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wavesoutbeingtossed · 24 days

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some days the "fire off missiles because you hate yourself but do you know you're demolishing me" and "let all your damage damage me" and "I gave you all my best mes, my endless empathy" and "in the shade of how he was living" and "how much sad did you think I had in me?" just really fucking hit 😵‍💫🥴

#this is why no matter what taylor ever does I am going to stan her #because she's put into words what it's like living with a person who is so consumed by their own shit they take everyone down with them #and how utterly painful and crushing it is #(I'm not talking about anyone here -- you guys are all lovely and I send you so much love for anything you're struggling with)#(it's the 'firing off missiles' bit and reacting to everything with anger/resentment/making sure everyone feels as upset as they are thing)#(honestly I could not thank taylor enough for ever putting that into words and translating how that feels into music)#(and why I am always going to be 100% empathetic to what she was going through with Joe because it's just so fucking hard #to try to not only manage your own feelings but have to manage the feelings of a loved one because they're too immature/unaware #to manage it themselves so you have to dance around it and like fucking regulate for them sometimes)#ugh sorry just having A Day

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