*˖ ⊹ this whole situation was unfair to himself. brady knew that. all he was doing was pretending. for years, him and indie had just narrowly missed each other. each valentine’s day for the last five years, at least one of them had been dealing through some kind of ( difficult and often forced ) relationship. even if he had wanted to spend his day with indie, do something special to show her his appreciation, other people had always been in the way. what would his girlfriends think if he had put more effort into doing something for her than he had for them? what would her partners think if he had outshone the mediocre effort they had ever put in for her? they were circling around each other like uncertain sharks. but this year, things were different. this year, neither of them were tied down. neither of them had obligations. the moment he realized that they were both going to end up alone on valentine’s day, brady knew he had to take his chance. next year it might be different. after all, it was only going to be a matter of time before indie picked up someone new, before he was yet again tossed aside for a shiny new toy.
it wasn’t all a selfish game of make-believe, though. that, really, was only a small part of it. for years, he had watched as indie spent valentine’s day getting less than what she deserved. every day deserved to be special, but there was inherent expectations that came with february fourteenth─ and even despite the obviousness of it, indie constantly came up empty. he wanted to do something nice for her. he wanted to make her smile, to make her feel, even briefly, special. he tried to convince gina that it was just a friend trying to look out for another friend that had a rough year romantically, but they both knew what it really was─ brady was madly in love with her, and yet again looking for a way to set himself on fire to keep indigo rodriguez warm. “ you know, everybody always says that paris is supposed to be the most romantic city in the world, but think about how god-damn cold it is there right now. “ he dropped down onto the comfortable hotel bed beside her, accidentally spilling some of his wine on himself. he frowned at the droplet as it rolled off his hand and pulled it up towards his mouth, and at the same time, he held her glass out towards her. “ and busy! like i’ve been to paris at least three times, and it’s the most over-rated place to go, i think. all the snooty french people─ ‘ non, non, je ne parle pas anglais. je suis français et je suis meilleur que vous les américains. “ the accent was overdone, but it was an attempt to make her laugh─ he eyed her curiously to see if the joke landed. “ and italy has better pasta, in my opinion. “ / INDIE ( @overwhlcmed )
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*˖ ⊹ SALTY AIR ROLLED IN over the suburbs of staten island from new york bay, bringing with it the beginnings of summer. brady’s childhood street, usually quiet, was bustling with activity. cars lined up and down the road as his relatively large family gathered in his parent’s backyard. it was loud, buzzing with voices of people that brady knew and those friend-of-a-friend-of-a-neighbour’s who always ended up there because they were in town and his parents, in their retirement, loved to host. it was one of the few times per year that he saw his extended family : aunts and uncles ; family friends ; his grandpa’s weird older brother who had to be about 104 by then ; and, yes, the woman who had most recently torn his heart out of his ribcage and threw it out onto the road to be crushed. brady was almost convinced his parents would faster cut him off the guest list then even considered not inviting indie.
but, after everything, they had come to terms in an unspoken, uneasy alliance. their friendship was dangling by a thread, but at the very least, that cord hadn’t yet been severed. he was working over time to get back in her good graces ; he felt pathetic, practically begging her to forgive him, but he would rather feel pathetic than deal with the aching emptiness that he felt in the wake of venice and everything thereafter. brady was doing his best to adjust to what their new normal looked like, but he hated feeling how much distance now spanned between them. it made it hard to deal with the closed-doors, whipered questions from his family about whether or not they were finally together.
sneaking up behind indie, he pressed the barrel of a transparent green water gun against her spine, directly between her shoulder blades. “ checkmate ! “ he declared ( although he hadn’t had the chance to stop and talk since she arrived, brady had started a war, taking every opportunity to get her attention by aiming the water in her direction. he hadn’t dared get close enough to find out what the consequences for this would be. ) waving off his sister as she took her cue to leave─ ensuring to spray the water after her as she walked away─ he dropped down into the pool chair she was just sitting in. reaching up, he knocked his sunglasses down his forehead, until they were just perched on his nose. he peeked over them to scan the backyard before he used one finger to push them up. “ has elena introduced you to her boyfriend yet ? “ he questioned, jerking his chin towards his niece and the young man sat beside her, both getting interrogated by other members of his family. “ she doesn’t seem old enough to have one, but i guess she’s the same age that leah was when she had her, so. maybe we’re just old now. “ stretching out his legs, he mindlessly twisted the small, plastic gun around his thumb. “ either way, she said she didn’t want to invite him because we’re embarrassing, but leah made her. isn’t that crazy, didi ?! “ he blew a piece of damp hair away from his forehead. “ embarrassing ?! pfft. “ / INDIE ( @overwhlcmed )
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*˖ ⊹ for the past month, brady had been harbouring a bitter feeling in the pit of his stomach. venice had been incredible. it felt like looking right through a window into the life that brady had been begging the universe for for the last seven years. but almost as soon as they had touched down in new york things had started going sour. brady had wished so strongly that they had their moment; that italy wasn’t just some once-off hookup, and that they could carry the comfortable energy they settled into back across the ocean until it felt like that was the way things had always been. he knew he was being naive and optimistic. he knew he was going to break his own heart. but ever the romantic, brady still hoped. he counted on his belief in true love and soulmates to manifest their success. and then they were sitting at home and indie had started kissing him again, hands wandering across his chest, slipping under his shirt, and it had felt like the little crack that had started in his heart was completely torn open. his illusions were shattered. his hopes went with them. venice hadn’t been real. the chemistry that he had felt─ the nights he had laid wrapped around her with faith that this could be their new normal─ had simply been his own projections. indie didn’t want his soft romance. as he had feared, he was nothing but a body to keep her company, to feed her ego. even though it should have been expected, the shock was like someone had poured cold water over his head.
he knew pushing her away would hurt her feelings, but he hadn’t expected ‘ maybe we can just watch the movie ? ‘ to turn her caustic. the tension in their air between them was palpable, yet brady knew had to keep himself safe, and he had to protect her. he didn’t want their friendship tainted by his own bitterness when she pushed him aside for someone new. and then she showed up that night, all sheer black lace and skin that he could still vividly remember running his fingers over, and brady felt his own desperation bubble up in his throat again. it wasn’t fair. brady didn’t want to be used. their friendship was worth more than that. but he wasn’t thinking straight, his mind a mixture of alcohol and drugs and adrenaline from the party happening around them, so when amari and andre weren’t watching he let his feet carry him to where she was. brushing his hand up her back, he draped his arm over her shoulders. his free arm rested against the bar in front of them. his head cocked to the side, falling over his shoulder as he batted his eyelashes towards her playfully. “ i know you’re mad at me right now... “ he started, raising his free hand up to gingerly snag the glasses she was wearing off her face and put them on his own. then he held up a finger. “ ...but it would be such a shame if we wasted this whole party and you didn’t even give me one dance. “ / INDIE ( @overwhlcmed )
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location: indie’s ??? apartment??? making the assumption she went home with either devon or bianca sad as fuck thanks.
˖ ✧ ★ ──────────── SNEAKING OUT OF APARTMENTS IN THE EARLY MORNING WASN’T SOMETHING THAT BRADY WAS PARTICULARLY WELL-VERSED IN. he was far more polite than that ; being a romantic at heart, he didn’t like to kiss and run. but the apartment he had found himself in didn’t belong to just the woman whom he had accompanied there, and the tension that had settled over the space and her disinterest in keeping him around indicated that he probably wasn’t welcome to make himself at home. that didn’t bother him much. it wasn’t like he had anticipated some great love story out of a one-night stand. besides, his only great love story had probably gone home with someone else, anyway. at least that’s what he told himself when he arrived at indie’s apartment and realized that it was empty as he cracked open the door.
he was still riding off the high of being wanted by someone─ someone who had no idea who he was, and therefore no expectations of him─ so the silence of the apartment didn’t bother him any more than it did on a normal day. she’d be home eventually, he reasoned with himself. she didn’t like being around clementine. and he hadn’t done anything to invoke her wraith upon him, so he thought, so the lack of text messages didn’t clue him in. and sure enough, midway through raiding indie’s fridge he heard the click of her keys in the lock. it wasn’t unusual to find him there, but he still figured he would announce his presence to her, lest he startle her. stepping out from her kitchen, he rested his shoulder against the doorframe, bringing his hand up in a little wave before he pointed over his shoulder. “ you weren’t home, so i just went ahead and thought i’d throw something together for when you got home─ “ it was clear that brady was in a good mood from the way that he automatically reached for her. “ can you believe that amari actually took bowie home ? all the way to staten fucking island ? i ran into her this morning when she was just getting home. i’m amazed, honestly. like i know how great he is, and you know how great he is, but like, i feel like he’s finally growing up after the whole lina thing─. . . “ he paused. there was a shift in his expression as it seemed to click that indie’s mood wasn’t as enthusiastic as his own. “ is everything okay ? “
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* they whisper in the hallway “she’s a bad, bad girl” :: brady & indie ( @overwhlcmed )
001. miss americana & the heartbreak prince — taylor swift
it's you and me, there's nothing like this. miss americana and the heartbreak prince ( okay! ) we're so sad, we paint the town blue. voted most likely to run away with you. and i don't want you to ( go ). i don't really wanna ( fight ) 'cause nobody's gonna ( win ). i think you should come home
002. thelma & louise — bastille
skipping town, down to mexico. lipstick on, in the thunderbird let's roll. drive right off of the world. leave your job and your gaslight man, modern life was a big let-down. we're bored, felt like a brick in the wall. days like these, you wanna get away. close our eyes, pretend we're miles away. hear the sound of my heart exploding. can you hear the sound of my heart exploding?
003. afterglow — the driver’s era
yeah, the water's cold ( yeah, the water's cold, mm ), but her body's warm ( but her body's warm ), but see, i told her no ( see, i told her no ). but she's been here before ( she took off her clothes ). and as we're dancing on the beach ( dancing on the beach ). i'm wondering if you could be the one spending all my days, we pretend these stupid things ( pretend these stupid things ) 'cause we just want to feel love and leave but our high is bound to fade.
004. meet me in the hallway — harry styles
i just left your bedroom, give me some morphine. is there any more to do? just let me know i'll be at the door, at the door. hoping you'll come around just let me know i'll be on the floor, on the floor. maybe we'll work it out
005. heart out — the 1975
you got something to say? why don't you speak it out loud, instead of living in your head? it's always the same. why don't you take your heart out, instead of living in your head?
006. text me in the morning — neon trees
so text me in the morning, tell me you still love me. i don't believe a single word. you tell me you're tipsy; i tell you you're pretty. we could spend the night if you're still sure. but text me in the morning.
007. invisible string — taylor swift
a string that pulled me out of all the wrong arms right into that dive bar. something wrapped all of my past mistakes in barbed wire. chains around my demons, wool to brave the seasons. one single thread of gold tied me to you.
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location: indie’s apartment. the duality of man.
◦ 「 ☆ 」 ──────────── FIGHT, RINSE, REPEAT. these kinds of moments were starting to feel all too familiar nowadays, and brady didn’t like it. over and over, brady and indie would lock themselves in some kind of death match. indie would grow tired of his childishness and he would be frustrated with her projections, and one of them would storm out and leave the whole thing without closure. the regret would settle in shortly after. no matter what the fight was about, the things that were said would play on repeat in his mind, and he would find fault in his own words, and the accusations she threw at him. as easy as it would be to pin all of the blame onto indie, act as though he was simply a victim of her short fuse and irritable temperament, brady knew that wasn’t true. he had his own issues : he had so many expectations of what they could be, that he often forgot they weren’t there. indie didn’t belong to him. she didn’t owe him anything. he had no control over the choices she made ─ they weren’t kids anymore, and he couldn’t keep trying to protect her from herself, no matter how badly he wanted too.
these were all things that he knew. he just always managed to forget them when she made him angry. when all of his unreciprocated, unhealthy feelings bubbled up to the surface, often drawn out by the way she touched him, held him, got close to him ─ it was hard to think through the situation logically when the metaphorical high he received from an ounce of her attention was severed so quickly. dragging his feet home with amari ( after drinking more than he probably should have ) was enough time to reconsider. it was enough time to formulate an apology, to wonder, yet again, if perhaps now was the time to move on. if finally he should be trying to let go of the little bit of hope he still held for the two of them and settle elsewhere. severe the connection and once again be comfortable with just being friends. food for thought that still swam in the back of his thoughts in the morning.
he would always be the first to apologize. he was stubborn, but indigo rodriguez was a whole different breed. brady’s ego had stopped caring about that a long time ago. using the spare key he kept on his key chain to unlock the door to her apartment, he treaded carefully into the familiar space. he discarded his keys on the table in the same fashion he always did, kicking aside his sneakers in the same way he did at home. it was probably telling that brady didn’t question whether or not indie was with clementine, or if the small strawberry blonde would have issues with him being in the apartment at all, but he had returned to the safe, devilish reality that promised him they were the only two people in the world. he did one quick check in the kitchen ─ albeit brady knew she wasn’t in there ─ before he gently nudged open the door to indie’s bedroom with his foot.
“ hey. “ his voice was softer than normal. usually, brady wouldn’t have thought twice before dropping the coffee he was holding on the table pressed snugly against her bed. he would’ve pulled back the blankets she was under and joined her there, using his cold hands as an excuse to touch her, laughing at the slew of spanish words she’d hurl towards him in response. but the air had yet to be cleared enough for that. instead, he leaned against the doorframe ; he didn’t want to invite himself into her space without her permission. but he did extend his arm out, dangling the takeout mug of coffee from his fingertips out towards her. “ i brought you an apology coffee from that cuban cafe down the street you like. . . and an actual apology, if you’ll hear me out. “
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location: im not describing the location for every one of the party threads but i am keeping my format.
◦ 「 ☆ 」 ──────────── FOR THE LONGEST time, parties had been the last thing brady had wanted to waste his time on. growing up, the only reason he ever attended them was because of nancy — a glorified babysitter under the guise of designated driver, he tended to steer clear of anything he was invited to by his own classmates. safety was in the quiet of his empty childhood home, or his dorm room. but for his ‘ new ‘ personality — the risk taker he was trying to be, and the person that people saw on screen — it was almost a must. once he started travelling, getting to know people, he realized they didn’t like it when he said ‘ no. ‘ they pressed until he gave in, so he stopped putting up a fight. when his life started to spiral upwards, the partying and the socializing just became part of the job. it wasn’t easy ; as much as he seemed to thrive within the chaos, in the beginning his energy would deplete the instant he stepped inside a crowded space. but he found ways around that — tiny baggies of pills or bottles of dark, bitter liquid that seemed to ease the anxiety and help him step into the role he thought he needed to play. and indie. but indie helped with everything.
smaller house parties mostly full of people he knew were less stressful, however, and luckily enough the crutches he usually relied on weren’t at the forefront of his mind tonight. growing bored of watching amari practically drool over bowie for thirty minutes, the always-restless brady politely excused himself from the conversation. he easily squeezed through the crowd that had accumulated in the small brooklyn apartment until he found his best friend. making eye contact with her from across the room, he grinned ; brady pulled one of the toy blasters from his makeshift belt holster and spun it around his finger before pointing it towards her with a playfully muttered ‘ pew pew ! ‘ ( had he been practicing since he picked up the silly little toy blasters that morning ? . . . he had no comment. ) clearly pleased with the display, he approached her. “ y’know, i really wish i had gone for something with a cooler cape. “ discarding the blaster and his drink on the counter and forgetting about them immediately, his hands came up to tug on the hood of her costume. he leaned down a bit so he could meet her eyes under it, the slight quirk of his lips indicating the seriousness of his comment. “ of course, the whole thing is very eye catching, didi. best costume in the house. ” he gestured to himself as reference. “ but i think the cape is really what does it. “
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