good, lastly we have a nail color! Dad knows how to paint nails, I taught him when I was younger.” She showed you a selection of polish, you plucked the red bottle. “Oh? Red again? Is somebody in the mood or what?”

You snorted, hitting her shoulder. “Of course not, I just like the color red.” Your cheeks were slightly warm, you only figured out red was Baekhyun’s favorite color. Naturally you were subconsciously choosing the option.

Sophia clasped her hands together, “Alright! Girl’s night commence!”

“This smelled minty.” Baekhyun commented as he brushed the clay mask onto Sophia’s face.

“I know, it’s the one you bought me a few weeks ago.” She said. You sat on the opposite couch, your legs crossed as you watched Baekhyun’s hands.

“Alright, Y/n. Your turn.” Sophia called, getting up from her spot. You hesitantly got up, sitting where she just was. You felt awkward almost, who’s friend interacts with their friends dad this way?

Well who’s friend fucks their friend’s dad anyway?

Baekhyun gently applied the mask, being careful to keep his distance. He found you to be too cute with the red headband over your head. You looked adorable sitting so still holding you breath each time he got too close. He just wanted to kiss your lips, ignore every rational thought in his mind.

“Ok!” Sophia exclaimed, “Movie time.”

The two of you sat together, immersed in the movie Sophia picked. It was some old scary movie you hadn’t seen. Baekhyun left the room to give you two “girl time.” You could see the pout on his lips as he left to his office room.

“Want some?” Sophia asked offering you some popcorn. You reached over taking a few pieces, popping some in your mouth.

“I was thinking…” She began, chewing a mouth full of popcorn. How lady like. “What do you think about camping?” Her question made your ears perk up

“Camping? Hmm…” You tapped your chin, “I’ve never been camping properly, maybe like a tent in the back yard.”

She laughed shaking her head, “In your back yard? Y/n we have to go, dad has been talking about it for weeks now.” Sophia smiled.

You nodded, “Well, I guess it would be fun.”

“Of course! We should go this weekend before school. We can stay up all night—“

Sophia’s snores filled the air, you shook your head as her words from that night played back in your head. “We can stay up all night talking!”

You left her tent, zipping it close. You walked over to Baekhyun’s tent, zipping it open to enter. You saw him on his back, looking up through the clear tent’s roof. His eyes shifted toward your figure, crawling in his tent to sit beside him.

“Hey.” You whispered, a smile on your face.

“Well Hello.” He chuckled. “She must have fallen asleep, she never stays up late.” Baekhyun smiled, turning on his side to face you. His dewy cheeks and fluffy hair made your heart warm. Of course he looked so charming in this moment.

You giggled, reaching over to caress his cheek. “I just wanted to see you before I went to sleep.” Your hand began to fall back to your side before Baekhyun’s hand caught it, leaning into your touch.

“I’m happy you did, I wanted to see you as well.” His handsome smile displayed over his lips, his eyes peering into yours.

“Goodnight, Baekhyun.” You felt hot all of a sudden, having all his attention on you in such a closed space. You moved to leave, but Baekhyun’s hold on your wrist held you back. “Yes?” You turned your attention to him.

“Don’t leave, stay for a while. I’ll wake you up early so you can go back to your tent.” Baekhyun pouted, tilting his head at you.

You sighed, looking at him with a stern look. “Baekhyun you know what I said before we came here.”

He let out a whine, “But Y/n—“

“No but’s, you promised me. Remember?” You were referring to when you told Baekhyun you two would have to act normal on the trip. You weren’t ready to confess to Sophia yet, your gut feeling telling you to wait.

Baekhyun sighed looking down at your lap. His hand slide from your wrist to your hand, caressing it gently. “Okay.” He looked back up at you, “I’ll be good.” He leaned up to whisper in your ear. “For you.”

You hardly slept last night, tossing and turning from the lack of warmth. Your personal body heater in the next tent over put a frown on your lips. You wanted to curse Baekhyun for being so warm and addictive. You felt lonely in your giant sleeping bag waking up, your bones popping once you stretched. You felt the air hit your face as you unzipped your tent. You saw Baekhyun by the fire, sipping from a coffee cup. His messy hair and giant sweater made him look so cozy, let a lot being ride beside a campfire.

You walked closer, looking over at Sophia’s tent to see she was still asleep. Letting your hands cover his eyes you giggled when you heard the small gasp leave his lips.

“Y/n.” He whined quietly, pulling your hand from his face. You leaned over to kiss his cheek.

“Good morning.” The smile on your face brightened Baekhyun’s mood. He woke up a bit cranky from not being able to hold you all night. His arms empty and his tummy cold, he didn’t have anything to hold to his chest and rest his chin on.

“Now it is.” He chuckled, pulling you to sit beside him. He wrapped the blanket his had over his shoulders around you as well. You scooted closer, wrapping your arms around his side.

“I couldn’t sleep last night.” You continued to whisper, unsure when Sophia would wake up.

“Me either…” Baekhyun frowned, he rubbed your shoulder with his thumb. “I got cold.”

You cooed at him, scrubbing his chin. Baekhyun basked in your attention and touch.

“Don’t worry, Baek.” You giggled, “It won’t be too long.” Reassuring him only made him pout, resting his head on top of yours. You grinned at the contact, it wouldn’t be much sooner but you were still worried. The timing had to be right to tell Sophia.

You heard rustling from the tent beside you both, you scurried away from Baekhyun sitting on the log across from him.

“Morning.” Sophia yawned as she stood from her tent stretching. “It’s so cold out here.”

“Good morning.” You and Baekhyun said in unison, sharing a look before you held in a laugh. Sophia sat by Baekhyun, sneaking into the blanket he was holding around him.

“So!” She said smiling. “How about hiking today?” Baekhyun shook his head.

“As long as you didn’t forget to bring your gloves, your fingers will get cold.” He scolded sipping from his cup.

“Yeah, I actually did this time. Let’s take the same trail since we didn’t finish it last year.” Sophia sniffed, her nose began to run from the cold. “God it’s so cold.” She stuck her hands closer to the fire. “Y/n how are you only wearing that?” She exclaimed.

You were wearing one of your long sweaters and a pair of leggings. You were a bit cold but not too bad. “I’m not freezing, yet.” You giggled, wrapping your arms around yourself. “I could use a shower though.” The sigh left your lips wasn’t missed by Baekhyun.

“There’s a hot springs near by, we could all clean up tonight after hiking.” Baekhyun explained, “It’s usually empty at night, a lot of people come to this spot this time of year. But they’re never out after dark…” He trailed off

Sophia groaned. “Don’t even say it.”

“Because of the monsters in the woods.” He continued ominously, trying to scare Sophia. He broke out in a laugh when she pushed his shoulder standing from the log.

“Anyways! We should eat and set out to the trail!” She chirped.

You didn’t pack a pair of gloves, luckily Baekhyun had an extra pair to lend you. You were wrapped in one of your huge snow coats, two pairs of fuzzy socks and thick boots. You were not about to freeze.

“This view is gorgeous.” You whispered as you three hiked further up the mountain. Sophia was leading the way talking about random stories.

“Not as gorgeous as you.” Baekhyun whispered passing you, his hand running along your waist. Your cheeks blushed, his sudden comment and smirk flustering you. You followed behind, the crunch of the snow under your boots becoming numbing. Sophia stopped, her hands on her hips as she stood before the edge of a cliff.

“This is a sight, be careful though.” She turned her head to smile at you. “Come.”

You walked hesitantly, you were afraid of heights. You looked for a second before running away from the edge back to Baekhyun running into his arms.

“U-Uh.” Baekhyun stuttered with wide eyes, laughing it off. “Did that scare you Y/n?”

Sophia laughed, walking from the edge to pat your back. “If you were scared you didn’t have to look.”

You pouted, the adrenaline causing you to feel dizzy. “I hate heights.” You realized you were holding onto Baekhyun before you cleared your throat and stepped away. “Sorry.”

Sophia treaded on, leading you two to another location. “Are you guys getting thirsty?” Baekhyun asked, sliding off the backpack from his back. Sophia nodded, you only stood there unable to answer. You were feeling tired, you felt as if you were sweating but felt so cold at the same time.

“Here,” Sophia handed you a cup of a hot liquid. “Hot chocolate.” You accepted it, bringing the cup up to your lips to chug the whole cup. You felt a little better, maybe you were just thirsty?

Baekhyun looked over, observing your swaying body as you took short steps to lean against a tree. His brows furrowed, walking over to you.

“Y/n?” He called. Your head turned to his voice, your eyes were tired. He noticed the sweat gathered on your forehead along with your pink nose and cheeks. “Are you alright?” Baekhyun tilted his head, “Here, have mine too.”

You took the cup, but somehow you felt too tired to drink it. Baekhyun lifted your hands for you, tilting your head back to help you. You swallowed the warm drink, but still felt so dizzy.

“I’m okay.” You assured him, “Sophia’s looking.” Baekhyun turned as you whispered to him, nodding.

“Just tell me when somethings wrong.”

You three continued up the path, the further you went the worse you felt. You were sweating even more, your breathing felt labored and your foot steps grew heavier.

“B-Baekhyun.” You felt your knees give out and you fell to the ground on your hands and knees.

Sophia was the one to turn around first, rushing to your side. “Y/n! Are you alright?” She searched your face, seeing the sweat over your neck. “Oh my god, you’re burning up.” She unbuttoned your jacket, taking it off your torso. “We should turn back around and get back to the camp.” Sophia sounded so sad.

“N-no, let’s get to the cabin.”

“But you can’t even stand Y/n.” Sophia rubbed your shoulder, “You can’t push yourself.”

“I’ll carry her.” Baekhyun offered. Inside Baekhyun was yelling at himself, he should’ve known something was wrong earlier. He wanted to apologize a million times, but now wasn’t the time with Sophia here. His heart ached seeing you on the ground for longer than needed.

Sophia nodded, “The cabin is closer, can you carry her there?’

“Here, help her up.” He crouched in front of you, holding his hands behind him to catch your weak body as Sophia helped you stand. Your cheek rested on Baekhyun’s shoulder, your arms loosely wrapped around him. His hands hooked under your legs to hold you up.

“Can you carry my backpack?” He asked Sophia who nodded, “Let’s hurry.”

“I’ll walk ahead to see if someone can help.” Sophia stated before running further before you and Baekhyun.

“Y/n.” Baekhyun cooed when Sophia was out of ear shot. “I’m so sorry. I should have known you weren’t well.”

“How could you have possibly…” You stoped to inhale, “Possibly known I would collapse.”

He frowned, looking ahead. “But I feel so horrible, I’ve never seen you like this. I was so scared.”

Baekhyun’s voice was vulnerable.

“It’s okay Baek.” You rubbed his chest, “Don’t think about it, you’re saving me now.”

He let a small smile take over his face.

“My Prince Charming.” You rubbed the top of his head. “I’m so sleepy.” You yawned, “I think im going to sleep…” Your words trailed off.

To Baekhyun’s shock your body went limp, had you passed out? He tried to hurry up the mountain, reaching the cabin in a rush. Baekhyun found Sophia talking to the owner of the place explaining their situation.

“Oh my, please bring her this way.” The older woman said once she saw your sweaty face and red cheeks.

“She can rest here till she wakes up.” She shook her head, “Poor girl, she probably was dehydrated or sleep deprived.”

Baekhyuns mind went back to your words this morning. “I couldn’t sleep last night.” Did you toss and turn the entire night because he wasn’t by your side? His heart sank at the thought, you couldn’t lose sleep over this factor.

“Are you alright?” Sophia asked coming closer to sit by Baekhyun who pulled up a chair by the bed you rested in.

Baekhyun cleared his throat, looking from you to Sophia. “Y-yeah.”

Sophia raised a brow at her father. “Somethings up, did something happen between you two?” She asked.

Baekhyuns heart pounded, did she know? There was no way she knew when you two haven’t been obvious around her. “No—“

“Dad, I know.”

His eyes widened. “I know she’s your favorite friend of mine, but she’ll be okay. Dont worry too much, we’ll all have snores when she’s better.” Sophia smiled.

Baekhyun exhaled quietly, the sudden shock leaving his body. “Y-yes. She’ll be alright.”

You woke up in a warm room under a thick blanket, you looked around seeing Baekhyun’s arms crossed over his chest as he stared down at the bed.

“Baekhyun.” You called, your hand reaching for him. You felt like a child in the moment, wanting to hold him and be near him so badly. You just felt so dumb and helpless for letting yourself collapse.

He looked over, with worried eyes. “Y/n.” He whispered looking down at your hand emerging under the blanket before holding it with both his hands.

“Where is Soph?” You asked, letting your head rest against the pillow.

“She went to order lunch for us. We’ve been here for a bit, but dont worry.” He smiled down at you, “The lady that owns this establishment is very kind, she’s letting you rest till you’re okay.”

“That’s so nice of her.” You pouted, “I feel bad, I should’ve said something earlier. I’m sorry for ruining the hike up here.”

“Don’t blame yourself too much, we all push ourselves too far sometimes.” He rubbed his thumb over the back of your hand comfortingly. “Sometimes it results in a lesson.”

“Thank you..” You looked away from him in embarrassment. “For carrying me here.”

“Hmm, I believe you referred to me as your Prince Charming?” He teased giving you one of his bright smiles as he laughed.

“I don’t recall such words coming from my mouth Byun.” Ignoring the whole ordeal together seems to get another laugh out of Baekhyun.

“Yeah, yeah.” He shook his head, “ You owe me.” He stuck his tongue out at you, you knew he was joking.

The door opened suddenly, Sophia entering with a tray of bowls. “I hope you guys like soup—“ Her words were cut off by the sight of you two holding hands. “You guys alright? Did something happen?”

Baekhyun looks down at your guy’s hands before he looks back at Sophia. “I was just seeing if she was cold.”

Sophia nods before smiling, “Alright! We’re having warm vegetable soup. The nice grandma cooked this especially for us.” She sat the tray down then proceeded to give you two bowls of hot soup.

“This smells so good.” You groaned. Bringing a spoonful to your mouth you moaned loudly. “Oh my god.” Baekhyun side eyed you, your noises testing his patience once again.

Sophia agreed clapping her hands together happily. “She let me help her cook this, she was talking the whole time about how many people have visited today.” “Wow, that’s nice of you Soph.” Baekhyun smiled at his daughter. “She probably could use the help, I haven’t seen any other staff.”

“She has a grandson working with her…” Sophia said shyly, you noticed her cheeks tinge pink.

“Oh?” You said with a tilt of your head, “A grandson hmm? Is he around your age?”

“Y-yeah. He helped us cook as well, he was talking to me about..” Her words trailed off as a smile was brought to her face.

You cooed at her dopey expression. “Sophia has a crush.” You teased.

Baekhyuns brows furrowed looking from you to Sophia. “Who is this boy?” He questioned defensively. You noticed it right away, Baekhyun was one of those dads. Not on your watch.

“His names Sungwoo.” She held her cheeks as she gushed over just his name.

“I can’t believe it!” You gushed with her, mimicking her actions. “You like him hmm?”

Sophia nodded with a smile. “He’s really nice.. he gave me his number.”

“How forward.” Baekhyun grumbles. You scoff, as if he’s one to speak about forwardness. The first night you two met replaying in your head.

“I think it’s cute, I say go for it. You’re young.”

“I think you should block him.” Baekhyun commented. “Who knows what he wants.”

“It’s not like that.” You and Sophia both said in unison.

Baekhyun grumbled something else incoherent before finishing his meal.

“Were you hungry?” You asked slyly, he most likely ate fast so you three could leave. He looks at you with a glare almost, but it softens at your playful smile. He couldn’t argue with you but he was upset about Sophia being interested in some boy. He rolls his eyes, he was wrapped around your finger and you knew it.

The hike back down the mountain wasn’t as hard as going up, you felt better but you wanted to wash up desperately.

“The hot spring’s empty! We can take turns bathing, I’ll go first if you guys don’t mind. Sungwoo wants to meet for a walk.” Sophia giggled as she skipped away toward the hot springs.

You looked from Sophias disappearing figure to Baekhyun. His eyes were on yours, his head tilted curiously.

“Hm?” You asked tilting your head to mimic him.

Baekhyun smiled, “You just look so pretty.” His simple compliment made your stomach fill with butterflies.

“What do you want.” You crossed your arms, he had to be sweet talking you for some reason.

“You, specifically.” He pouted.

“No Baekhyun.” You pointed at him, “Don’t try to coax me. Because it’s so hard to say no.” You stood from the bean bag chair to distance yourself. You knew if he touched you just once you’d fold and say yes a million times.

Baekhyun laughed loudly, “Aww, but Y/n. We’re all alone, I miss you.” “Baekhyun I’m literally right here.” You rolled your eyes at his attempt. “You’re not very convincing.” You teased.

Baekhyun pouted till Sophia came back, in a new set a clothes from washing. The sun had set and the moon was bright enough to light up practically everything. “Oh my god, the hot springs was amazing. But I gotta go. I’ll see you guys later.” Sophia winked at you and waved to her father who sat with a permanent pout. You giggled as she scurried off before Baekhyun could say anything.

“Well, I’m going to wash up. I feel so gross.” You sighed picking up your change of clothes.

“Be careful~” He waved as your figure disappeared.

You stripped, quickly stepping into the hot water. Goosebumps covered your skin at the difference in temperature. You covered your chest as you entered submerging ourself fully. You relaxed, closing your eyes as your arms swirled in the water. Your mind replayed the events of today, you felt horrible. If you would’ve spoke up none of it would happened. But then Sophia wouldn’t have met that guy she seems interested in.

Maybe you were the worlds best wing man? You giggled to yourself as you washed up in the hot water. Steam rose off the surface and into the cold air. You would sigh every time your body reentered the water, it warming your whole body.

You yelped hearing a twig snap, turning toward the sound.

“Y/n?” Baekhyun called, he smiled at your arms covering your breasts. The water rippling around you as you turned to look at him.

“W-what are you doing here? What if Sophia—“

“She’s not back yet, my love.” He says, walking toward the water until it reaches his waist. “Oh..” You looked down at the reflection of the sky in the water, the moon shinning brightly. Baekhyun thought you looked gorgeous, the moonlight shinning over your back’s delicate skin. The water droplets rolling down your body.

He grinned, tilting his head. “Y/n.” He called once more, you lifted your head turning to look at him. He curled his finger under your chin, bringing your lips to his. You felt him smile into the kiss as he pressed his chest against your back. Your cheeks became warm, his beating heart thumping against your shoulder blade. He pulled back, resting his chin on your shoulder. His arms wrapped around your waist, clasping in front of you.

“This is pretty romantic.” He commented, “I’d love to make love to you under the moonlight like this, you look so beautiful.”

His words make your lips spread into a smile, covering your face with your hand flustered. “Stop.” Your tone told him you were embarrassed. He chuckled, the deep vibration tingling your back. You turned around in his arms, the moonlight hitting his every feature.

“You look as charming as ever.” You complimented, wrapping your arms around his neck. He leaned down with a smile to peck your nose.

“The moonlight is just so bright tonight.” He comments, looking up in the sky. You join him, your eyes finding the black sky littered with stars and the very full, bright moon. You felt Baekhyun’s thumb rub circles on your lower back.

He looked at your dazed expression as you admired the night sky, your curious eyes looking as mesmerizing as ever.

He thought this was the perfect moment.

“Y/n?”

Your eyes drifted to his, a grin on your lips. “Hmm?”

“Will you be mine?”

You blinked a few times, unsure if he was asking you the question you thought he was. “B-Baekhyun.” You stuttered, your cheeks red from the sudden pressure.

“Well?” He chuckled at your wordless reply.

“Yes.” You said, “A thousand times yes.” You pulled him down kissing him deeply. Your heart was beating out of your chest, you were sure he could feel it.

He smiled against your lips, cupping your cheek as you both pulled away. “So it’s official now.” He whispered to you only, “I can’t even believe I can say you’re mine.” Baekhyun shook his head, his eyes became glossy. “Is this not a dream?” He leaned down to kiss you once, pulling back to still see you were very much real.

You caressed his cheek lovingly. “This is reality.”

“So it’s you.” He calls, “You’re the one?” Baekhyun’s question slightly confuses you.

You tilt your head in question. “You’re the one I worship and adore.” His eyes are sparkling, you saw the stars in them as you looked closer.

“Baekhyun.”

“Yes, my love.”

“You’re making it hard to not fuck you.” Your words made Baekhyun chuckle, he knew you wanted to stay away from the activity while you guys were camping.

“But, I don’t want to fuck you.” He poked out his bottom lip. “I wan’t to make love to you.” His hand rubbed your hip comfortingly.

“But..”

“Mhm.” Baekhyun slid his hand down further, reaching your clit. You gasped your brows furrowing instantly.

“Baek.“

“Kitten?” He answered. And there it was, that damned nickname. He chuckles, leaning by your ear. “Even though I call you such a pet name, I’m the one with a collar around my neck.” His words made your thighs squeeze together. He wasn’t wrong, he was very leading and dominant in bed. But contrasting that side, Baekhyun would do any and everything for you. Serving you as if he were your pet, you were the collar on his neck.

“I like the sound of that.” Your lips grazed his neck that was so close. “I really want to leave marks over you.” Your confession made Baekhyun’s stomach burst with butterflies. “Your skin is so pretty and flawless. Such a pretty color.” Your hand ran down his abdomen till it brushed over his cock.

“I know I said we weren’t going to do this on this trip. But—“ You were cut off by Baekhyun pinching your clit. “But you make it so hard to say no.”

Baekhyun smiled onto your skin, placing a kiss on your shoulder. “You’re irresistible. I’m sorry, I can’t keep my hands off of you. And then all of a sudden I can get you alone, I can only thank god for the moment.”

You giggled shaking your head, “You’re charming aren’t you?”

“If you say so kitten.”

“Hmm, okay puppy.”

“Puppy?”

“You have a collar, you’re my puppy.” You argued.

“I think you’re so cute.”

“Enough talking.” You joked as you kissed over his neck, stroking him gently. Baekhyun’s eyes shut as his forehead rested on your shoulder.

His finger slowly continued it’s ministrations on your clit, stuttering your movements. “I can’t—“

“Yes you can.” He said lowly, his finger pressing harder in your folds. “Your thighs are so thick I can barely fit my hand in there.” He chuckles. “I would prefer them around my head if we’re completely honest.”

Your kitty clenched at the though, his words sending shivers down your spine. “Sit on your face?”

“Yes, Kitty.” Baekhyun pulled back to see your flustered face. “I think we should head back, someone might see us. Even though, seeing you in the moonlight like this seems so surreal.”

His flirting was honestly so endearing, he never quit trying to pull you. Even if he officially had you all now.

“Let’s go.”

You let your thighs rest on either side of Baekhyun’s head as you hovered over his waiting lips. You were nervous but so ready at the same time. You knew Baekhyun had such a skilled tongue already.

“Sit.” He commanded, spanking your ass. You yelped jolting up, “Down.” He added with a chuckle, guiding your hips to his tongue.

“F-fuck.” You stuttered, matching your hips as you felt sensitive to his mouth. Baekhyun listened to all the sounds you made as he pleased you. Every small gasp or loud moan you let out, all traveled to his ears. He closed his eyes in ecstasy as you grinned against his face slightly. He couldn’t contain the grunts that were escaping his mouth only to be muffled. He felt himself getting extremely hard, at the bare thought of how wet you were made his cock twitch.

“Puppy..” You moaned as his tongue lapped at your clit expertly, your hands entangled in his hair, pulling the strands when he made you feel too sensitive.

Baekhyun thought the nickname was cute, precious even, such a suitable nickname for the one you had on a leash. He couldn’t think about anything else but making you feel good. He craved the result of you being breathless after he fucked you till orgasm. It was a treat for him.

Baekhyun’s hand spanked you, earning a surprised moan. He loved that specific noise, it was so raw and in the moment.

You called Baekhyuns name as you felt yourself getting closer to your orgasm. But he held your hips still, pulling back resting his head on the pillow.

“Get on your back, kitten.”

You didn’t question his command, quickly following his words. Baekhyun peered down at your body, letting his hand travel over your collarbones down to your breasts. He teased one of them, pinching you playfully to get a noise out of you. Your hands shot up to shield your chest as he pinched you once more. His eyes shifted to yours, curiously. You pouted shaking your head. “Okay, my love.” He smiled, leaning down to kiss your head. His hand trailed down to your sex brushing over it slightly before traveling down your thigh. He sat between your thighs, wrapping them around his waist as he asked for permission to fuck you.

You nodded shyly.

He didn’t hesitate, slowly sliding himself in. Baekhyun felt himself bottom out, the sensation made your toes curl. “Hmm? That felt good?” He teased, moving slowly. Baekhyun’s hips rolled into yours slowly, he knew how you liked it by now. Your arms relaxed above your head, causing Baekhyun to look up at them. He reached up, holding them down.

“I do like having this sense of control, sometimes it feels like you’re inviting me to take it.”

You didn’t know how to respond, his words rendering you speechless as usual. “I-I—“

“You’re begging for me to.” He cooed down at your stuttering form. He let his hand rest over your tummy. “I’m right here, baby can you feel that?”

You moaned at his words, he was dirty talking you so often it made you forget this was a normal conversation. “Baekhyun, fuck me.” You commanded with furrowed brows. You were concentrated on his thumb rubbing circles in your folds.

“As you wish, Kitty.”

Baekhyun leaned down to kiss your temple as his hips sped up. You felt the familiar feeling from earlier return as he did. You knew you wouldn’t be able to last long.

You heard a twig snap and the crunch of leaves. You both froze.

“I’m back!” Sophia’s voice announced.

You looked at Baekhyun with wide eyes.

Her footsteps passed the tent over to her own. “Guess they’re both knocked out.”

You let out the breath you were holding when you heard her tent zip up. You were lucky the tents were distances away you couldn’t hear talking in the next tent over.

“Baekhyun.” You whispered still nervous.

He looked down and saw the scared look displayed on your face. He found it amusing. “Just keep quiet.” He put his finger up to his lips. Your eyes widened. Was he really about to finish this?

Baekhyun rolled his hips into yours, earning a quiet moan from you. He furrowed his brows before clamping hand over your mouth as he leaned down to whisper to you. “We have to play the quiet game, okay Kitten?”

You nodded, unable to do anything else. He picked up speed, his cock pounding into you as you tried to contain every moan anting to escape through your lips. Baekhyun’s hand muffled any that came out, He kissed your neck adding to your pleasure to get you off at least. If anything, he wanted you to orgasm. Mainly so he could watch your body twitch when he touched it in it’s sensitive state. Your thighs squeezed his waist as his hips grinding into yours had you on the edge of your orgasm. Your eyes rolled back and your jaw went slack as you felt it roll over you like a tidal wave. Baekhyun clamped his hand down as your muffled moans tried to escape. His hips still rolling into yours, your body started jerking away from Baekhyun.

“Baek—“ Your call of his name muffled by his hand. He kissed your temple as he chuckled.

Baekhyun pulled himself out carefully, laying beside you. He exhaled tiredly.

“But you didn’t…” You put your hand on his chest.

“Don’t worry about me, I just wanted to see you orgasm.” He placed his hand over yours, looking at you with tired eyes. “Let’s sleep, hm?”

You pouted, looking down at his painfully hard erection. There was no way he would be able to sleep. You looked at him once more before laying on your side with your back against him.

“Cuddle me.” You whined. He chuckled before obliging, wrapping his arm around your waist with your back against his chest.

You stuck your hand behind you, finding his erection and guiding it to your folds before letting it rest there. Baekhyun hisses quietly, his hips bucking into them.

“Fuck Y/n.” He whispered, “You’re so warm though.” Baekhyun couldn’t help but to sigh and give in, getting off on his cock rubbing between your lips.

You moaned quietly, this felt quite nice for you as well. His tip of his head rubbing your clit as you arched your back for him.

His hand gripped your hip, pulling you to meet his hips harshly. He moaned at the warmth of your cunt, he couldn’t believe you existed. Baekhyun’s hand traveled up to grope your breast, pinching your nipple lightly.

Your hips were meeting his when he thrusted, your thighs making sure he didn’t slip out. His dick was hard and the perfect size to lay right up against your clit.

You felt another orgasm coming on, as Baekhyun chased his first one he was on the edge of. He harshly gripped your hips, his animalistic instinct taking over as he bucked into your warm folds repeatedly. He felt himself orgasm intensely, leaking all over your clit. You fucked yourself on his pulsating cock as he finished, hearing the squelching sound of his cum all over your cunt. The sound was what made you orgasm another time, your hips pausing and thighs clenching together. You couldn’t hold yourself up any longer, collapsing against the pillow.

“God damn you, Y/n.” Baekhyun chuckled as his dick stayed between your legs, you didn’t bother taking it out.

“Leave it, it’s comfortable.

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PIES’ FIC RECOMMENDATIONS FOR MAY 2020

So I’ve never done one of these fic recommendations lists before but I really want to share some of the amazing work that I’ve read this past month! I’ve definitely read a whole ton more but I was dumb and didn’t think to like draft this list and then just keep adding to it... so I’m just attempting to go through my tags LOL please be patient with my dumbass. 

NOTE: Since I only started doing this recently, a lot of my recommendations are gonna come from a lot of my mutuals but I’m always open to hearing more about other fics!!! If you’ve got an incredible fic that you are super proud of or if you think that I should read something you’ve read, PLEASE SEND IT TO ME! I’m really big on StevexFem!Reader, BuckyxFem!Reader, WandaxFem!Reader, CarolxFem!Reader, and Stucky fics!!!

If you do end up reading these fics, please tag me if you reblog them or comment on them!! I’d love to see your guys’ reactions :) 

ANYWAYS THE FOLLOWING PEOPLE HAVE CRUSHED MY HEART WITH AMAZING FICS, RUINED MY IDEALS OF WHAT LOVE IS, AND/OR BROKEN MY HEART WITH ANGST ONLY TO REVIVE IT WITH SOME FLUFF. I love you all so very much.

PS. if these links dont work for some reason, please let me know so I can update this list because I was very distracted halfway through making this so it might not be perfect!

1.Walpurgis Night by @anika-ann​ | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “In which Steven volunteers to find a long-lost princess of Starkerbürg. (Fairy Tale AU)” I have no clue why this fic is not given more goddamn attention because holy shit yall, I have never been so grasped by a fic before. If you love medieval/fairy tale type things, you will love this fic. And if you don’t, you’re gonna love it anyways because @anika-ann​ writes SO. FUCKING. WELL. 100% fluff and love.

2. Abs Aren’t Always the Answer by @its-not-captain-america​ | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “Steve asks Y/N what girls are interested in, trying to impress her. Several shirtless pics later it’s not working.” Y’all want hilarious shit??? What about Steve Rogers always trying to take his fucking shirt off because he has the DNA (and the body) of a stripper? JK that’s not the actual reason but this fic is so funny, I died reading the first 700 times (and the 701st time too... and every time after that). 100% hilarious.

3. Challenge Accepted...? by @anika-ann​ | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader ”Steve’s never been good at quick decision-making when it came to his own safety. After one particularly horrible experience, you find a way to remind him every day to think twice the next time he’s faced with a tough choice. He is not amused.” Steven Grant Rogers you stupid dumb hoe lol. That’s all I’mma say about this fic because it speaks for itself when you read it haha. Banter is iconic in this fic. 100% hilarious.

4. A Matter of Trust by @anika-ann​ | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “You and Steve get to go to a mission together after a while; free drinks, partying, dressing-up nicely, stealing blueprints, the usual. You might even enjoy this as a couple.“ This time it’s Y/N that’s kindof a stupid dumb hoe but like that’s okay because when Y/N is a stupid dumb hoe, it’s not as stupid or dumb as when Steve does it. There’s a bit of a carry on between Challenge Accepted...? and this fic! So I would suggest reading that one first and then this :) 100% hilarious.

5. For a Smile by @anika-ann​ | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “You see him run past every morning. So you smile, because he looks like a nice person. How could he not be when he smiles back and the world stops for a while to pay respect to such beauty?” So you know how Disney movies totally screwed over some of our perspectives of how guys were gonna come and sweep us off our feet? Yeah. This fic did it too. I’m still waiting for my fairytale fucking moment like this fic but if it never happens, I’ll settle for just reading this over and over again LOL. 100% F L U F F and LOVE.

6. Grease and Pearls by @anika-ann​​ | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “All you know is uptown; fancy clothes, expensive cars, jewellery outshining one’s personality and exhausting dinners with family acquaintances and business partners. Your life is all planned out; one day, you’ll marry Howard Stark’s son and you’ll be the golden couple adored by press.” This 3-part series slayed me. Like honestly, I’ve never been so torn apart before. Y’all lucky that if you read it, you get to read all 3 parts right away whereas I had to sit and wait for my heart to be torn apart and then stomped on. (Jk anika i love you you know that). Super amazing thing I love about this fic: it’s got links to the dresses that Y/N wears (super cute btw) AND it’s got two different endings so you can decide!!! 100% ANGST and 100% FLUFF? At the same time??? Because of the two endings?!?!?!? NOTE: part 2 got some steamy smut in there so 18+ readers only. I had to take a cold shower after reading it like goddamn.

7. Be Alright by @kayteewritessteve​ ​| Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “Steve goes through a bad breakup, but a sweet voice and a friendly smile helps him realize he can begin again, and that he definitely should.” God this fic. I can’t with this fic. It’s based on the Dean Lewis song Be Alright, which is already one of my favourites, but this fic, ugh, Kaytee knows how to hurt you that’s for sure. It’s so pure and so wonderful. 100% SAD but like it gets better promise.

8. Cold Feet by @anika-ann​ | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader

“After two months of dating, you’ve come to a conclusion as exciting as well as a bit irritating: Steve Rogers is a perfect man. He simply has no flaw.Or does he?” Mother. Fucking. Adorable. I dunno if there’s anything else to say except that anika really knows how to make me wish I was Y/N adsoifhosd. 100% F L U F F

9. Hot Chocolate by @vodkaxtonic​ | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “Steve gets sick and Y/N takes care of him, which involves a lot of Steve’s whining, hot chocolate and cuddles.“ Steve Rogers is a little shit who won’t just accept that he’s sick and needs to be taken care of BUT IT’S SO CUTE AND THIS FIC IS THE BEST!!!! 100% FLUFF!!

10. Home by @evanstush​ | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “It’s been 2 years since the last battle and it’s now Morgan’s 7th birthday, and well, Tony being Tony, he prepared a small party for her little girl, inviting everyone from the team, including you.” Hnnnggg this fic. Okay so. I love @evanstush​ with all my fucking heart because she’s always been so supportive of me and my fics. That being said I WAS NOT EXPECTING HER KIND ASS TO HURT MY HEART LIKE THIS. But again, it’s okay because it’s got fluff guys. 50% ANGST and 50% FLUFF. Well like it’s 100% both but like I have to split it haha.

11. Cocktails by @writeyourmindaway​ | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “ ~i really don’t know what to write i’m sorry~ DRINKS!” That’s okay, darling, I’ll write the summary you. HILARITY. WONDERFULNESS. THE WORD BLOWJOB WRITTEN SO MANY TIMES AND IT’S FUCKING GOLD. This is so funny i love it haha. This fic killed me. I should’ve seen it coming (hehe) but i didn’t lol. 100% HILARIOUS.

12. Unadulterated by @writeyourmindaway​ | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader No summary for this one but again, I shall do the honours haha. It’s part 2 of ‘Cocktails’ and this one is just as adorable and hilarious as the first part! Steve is a cheeky little soft boi and the flirting just makes me feel all sorts of ways <3 100% ADORABLE.

13. Water Wars by @writeyourmindaway | Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader “The team finds a new way to unwind” I love fics where you just see the team get to be normal people!!! Plus haven’t we all thought about how the Avengers would are in a water fight? Is that just me? Don’t have to fantasize about it now because @writeyourmindaway wrote it for you :D 100% FLUFF.

14. Slow Like Honey by @heli0s-writes | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “The gossip that buzzes around in the teacher’s lounge is that sweet, sensitive, divorcé Steve Rogers is hot-for-teacher. His daughter’s first-grade teacher, to be exact.” I binged this whole fucking series. 8 parts of PURE. EVERYTHING. I have never so badly wanted a happy ending in my fucking life. This is an amazing series with so much love put into it, you can tell. I really can’t explain this fic because you really need to just go read it to know how amazing it is. NOTE: Part 4, 5, and 8 have some serious love smut in there so 18+ readers only please. UGH. I love this fic so much. I will continue to keep daydreaming about it and thinking about it all the time. God I love me some Dad!Steve. 50% FLUFF and 50% ANGST (which seriously tore my heart out like I cried).

15. You Make My World Spin by @anika-ann | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “After the Battle of New York and all the mess Tony gets involved in later, Pepper believes he is in a need of an assistant slash tech genius. Enter you. While Tony is not amused by Pepper’s idea at first… he soon warms up to you.” So many insanely wonderful references in this fic, it’s hilarious. Also, Tony being a little shit LOL. Such a hilarious fic!!!! 100% AMAZINGLY HILARIOUS.

16. If You Stumble... by @anika-ann | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “If you stumble…make it part of the dance. In which you ask Steve what your date would look like if you lived the forties. He decides to show you instead. There are few flaws, holes to see through to glimpse beyond that illusion. But what life would be besides boring if everything was perfect? Perfect dress. Perfect date. Perfect gentleman…?” So my dumbass was so excited to read something that anika put out that I didn’t realize this was part 2 of a 3 part series lol I’m dumb yes I know. Anyways, this is part 1 so please don’t be like me and read the first part LOL. ANYWAYS, this was so fucking wholesome. This is definitely one that I need to read again and fully read in order (she’s got part 3 on her AO3, I believe) but ugh. I love the idea of Steve dating in this century, comparing things to how things were done in the old days ufglasodfhsd. I love it. Amazing. 100% FLUFF (I think because well my dumbass hasn’t finished but this part was fluffy :3)

17. @wxstedhexrt‘s poems | Read Them Here! | Steve Rogers x Bucky Barnes I don’t think Destiny ever gave me a summary of these but (and Destiny, please correct me if I’m wrong in how you want these to be portrayed!) I believe they’re poems written throughout the whole Steve and Bucky timeline. She’s used the Winter Soldier’s words and turned them into a gorgeous set of poems. 100% My favourite thing in the whole fucking world. 

18. The Lonely Tree by @sarahwroteathing​ | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “You have a favorite tree which you make sure to pass every day on your way to class, but one day you find you’ll have to get used to sharing it with a friendly art student.” Holy shit guys this 15 part series was so amazing. It’s 100% PURE FLUFF and PINING and gorgeous. Holy shit. Like I screamed reading the whole goddamn thing. Amazing writing by an amazing human being with some awesome humour haha.

19. @sinner-as-saint​ responding to an anon request? Amazing. | Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader Request: May I just spice up your day with the thought of best friend/roommate bucky being jealous when you bring someone home HOT. AS. FUCK. Holy shit. It’s such a short little list of things that Bucky would do but ugh. I was dying reading it. I love me some jealous Bucky smut. 100% angsty fluff? With smuttiness ;) 18+ readers please!!

20. @alloftheimaginesblog​ prompted fic | Steve Rogers x Reader (I could be wrong here but I believe the gender of the reader is never specified? But the ring is a woman’s ring so?? @alloftheimaginesblog​ pls correct me if you want!) Prompt: Finding an engagement ring in one of their drawers. So fucking fluffy I needed a cavity filled after ugh. I loved it so much it was just a gorgeous piece of writing. Steve is a little piece of poop for not hiding that ring better I mean come on, you’re telling me you couldn’t have punched a hole, put the ring there, and then cover it up with like a cabinet or something??? jk i still love you steeb. 100% fluff!

21. Laser Tag by @stargazingfangirl18​ | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “You play laser tag with your boyfriend Steve and his best friend Bucky. Since you’re just a plain ole civilian, you gotta use what non-Avenger skills you have to avoid losing. Hint: those skills involve Steve and kissing.” Iconic. Everything. Wonderful. There is nothing I love more than Steve Rogers being a little sucker for making out with his girlfriend even when there’s a competition. 100% fluff!!!!

22. Under the Rainbow, Draga mea by @binkysteebnpewter​ | Wanda Maximoff x Fem!Reader I don’t think there’s an official summary ( @binkysteebnpewter​ pls correct me if I’m wrong) but my summary is this: GAYNESS <3 I love me some wlw content so when I saw this pop up on my dash, I couldn’t NOT read. It’s soooo good. This is a Social Media AU and the amount of meme usage in there I- it’s fucking wonderful. It’s still in progress though so you guys will have to pine after this relationship with me. I FUCKING LOVE IT. 100% GAY LOVE <3

23. A Fic in which Peggy Carter plays wingwoman because these two idiots are in love with each other but they can’t see it so our Queen needs to throw it at them by @1she1hulk1​ (please note I made this title by myself because I don’t think there was a title LOL @1she1hulk1​ lmk if you want me to change this xD) | Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader “the plot is bacially you and Steve go to see Peggy and she tells Steve to finally make his move” Peggy Carter is a fucking Queen and she knows that Steve is falling for you, because he just won’t stop fucking talking about you LOL. Anyways, this is a super cute fic!!!! Please go give it some love because this human being who wrote it doesn’t think she’s a good writer?????? Crazy. 100% FLUFF!!!!

OTHER FICS THAT DESERVE MENTIONING!!!!

So because this is my first recommendation list on this site, I know I’m definitely missing some amazing fics that I’ve read but never saved (I’m a terrible person I know). So I’m just gonna add them in this list here because they deserve love and attention too!

@wxstedhexrt​‘s poetry. Period. End of story lol. JK. So the ones that I’ve read that are on Destiny’s tumblr aren’t all fandom related (besides the one that I posted above) but they’re still really amazing. I’ve never felt so captured by poems before (mostly because i’m stupid and don’t understand a lot of poetry). Ugh anyways I love her poems so much so please go check them out! CLICK HERE FOR BEAUTY <3

Alright so I know a lot of you guys know @kayteewritessteve​ but if you don’t, she’s this super amazing writer with INCREDIBLE series. (CLICK HERE TO SEE HER FULL MASTERLIST). But one of my most favourite series by her, and one of my favourite series of all time, is: If Only You Knew “You arrive home one day to find a wedding invite for two of your best friends from high school. You knew this day was going to come eventually, but even with that said, you weren’t prepared to return home. At least not after 7 years of avoiding Buckhannon, West Virginia. Or rather, avoiding him; your ex-best friend and the secret love of your life. But maybe it was finally time to face your past, to face him and everything else that happened on that horrible night.”  This 18 (plus an Epilogue) part series will literally have you screaming at your screen being like WHY YALL CANT JUST TELL EACH OTHER HOW YALL FEEL?!?!?!?! 75% angst (because Kaytee likes to hurt us) and 25% fluff BUT the fluff is SOOOOO worth it so it’s like 100% angst and 200% fluff (i was never a mathlete). NOW since, we’re on the topic of Kaytee’s writing, I’d also like to mention: Love and War  “In a harsh medieval world, you set out on a perilous quest that will lead you onto a forbidden land. A land ruled and controlled by a ruthless Warlord King, one who does not look favourably upon trespassers of any kind, and punishes all with an iron fist. You may not know exactly where this quest will end, but what you do know is you will forever be altered by it. And that knowledge alone is what truly terrifies you the most.” so I read this while Kaytee was writing it about a year ago and holllyyyyyy shit. Okay. So. Listen. Fantasy? Check. Romance? Check. Amazing writing? Well it’s Kaytee so yea obviously check. I want to list more things but I don’t want to give it away! This is a 15 part series (plus an Epilogue and Outro) but it goes by so quickly once you’re stuck and waiting for more!!!! 

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Great Expectations

Characters: CastielXReader

Word Count: 1297

Summary: A five part fluffy 1st date drabble series. Castiel’s nerves nearly get the better of him when he realizes you didn’t realize that when he asked if you wanted to grab dinner, he was actually asking if you would like to go on a date.

Previous Parts: Pt.1, Pt.2, Pt. 3

Part 4: A Stairway to Heaven

“Open your eyes.”

Eager as you are to see the surprise Cas has in store for you on the bunker’s roof, your breath stutters when he lifts the warmth of his fingers away from where they loosely sheathed your sight. Replacing the dark shielding heat of his hands is a glow of gold against the thin skin shuttering your lashes – a gilded glow very much like that of a sun you know set hours ago.

Eyes flying wide as directed to seek out the source of that strange luminance, strings of tiny twinkling white bulbs crisscrossing the rooftop greet your awestruck vision. In the center, where the lines of light meet, a blanket spreads below; a picnic basket sits strewn to one side.

Suddenly feeling breathless and short on oxygen although you’ve been standing still, you sway backward at the onslaught of sweetness and into the sturdy pillar of the seraph’s frame.

He catches you; a gentle grip encircles your upper arms, easing your spine into the solid cushion of his chest to steady your balance.

“Cas, when-” you whisper, volume weighted in wonderment- “when did you have time to do all this?”

When he speaks, relieved the extent of his worried measures to make tonight special are enough to delight despite the misunderstandings of intent overcome to get here, whatever awkwardness he endured forgotten, the small smile of his satisfaction at your awestruck reaction hovers along the shell of your ear. “Nevermind that-” his rasping voice radiates outward from the spot, exciting pins and needles of pleasure in every nerve- “do you like it?”

You twist in his grasp, throw your arms around his nape, and murmur happily into the hollow of his neck, “I love it!”

Skimming and pressing his palms to return the fondness-fueled embrace, burying his scruffy chin at your shoulder, his blues close; the essence of his being endeavors to imprint the magic of this moment forever into a mind accustomed to only to the seeming certainties of doubt and disappointment.

The molten mingling of heat between your bodies, the way you melt into him as though puzzle pieces perfectly fashioned to fit one another, the subtle scent of lavender and something comelier than anything else in creation clinging to your hair, and the musical mayhem of the pulse reverberating through your ribs, is more succor than he imagined a fallen seraph might find in this world, let alone believe he deserved.

Yet, here you are, flesh and blood and vitality and - he dare not aspire too ardently because you haven’t embarked beyond a hug, heated as it feels to him, at the threshold of a romantic rooftop rendezvous- finally his.

He dare not dream, however, hope nonetheless flusters his senses.

Neither of you hastens to separate, the silent shrouding seconds stretch on in pure contentment.

The grumbling intrusion of your stomach, your stupid hunger-pitted stomach, the very same stomach ticklishly alive in a seraphim-induced swarm of butterflies in frenzied flight, breaks the enchantment.

“Sorry.” Leaning away from the angel, embarrassment deepens the pink flush of your face.

“Don’t be.” Seizing full advantage of the new vantage point of nearness, he brings a hand up to cradle the column of your throat and runs the rough pad of his thumb along the angle of your jaw as he memorizes every freckle and minute furrow upon your face, the glinting of the gaze fixed fondly on him as if he mattered more than anything in existence, and the trembling of lip where he concludes the caress and his careful study.

Self-conscious at the desire occurring to him then to steal a kiss from those petals pliantly parting under the intensity of his stare to hint at their willingness to seal with his own, his focus flicks upward to your eyes.

A soft sigh exhales through your nose - a subtle escape of regret that he did not yield to his obvious yearning, and remorse also that you failed to act on it when he didn’t and Chuck only knows if it took him this long to ask you on a date, how long it will be before you get a taste of actual Heaven. The boisterous growled demands of your famished belly again foul the romantic ambiance; you can’t help but cast him a glance coiled in unspoken anxiety of apology.

“That’s starting to sound pretty serious, perhaps we should eat.” Blues chuckling in creased amusement at your corporally insistent hunger, tender touch gliding to the divot dipped apex just above where your low back blooms into the roundness of a denim-supported bottom, he urges you, warmly brushing the sliver of skin exposed between your shirt and waist, to spin and shuffle off to the waiting blanket.

Moving the picnic basket into reach as you both sit, it’s he who wants to apologize for the humble pair of parchment and ribbon wrapped peanut butter and jelly sandwiches tucked therein; two, stuffed with potato chips – a Winchester family secret passed down from his dad Dean taught him to add crunchy texture and salt to cut the soggy amalgamation of sticky bread - to avert the awkwardness of asking you to eat alone.

“You made these?” you ask, watching glittery-eyed as he unpacks the picnic contents.

“Yes-” he admits, passing you one on a plate- “but they’re just PB&J.”

Just PB&J; for all the defeat damping his tone, he may as well have told you they were just his heart on his sleeve waiting to be trounced. “Thank you.” You pluck at the neatly tied bow on top to free what to you, because it was made especially for you by his hands and the best he has to offer when it comes to cooking, is an absolute feast.

“They’re perfect.” You lay a palm to his knee and squeeze until he trains his attention from popping the cork on the bottle of bubbly he hopes makes up for, or at least numbs your notice, of his lack of culinary acumen, to your glossy gaze. “Everything is perfect, Cas.”

That reassurance relaxes the tenseness casting shadows onto his confidence and his countenance enough to soothe a smile back into the camber of his mouth. “I’m glad. Very glad you said ‘Yes’ even though I wasn’t clear about this being a date.”

“Nevermind that-” you tease, echoing his earlier words- “I was always going to say ‘Yes.’”

His smile broadens; distracted by you and the joy expanding outward from the center of his being with every beat of his vessel’s heart in your presence, and never having poured champagne to gain an understanding of the rapid expansion of its effervescence, he overfills both flutes.

Giggling, you eagerly accept the brimming glass and clink it against the one held in his alcohol-wetted fingertips. “To us,” you toast.

“To us,” he repeats; a heaviness of emotion deepens his voice almost to a whisper. His eyes follow as you bring the champagne to your beaming lips to sip.

It’s not the first time - nor will it be the last time tonight, as you nestle nearer and nearer beneath the lights and stars in the cooling midnight air chatting about nothing and everything and sometimes saying naught at all and simply enjoying the sensation of being together - that the sea blue swirl of his longing gaze kisses the sweet pout of your lips, wondering at the signs – sentiments quietly spoken and movements molded by emotion - of love and acceptance surrendering themselves there to him.

And yet, perhaps his history of failures proving paralytic in affront to the proofs of your affection, Dean’s magnanimously donated mouthwash moreover not providing the minty liquid courage he needed, he hesitates to close the distance to claim a heart already his.

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[katymacsupernatural]

Love is in the Air Chapter 13

Jared Padalecki x Reader AU

1250 Words

Story Summary:Jared is a Flight Attendant, one of the best in the country. Y/N is one of the hottest Hollywood stars. Both intensely attracted to each other, but prejudices get in the way. Can Jared get past his idea of how Y/N should be? Can Y/N show Jared that she’s not the normal actress, but one who is shy and down to Earth, giving them a chance at love?  

Catch Up Here: Masterpost

Jared’s POV

It was a relief seeing my Dad. I hadn’t known what to expect, and even though my Mom had promised he would be okay, I still had to see for myself. But seeing him laying there in the hospital bed, dark circles under his eyes, it still reminded me that he wasn’t invincible. That the man who had taught me to ride a bike, to catch a fish was getting older. The thought scared me more than I wanted to admit.

After giving him a hug, I introduced Y/N, anxious that he like her as much as I did. I could see the teasing glint in my Dad’s eyes as he reached over for Y/N.

I had to admit, Y/N held her own against my Dad better than I expected, making me like her even more.

I watched as Y/N excused herself, giving my family a moment alone with my Dad. I could see the worry on her face, and I hoped that I hadn’t made things too bad with my comment.

“Jared, I like that one,” My Dad announced. “Even if she is an actress, you can see she hasn’t let it go to her head.”

“I like her too. A lot. I just hope I didn’t make things harder for her,” I sighed. I could barely see her pacing back and forth in front of the room.

As the doctor checked my Dad’s vitals, I left the room, seeing Y/N leaning against the wall, her eyes wide. Staying off to the side, I waited until she had ended the call.

Turning to me, she threw herself into my arms, and I held on tight. “Y/N, I’m so sorry. I know I should have kept my mouth shut, but I couldn’t, and I hope it didn’t get you into too much trouble…,” I stuttered.

“Jared, it’s okay,” she insisted, leaning up to stare at me. “Actually, it’s more than okay. It seems like everything is working itself out.”

“Yeah?”

“Look, I don’t want this to be about me. You’re here to see your Dad, and I don’t want to take away from that. I’ll tell you later.”

“Are you sure?”

Nodding, she pulled me back into the room just as the Doctor left. “Hey Jared, guess what?” My Dad exclaimed as soon as we made our way inside.

“Yeah Dad?” I asked, standing in front of the bed, keeping Y/N at my side.

“Doctor said I’ll be able to go home tomorrow!”

“The Doctor also said you’ll need to take it easy for the next couple of weeks as well,” Mom spoke up, making my Dad roll his eyes. “No golfing, or drinking or…”

“Stupid doctors,” My Dad muttered.

With Y/N at my side, we spent the next hour with my Dad, letting him get to know her, letting me see that he was going to be okay. Sure, he would have to change some things, but my Dad was strong, and he would be able to overcome this.

“We’re going to let you rest now,” Mom said as she guided Meghan out the door. Leaning down, I gave my Dad a quick hug, stepping back to leave when he surprised me.

“Give me a minute alone with Y/N?” Dad asked. Glancing towards Y/N, she gave me a nod, and I followed my sister out the door.

“What do you think Dad wants with Y/N?” I asked Meghan as we waited.

“He’s probably grilling her. You know how Dad is,” Meghan muttered. “Remember the time he cleaned his shotgun when my Date picked me up?”

“Your Father is very protective of his kids,” Mom said. “He wants to make sure that you don’t settle.”

Minutes ticked away, and the door remained shut. Tapping my foot, I was about ready to head back inside and save Y/N when the door opened and she stepped out, a smile on her face. “Everything okay?” I asked her, and she nodded. Wrapping her arm around my waist, she cuddled against my side as we made our way to the parking lot.

“Jared, do you think we could have some time to ourselves today? I just wanted to talk to you about a couple of things,” she asked once we were in the backseat.

“Sure. Once we get back, you and I can head out. I’ll take you to my favorite spot,” I assured her.

It was almost an hour later that Y/N and I walked down the sidewalk, away from my house, and towards the one place I knew I could always go to when things were tough. Turning left at the park, I made my way to the trees lining one side. Pushing through, I saw my log was still where I had left it, my initials still carved in the side. “This is where I always went when I wanted to think, or just be alone.”

“I like it,” Y/N answered, settling down on the log. “I wish I had something like this when I grew up.”

“So, what did you want to talk about?” I asked, sitting down on the dirt in front of her. Wearing one of my old sweatshirts, it was adorable the way it hung on her body, her fingers picking at the threads.

“I talked to my agent back there. And he had quite a bit to say,” she started. “He told me that because of your talking to the paparazzi, they looked further into the situation. Jared, because of you they looked at that surveillance video, and they saw everything. I can press charges if I want.”

“Are you going to?” I asked, reaching forward and grasping her hands.

“I want to. I want that man to pay, but I also don’t want to go through the process. He’s long gone, never to work in the industry again, and that’s the best I can ask for.”

“I’m going to support you whatever decision you make, I just want you to think about this, make whatever you think is the right decision.”

“My agent said that people are calling me a badass. He said I can have any role I want now,” She continued.

My mouth suddenly dry, I peered up at her. “Y/N, I’m so happy for you. I’m glad things are working out. But Y/N, what does that mean for us?”

“It doesn’t have to mean anything different. You’ll be working, traveling all around the country. Maybe you can take jobs that head out to wherever I’ll be located,” she suggested.

“I guess I was just worried that now that things were looking up for you, you wouldn’t want to settle down with a relationship,” I admitted.

“Never. Truth be told, I would gladly give up my job if it meant I got to stay with you,” She insisted. “Do you want to know what your Dad said?”

“Yeah.”

“He said that he couldn’t wait for our wedding. That he could see the way we look at each other, and he knows that we’re a couple that could last.” She had tears in her eyes. “Jared, he welcomed me to the family.

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[wanderingcas]

I told my friend i liked him and we dated for a little while but i wasnt feeling like it was going anywhere so i broke up with him but now i think i like him again. Im fucked up

anon that’s not fucked up at all, that’s completely normal. i’ve had a situation like that myself, where having space someone makes me like them again. but, just remember that you broke up with him for a reason, and that it’s totally normal to be nostalgic about a relationship. and just know that it’s not messed up at all, dude.

anon said: I went to cedar point and my crush went too and we hung out all night together and his friends made fun of him for liking me (like in a nice-ish way not super mean) and I’m happy cause I’m seeing him tomorrow at a party and I might ask him out

awww that’s awesome anon!! i hope that the party goes well and that he says yes :’) will you let me know how it goes?? i think love is adorable and i want to hear all the happy stories. 

anon said: I still dont the way the website works

me !! neither !! like how do i make a theme jfc 

anon said: I’m asexual, but both of my parents are really anti-ace. Which is honestly baffling to me, because I could come out to my mom as pansexual (I’m panromantic, so I figured that was the best I could do) but every time either my mom or my dad talks about asexual people it makes me really sad. My mom said that ‘it’s usually people who will grow out of it’ and my dad called ace people 'robots’ and I wish they wouldn’t talk about it that way.

i’m so sorry, anon. not having the support of your parents with your sexuality is so. hard. just know that you totally have the right to either tell them that talk is uncomfortable in front of you, or you can just leave the room. you don’t have to listen to that!! especially since they’re lies. I really hope that something can change their mind about it in the future. and i’m here for you, anon, if you ever need to talk. *hugs*

anon said: Sometimes i get random music from the Pokémon games stuck in my head

oh my god this is my life to the absolute detail 

anon said: I’m at a baseball game and I just realized that I need to read/write a fic that has dean and Cas getting called out by the “kiss cam” or whatever

YAAASSS!!! i think i read a ficlet like that once but i completely forgot who wrote it. anon you should write it and tag me :D 

[send me a secret on anon]