#AND THEN I JUST STRAIGHT UP SPELL OT WRONG THINKING IM RIGHT

[windwheeler-aster]

i stg if I have strep again i will scream

[thanatosisactuallythanatoes]

im back on my bullshit, so tsukki

this man know so much obsucre things, like the orgin of the ouroboros bet. Comes from ancient Eyptian and Greek.

tsukki walks his neighbors’ dogs when they need him to, so he just know everyones garage codes and how to get into their houses. karasuno think it could be used for malcious reasons, tsukki will also babysit and kids adore him. at one point he ran into the neighbors at like a resturant with the team. they though he was blkacmailing the person because she had forgotten to pay him for the last time he babysat.

he has to most dramtic music ever. he was given permission to play music on a bus ride to a training camp and one of the first songs played was “The Plagues” from The Prince of Egypt. there was a lot of the fun classical. Dance of the Goblins, Waltz of the Flowers, those kinds of ones.

tsukki forgets stuff so often and he writing things on his arms. like, garage code, on there. phone numbers, things he forgets. dates and times. this dude once fell asleep on his arm and he had blue sharpie on his cheek when he went ot school

tsukki actually hates being taller than his peers, he gets really self concious about it

he once lectured the other first years on the latin cross vs the greek cross and why they shouldn’t mix them up. they were floored

this guy can play guitar, but he never really mentions it. yamaguchi is the one who brought it up

he has so much information and a lot a lot of binders and notebooks in an attempt to keep his thoughts straight (it’s not working his brain is still a cluttered mess and he can hardly keep his thoughts together on a good day)

this dude is really smart, but it’s honestly a wonder he’s getting good grades in his class, this dude can’t bring himself to care about his classes, preferring to research his own stuff vs the circculum. also, he hates his grades, he’s a Burnt Out Gifted Kid(™)

this man reads a lot. he is also really bad at remembering certain things about books. he can go on and on about said books. but he can hardly remember character names. he once ranted about a book about albino girls and boys and pissing post analogies, but he can’t remember the name of the book to save his life.

this dude loves photography, but never mentions it. Ever. he once got some of his shots in a magazine, and that’s how the team finds out because Suga is subscribed to the magazine.

this man cannot spell to save his life

he has a bit of a stutter because he goes to talk then trips over his words and then pronouces things wrong left and right.

this dude is fluent in like 3 langauges but he can hardly keep the languages in his head seperate, so he’ll mutter to himself and it’ll be the bastard love child of all his languages together

he knows all of the alchemical symbols. no one knows how, but it is oddly useful. he once just walked up to a person and start chatting because he noticed the Ouroboros tatto they had. another time he got into a debate over the probablity of alchemical applcation in the modern world with his brother (i headcanon akiteru as a science major) and this feud lasted days. this dude has pages of theory written. hinata looked into that notebook and hardly understood a war. there were so amny lines crossed out, things drawn badly. then his brother proposed his edits in neon pink gel pen because he’s extra. tsukki admitted it to a college at one point and a professor reached out because ti was impressive.

this dude gets injured really easily. he can hurt literally anything. despite this he has never broken a bone

[survivorwakea]

Episode 11: “Can we bounce back? Probs not tbh.” - Lily

Well I might as well be voted out now. Ain’t nobody want me to win and I’m playing a fool’s game. Asya shout out to you tho queen, love you icon. I honestly don’t care who goes at this point I’d rather make it one more round so I can at least get 7th. Whoever said I was being dragged, tbh you ain’t wrong. Can we bounce back? Probs not tbh.

so... things r quiet once again. I think ive landed myself in the minority once again! I believe that i could be targeted but the bad thing is that im v busy tomorrow and needto wake up early so i cant attend tribal... its currently 11:25 pm, im probably sleeping in like few minutes and then wake up at 4 am just to vote but we'll see.

i dont want to get 8th. its such an ugly placement pls pls pls not

________________________________________________________________

i am worried. i can sense a blindside coming. i am not sure if its coming to me or my allies but this is way too good to be true... im def considering playing my idol this round. either i am successful or then i look like a clown and waste my idol at f8 like zachary <3

shout out .

Yeehaw I've heard I'm the target again. Do these people know that an easier way to talk me down would be to get rid of my allies first? because they've not really attempted that it mostly feels like they've gone quite hard for me. Watch me get a vote at every tribal council until FTC and then not get a single vote again

another round copy/pasting what i threw in my host chat LMAO

okay so basically jared and i are playing the other side really hard to get them to think that the vote is on chloe, but that really jared lily and i wanna vote for bodhi and then jared is getting them to "lie to me" and vote for lily so im pretty sure they're going to be voting for lily thinking jared is voting with them and that lily and i are voting for bodhi when in all actuality me lily bodhi asya jared are voting for zack and PRAYING we can blindside the fuck out of him with the idol in his pocket bc they've gotta have 2 there's two that have been in play at one point or another that are unaccounted for and jared and bodhi STILL think anabel was the leak during the split vote round, when it was me, so im going to have that to claim above anything else at FTC so we'll see what happens this round im feeling kinda confident that we can finally get out zack, but it's going to be pretty tough because those three are smart and i dont think they believe a damn word any of us say, but jared and i have been talking to all of them throughout the entire merge, so I do feel like we've got a decent shot at playing this off well post tribal I kinda wanna just start winning challenges and using those to make power moves i do think the ONLY THING that comes away from this is that if zack goes home this round, and I hammer hard that I want to vote for bodhi this round, and don't, it's going to be hard to convince them that i genuinely want to vote for bodhi next round bc i feel they won't believe me but we'll see because if zack does go here, i really do want bodhi to go out next, but it's just a really tough field to play right now because there's so much lying and im trying to keep up with all of my lies, JUST to finally take out someone from that side successfully that i deem the biggest threat to win and then there's my relationship with elmo that i feel is going to help me legitimately get to the end of the game here, and if those three actually do end up voting for lily, then I feel we'll both be apologizing to each other post tribal, BUT I'm curious when Elmo wakes up if he's going to tell me that those guys are voting for lily and they're trying to keep me out of it, because if he does, that's going to show me a lot about elmo and my true relationship, and if he keeps me out of the loop on that and lies to me again, then im not going to feel super compelled to save him again in the future like i feel i did this round

Trust List 4.0:

1. Asya 2. Bodhi 3. Lily 4. Johnny 5. Chloe 6. Elmo 7. Zack

Today has been one of the most intense rounds, between playing damage control on Lily and Johnny, and playing a full defensive blindside on Zack.

Convinced Asya and Bodhi to be okay with Zack being the target instead of Elmo. Created multiple fake narratives for the minority to bite on. I CAN FEEL THE MIST IN MY VEINS! Ya. I also got to the end of the idol bridge but it was already found.

Right now I would feel comfortable going to the end with Asya and Bodhi or Lily. That's the goal.

95% sure Zack is going home this round. 5% sure of it being a Bodhi blindside.

Peace out! ✌

me: it’s my birthday and i’m on the road for 7 hours so i may not be here much chloe: answer my pms or i’m reaching for the arsenic

honestly will this game ever stop having crackhead energy? everyday it's another crackhead going crazy.. a day off would be LOVELY to vacation away from these crackheads. (ff to me getting the boot tonight and vacationing on ponderosa.) but lets talk bout last round real quick.... i took a huge ass risk not using my idol when i knew i was getting votes. i just had to take a risk and pray for the best and thats what i did and my gut was right. do i take another risk tonight? i guess we'll wait and see. everything this round is all over the place, but what else is new? lemme try and sum it up for you but i KNOW this is gonna come out confusing as fuck.

jared-  he wants to do lily but he also said he'll do bodhi. do i think he'll do bodhi? no because i think they're really close. so i told him i would prefer to do lily just so he doesn't go and tell bodhi i want him out. but i would much rather do bodhi.

johnny- wants to do bodhi but thinks me elmo and chloe wanna do lily but we don't. also had no idea lily was even on the chopping block till i told him. but i trust telling him i wanna do bodhi.

asya- told chloe she's getting votes but doesn't think she's going home and thinks people are gonna vote for elmo.

me chloe and elmo- wanna vote out bodhi but telling jared we'll do lily but telling johnny we'll do bodhi and hoping none of it comes around to either of them that we're being snakes.

get my drift? do you understand? because i don't.

my plan is this... telling jared that i'm willing to vote out lily so i'm not the one coming off as wanting to be the one to vote out bodhi because i know they're close and i don't want tp get targeted this round because i want bodhi gone because i think jared will just tell bodhi i said his name. like they're kinda looking for someone to vote out right now so hopefully they'll go after elmo if he says bodhi and not me. everything seems ot be all over the place, lies are starting to get spilled... do i use my idol tonight JUST to make sure i'm safe because this vote can go literally anywhere? i'm gonna have you sit and wait...

and if i don't use my idol tonight and i wind up leaving.. i just wanna apologize for all the spelling mistakes i've made in all my confessionals. and i'm sorry if i'm still here next week and the spelling mistakes continue.

________________________________________________________________

i could also be totally wrong about EVERYTHING and might totally be overthinking everything as usual.. but like i've said in previous confessionals.. this whole game has been built on nothing but lies. it seems like jury management doesn't exist and we all just wanna lie to each other and stab each other in the back for fun. lying is a hobby in celestial. we lie for fun in celestial. backstabbing in celestial for no reason? sign me up! jury management doesn't exist in this game.. everyone is just out for blood in malicious ways and we all have no problem lying straight to each other's faces. it's so cracked and it's so hard to figure out whats the truth and this has been the most stressful game i have ever played. but don't get it wrong.. i'm here to fight and i'm here to put that knife in your back and lie straight to your face every single round.

It feels as though this has a bigger chance to go wrong than I let on in my first confessional, so I just want it to be on the record that I am indeed uneasy at 8:46 PM EST on Day 28.

just want on the record that i am uneasy about this vote

________________________________________________________________

Zack is voted out 5-3. He becomes the fifth member of the jury.