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homohomohoe · 1 year
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am i considering spending $70 on all 21 volumes of a childrens book series just so i can prove one of the characters was trans? am i that petty? the answer is yes
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proxythe · 4 months
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What kind of music can you see the P3 cast listening too? Your latest post just made me wonder that. Also just curious, what music do you listen to normally? I ask everyone this lol
im kind of unbelievably horrible at knowing music genres, let alone trying to assign specific genres to characters but i’ll try my best 😭 guys plz dont cook me if its bad im not that big of a musichead plz plz
Anyways. firstly, since minato and kotone both canonically listen to the p3 ost, i can assign them hip hop/rap/pop off rip. if it’s in their playlist, i think we can gather that they enjoy it.
minato - alt rock, pop punk, gothwave, video game osts. i say video game osts bc i yhink minato would like sitting around in a video game afk just to listen to the background music. i dont think minato is a goth but i feel as if gothwave has a sound he’d find enjoyable
kotone - alt rock, hip hop/rap, pop rock. she loves to lip sync to it and u can hear the song she’s lip syncing to bc i also know kotone probably turns her volume to max so loud you’d think she’ll damage her ears someday if not soon
yukari - dance pop, new wave, pop. she’s one of those people who hates country and sucks at listening to music outside her preferred genre. secretly likes a few alt songs but she’d never put them on her main playlist
junpei - hip hop, r&b. probably also a pop enjoyer, but honestly he’d like anything if it were catchy. he loves to dance and it sucks bc he’s really good at it so nobody can make fun of him
fuuka - alt/indie, pop. she’d also enjoy video game music, like minecraft ost and she cries to it. i think she mostly likes slower music. music that makes her feel like her soul is leaving her body and ascending to a different plane of existence
mitsuru - classical. rich girl… but i also think the girls would influence her taste to expand more and she’d find herself enjoying the worst songs you’ve ever heard in your life. it’s ok tho since it’s her first time branching out. she’ll grow…
akihiko - whatever’s on the radio, mostly enjoys upbeat faster paced music that can easily hype someone up. he’s kinda that one pic that’s like “Gym Beast Playlist” and the first song is hi high by loona
shinjiro - death metal, old school hip hop. death metal came to me bc i was thinking about casual outfits for shinjiro and i really wanted to put him in a death metal shirt bc of the font lmfaoo. but i prefer more old school hip hop for him and occasionally other things like old school rock music. he hates that new shit
ken - pop, alt/indie. ken is a kid so his taste is just beginning to form. he only knows pop radio. i also think ken’s music taste is music where you’d hear it and be like “god how does anyone like this” but he’s a child so he’s allowed to get away with it. and i say indie bc i also think ken is the type of person to be sad so he listens to more sad music as if it won’t make his mood worse. he goes on youtube and types “sad music playlist” when he’s in a bad mood
aigis - feel like she focuses more on the lyrics than the sound 😭 it’s her first day on earth she hasn’t yet learned that u can listen to music for the vibe instead of the lyricism. even then, i think aigis would probably enjoy almost any kind of music bc she thinks the creativity is beautiful
koromaru - adding him bc i think he’d have shinjiro’s taste from how much he loves him. he hears death metal and it puts him right to sleep…
ryoji - similar to aigis, but he’d probably heavily prefer whatever music the protagonist also enjoys. he has his own thing for classical music as well. he plays the piano and stuff …
+ thanks for asking what my taste is. i personally prefer to listen to a lot of rock, punk, metal, etc. if my cutesy art doesn’t make it so incredibly obvious BUT i enjoy anything as long as it sounds pleasant to my ears ✌️
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ofsunhillow · 7 months
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yhinking out loud. in that period where i dont know middle points yet . i see a lot of shitty people and im like well i dont wqnt to be that at all so i end up puttinh a lot of value in what i feel separates me from them ........ which isnt really good ..... bc i end up generalizing and just being really pretentious then ... theres this guy in my class that i really hate who seems like his brain is uust empty because hes constantly being an asshole and laughing about ut and wont listen to anyone and just throws tantrums over being told that he cant be an asshole or that he cant be on tiktok when the entire class is being delayed and scolded because One Person didnt put their phone in those lame ass phone pockets they have. and in my mind hes like everything i dont want to be. because he Is. but then because he is i just placehim as the model person for someone who does the things he does, separately. so then i hear someone talking about people who ignore their classes and just get by with chatgpt and i get this like gut reaction like Thats Just Like This Asshole And Many Others That I Know, Reblong! but then i thknk abojt it and man theres really nothing wrong with doing that . need to syop doing this
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gayerthanevertbh · 1 year
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Hi, u can call me l. I'm a Jap Filo who is currently living in Japan. A Carol stan and im new here.
I dont know how thise eorks but i usually read in ao3 and i saw people under comments that they interact eith the suthors more in tumblr so i msde one. And I happedn to came across your fic called: lights, camera, action only because i saw your icon which is natsha in bun and if I may ask are you planning to continue it?
I actually did experience the same thing as yours and I am really sorry you had to go through that. But mine was a lot different because it happened mostly online, I don't know how to put it but yeah. I was sent photos, videos, we made calls, she made me do things and have it sent to her online, I experienced it with my teacher in 7th grade; my Mom found out when we were about to migrate in Japan. We went to court once before I flew here and I actually forgot everything about it. But when I was in 10th grade evrything crashed back to me, I strted getting scared going to school also bullies here in Japan are worst. so I decided to work, I stopped studying.
Last year christmsd we flew back to the ph and the first news I got when I stepped in our van was I have to be attend a hearing because their side knew we were going back in home. I nver thought that the case was still on going after how many years. She even messaged me to show up in hearing, that she's sorry, she's building a family now and is 2 months pregnant and that at some point we have to put an end to it she said
But you know what? Nothing happened, I lost. My Mom couldn't pay the lawyer anymore and I had to go back here in Japan before the hearing could actually happen. I was so devastated, I only wanted her license to be revoked so she couldn't teach anymore. And ivee heard a lot of casesone from my friend back there in ph that if the teacher was caught or like reported harassing a student their license wouldn't be taken from them instead the school would just kick them out (it can be taken if the school are doing their job but gues what? Its Philippines. The system is fucked up, the justice is nowhere to be found if you lay under the lowest hierarchy). And funny thing my friend said, after they were kicked out they would always settle in the provinces there in PH, which I found very accurate because I found out that she moved in a suburban province in ph, i yhink its pampanga.
I could still remember how I lied being sick one sunday afternoon, my family are going to church that time so they left me to rest but I sneaked out and went to her place.
And also, the pandemic made much more worst. I started questioning everything, everything I receive and everything I feel. I remember saying, 'I love you' to her and the fact that when I went to the first hearing to find that I couldn't hate her. My cousins were explaining to me that it was wrong, she did something bad to me, but to me it was right it felt right. I never understood how court hearing lawyers works before but when I saw her I knew she has been crying, I could still remember her eyes fuck her look tht time it was the worst state of hers that I had ever seen and I knew from then that I want it to stop so I pleaded for my Mom not to go through the case and flying to Japan made me think that everything was finally over she wouldn't suffer anymore and so do I.
I even tried messaging one last time using the new account my Mom made me which she also had accessed that time, I risked it all but I never found her account it was already deleted i think
I never went to therapy, my Mom never sent me to one and I actually don't know if it'll help. But my friends in ph asked me to go to one and i also been working so i am considering it for a while and ive been also foing sh lately iwant yo go back yo school but my family back in ph eont let me.
I don't know why am I sharing this to you im actually crying while writing this. Because you know what? Until now, I still couldn't figure it out. Half of me still thinks that that was love and it's msking me sick that i was glad we werent able to bring everything back again in the court i fuvking hate it.
I don't know maybe i just wanted to find out your story, how your story went how you overcame everything. The freedom i would never feel.
I font know how this works i wish i could really talk to you.
I'm reall sorry
hi, i read through your message over and over again and im truly sorry. you have no idea how devastated i am for you, and i wish i could even hug you. please feel free to message me, talk to me if you want. im all ears for you. 🤍
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frecht · 3 years
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i am. so annoyed at my boss.
#it isnt for the reason you'd think! im resigned to the fact that she never pays me on time bc im in high school so it isnt killing me#but jesus christ no one ever comes by here to bring more cake for me to sell#we have like 8 cupcakes and 2 cakes (thats a bit of an exaggeration) left like PLEASE#just bring more#people come in here looking for sweet potato cake bc thats the NAME of the store and we have none#and they have tbe decency to not yell at me thank god but i can feel their annoyance radiating off of them#but its not my fault that this place is run so badly that we have not had a delivery of new cake in weeks#and no one has taken the giant boxes iut of the back rendering that freezer borderline unusable#i am SO ANNOYED#and i mean also i am mad that she doesnr pay me on time and im still missing hours#but this is so much more urgenrlt annoying#if no one comes in today bringing more cake i am giing to kill something i swear#i dont think we even have 4 different cakes to put on display#GAHHHH#OH and also i feel like im the only one who really cleans if here bc her son & his friend are the other employees and they do sweep#but barely and i always have to sweep before ive opened bc they didnt sweep at closing or somethinf and theyve left the open sign out front#TWICE#AND we STILL havemt had the grand opening and i dont actually yhink its ever going to happen#i thouht i had a date for like a month (i thought it would be oct 15) but nothing happened and customers ask and i habe to say#oh weve been jere since MAY but i still dont know when! sorry! :)#imgoing mad as we speak#talkin
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dykeceit · 5 years
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tw: discussion of incest
i usually try to stay away from commenting a lot on fandom drama and discourse but hooo boy have incest fetishists been pissing me off-
y'know romrem shippers didnt used to bother me that much, i thought eh most of them are kids and will grow out of it and have some reason they don't think roman and remus are "really brothers" (which they are). ive been there, i shipped thorki when i was like 15, and my excuse was that "well they're not really related" which of course is invalidating to people with family they aren't biologically related to. they're just as much family no matter what.
that being said, i don't condone sending hate to people. that being said, i think the way at least some remrom shippers are handling the hate or reasonable fucking criticism is downright absurd and disgusting. apparently, if people request you to make a new channel in your server to keep the romrem seperate from the rest bc uh Most People are made fucking uncomfortable or are even triggered by that (oh but thats right, talking about triggers makes you uncomfortable. surely as uncomfortable as those who actually get triggered, im sure. yknow, those who've for example experienced incestuous abuse. but of course your feelings matter more than theirs) then theyre being demanding and "coming at you". i dont know what exatcly was said by those people but i highly doubt it was overreacting. this isnt like sympathetic deceit for example where whether youre triggered by him depends on how you view him as a character. no, this is actual incest. roman and remus are actually brothers. but apparently youre the victim here.
its fucking ridiculous the extent of which these people paint themselves as martyrs of some kind, noble defenders of Free Speech... grow the fuck up. yknow ive been fine with these people existing as long as they do so in their own little incest fetishizing bubble and i have now blocked them so yeah, i guess technically that should be it, but goddammit i needed to rant about this, it's fucking ridiculous. you arent an awesome free speech champion, you just ship incest. and while thats disgusting, whatever, i cant change your mind, glorifying how you're being shunned by most of this fandom and just loving it and acting like everyone else is morally inferior to you just bc you Live And Let Ship.....no. stop. ship whatever i guess but you're not fucking jesus.
now, on the topic of romantization. ive seen remrom shippers argue you cant define that term and that It's Not Really Romantization Because Roman Feels Conflicted About His Feelings For Remus and just. no. what would make it Not Romantization is if you, the author, potrayed it as gross and wrong as it is, that you disapproved of it. and yet here you are, writing incestuous smut. here's a quick little tip. if you, the author, are into it, maybe thats a sign you're fucking romantizing it. Because romantization doesnt just mean potraying something as good, it can mean potraying something as bad but It's Hot Because It's Taboo. romantization happens with things that are bad, after all, like mental illnesses. they're not necessarily potrayed as Good but painting them as being in some way, desirable, there being something in them, that makes you a wiser person or whatever, but with the cost of being miserable i guess. now romantizing mental illnesses is a bit different obviously but the point is romantization doesnt equal This Is Normal And Good.
then there's the fact that....this fandom literally has 14 other 2 person ships just among the sides. 14 other ships that aren't canonically confirmed to be Platonic Only. and even more ships if you count poly ships! now, i personally used to ship loki with thor bc i wanted to ship him with Someone, and thor was who he interacted the most. that's obviously still wrong, but isn't really based on them being brothers. remrom however...if you choose that as your favourite ship uwu then...i think that's pretty fucking telling. but like.......yhink thomas maybe wanted to portray a sibling dynamic? because he hasnt? with the other characters? like here you have the One Confirmed Only Platonic relationship and you go ah yes that one, either bc of just being into incest or out of spite or smth.
now you may ask, what does this accomplish. just block them and move on. well, sometimes you got some Feelings. and you express them. free speech amiright, should apply to "antis" too right (i stg if they coin the term romremphobic i) and i dont expect this to change their minds, especially those who will just thrive off of this post and shape their whole identity around being hated for shipping incest i guess.
now when it comes to people who follow me...if you ship romrem, i...personally dont care all that much but i dont want to interact with you. yeah. idk this was a long rant im sorry
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laughing-with-god · 5 years
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Heya there! I hope you're doing well! I just wanted to ask another experienced person on their opinion of this subject and well youre the only one i know who does this kind of controversial stuff and really get your opinion out there so i jope its no bother. I feel like a lotta newer yandere writers (not pointing out namws ha) are not sure about the yandere genre? Like they write shit thats just wrong cos they yhink its yandere and its bad and cringy? Like Abuse? Am i the only one thinking this?
I have actually noticed this tbh. Here’s my thing; yandere describes a person who loves someone so much that they’re willing to do anything for them. It’s love beyond reason, borderline obsession. So I never understood why people are quick to make their yanderes hurt the object of their affection🤷🏻‍♀️ it should be used as a last resort and the worship they have for the OC should be a main focus. Writers these days don’t appreciate the art of progression. They want their characters to be so intense and crazy right away that it loses its art. I’d love to take some new yandere writers under my wing lmao, I’m not good or anything but I have some do’s and donts that I think I could help with.
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amethystcove · 2 years
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do u believe in soulmates
anonogie im not sure,,, whay the deep question all of a sudden.., anyways i dont really think about it often but maybe i think something similar to dream? like surely out of all the billions of people in the world there will b one or a few people who will have perfect chemistry/complementing personalities but. you See i yhink this is where the fate thing comes in to bring u together invisible string type beat... so maybe i sort of believe in soulmates but i think theres also an aspect of luck to it too
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spartalabouche · 8 years
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misfit1sworld · 7 years
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Being an introvert is hard. But being an introvert and having extrovert friends, is super hard. You literally find it hard to explain even the tiniest details to your friends. Because they dont get it. They dont understand what it feels like to be an introvert. They dont understand the unstable mental state that you go through. They dont understand how your insecurities take controle over everything in your life and make you unable to do the simplest tasks. They dont understand how hard it is for you to go out and see people. They dont understand how complicated it is for you to communicate with people normally and maintain a conversation. They dont understand that you're too shy to look people in the eye, too awkward that you are not able to have a normal phome call. Seriously the worst nightmare of an introvert is phone calls, you can trust me on that. It's pretty damn hard for us to be in a crowd of people without sweating or being super nervious or having this constant urge to just leave and go home. We find peace in lonliness. Nobody bothers you, nobody asks you questions, nobody gets on your nerves. You feel calm and safe. Meanwhile, once you're in any social interaction with anyone new or whatsoever, you feel like you're dying. Literally. You feel as if your lungs dont recognize the oxygene anymore, so you find youraelf restless and gasping for air. You feel super anxious, like everybody is staring at you. Byt they actually are not looking at you. Your mind is just making you belive things that are not happening. It feels like the world is closing in on you, and there's nothing for you to do. I define myself as "an introvert" or a "socially awkward person" or "an antisocial". It's no fun. It's serious. It's an issue. It's something that should be healed. It's something that you shouldn't be proud of. It eats you alive, it eats you flesh and bones. It makes your life harder. It's mentall illness, and I personally so ashamed of it. I wish i dont have it. I wish i was normal. I wish everything was easy for me as it is for anyone else. Sometimes i stop and yhink about all the chances and opportunities and possibilities that i have missed because of my isolated nature. I could have been better than this, i could have made greater friends, and met nicer people, and went to different places. But instead i refused any interaction with anyone who's not me or my family and brought myself this aweful lonliness and dull life. I need to change. I need to stop watching my world crack and do something. My brain needs to understand thay i'm good, o'm not lesser than anyone else. My insecurities need to be shut down.
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misfit1sworld · 7 years
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Being an introvert is hard. But being an introvert and having extrovert friends, is super hard. You literally find it hard to explain even the tiniest details to your friends. Because they dont get it. They dont understand what it feels like to be an introvert. They dont understand the unstable mental state that you go through. They dont understand how your insecurities take controle over everything in your life and make you unable to do the simplest tasks. They dont understand how hard it is for you to go out and see people. They dont understand how complicated it is for you to communicate with people normally and maintain a conversation. They dont understand that you're too shy to look people in the eye, too awkward that you are not able to have a normal phome call. Seriously the worst nightmare of an introvert is phone calls, you can trust me on that. It's pretty damn hard for us to be in a crowd of people without sweating or being super nervious or having this constant urge to just leave and go home. We find peace in lonliness. Nobody bothers you, nobody asks you questions, nobody gets on your nerves. You feel calm and safe. Meanwhile, once you're in any social interaction with anyone new or whatsoever, you feel like you're dying. Literally. You feel as if your lungs dont recognize the oxygene anymore, so you find youraelf restless and gasping for air. You feel super anxious, like everybody is staring at you. Byt they actually are not looking at you. Your mind is just making you belive things that are not happening. It feels like the world is closing in on you, and there's nothing for you to do. I define myself as "an introvert" or a "socially awkward person" or "an antisocial". It's no fun. It's serious. It's an issue. It's something that should be healed. It's something that you shouldn't be proud of. It eats you alive, it eats you flesh and bones. It makes your life harder. It's mentall illness, and I personally so ashamed of it. I wish i dont have it. I wish i was normal. I wish everything was easy for me as it is for anyone else. Sometimes i stop and yhink about all the chances and opportunities and possibilities that i have missed because of my isolated nature. I could have been better than this, i could have made greater friends, and met nicer people, and went to different places. But instead i refused any interaction with anyone who's not me or my family and brought myself this aweful lonliness and dull life. I need to change. I need to stop watching my world crack and do something. My brain needs to understand thay i'm good, o'm not lesser than anyone else. My insecurities need to be shut down.
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