this man and his voice have literally accompanied me since my childhood, wow…
I have been living with self-harm, bipolar disorder for many years and trying to get rid of suicidal thoughts, but I listen to 3dg and it makes me feel better
I don’t want to be dramatic, my situation in life is far from terrible (I’m VERY lucky in many ways, I just have a lot of shit in my head), but sometimes there are critical moments and mental breakdowns when it’s difficult and even scary for me to just exist, huh
I could say a lot, but in short - fuck, Adam is very important to me. his awesome songs and voice help me get through the shit in life and not give up doing what I do
(I'm very emotional again)
AND ONE MORE THING
thank you for the nice words. damn, I literally re-read all this from time to time, I really appreciate the feedback and all sorts of cute things, guys…
I just felt like posting Adam because Mr. My Boom Booms Make The Toilet Shake (you know who you are.) decided to bring up the fact him and his friend listened to I Hate Everything About You and now I'm fucking fixating and spiraling HARD. Also, I'm probably reposting to add more bc Tumblr only lets me put 10 pics per post smh
[So many words, so many poems, so many lyrics stuck inside my head. While others are bleeding colors, I'm vomiting words, hoping someone will listen but I don't want to be heard]
I might delete this because the idea of ppl seeing my face makes me feel intense anxiety but alsoooo I'm like, "whatever who cares" HERE IS HOW I LOOK LIKE WITH LONGER HAIR (different eras, blue is early 2024 up until mid March, red is from end June to early 2024) UMMM HERE IS ADAM JUST TO CENSOR MY FACE BECAUSE IF I SEE MY FACE IN MY NOTIFS I WILL FREAK TF OUT.
! no one will ever change this animal i have become !
i finished this in like january and posted it on my instragram but i thought id post it here too cause i love it sm
i love 2000s alternative culture and music even when its a bit corny cause that just makes it even better i love corny i love cringe its my favorite /gen