#(ignoring that my friend LITERALLY saw my last vent post bc if I dwell on that I will lose it a lil bit)
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Perhaps if I started writing again I wouldn’t want to kill myself as much as I do right now
#tw suicide mention#I tend to forget how much writing actually helped me lmfao#one of the wills to live back when I was 12 & 13#what kept me alive and a little happy in the midst of a shitty relationship#in general imagining the characters (especially parental figures) being there for me was nice#writing the characters going through struggles akin to mine and making it through them was always comforting#maybe I’ll also get back to posting on the blog I made here dedicated to my OCs#I lowkey stopped with that a lil even tho I should get back to it#writing essays abt how what they’re going through is important#should make me happy agai#a lil bit at least#sorry for anyone that’s been seeing me vent here btw#it just lowkey is the only place I really can with low risk of my friends seeing it#(ignoring that my friend LITERALLY saw my last vent post bc if I dwell on that I will lose it a lil bit)#anywhoodles continuing with life
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