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#I need to get into some slice of life enemies to lovers type shit#I have this one fic idea I’m pretty much married to by virtue of it staying out me on my backburner for literal years#I divorced myself from the fandom this fic was initially destined for and like I became aware of how OOC it was to slap that on the ship#but like#literally almost every fandom I’ve had since has been drowned by angst and some form of personal mental unwellness#maybe my aro awakening just makes it hard for me to ship things#maybe my taurean need to witness a mess in motion only makes me wanna ship deeply dysfunctional stuff#(jk I don’t actually believe in star signs 😭)#all that to say I don’t have a ship that fits the slice of life enemies to lovers fic I have right now#I’m too married to it to change it up enough for self publishing purposes and it’s kinda very self indulgent if niche as all hell#heck even with my obsession with Clive where he’s surrounded by shippable characters#none of them fit the enemies to lovers thing one to one#it’s either bittersweet camerderie or toxic toxic only enemies forever and ever#even their modern AUs it’s the same dynamic#like maybe Jason with KyleJay no capes but like#they don’t interact enough for me and like KyleConner be looking kinda cute to me ngl#it doesn’t help that I pretty much only like Jason fics where it’s exploring his deeply dysfunctional familial relationships#(my only toxic trait is still shipping royjay on the dl mostly platonically but still)#(not as toxic as being obsessed with train wreck interpersonal relationships but still 😭)#(ik it’s unpopular to ship I ship dickroy too 😭 let me multiship and be wrong in peace)#anyways gosh I need to get into some good enemies to lovers I would love to endgame ship o(-(#also it can’t be a sapphic ship because it’s got some fuckery only toxic masculinity can achieve o(-(#maybe a butch for butch ship if I can find one in this economy o(-(#…#I have a lot of sapphic enemies to lovers ships than I previously realised#is that why I don’t have any for mlm shit 💀#of is it because I’m more forgiving of women that’s why enemies to lovers comes more naturally for me when it comes to them??#or am I just yuri brained OTL#maybe I should adopt this toxic mentality and find an enemies to lovers ship somewhere#not with Clive the male villains are entirely irredeemable 💀
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