#8th member of ikon

[drinkinstars]

Hi, Dari! 👋

I'm a new follower hehe. Your blog seems interesting and fun! I wonder if I can ask for a Big 6 MTL too? I was born on July 8th, 1998 👀 Here's my placement~

• Rising: Virgo

• Sun: Cancer 11th

• Moon: Sag 4th

• Mercury: Leo 12th

• Venus: Gemini 10th

• Mars: Cancer 10th

Is it ok to ask for ATEEZ and SKZ? Thank you in advance! Have a nice day ✨️🌈

@cheesenutellasoftwaffle

ATEEZ

Most🥰💋

Wooyoung

Seonghwa

Hongjoong

More than 80%

San

Mingi

Yeosang

More than 40%

Jongho

Yunho

Least🫵🏻🚫

SKZ

Most🫦🫀

Minho

Woojin

Seungmin

More than 70%

Felix

Changbin

Jisung

More than 40%

Jeongin

Bangchan

Hyunjin

Least🗣️🔇

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I add it there since I have the chance

From now on precise me if you want an ex member in or not since a lot of group gain fame recently even tho they debuted long ago and not anybody got the occasion to stan them before

if you don’t tell me anything I will just put them with this “mark” || If you tell me you want them I will normally put them || if you tell me you don’t want them I will exclude them || if you tell me after the post you didn’t wanted them within one week I will redo the most to least without them for more accuracy || if you tell me one week or more after I will just delete the member from the most to least ||

How to do this? Ex: You want G-Idle but you stanned them only after Soojin departure? G-Idle ot5 in the other way you want Soojin in ? G-Idle ot6

Of course I got limits and this count only for members that:

Didn’t left for legal issues: Hwall The Boyz, Baron VAV, Rocky Astro, Jinni Nmixx..ect

If yes were found innocents: Wonho Monsta X, Woojin Stray Kids..ect

Or got kicked for dumb reasons. (Ex: Dating,Smoking,surgery revealed..ect) Hyuna 4Minute, E’Dawn Pentagon,

I accept member like Soojin G-Idle, Lucas NCT, Ravn Oneus or BI Ikon even if they did questionable things they were never proven to be totally true or totally false so it’s up to your own morality if you want me to include them or not and if you believe what they were accused off is forgivable or not

I DO NOT accept members that:

Were proven culprit of a crime and I hope I don’t need to make example but since some of you can be really delusional don’t even ask for Bigbang Seungri or BAP Himchan cause I’ll block you and judge you really bad. *side eye*

Deceased members by any type of death don’t ask, it’s sick, I’ll block you pt2.

Preferably I’ll not do groups that disbanded too fast after debuting like X1 or members that left too close to the debut like Garam Lesserafim and this has nothing to do with her innocence or not since everybody thinks differently I just think nobody had time to get to know them and I don’t really wanna put time in it neither as a group or member of that group but rather as a soloist if they debuted like that then (Jinni Nmixx even tho she was my bias can be put in that category too as well as Hyuna in any group she was in since she’s now more known as a soloist, I still accept her tho)

Finally don’t ask me for Red Velvet without Yeri, EXO without Chen or Ikon without Bobby cause even if it’s your right you’ll not be welcome on my blog and I risk to proceed really slowly to your request

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[cherrie-skies]

The Empress Needs Her Crown

8th/7th member of ikon au | song yoona x unidentified person | 792 words

☕ | yoona’s insecurities and flashbacks from mix & match resurface with the announcement of kingdom.

👑 | coming back to say stream ikon’s kingdom performance (full ver). let’s give our boys the crown!!!! also does anyone still care about this blog 👀 i’ve been thinking about posting again... (also this is me realizing i’ve never really talked about yoona during mix and match so here’s a mini look into the past!)

Yoona had been in bed all day. She’d been blankly staring at the ceiling, thoughts running wild. The boys had been checking up on her, but she’d always shrug them off wanting to be left alone to think things through.

iKON had decided to join Kingdom, and out of the seven members, Yoona was the most hesitant. 

The members assumed it was because of how painful it’d be to compete without Hanbin. How Kingdom would be considered almost the start of a new book in the iKON biography. 

But Yoona’s reluctance came from somewhere else.

The amount of survival show experience the group had didn’t make Yoona nervous, it actually excited her a bit. And she knew that with where iKON currently stood as a group and to the public, that Kingdom was almost necessary. But she didn’t think it was meant for her.

The insecurities Yoona felt when she was introduced during Mix & Match had bubbled in her stomach once again for the first time in years and she hated it. She thought she’d never have to hear it again, but they were buzzing through her head to the point that it was all she could hear.

It really was like the beginning: one girl competing with a bunch of boys. Yoona tried to tell herself it was different this time, but the evil voice in her head cackled, “Is it really?”

“You’ll have to prove yourself. They’ll see you as weak; incapable. Have you really kept up and held your own in the group? The world will see that you’re the weak link. They’ll see how you don’t belong in iKON.”

Yoona wanted to scream. She wanted the voice to shut up. She wanted her mind to be clear for a moment even if it meant listening to her own shriek instead. 

Part of her knew the voice was wrong. She knew she was chosen to be a member for a reason. She knew she belonged and deserved her spot. She knew she held her own. 

But the situation reminded her of the one thought she had the most in the past, “No matter what I do, they’ll always see me different.” 

She knew she proved herself to be more than just ‘iKON’s sole female member,’ but the competition show made her feel like she’d have to do it all over again. It made her feel like she was starting everything from scratch. She convinced herself that everyone would be looking at her the same way they did when she was trainee. 

She knew everyone would treat her differently because one: it was in their nature, and two: nowhere else would you get to see her competing with the boys. 

She remembered the uproar her appearance caused during mix & match and wondered if the same would happen again.

Yoona wanted to tell herself it wouldn’t. She wanted to tell herself that the voice in her head was wrong and being unreasonable, but the public was full of judgement. She was also positive that with new kpop fans popping up everyday, they’d hear of her for the first time and have an opinion.

Everything was just too unpredictable.

“I’m sure the ceiling won’t go away if you stop staring at it.” Yoona let out a sigh, but didn’t move her gaze. The boy at the door made her way to her bed and laid next to her, mimicking her position. “Everything will be okay,” he said after a moment of silence.

“I don’t like starting over,” Yoona finally spoke, voice a little hoarse.

“Sometimes it’s good to. There are lots of people in the world who beg for a new beginning.”

“I don’t want to go through what I went through six years ago.”

“You won’t.”

Yoona finally moved from her position and leaned against the headboard of her bed. “How do you know that?”

He grabbed onto her hand, softly playing with her fingers before looking into her eyes, “Because you have us now. We’re a lot closer than we were back then. You have an even stronger, larger, support system. You have us, iKONICS, and you have more friends than the rest of us.”

Yoona cracked a small smile, “I’m gonna have to prove myself again.”

“Everyone knows how amazing you are,” He said, finally sitting up. “The only person you should prove something to is yourself.”

“I don’t think there’s much I need to prove right now.”

“Don’t worry about something that hasn’t even happened yet. All we need to worry about right now is our intro stage.”

“We’ll show everyone who iKON is and why we got our name.” Yoona smiled and hugged him as a thank you.

“We’re gonna bring our Empress her crown.”

[wongiemei]

iKON Girl Member

Name: Jeon Se-Hwa

Stage Name: Bella

Birth of Place: Jung District, Daegu, South Korea

Birthday: January 14, 1997

Height: 163 cm

Weight: 45.8 kg

Position: Rapper, Dancer, Visual

Family: Jeon Yeong Sik (Father), Lee Soo Rin (Mother), Jeon Jeong Hwa (oldest brother, 1994), Jeon Seung Hwa (brother, 2001), Jeon Jae Hwa (sister, 2005), Diana Laurent (half-sister, 2010), Rafael Laurent (half-brother, 2013)

Blood type: AB- (negative)

Languages: Korean, Japanese, Chinese, English, French, and a little bit of Italian

Nicknames: Belle, Kid, Girlie, Sister, Pabo, Baby Doll, Baby Girl [  ;)  ]

Background:

Born and raised at Daegu

Speaks satoori

Her parents divorced when she was 10 

Her mother remarried a French businessman when she was 11 while her father remained single

Sehwa, her older brother, and her younger brother kept flying from Korea to France for the custody but not her younger sister

Their mother’s new husband was very wealthy so he was able to afford it

A few years after the divorce, her mother gave birth to her half-sister Diana and a few years after that, gave birth to her half-brother, Rafael

Has an okay relationship with her stepfather

Chose her stage name after what he calls her

Stayed in France for 1 year when she was 15 and went to school there and learned some Italian

Her father pressured her to come back home and study there 

Her brothers and eventually her sister stayed in France with her mother but occasionally go to visit Korea

It was all because of her father that she was able to become a trainee in YG

Ever since she was young, she’s always loved dancing 

So, her father recorded her doing a cover of one of Shinee’s songs

Unbeknowst to her, he sent the recording as her audition tape

Her mother wanted her to come back so she went back to France

She was around 17 at the time so she studied in France another year

There’s a test you have to take for colleges overseas and she was smart enough to get offers

Sehwa happened to be able to get a letter from University of Cambridge at England

However, her father told her that YG wanted her to train for them

Of course, she still needed to prove to them that she’s worth it because they’re not just going to accept her with one dance video

Sehwa had to pick: Cambridge or her dream of becoming a dancer

Of course her mother, her stepfather, and her older brother wanted her to take Cambridge

But her dreams of becoming a dancer was much bigger than college

So she went back to Korea and gave up her scholarship to become an idol

Facts:

likes mayonnaise

a gamer but not as good as chanwoo

has a weird accent

she has a little bit of a satoori accent mixed with a french accent with the seoul accent

sometimes, her members couldn’t figure out what she’s saying

talks in konglish a lot

has a tendency to forget the language she’s speaking

like, donghyuk would be talking to her and all of a sudden, she’d go quiet and blank

he almost shit his pants laughing after she explained that she forgot all languages for a hot minute

takes pills for her ADD

also diagnosed with insomnia

when she was born, one of her kidneys wasn’t working so she came out almost dead but was able to be revived

due to that, she has a hard time keeping up with physical activity that strains her body

collapsed once during a concert and got the boys vv worried

has a resting bitch face

ppl think she’s upset or angry even though she’s just thinking on what she should eat for dinner

likes to act all badass but she’s so smol and so soft for her boys

is very diverse

like her face and her attitude can fit in with any concept

but ikonics die when she goes from cute to vv hot and sexy in a matter of 0.000000000001 seconds

she is the type to forget everything around her when she’s focused on something

for example, she was working on the RETURN album, she forgot to eat and drink and shower and was stuck in the studio for 2 days 

the members couldn’t get in there because she locks her door

finally got in when bobby drilled off the door

since then, the boys look after her since she looks after them but not herself

ikonics love her and treat her like their daughter 

such a cute little bun that needs to be protected

[sunshinchuu]

❛ BASICS ❜

stage name | zon

birth name | maryse van der vaart

korean name | kang misun

nicknames | mimi, mary, sunshine, nerd, tall one, dutchie

height | 188cm / 6'2

weight | 68kg

heritage | korean + dutch

place of birth | utrecht, the netherlands

birthday | december 17th 1994

zodiac | sagittarius

languages | dutch, english, korean, french, spanish, german, japanese

❛ FAMILY ❜

mother | rachel van der vaart

father | kang hyeongjun

brothers | kang miseok / damien van der vaart ( 1990 ), kang mijun / wesley van der vaart ( 1990 ) ( they're twins )

sisters | kang miseo / katelyn van der vaart ( 1999 ), kang mijoo / mira van der vaart ( 2005 )

❛ CAREER ❜

profession | idol, producer

group | iKON

positions | rapper, dancer, producer

producer name | mary

agency | yg entertainment

❛ TRAITS ❜

she is known to swear alot

many people few her as intimidating due to her height, but shes really a softie when you meet her

she teases her close friends and isn't afraid to hit them if they annoy her

she's very hardworking, being the only girl in mix&match she had to proof herself to be worthy to debut with the guys and she still feels like she has to proof herself now

although she likes to show herself as strong the hate comments that she'd get on mix&match had really put her down

❛ TRIVIA ❜

she prefers her dutch name over her korean name since she thinks it's fancy sounding

she still sleeps with an teddy bear her mother gave her on her 4th birthday. she says it reminds her of where she came from

her special talent is that she can play the piano

although she's very flirty, when people flirt with her she gets very blushy

she's the tallest in iKON and always says that it's her dutch side since she looks more korean in her opinion

she enjoys wearing heels but her stylists only give her sneakers or flats so her height doesnt show more with the other members

she's very affectionate with people, even if they just met

she's a very big fan of the mcu, she has alot of merch from it in her room

she often randomly start singing old dutch songs in the dorms

in yg she's friends with mino from winner, lee hi, akmu and rose from blackpink

outside of yg she's friends with chanyeol from exo, somi, chungha, mark and jackson from got7, heize and johnny, jaehyun and mark from nct

[bcbaekhyun]

▹ 8TH MEMBER OF IKON (faceclaim: jeong hyang)

STAGE NAME: DN (formerly dani)

FULL NAME: Danielle Johnson-Kim

KOREAN NAME: Kim Dahyun

NICKNAMES: Dani, DJ Kim, Elle

AGE: 22

DATE OF BIRTH: October 3, 1996

NATIONALITY: American

ETHNICITY: Korean-American

PLACE OF BIRTH: Dallas, Texas, United States

HOMETOWN: Houston, Texas, United States

HAIR COLOR: Dark Brown

EYE COLOR: Light Brown

HEIGHT: 176 cm

POSITION: Lead Rapper, Dancer, Face of the Group, Visual

LANGUAGES: English, Korean, French, Japanese

FAMILY:

Mother | Ashley Ann Johnson-Kim

Father | Jason Kim

Siblings | Lucas Kim (1996)

SOCIAL MEDIA:

Twitter | dnkim_ikon

Instagram | daniellejkim

Weibo | danielle-kim

YouTube | DJ Kim

(inspired by @snugglyseulgi)

[l000ey]

fan tweets; red’s 2020 comeback

[ggukkiedae]

The Star Couple

notes: i have so much bitna content in my drafts rn ngl askljakfds so here is the beginning of her wgm with hoshi (a total sweetheart with a terrifying natal chart)

hope you enjoy! feel free to send me comments, reactions, suggestions, requests, or really anything hehehet my pms and askbox are always open :3

//NEXT PART//

They were in the practice room when it happened.

They were peacefully rehearsing their stage for the Melon Music Awards when the door flew open to reveal a mini camera crew with their manager. Still in the middle of the song, they all continued to the end despite being distracted. Why was there suddenly a camera crew in their studio? They finally debuted, so that means no more survival shows, right?

“Byul,” her manager called her over. They used her stage name which meant that they were being filmed. “Come over here and take this envelope.”

A red envelope was held out to her, and she saw Hanbin’s jaw drop.

“It was her?” he asked increduously.

“Hyung,” Donghyuk looked at him confused, “what?”

“Oh my god,” Jinhwan realized, “When we had that meeting, remember? They said one of us would be on We Got Married!”

“Yeah, but I didn’t think it would be Bitna,” Hanbin shook his head. 

“I’m literally right here,” Bitna laughed while taking the envelope and opening it, “Stop talking like I’m not here.”

“Would you two relax?” Bobby addressed their eldest member and their leader, “For all we know, they only made her take it because she’s the maknae.”

“Ddaeng,” Chanwoo called out, “Guess again, hyung. Bitna’s going on the show.”

Everyone turned to look at the two maknaes. Chanwoo held up the white card which clearly said BYUL. A moment of silence passed before Hanbin and Jinhwan both started yelling.

“WHAT?”

“BUT SHE’S SO YOUNG!”

“I CAN’T BELIEVE THIS!”

“WHO IS THE HUSBAND?”

“Talk about comedic timing,” Bitna snorted towards Chanwoo and the camera before reading the card out loud.

“Oh thank god she isn’t getting married yet,” Jinhwan let out a sigh of relief.

“She’s getting a boyfriend, though,” Junhoe pointed out. 

Donghyuk elbowed him and pointed to Hanbin and Jinhwan who were beginning to have a tiny crisis over Bitna dating. Yunhyeong came over to look at the card. She silently thanked him for not making a big deal out of it. 

“There’s a hint on who it is,” Chanwoo called out to everyone, “just in case you didn’t hear.”

It took a while for Bitna to get everyone to sit with her on the floor to film the part where they help her guess who it could possibly be.

“It’s a tiger,” Yunhyeong began.

“Chanwoo’s born in the year of the tiger,” Junhoe pointed at the maknae, “Is it Chanwoo?”

“Wouldn’t we know by now if it was Chanwoo?” Bitna raised an eyebrow at him.

“If we’re going like that,” Bobby pitched in, “Isn’t that actor in the web drama that you like born in the year of the tiger? Was his name Moonbin?”

“No, it can’t be someone she already likes,” Hanbin groaned. 

“Oh, Twice’s Dahyun,” she cheered while ignoring Hanbin.

“No,” Chanwoo disagreed, “If that happened then Korea is changing and the world is ending.”

One of the staff members finally gave in and told them it wasn’t based on the year he was born in. They also got the hint to look at the tiger’s age.

“It’s a baby,” Bitna pondered. Could that mean he was young? Possibly. Or maybe young in the industry. She looked at Chanwoo who tilted his head at her in a way that reminded her of a rabbit. Wait…

“I got it,” she jumped up to look for her phone. She started typing while everyone watched her in confusion. She scrolled down the list until she found someone who more or less fit the description.

“What are you doing?” Chanwoo asked her.

“I figured it out,” she grinned at them, “It’s a baby tiger, so that could either mean someone young or new to the industry. Also, what if it was someone who looks like a tiger? I did some research for Korean celebrities who look like tigers. Boom.”

She turned her phone around to show her members a picture of Seventeen’s Hoshi. She showed it to the camera with a triumphant grin.

And that’s how she found herself two days later on the way to a little dessert place. She had just finished recording a video of herself dancing to Seventeen’s Adore You for her first task on the show. She just hoped she got it her partner right because the staff would not let her know anything aside from the fact that he’s an idol, too. It would be a little weird if he got her right and danced to her song if she gets him wrong. She walked into the small store and was about to go to the counter to order something, but she was instructed to go to a table on the second floor.  She gave a longing look at the bagel with cream cheese before going up the stairs. 

“HELLO!”

She screamed when a voice yelled beside her. She tripped over her feet and fell to the ground. Next thing she knew, she burst out into laughter while she felt someone trying to help her up.

“Oh my god,” he looked at her with widened eyes, “are you okay?”

“I’m fine,” she laughed while letting him pull her up, “That was some introduction. My name’s Byul.”

“I’m Hoshi,” he smiled at her and led her to a table by the window. 

“It’s nice to meet you,” she laughed, “Very memorable. Did you do the mission?”

“I did,” he said as they sat across from each other, “They gave me this laptop and told me to press play when you get here.”

“Please don’t laugh at me, I learned the dance yesterday,” she glanced down at the table and saw the same type of bagel she was staring at earlier. “A cream cheese bagel!”

“I didn’t know if you ate yet,” Hoshi admitted, “so I went ahead and ordered one for you.”

“I love bread,” she grinned at him, “and I was just craving a cream cheese bagel. Oh! Let’s watch yours first!”

Hoshi pressed a few keys, and a video of him dancing to Rhythm Ta came on. Then, they watched her video dancing to Adore U.

“Oh, you did really well,” he clapped for her. “There’s something so you in the way you executed it.”

“You did great, too,” she told him, “Rhythm Ta’s choreography would have looked really strange if not executed properly. You did great.”

“Well,” he chuckled, “It is my forte. Wait, how old are you?”

“I was born in 1999.”

“Oh my god.”

Bitna laughed at his appalled face. Of course she knew he was three years older than her. Hanbin had done a background check when she gave her final guess saying it was Seventeen’s Hoshi.

“You’re the same age as my maknae,” he gaped.

“Oh, that’s interesting,” she laughed, “because you’re the same age as my leader. So should I call you Hoshi sunbae or something?”

“Oppa is fine,” he smiled, “Soonyoung if you want, but I’m only going to allow that because we’re meant to be dating. Should I call you Byul?”

“I think Bitna would be okay, too,” she smiled back. “Well that’s a coincidence. Both our stage names mean star.”

“Is that going to be our branding now?” 

“I think so.”

They spent the next hour getting to know each other. Strangely, it was really easy for them to get comfortable with each other. Eventually, her manager called to tell her that he was waiting and that practice was starting soon. She said goodbye to Hoshi as he walked her to her  manager’s car.

“This was really fun,” he told her, “I forgot we were filming a show for a moment.”

“You’re a great person to be around,” she replied, “Oh, may I borrow your phone?”

Confused, Hoshi handed her his phone. She opened his contacts list and added her own number and saved herself as a star emoji. Hoshi smiled at that when she gave him back his phone. He opened the door for her.

“See you again next time, Oppa,” she got in the car. “No more heart attacks for greetings please.”

“No promises,” he chuckled before shutting the car door.

She watched his figure get smaller while he waved goodbye. She leaned back into her seat. Maybe filming the show wouldn’t be that bad.

“Byul, we need to do an after interview while on the way so you don’t have to delay practice. Now, don’t fall asleep.”

She took that back, maybe it would still be pretty bad.

[haosvteen]

STOP I NEED YOUR HELP

so ikon posted this tiktok

and i know very little about them, but the one in the striped shirt???? i’m interested👀

who is he please help i cannot figure it out for the life of me🥺

[ace-angel-judas]

Choking

Pairing: Hanbin/Jinae 

Series: iKON 8th Member AU 

Rating: SMUT 

Synopsis: Hanbin just wants Jinae to stop being a brat. 

Standing in the kitchen, Jinae pouted and whined to herself as she waited for her ramen to cook. She was not the best cook, Hanbin was far better than herself but they were both kind of busy to be bothered cooking or ordering take out. 

So they decided to use one of the five hundred cup ramens one of the fan sites sent to her. 

Hanbin came into the kitchen, watching over her and chuckling to himself. 

“Is it finished?” He asked. 

“Nope,” Jinae sighed. 

“Did you do it right?” Hanbin asked as he kissed her forehead. 

Looking offended, Jinae poked her tongue out at him as he looked through the fridge before looking back the cup ramen. 

“Don’t poke your tongue at me,” Hanbin stated. 

“You have no proof that I did,” Jinae retorted, crossing her arms. 

A hand suddenly grabbed her cheeks and pulled her foreward. Hanbin looked down at her with an amused look on his face, chuckling lowly while Jinae shivered in his grasp. 

“Are you talking back to me now?” 

Not saying anything, Jinae shrugged and pouted slightly. Hanbin pressed a soft kiss to her lips, making her grasp his shirt and scrunch it between her fingers before he pulled away. 

“Stop being a brat,” Hanbin hummed. 

“How about no?” Jinae smirked. 

A gentle slap to her cheek made her moan in pleasure, grasping his black shirt tighter between her fingers. His hips pressed against her own, pressing her against the kitchen bench. 

His lips were on her own, tangling together as one of his large hands went to her hair and the other to her neck. Jinae pulled his shirt off quickly, her hands moving over his body. Quickly, Jinae moved from the kiss and bit down on his collar bone. 

Hanbin growled, grabbing her throat and forcing her away. A teasing look sat on Jinae’s face as she giggled, only for Hanbin to press down tighter on her throat. 

“You know what happens when your a fucking brat,” He growled, “Got on your knees,” 

Pushed to her knees, Jinae pouted before realising what was happening. With a zip sound, Hanbin’s cock was free and aching in front of her face. He pressed the tip to her cheek while holding a fistful of hair. 

“Open your mouth,” He whispered. 

She had no choice but to comply, only to gag once his dick was buried in her mouth and in her throat. Jinae grasped his thighs, trying to prepare herself as Hanbin began to fuck her mouth. 

Tears eventually filled her eyes from the constant hitting at the back of her throat, Jinae moaning through it all. Hanbin eventually pulled away, crouching down to her level as Jinae coughed and gasped for hair. 

“Nice of you to warn me,” Jinae coughed out. 

“I told you to stop being a brat and you didn’t listen, why should I have warned you?” Hanbin smirked. 

“Because-” 

His lips cut her off, sloppily kissing her and tasting his cock on her tongue. Jinae whined, leaning in for more attention from her boyfriend. As he pulled away, Hanbin tugged at the sweat pants she was wearing and pulled them down her legs. 

“In the kitchen?!” Jinae whispered. 

“We live alone,” Hanbin laughed, kissing her cheek, “Come here,” 

Slipping into his lap, Jinae lowered herself onto his cock with a light moan. He filled her completely, Hanbin resting against the cupboards and leaning his head back as a long sigh of relief left his lips. 

Jinae rolled her hips slowly, only to be stopped by Hanbin. 

“I didn’t tell you to move,” He snapped, the dangerous look in his eyes returning. 

“Oh?” Jinae challanged, “I don’t think your in the position-” 

A hand around her throat silenced her, opening her mouth in response. Hanbin chuckled, gathering his siliva and spitting on her tongue before swirling it around with his finger. His fore finger and middle finger placed itself on her chin, shutting her mouth. 

“I think your in a position to shut your whore mouth before I shut it for you,” He whispered sadisticly, “Now move, princess,” 

Jinae whined as she moved her hips, Hanbin’s hand still around her throat as she moved. His cock pressed against her walls, sliding in and out as she bounced on his lap. 

Groaning, Hanbin tightened his grip on her throat and Jinae grabbed his wrist as a warning. Pulling her close, he smirked as he watched her gasp for air for a moment before loosening his grip. Jinae moaned out, her hands grasping his exposed shoulders. 

“Hanbin..,” Jinae whined. 

“Are you going to listen now?” He snapped. 

“Yes!” She gasped, her legs shaking. 

She really hated having to do the work.. 

Lifting his hips, Hanbin grabbed her waist and pressed her against the cold tiles of the floor. Jinae yelped at the sudden coldness, only for Hanbin to laugh at her discomfort. 

“Don’t like it princess?” Hanbin smirked. 

“You try having cold tiles against your a-” 

Silenced by him thrusting his hips, Jinae finished her sentence with a whine as his cock pressed deep into her aching pussy. He found it too amusing how she became a moaning mess underneath him. 

The thrusts didn’t start slowly, Hanbin instantly fucking into her warm walls and panting slightly. She was sprawled against the kitchen floor, moaning into the cold air as he fucked her. 

Jinae hissed as he bit down on her shoulder, sucking dark spots against her skin while pining her hands above her head. She was getting close, trying to break his grip on her wrists while the familiar feeling filled her lower abdomen. 

“Hanbin..,” Jinae cried out. 

“Show me how much of a slut you are for me,” He growled. 

Her legs pressed against his hips as she came around his cock, stuttering whimpers leaving her throat as Hanbin fucked through her orgasm. Tears filled Jinae’s eyes at the overstimulation, sobbing slightly. 

Finally, he pulled out, groaning and burying his face in her shoulder as he came. Jinae was panting as his hot cum covered her thigh and stomach, making her shiver slightly. 

Releasing her wrists, Hanbin sat up and scratched the back of his neck as he stared at her, “Well..,” 

“You came on me again!” Jinae whined as she sat up, “Hanbin!” 

“You get angry no matter where I cum!” Hanbin smirked. 

She poked her tongue out again, only for Hanbin to grab her throat again and Jinae to moan in response. 

“It’s like you want me to choke you,” Hanbin growled. 

“Where ever did you get that idea?” Jinae huffed out sarcastically, a smile on her face. 

[sunlight-additions]

Chaeyong’s Comeback

A/N: I’M FINALLY IN MY HOUSE AND I’M FINALLY POSTING

On February 27th Chaeyong had her first solo comeback. This album quickly became a hit worldwide. Chaeyong has opened up about the point of this album, “70% of the profit I will make off of this album will go to the donations for the Coronavirus pandemic and the other 30% will go to donations for helping kids who were in abusive households, I will not be gaining any sort of money from this album.” The songs are all messages to the members of Ikon

Music videos

1. Gone

(Gone talks about her exit from Ikon and how much she wishes she can join them in just daily activities)

The music video showcases her favorite memories with ikon

2. Hold me

(Hold me talks about how she wishes she could be held by them one more time)

The music video showcases her brother/manager. Her brother represents the members of Ikon and shows how she feels so close but so far

3. Rain(ft.Hanbin)

(Rain is about how Chaeyong and Hanbin are slowly healing together, slowly but surely)

The music video showcases Hanbin and in this scene in particular it was the first time they had seen each other in a while

[bk-sad]

Jinhwan fue siempre una persona muy paciente, él nunca esperaba nada de nadie, ni siquiera de él mismo.

Siempre procuraba hacer las cosas por y para él, se podía considerar una persona muy egoísta, aunque él no se viera de ese modo.

Hace mucho que había dejado de sentir empatía por los demás,hace mucho que apenas se importaba él.

-En que tanto piensas ¿Eh?-Dijo un efusivo Junhoe golpeando su hombro

-¿Uh?, no es nada, simples idioteces-Sobó un poco su brazo, ya que para él, el golpe había sido algo fuerte.

-Estas algo distraído, ¿Seguro que no es nada?-Junhoe se paró y lo inspeccionó-Siempre eres muy centrado.

-Si, ya te dije que no es nada

Ambos amigos siguieron su camino a sus respectivas casa, Junhoe no se equivocaba, si había algo que inquietaba a Jinhwan.

-¿Nos vamos a reunir hoy en tu casa?; ¡Hace mucho que no voy y me parece que debemos pasar tiempo juntos!-Jinhwan sobó el puente de su nariz exasperado, no soportaba que Junhoe hablara tanto y menos que fuera a su casa. 

-Bien, pero no me puedo demorar mucho tiempo, tengo unos asuntos que resolver-Jinhwan dijo serio sin apartar la vista del camino.

-¡Bah!; Sonríe un poco, te ves mejor cuando lo haces-Jinhwan rodó sus ojos y solo lo dejo pasar.

Los minutos transcurrían de forma lenta para June y de una forma alarmantemente rápida para Jinhwan, haciendo que lo inevitable llegara, estaban frente a su casa.

Jinhwan se adelantó y abrió la puerta de su casa,ésta estaba hecha un total desorden, y el pútrido olor que ésta emanaba no mejoraba las cosas.

-Bien, adelante-Movió su cuerpo hacía un lado haciendo hueco para que su acompañante (no deseado) pasara.

Junhoe entró con la alegría que lo caracterizaba, ignorando por completo todo lo antes dicho.

-¿Y tus padres?-Lo miró expectante. 

-Están de vacaciones-Mintió.

-Oh ¡Eso es genial!; ¿A dónde se fueron?; ¿Cuándo regresarán?

-No lo sé, probablemente nunca-Jinhwan sonrió al pronunciar esas palabras. 

-¿A que te refieres?-June ladeó su cabeza algo confundido.

-A nada-Le sonrió con ternura, algo muy poco habitual en él.

Junhoe le restó importancia a estas desconocidas acciones y subió a la habitación del mayor, el juego que tenían programado no se iba a pasar solo.

Jinhwan dejó que su “amigo” subiera a su habitación primero, al fin y al cabo se conocían desde hace mucho tiempo y sabia que June no robaría nada

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Las horas pasaban, Jinhwan estaba muy exasperado, quería que Junhoe se largara de su casa en ese instante, no lo soportaba más, no soportaba ni un minuto más con él, pero aún así, no tenía la valentía para echarlo.

-Voy a ir a la cocina por algo de tomar ¿Quieres algo?-Preguntó calmadamente

-No, por mí todo está bien así, muchas gracias-Junhoe le sonrió y él salió de la habitación, por fin estaba solo, por fin se había podido librar de ese idiota 

Bajó lentamente las escaleras de su casa, siguió su camino por el lúgubre y estrecho pasillo y llego a un lugar un poco abandonado, de donde se podía deducir que salia el pútrido olor que inundaba la casa.

Jinhwan sonrió nuevamente, amaba esa sensación, amaba poder sentir de nuevo. 

Abrió lentamente la puerta que contenía todos sus oscuros secretos, bajó silenciosamente por las escaleras de su sótano y los vio, nuevamente estaban allí, siendo devorados lentamente por él.

Se lanzó despreocupadamente hacía los cadáveres y comenzó a comerlos lentamente, disfrutando del exquisito sabor podrido que estos poseían.

Totalmente ajeno a Junhoe, quien observaba la escena asqueado desde el marco de la puerta, contuvo sus ganas de vomitar y llamó a la policía.

Las lágrimas brotaban de sus ojos y el pequeño regalo que tenía para su amigo ahora estaba en el suelo, mordió fuertemente sus labios para que ningún sollozo saliera de estos y esperó pacientemente a que la policía atendiera su llamado

-¿Si?, disculpe, ¿Cuál es su emergencia?

-Y-yo-Empezó a hablar de manera baja para que él no lo escuchara-M-mi amigo...Él- Las lágrimas volvieron a bajar por sus ojos, mordió su labio con aún más fuerza dejando que el sabor metálico inundara su boca 

-¿Qué pasó con su amigo, joven?-La voz al otro lado del teléfono trataba de tranquilizarlo 

-E-está e-está...-El silencio inundó la linea, al parecer la otra persona pensaba que esto era una broma-Señorita, por favor... Ayúdeme-Susurró lentamente mientras sentía como un pequeño cuerpo subía las escaleras 

-Voy a rastrear la llamada y voy a mandar a algunas personas, pero necesito que se calme, por favor-Junhoe escondió el teléfono y simuló seguir  jugando 

-June, ya volví-Jinhwan sonrió desde el otro extremo de la puerta-¿Todo está bien?

-S-si Jinhwan, todo está bien-Junhoe soltó sus últimas lágrimas antes de que su cuello fuera atacado por los hambrientos dientes de Jinhwan, el teléfono que June escondía en su camisa cayó estruendosamente contra el suelo y los ojos ahora inertes de June lo miraron aterrados.

-Vaya-Dijo Jinhwan-Ésto fue más fácil de lo que pensé, tu cuello es muy suave y tu sangre es muy dulce-Jinhwan sonrió nuevamente, totalmente ajeno (Nuevamente) a la persona con la que Junhoe hablaba hace un rato

[cherrie-skies]

Pillow Talk

8th member of iKON au | song yunhyeong x song yoona

Summary: Yoona's been having a hard time sleeping lately and she finally tells someone why.

note: this was written when I first started this blog but I never posted it cause at the time I wasn’t happy with it, however I was going through my drafts and now I like it?? so I’m posting it :) hope you enjoy~

Yunhyeong climbed onto the king size mattress, lying onto his side and facing Yoona. They mirrored each other’s position; laying on their side with an arm under the pillow, looking into the other’s eyes. Yoona had gone to bed before the others and Yunhyeong wanted to check up on her before he himself went to bed. However, when he entered the younger girl’s room, he was a met with a plea asking him to stay. 

Lately Yoona had trouble sleeping, but no one knew why. Every time they asked, she either shook them off or got irritated and gave the whole group the silent treatment like a five year old did when they weren’t allowed to get chocolate at the market. 

The couple stayed in bed like that for almost fifteen minutes before Yoona whispered an ‘I’m sorry.’

“For what?” Yunhyeong asked softly.

“I know you’ve all been worried and I’ve been nothing but rude.”

Yunhyeong softly caressed Yoona’s cheek. “It’s okay. We’re not mad.”

“But it was wrong of me. I know I should talk to at least one of you, and I want to, but every time I try to I just chicken out because I’m scared.”

“Of what?”

“Of what you’ll think or say.”

“Yoona-ah, we love you. We respect you. Nothing you say could change that. We’ll always have your back and be by your side.”

Yoona turned around so her back was facing Yunhyeong. She took a deep breath and closed her eyes shut. “I’m thinking of leaving.” She mumbled hoping the older boy didn’t hear. 

Yunhyeong did hear it, however. He pulled Yoona into him and flipped her around once more so she was facing him. “Why?” He asked gently.

Yoona buried her face into his chest. “I don’t fit in, Oppa. I never did. I don’t belong in iKON or anywhere in the industry.” Her words were muffled, but Yunhyeong heard them clearly. His gripped tightened around Yoona as he felt his shirt starting to get wet from Yoona’s tears.

"Why? Why would you even think that? You think iKON would be iKON without you? We wouldn't. Just because you're a girl in a male group doesn't mean you don't fit in. It's what makes iKON, iKON. It wouldn't be the same if any one of us left. And your talent, Yoona-ah. You're so talented. You need to show it to the world. It'd be a waste to not show the world what you're capable of."

"I know that Oppa," Yoona sniffled. "I meant that I don't know if this is what I really want anymore."

Yunhyeong knew what Yoona was talking about. They all knew Yoona's passion for writing. How she had a dream of being a best selling author. But when her old best friend dragged her along to audition and passed, she decided to be a trainee just for fun, not planning on making music a career. But when she entered the company she soon gained a love for rapping. Being praised by the staffs did nothing but fuel the newly found hunger and she soon became an idol.

She eventually became distant with her family because they didn't approve of her choices. She lost a best friend because she didn't pass the audition like Yoona did and the jealousy became too much. She turned her passion for writing into writing songs, forgetting about the short stories she used to write everyday. Her imagination started to dwindle to the point where she couldn't write a story, only a diary entry of her day. The one thing she could use as a getaway had slowly diminished to the point where she didn't know what to do when the world became too much for her.

She couldn't put those feelings into songs as much as she tried and she couldn't find another way to let it out. It had started to eat at her and she didn't know what to do. What was once her safety cushion was now the thing that made her want to quit and lose everything.

[wongiemei]

STAY

a/n: so this is the first scenario of BELLA from iKON’s 8th member and it’s kinda her pre-story like before she debuted

The thunder boomed outside and rattled her windows causing her to slightly jump from the closet. Sehwa gulped and peeked to look at the sky and saw how dark and nasty it was. 

If there was a God out there, her flight would be cancelled and she wouldn’t have to go to Korea. But that small part of her said she needed to go. There would be no opportunities like this happening so this is her only shot.

That thought kept her going and motivated her to continue packing until it was just the little trinkets left. All her clothing was already in the suitcases and the little things that decorated her room were the only things left. 

Picking up the small figurine of the Eiffel Tower, she inspected it and smiled as she remembered how hard her brother played to get it for her. Just as the memory started, a knock on her door made her turn around and look at who it was.

Her mother smiled at her from the door and Sehwa beckoned her to enter. Her mother looked at the suitcases at the corner of the room and a sad smile graced her beautiful face.

“So, this is it, huh?” The mother and daughter shared a look before the girl nodded.

“Yeah, I guess.” Silence fell in the room and her mother began helping her wrap some things in newspapers to keep it protected like her snowglobe.

The whole time, the pair shared stories and memories of her childhood when they came across one thing.

“Remember this bracelet? You wore it everywhere, sleeping, showering, everywhere.” 

Soon, they were joined by the rest of her siblings. Her brothers and sisters ranging from 21-5 filled in the room. It was still amazing to Sehwa that her mother still looks so young and beautiful after giving birth to 6 children. Her baby brother, Rafael, was only 2 so he wouldn’t remember her much so he won’t be as emotional as the others when she leaves.

Another hour passed and her room became bare as everything was gone. All the signs that she used to live there were now packed away in suitcases and it became a white canvas again. 

Sehwa looked around the room and realized for the first time, how big it was. Without all of her clutter and junk all over the place, the room was actually fairly large. But it had a sense of loneliness and sadness as she will no longer walked through those doors like she has for the past several years.

The silence was broken when her stepfather, Theo, called them to the car because her flight is in 2 hours. They were one of those families that had a bus-like car because of how large their family was consisting of 6 children and 2 adults.

Jeonghwa, her oldest brother, sat on her right while her younger brother, Seunghwa, sat on her left. They each held her hand and she kept nervously squeezing it and they would squeeze it back. Although she was close to her whole family and siblings, its always been the 3 of them. Back when her parents divorced, they helped each other through it all since Jaehwa was only 2 and too young to understand.

“Can’t believe you’re leaving us. Do you mind me taking your college?” Seung joked while the 2 laughed.

“Go ahead, kid. Although, I think you’re too stupid to actually pass,” she countered back. Seung looked offended while Jeong let out a deep chuckle.

“I have to agree with her on this one. Sorry bro,” Jeong apologized and Seung pouted, mumbling about her being his favorite sibling.

“Sissy, can I get your room then?” Jaehwa, her sister, asked from the back.

She was squished between Diana’s booster seat and Rafael’s carseat and she leaned forward, sitting on the edge of the cushion. Sehwa turned around to look at her before nodding with a smile and Jae grinned.

“What? Your room is like the biggest. Why can’t I have it?” Seung whined and Sehwa hit his leg.

“First, you complained about having to share a room with Jeong and wanted to have your own room. Now, you have your own room but you want another one? You get what you get and you don’t throw a fit!” Her mother let a giggle at how Sehwa scolded her younger brother.

“I’m looking forward to not listen to your nagging every morning,” Seung said and crossed his arms.

“Yah, you still have mom.” Sehwa looked at her mom through the rearview with an apologetic smile and the car bursted into laughter and giggles.

As the view of the airport begins to show, Sehwa couldn’t help but feel nervous and feel suffocated in the car. She bit her lip and chewed until Jeong squeezed her hand and she looked at him. He gave her a sad smile but an encouraging nod as if to say, ‘It’s going to be alright’.

Theo and Jeong were helping to unload all of her luggage while the others stood outside. Seung found an empty cart and passed it off to Jeong before going back to Sehwa’s side. Her mother was telling her things she should do and making her repeat what she should do in case of an emergency and asking if she has their contact.

“Yes, ma. I have it all, don’t worry.” Sehwa reassured her and her mother looked at her for a second before pulling her to a tight hug. Sehwa returned it and squeezed her equally as hard.

When they broke apart, Seung pulled her into a hug wordlessly. That’s how it’s always been with them. They were never good with words and cheesy affections. Yes, there were times where they fought and were always at each other’s throats but they’ve been through a lot together and they would kill for each other.

“You be good, okay? Study hard and work hard. But don’t overwork yourself because you might get sick,” she whispered and patted his back.

A deep rumble of his laugh vibrated his chest. “I will. But I should say the same thing about you. Screw those diets, you’re already skinny enough. And if they don’t think you’re good, we’ll book you a flight ticket back home.”

They pulled apart and she could see his watery eyes. Seeing him want to cry made her own eyes fill with tears but she pulled a smile and rubbed his arms.

“Be good, that’s all I’m asking. If ma calls me and says you’re in trouble, I’m flying to whoop your ass.” He laughed but nodded.

She continued saying good-byes to everyone until it was time for her to leave. But fear suddenly weighed down on her and she ran back to Jeong’s arms. 

“Oppa, I don’t want to leave. Tell me not to leave. Tell me to stay,” she whimpered. He wrapped his arms around her and placed his chin on her head.

“Sehwa, you do what your heart tells you. You want this, go get it. I don’t want you to regret in the future and live with ‘what if’s. I want you to be happy and I want you to be successful in the future. Now, if you want to talk and need somebody, remember we’re on call away. We’re here for you whenever you need us. So don’t be scared, kid. You’re strong and I believe in you.”

Sitting down on the plane, Sehwa felt very tired and heavy and extremely scared.

What if she would be unhappy?

What if she realizes this isn’t her dream?

What if all her sacrifices is worth it?

But a part of her is also saying..

What if she regrets not being an idol?

What if she regrets not following her dream?

What if she would live a regretful life?

However, those are the same thoughts that put her in the same situation. This was only the beginning of her dream. Yes, it’s scary and yes, it might not seem worth it. But in the end, she wouldn’t regret not taking this chance. To her, life was all about taking risks and learning from them. This was just another risk and she would just have to find out and see if the risk is worth it or not.

[kpopnewmembers]

Moon’s Masterlist

About Moon:

Nothing yet!

Stories:

Nothing yet!

New members’ Masterlist

[txxic2]

Ha-Yun

FACE CLAIM: nana komatsu

STAGE NAME:  Kaun

BIRTH NAME:  Kim Hayun ( 하윤 )

BIRTH DATE: 23rd june 1999

GROUP: iKON

POSITION: Main dancer, vocal, sub-rapper, face of the group, visual and maknae.

HEIGHT: 166cm/ 5′4ft

WEIGHT: 46kg/94′7lbs

PLACE OF BIRTH: Busan, South Korea

FAMILY: mother, father.

FACTS:

she wants to get a tattoo.

thinks of iKON as their true brothers.

calls her group mates ‘hyung’ instead of ‘oppa’ because she’s more comfortable.

she appeared in YG Treasure Box with BLACKPINK.

she participated in both ‘mix&match’ and ‘win: who’s next?’ being the only female trainee.

knetz actually didn’t really care about her being the only girl trainee because they could see that all the boys treated her like a sister.

she debuted with sixteen years.

competed on unpretty rapstar two, in which she placed 2nd, although rap is not her speciality.

kaun masterlist

masterlist

[l000ey]

don't forget us ━ skyler

𝑷𝑨𝑰𝑹𝑰𝑵𝑮 ━ 𝗓𝗁𝗈𝗎 𝗃𝗂𝖺 𝗑 𝗄𝗂𝗆 𝗁𝖺𝗇𝖻𝗂𝗇 ( 𝖿𝗍. 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝗋𝖾𝗌𝗍 𝗈𝖿 𝗂𝗄𝗈𝗇 )

𝑺𝑼𝑴𝑴𝑨𝑹𝒀 ━ 𝗌𝗄𝗒𝗅𝖾𝗋 𝗁𝖺𝗌 𝗍𝗈 𝗆𝖺𝗄𝖾 𝖺 𝖽𝖾𝖼𝗂𝗌𝗂𝗈𝗇

𝑾𝑨𝑹𝑵𝑰𝑵𝑮𝑺 ━ 𝖺𝗇𝗀𝗌𝗍, 𝗍𝗁𝖾 𝖾𝗇𝖽 𝗈𝖿 𝗌𝗄𝗒𝖻𝗂𝗇

𝑨/𝑵 ━ 𝗆𝖺𝗒𝖻𝖾 𝖨 𝖼𝖺𝗇 𝖽𝗈 𝖺𝗇 𝖺𝗅𝗍𝖾𝗋𝗇𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗏𝖾 𝖾𝗇𝖽𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗂𝗇 𝗐𝗁𝗂𝖼𝗁 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝖾𝗇𝖽 𝗍𝗈𝗀𝖾𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗋? 𝗐𝗈𝗎𝗅𝖽 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗅𝗂𝗄𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍, 𝗀𝗎𝗒𝗌?

𝑺𝑬𝑪𝑶𝑵𝑫 𝑷𝑨𝑹𝑻 𝑶𝑭 ━ 𝗋𝗎𝗇 𝖺𝗐𝖺𝗒

𝒀𝑬𝑨𝑹 ━ 𝟤𝟢𝟣𝟫

• 𝘴𝘬𝘺𝘭𝘦𝘳’𝘴 𝘮𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘵

Silence flooded the room, she didn’t know if it was possible but suddenly an alarm began to sound in her head. What was she going to do now? She loved Hanbin but she had already managed to be happy and calm, her life had stabilized a bit, she had bought a nice house where she lived with Jiho and –oh god, Jiho, what was she going to say? What if he was arriving just now? How was she going to explain the situation to him?.

She felt bad, the whole situation felt bad. Jia felt as if she had cheated on the man who had helped and loved her these months. No, she couldn't do this now.

She broke eye contact with the boy who was still kneeling on the ground and sighed, took her hands away from his jaw and closed her eyes hoping it was all a simple nightmare.

"Sky?"

But no, it wasn't. He was still here, he kept looking at her as if it were his only salvation, the only thing that held him to life. She bit her lip trying not to cry when she heard him call her again.

She looked down again, analyzed his face and Hanbin didn't like that because he felt like she was memorizing it because she was going to say goodbye and she was never going to see him again. His grip on her pants tightened as the tears began to fall again.

“Please, Skyler. Let's go anywhere, I don't care where but I need to be with you. I need you” He murmured in a sob, his forehead collided with her belly and his arms went around her waist, grabbing her as if she were going to disappear at any moment even though she was there, in front of him.

"Hanbin..." There wasn't much left for her to start crying, she knew it, she felt her eyes start to flood and her throat start to itch, it was a feeling she seemed to be used to. She wiped away the first tear, keeping it from reaching her jaw. She refused to cry, she didn't want to cry anymore.

She looked at the ceiling as if it were going to speak to her and give the solution to all her problems. When it didn’t speak to her, she put her fingers between the blonde locks again and suppressed a sob. Suddenly all the memories created with the boy who held her in his arms slapped her and she wanted to die. How had this happened?

It seemed like a few seconds ago that they were both excited kids to be idols and now they were here, both screwed up by their own dreams. It hadn’t been long since they were in that television contest to fight Winner for the debut and now they were outcasts of the music industry.

It hurt, it hurt a lot that everything they had tried to fulfill a simple children's dream then everything would go to shit.

She sighed again before letting her knees touch the ground, this caught the attention of the boy who moved a little away from her to look at her face better finding that she was already looking at him.

"Sky?".

"Let's go" She told him and he was stunned, he didn't think she would say yes. He opened his mouth in surprise and tried to speak but couldn't, he smiled and nodded a couple of times to get up and extend his hand to her.

The chinese girl looked at the hand in front of her and after thinking about it for a few seconds she took it, letting him lift her from the ground, holding hands they got up and went to the door, behind it was Shaoran who looked at them with a frown.

"Jia what..?" His confusion was cut off by the girl, who gave him a small smile.

"I need to go, I'll take the car" She approached him and hugged him, pressed her lips to her ear "Trust me."

At his boss's whisper the bodyguard's brow furrowed even more but he still nodded giving her the car keys. The young couple quickly left the house, the girl headed for the pilot's seat but she was stopped by Hanbin.

"I’ll drive, you must be tired" She denied giving him a small smile, caressing his cheek.

“Your eyes are still full of tears, you will make us crash. The airport is not very far, relax” She guided him to the passenger door and waited for him to get into the car to close his door, quickly took out her phone and wrote a message before getting into the car.

The former leader smiled leaning his head against the window as the car's engine roared "Where would you like to go?".

"I don't know, where would you like to go?" She was nervous, her fingers drumming on the steering wheel gave her away. She was thankful that Hanbin was too entertained looking out the window at the streets of Seoul.

"Maybe we could go to the United States or Europe, we could go to Paris" He shrugged turning to look at her, when she noticed that he was looking at her, she turned to smile at him making him take her hand, intertwine their fingers and kiss the back of her hand in a loving gesture.

Jia's heart clenched into her rib cage.

She nodded, pulling her hand away from his to turn the wheel "Paris would be ideal" She turned her gaze to the road to concentrate on not crashing the car "Do you mind if we stop for a moment? I need to get some things.”

"Sure, what do you have to take?" He looked at her curiously.

“Oh, uh, money, the passport, clothes… things like that. I have a bag kept at a friend's house, in case an emergency happens” She shrugged.

He raised an eyebrow moving in his seat "Is this how you ran away to China? I remember you left all your things in the dorm, including your passport. We thought you were still in Korea" She nodded, looking at the time on her phone for a moment “How did you come up with that?”.

"Red" She didn’t say more, it was not necessary. Hanbin knew that their sunbae was smart and meticulous in everything she did, it made sense that the older had taught Skyler some things, they were very close.

"Did she know you were in China?" The blonde girl denied, feeling guilty for her friend.

"I haven’t spoken with her since I left" The thing was somewhat complicated because the older rapper had tried to communicate with her since Bobby had told her that she had disappeared, had sent her many messages and had called her many times with no success.

"She is pregnant, did you know? Mino told us recently, he was very happy. Apparently she has gone to Japan to be with her parents during her pregnancy, they want their child to be born in Japan like her” The smile on his face was somewhat sad because he had had feelings for the kpop queen but was still happy for his friends.

Skyler didn't answer, of course she knew. She had read all of her messages despite not having answered one. When this will be over she needed to talk to her.

A few minutes later the car stopped and the silence that had surrounded them became uncomfortable. Jia sighed turning in her seat to look at him better, she looked at him sadly.

"I am sorry".

Kim laughed confused "Why are you sorry?".

She couldn’t answer because the passenger door was abruptly opened and someone hugged the boy, he immediately panicked when he recognized his mother.

"Hanbin-ah, where were you?!" The woman was crying, hugging her son. "You had me very worried, your sister hasn't stopped crying."

The boy was speechless, he looked over his mother's shoulder to meet the rest of Ikon. He looked at Skyler and she sank into her seat at the betrayal painted on his face.

"Mom, I ..." He couldn't speak because his mother had already pulled him out of the car and was dragging him into the house while she cried about how worried she was for her son.

She watched as mother and son disappeared through the door of the building and grimaced.

"You did the right thing." She raised her head to see Jiwon crouching down and staring at her from the open passenger door.

"Why doesn't it feel like that then?" She looked at him with tear-filled eyes, this time she let the drops of salty water run down her cheeks.

"Because you love him." A sad smile played on his lips. He looked her up and down, they hadn't seen each other for months and Bobby had the feeling that after today they wouldn't see her again "You should go."

He made the move to close the door but his name coming from the girl's lips interrupted him "I'm sorry, for everything."

“We will always be there for you, Sky. Just remember it, don't forget us” And after those words he closed the door and headed towards the house, passing the other five boys who were there, frozen as they watched the girl in the car.

She gave them a smile and started the car, not being able to be there another second.

"She’s not going to coming back, is she?" The pout on Chanwoo's lips was present when he spoke.

"No, she won't." The oldest of the group patted the maknae on the shoulder and he began to cry.