#A pearl is just... GSHSVSJ
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I get the Mitski hype now holy shit
#A pearl is just... GSHSVSJ#'your're growing tired of me and all the things I dont talk about sorry i dont want your touch its just that i fell in love with a war'#FUCKING DAMN U KNOW#like im in a bit of a crises bc while I love my bf i dont think it's romantic... I'm just in need of physical and emotional intimacy#and I feel bad bc I dont want to kiss him but also idk if i can even fall for someone#i just liked the rush of starting things but now that Im here... i cant seem to enjoy#its like i own him so much attention and time and that makes me so anxious#i love his company... but like. once a week. not every three days.#i wish I could find someone compatible with me. maybe going t4t after I solve this would be good#.#vent#like i dont want to talk w him everyday its so time and energy consuming bc when im not talking to him i dont even wanna send a message#bc he replies right away#and the worst is that he is a great person. he accepts me as trans. im afraid and he allowed me to cry on his shoulder#but idk man. idk.#he deserves better and i fucking hate how it sounds like im victimizing myself when i say that
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