#ASK ME FOR IDEAS. ESPECIALLY FOR WRITING CUS I CANT DO THAT MYSELF I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS IN MY HEAD THO

[crypt1dcorv1dae]

I really like kafhoshi ... it good.... Ther s so much potential and so much material to work with AND YET THERES LIKE NOTHING!!!!! *Rolls up my sleeves* gotta do everything myself in this damn house...

[lifmera]

hazbin/helluva (one for each) matchup for an acearospec he/they/it with massive audhd swag (masc leaning attraction ways)

i love art and fiction, both as the audience and artist/author,

especially collaborative storytelling like roleplay or improv!!!!

and i love to use my artistic skills to make things for others.. or myself. alot of the time just myself. theres probably a reason im called an egotist

im very creative imaginative or whatever and daydreaming isnt an oddity. or just getting stuck in my head re-narrating the same idea over and over.

im known to have a large vocabulary but if you ask me what any of the words mean i cant tell you (i know im using them right but i learn all my words via inferencing rather than precise definition)

hidden role games are my bread and butter (think mafia,,, or among us)

in the past i made for a very convincing serial killer. take that how you will

i can also get well enough into character to genuinely provoke tears in an acting scenario. though im a quick crier regardless so that doesnt say much

I'm very over the top "fashion"-wise wearing bright garish eccentric colours.

this overbearingly true to my selfness extends to basically every facet of my being which is only balanced out by how god damn low energy i am (chronic pain ass mfer)

I'm probably cold blooded, put me under a heatlamp idk

id say that i bite but im too germophobic for that shit

thank you :]

HEY HEY!!

I didn’t pair you up w Velvette… only cus i wasn’t sure if you were gay or just prefer men!

I’ve decided to pair you with…. BLITZØ & VOX 



He’d probably force you to do some pony role play with him. Please do it- he just loves his ponies :(

ALSO DRAW HIM PONIES!! OR TEACH HIM?? He had to pay so much for art classes, just for him to still suck…

He want’s to hear your thoughts most of the time. He’s like.. “whats going on inside their head rn…?”

He’d think you are a little like Stolas using big words- but he’d be impressed. He’d probably ask you to help him increase his vocabulary so he can actually sound more intimidating and boss like.

Serial killer? Join the IMPS :) they only have like 3 other people anyways.

Well enough character?? Lure in the clients like Loona did??? SIGN HIM UP!!! He’s already offering you a job.

Roleplay…. Games? He’d probably ask wtf is that, but then enjoy it sm. Probably asks moxxie and millie to play in their free time.

He’d be surprised you are wearing bright colors!! Usually people in hell wear all red, black, white and pink.

He’s definitely think you’d get along with Loona, so he was like “perfect lover?!!? Esp if they might become close to my daughter?!?”

Ok, VOX time!!

If you are able to Improv… it’d be perfect… you can help him manipulate people…

Especially being able to cry on spot??! If you can act he’d probably bring you everywhere- and you’d join the face of the company.

He’d need someone with a creative imagination to help him come up with new/more ideas for vox tech. Eventually he might run out.

Your large vocabulary would also help him out a ton. You can help write scripts for him, and act them out that’ll make everything sound WAYYY convincing!

Serial Killer? Join the Vees x2!!! They need someone, esp against Alastor.

Fashion? Thank god! You’d get along with Velvette!!! And he wouldn’t have to worry about you not getting accepted into the Vee’s.

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Hope this was okay!

[turningpointswho-blog]

Atm...

21/4/18 (English)

I don’t know if anyone is looking at my blog as I’ve just created this, but recently I feel like a blog is necessary for me to express my feelings at a really strange situation.

You can say I am a guy who has nearly everything... but nothing. I’m from Hong Kong and am a final year student at a University. I came from a emotionally wealthy family (as in happy), I can almost perfect in piano, good at sports especially Rugby. I gym and get beautiful women. I had a chance to study abroad for high school which were the happiest years of my life. Then I came back and everything changed. I cannot survive the weather in Hong Kong, education systems are incomparable to other countries... ok, in short, I fixed those problems. Everything settled until Im in my final year. Its inevitable to mention that I stupidly hand picked a course that I turned out to hate to study for 4 years and in my final year this year, its internship is killing me. Bare in mind that I have not been attending class since day 0 so I know nothing about it. Now my grades are not that good and I might face alot of regrets cus the workers in that intern will make me regret for not learning. Now I know its all my fault but you guys have no idea what it feels like to have chose a course you hated and deal with it for 4 years. Im still trying to discover a thought process to convince myself that I shouldn’t be escaping those burden from blaming everything..

Back to main topic recently. I cannot sleep. I yawn every day and night, brain is malfunctioning like a broken fan. My head just keep on playing the same song over and over again at night and only at night time when I want to sleep! I ask myself why. Is it because exams are coming? JOB HUNTING PRESSURE (will talk about that later)? or internships? I cant talk to my parents about it because they are intensely positive persons and will only shout at me for not having a forward mindset. Seems like nobody can help me. I feel strangled and even wanted to jump off my building right now (ofc ill never do that). Thing is, I always tend to overthink a problem when it is still beyond reach. I have my exams coming in 20 days yet all I can think about is how bad am I gonna do in my internship and job hunting interview. Its been unprecedented. What should I do? Can anyone tell me. Also tell me how to improve my blog too. Thanks

Hope writing a blog really helps. I heard it improves your writting skills and get to express your feelings at a certain platform which it was impossible to do so in real life. I have the Chinese proficiency of a primary 6 student but ill try write my feelings in Chinese next time.

I know no one is going to read about a blog that is full of negative emotions with no pictures or decorations to his blog what so ever. But if u do. Leave a comment or somthing I dunno how this works Im happy to share my life with you. You will then find yourself pretty lucky to have met me cus im very sociable in daytime. Quite the kernel of every social groups. 

I’m just here to express my feelings so that I can get back to sleep. Some how it does calm me abit. but ill have to experiment on it when I go back to sleep now.

Bye..