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i love the thought of shouto having youngest sibling syndrome in that he's so used to patiently watching other people do things while he waits for his turn that he is just so happy to sit and watch you do something that you enjoy
#i know it's not an original idea! but i just love the image of him sort of peeking over your shoulder/otherwise hovering while you do stuff#and he's genuinely enjoying himself even if he's not really doing anything#i think he especially likes watching any kind of slow/meticulous process#like nail painting#and if you ask him if he wants you to paint his nails too his eyes go all wide like he didn't even know that was an OPTION and he just nods#and he's super pleased once they're done and can't stop staring at them all chuffed
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A GOOD GIRL?!
#Nevermore#Nevermore Webtoon#Webtoon#THE GAYS WERE GAYYYING THIS EPISODE#DUKE STOP BEING SO BLOODTHIRSTY LIKE JEEZ#DANGIT LENORE CAN'T MAKE UP A COMEBACK#OHHHH LENORE AND DUKE SORTA FIGHTING OOOOFFFFFF#MONTRESOR SIR ARE YOU GOOD#ANNABEL PLEADING LIKE LOOK AT HER DUKE SHE'S INNOCENTTTTTTT DON'T PUSH HER OFFFFFFF#MONTY IS RIGHT TO BLAME FOR LIKE A LOT OF THINGS#PLUTO BEING SO POLITE AS HE'S DOING SOMETHING SO MEAN#SHE IS DEFENSELESS DUKE BUT LIKE YOU'RE ATTEMPTING TO DO WHAT SHE DID TO YOU DO YOU WANT THAT#THEM OFFERING TO TAKE THE GUILT OF IT LIKE AUGHHH AND TELLING LENORE TO DO NOTHING WHEN SHE ALWAYS WANTS TO DO SOMETHING GRRRRRRRR#SHE WAS ABOUT TO TELL THEM THE PLAN OMGGGGGGGGGG AND THEN ANNA WAS LIKE NOOOOOOO#KICKING PLUTO IN THE FACE OMG AND TAKING DUKE WITH HER OMGGGGG#JUST WENT STRAIGHT OFF THE BALCONY FOR HER YASSSSSS NOW THEY'RE ALL DANGLING OFF HAHAHHA#SHE SO INNOCENT WHEN SHE SAID “I promise”#GOOD GIRL OMG LENORE I'M BLUSHHHHHIIIINNNNGGGGG#OOOOHHH THAT MENACING STARE VERY INTENSE MMMM#GOOD EP GOOD EP FOR A GOOD DAY
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horror having crazy irrational thoughts about food,,,,, like bro thinks there's poison in the cupcakes. someone snuck razor blades into the bread and once he takes a bit it'll cut him up. somehow there's mold growing inside the bananas and when he eats it the mold colony is gonna start growing on HIM and then he'll become a moldy skeleton and oh god and oh god and he is paranoid but hes so hungry.... BUT WHAY ABOUT BUGS IN THR FOOD,,,, BUT HES HUNGRY.... a struggle it truly is
probably doesnt help that dust and killer could feed into it. killer could make off hand remarks on how he snuck razor blades into the meat horror's attempting to eat (to fuck around with horror. just some eeeever so slight psychological anguish. and also because killer would just be the type of casually carry those around. what for you may ask well decide for yourself) and then immediately horror's mood drops and he storms out of the dining room. dust and horror go on a sweet little picnic in a beautiful field and its all beautiful and inconspicuous but dust made the food and horror knows that look in his eyes. horror knows dust was muttering something about chemicals a day or 2 ago. the food is poisoned isnt it??? and dust just smiles and motions for horror to eat it
#imagine being starved and then you hang out with two guys who make food dangerous#imagine the dread. the rational part of his mind telling him not to eat it but his instincts are so so so hungry#horror eats the food because it genuinely looks so good but he knows he just fucked up#they make eachother so SO worse........ they are SO bad for eachother its amazing#and horror probably can't cook all that well too so he definitely needs to learn which is a whole other struggle with his eating issues#MAKE THEM BREAK UP ALREADY THEY CAUSE TOO MUCH SUFFERING FOR EACH OTHER 💔💔💔#sorry triglycercule but no 🧡 they deserve to suffer together as retribution for everything they did#sometimes i feel like this angry torturous mtt that all hate eachother is a bit too ooc#but then again..... god is it so fun to come up with ideas for the mtt to hurt eachother#its so delicious 🧡 like dust's poisoned food! horror eats more because it tastes so good#but he can feel the poison kicking in. he can feel his body slowly start to ache and his movements slow as he eats more and more#and soon he can't move. he's paralyzed and in pain in this flower field with dust#and as he starts to pass out he reaches his hand out a bit for dust. just for the smallest bit of comfort#horror's absolutely furious at him for poisoning him but dust still holds his hand back#dust holds horror in his arms with a smile as they lay in the flower field enjoying the moment#as if you didn't just fucking poison the fuck but whatever that's horrordust for you!#dont worry horror gets him back by stealing papyrus's scarf and ripping some of it off to wear in front of dust#he sews a little patch of the scarf onto his jacket and dust is staring at that shit. that is a TAUNT#yeah this is papyrus's scarf. what are you gonna do about me ripping some of it huh? poison me AGAIN???#theyve all grown tolerances for different poisons because the mtt genuinely cannot stop trying to kill eachother#killer sans#dust sans#horror sans#murder time trio#tricule hc#god i struggle to differentiate because hc and rant so much because i swap around and change hcs so frequently that there isnt consistency#ive now decided that rants MUST be substantially longer and less put together to be a rant and not a hc. and that shall be DECREED#utmv#sans au
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wanted to show off the depth of their scar and how jagged it looks up close, a beautifully ugly scar. also made minor changes to their eyelashes, they're more sparse than full
still tweaking their eyebags/dark circles to try and strike that perfect balance—they look somewhat less severe now compared to yesterday, and so far they appear well enough with reshade
#ffxivsnaps#gposers#ffxiv gpose#ffxiv oc#hyur#mygposes.#i have to keep reminding myself that dark circles & eyebags aren't meant to look pretty. paris looked haggard 24/7 for a reason#once a certain program comes back i'll be able to give their dark circles a deeper color to stand out more with my shaders#but for now. i can't stop staring at them what if i lived#unlike face 1 the lip shine doesn't bother me as much with face 2. the heavy-lidded eyes balances things out and it's not too noticeable#also short hair suits paris now with this face. all before they looked like a bobblehead doll because of their face shape#i may end up changing their canon expac glamours to reflect this tbh
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continuation to this post:
Meg who unintentionally and absolutely illogically gets worried when Lester gets sick after the ghoul incident and he doesn't really understand why would she do that
until he does
#meg will fidget with literally anything and stare at him non stop#and ask him so much questions which is strange (why would she ask so much questions; why she asks him to make a stop; why she stares at hi#as if he will disappear; why she frowns so much at him? he is fine?)#so she asks him questions OR doesn't ask them at all just looking at him because he is tired and sick and how for the fuck he i—#—what if he will die? she can't lose him not again he almost died je was so pale she can't lose him again its going to he her fault—#and lester doesn't really understand why she seems so unnerved but tries so hard not to show it until he stops to yk stretch or smthng and#and practically blanks out and all he can hear is his little sister's voice why it is so small why it sounds so scared is she crying why—#why would she cry he is fine why is his cheeks wet ow that hurts and then he gets conscious and realises after a pause what had happened an#and sees meg that is so so scared and oh gods im sorry i didn't mean to scare you whats wrong why are you crying—#oh#and lester will get it after some time and try to make sure that she is okay that my dear meg is not your fault i am fine just a#a little tired and its okay shhhh#i am a sucker for when lester is sick af#the author is also sick with harsh flu is had fever (39°C) for 2 days straight but now is getting better#toa#lester papadopoulos#meg mccaffrey#sunflower siblings#love them#and they love each other#platonically
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it's okay, take your time, we will wait for you as long and you need 🫂🫂🫂
<3 ty for the kind messages
#that goes to others who messaged. sorry i am poor at responding. i read them all and appreciate it#i'm genuinely a happier person when i'm brainrotting over something so i want to get that creativity back somehow#it just seems like i can't focus on anything#brain broken#good news is that i submitted my assignment on time. 20 pages. i had a month to do it. i did half of it during the last week#not my best time management and definitely not my best writing#literally i've been staring at this post and not even typing LOL i gotta stop. ty again. sorry it got ranty#asks
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i almost fought a kid today y'all A STORE IS NOT A PLAYGROUND CONTROL YOUR CHILD this baby was in a stroller near sunglasses as the mother tried on some shoes, and he takes one of the glasses and shoves them in his mouth, proceeds to lick all over it, and when the mother notices, she simply puts them back on the stand. I begged my coworker to say something because i was 7 hours into my shift and if I said something after five people tried me already today, shit would go down. THIS LADY PUT THE LICKED GLASSES BACK ON THE STAND. THEY WERE BLACK. I WANTED TO REMOVE THEM, I DID NOT KNOW WHICH ONES THEY WERE BECAUSE THE SALIVA DRIED BY THE TIME I WAS DONE WITH OTHER COSTUMERS. and two minutes later, the baby starts coughing like crazy. not only do we have saliva blessed sunglasses on the stand, but they may also be radioactive now. i won't be touching that stand until all the black sunglasses sell out. and i feel sorry for the person who's gonna buy them.
#or when they let the kids run around and they come behind the register counter and stare at me with fingers up their mouths#and when i tell them to move the parents are offended#or when they start running up an escalator that goes down and the escalator stops and they're all surprised like wtf did you think will hap#en#nothing gives me more happiness than when a kid is running a round and i hear a smack or a thud#then silence#and then WAAAAAAA#people need to understand it's not a problem if you brought your kid with you it is that you can't/don't want to control it#retail#job#customer#work#working
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why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up why won't my brain shut up
#i'm overthinking something that i did and was told off for doing by my director#and on my way home i was thinking when was the last time i was even talked to like that during a production#and then i remembered the costume experience from hell of only a couple months ago that i've already began blocking out#but the thing is that that person was someone i knew i'd never have to work with again#i mean at first i thought i would have to work with them more. then they announced they were moving away immediately#so i only had to deal with them face to face for another weekish after that point and anytime they yelled at me#i was like 'cool. i'll do exactly what you say to do. and nothing more.' but then of course me being me#i did some extra stuff and they initially were like 'oh that's pretty' and then days later told me to cut everything i added#and like sure i get that the show was frozen but girl. that costume was unfinished. i was trying to finish it. it was frozen but looked bad#anyway. whenever they yelled at me and had actual malice in their heart i was like whatever. i was hurt. but i didn't care as much.#but this time it's someone i've worked with many many times before and it was about a habit i have that i know isn't great#but at the same time the thing that prompted it wasn't even me doing this habit it was something else#but she interpreted it as that habit and said that i can't do that on a production she's directing#and that if i couldn't stop then i could pull out from the production and there'd be no hard feelings between us#and honestly i think her reassuring that she knows i'm valuable and that she wants me there while also telling me not to do this thing#and the fact that she's someone i like working with and will continue to work with just made it all hurt so much more#especially since she referenced another past production we've done where i didn't even realize she had noticed that i do this.#and i found myself in near tears. and still am kind of in near tears. i can't decide if i need to cry or not.#and i had NO sleep last night so i was looking forward to sleeping tonight but now i'm just overthinking EVERYTHING#and like. i know everything will be fine. if i just stop inserting myself and stick to just my specific tasks. it'll be fine.#but this is one of the ways my ocd manifests. i feel like i have to personally fix something i notice going wrong. or it'll be bad.#because every single time i choose to sit back and not be nosy when i notice something it ends up bad in a way i could have prevented#if i just inserted myself in a situation i technically wasn't part of but knew i could help or fix. so i just need to not do that.#but then i feel guilt if it does go wrong in the ways i immediately assumed it would and in a way i could prevent.#and i've been trying to work on this for like 6 months and aaaahhhh it's hard and being called out on it from her just really really hurt#i still may or may not cry. i don't know. the irony of me telling my therapist THIS MORNING that it's been a while since i last cried.#and the universe being like 'i took that as a challenge' and handing me this situation for me to spiral over.#i need to leave things alone. i need to stare straight ahead. and ignore whatever isn't specifically for me to do. but ahhh i want to help#and then of course my mom has this same habit and it annoys me when she does it yet i do it to other people and ahhhhhhhh#brain please just shut up. i need to sleep. i have to work tomorrow.
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OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDH THE ART FIGHT WILLOW ATTACKS
#sunflower rambles#THEY'RE ALL SO GOOD IM DEADDDDDDDDDD#i need to hurry my ass up with revenges#legit can't stop staring at them
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not to be mentally ill but today when i went for a walk in a nature reserve i was climbing a hill and it was cold but so so sunny and everything looked beautiful and i saw so many cool things and i stood there and was like damn what's this feeling in my chest and why am i smiling so much?? my guy,, it's called fucking happiness. i was just present and content in the moment and couldn't contain myself so kept doing the silly arm shake thing i do and grinning at everything and then was like woah what's this feeling. fuckin, happiness dude.
#think the arm shake thing might be stimming (??) i referred to it as pogging and was informed that i've been using that word incorrectly#but yeah stimming ig#the arm shakes!! we all know them...#anyway do you ever get the feeling that other people experience happiness differently to you?#idk last week i was v depressed and now ive had a couple days in a row where ive been giggling with people and ive been cuddled and kissed#and today i took myself off on a walk and i was so so happy and then as i was walking back to my car#i had the gut wrenching feeling that i needed to text my parents that i'd been outside and had a good day and saw multiple cool animals#and that i loved them. because i suddenly got really worried that i would die on the way home and no one would know i'd been really happy??#even though id literally sent my bestie loads of photos and texts and a literal voice note while staring at a robin lol#anyway and then i was floored by the realisation that i carely deeply about whether i died or not#because i was pmsing last week and that is a terrible time for me and i end up being kind of passively suicidal ig#so to have such a big change in the space of a week was a huge shock#these tags are sooo incoherent and span so many emotions#i promise i've had a really lovely day. i just am anxious all the time and depressed sometimes#in a way that is harder to predict now my periods have stopped.#im realising this is the kind of stuff that should probably go in my diary but i've got this far with the tags that i can't be asked.#if anyone is still reading#you do not have to respond to this or like it in any way. i promise lol
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柄本 佑 || 「光る君へ」 (2024) · 第十五回 「おごれる者たち」
#柄本佑#tasuku emoto#光る君へ#hikaru kimi e#1x15#made by me#fujiwara no michinaga#藤原道長#I know he's up to SOMETHING but the first scene is really fucking moving#the way he told michikane there's no need to be the fall guy anymore😭😭😭the soft 'aniue. I want you to be happy'. how I screamed.#and when he said that father's not with them anymore his eyes seem tearing up a little...just kill me pls#he swallowed and his adam's apple rolling..ughhhhh#also the last one he stared at sadaijin-sama's hand for a beat#I wonder if he ever thought about how he didn't get to do this with Kaneie😔#bc kaneie is that kind of fucking domineering guy who valued vanity & dignity too much to die as an ordinary man#the archery scene is A++#and I feel like he's sort of back to being Saburo after that scene like. saying it was childish to beef with his nephew#this is such a Saburo thing to say. something harmless and self-mocking. sometimes white lies#but dude you're dark as fuck. the last shot w the 'I'm gonna be Kanpaku' statement? scare the shit out of me#I'm gLAD michitaka stopped him😱#anyway they're just two dark souls atp#michikane wants to kill his older brother and michinaga's gonna keep him on a leash and let him be the fall guy like kaneie told him to#man...dairi is so fucked up. hardest place to survive#I get that it's the same with the forbidden city in my culture but still. this is way too dark#p.s. the 9th one's funny to me bc Tasuku-san's knuckles...like those are boxing knuckles! so out of time & place😂#(kaneie's out there somewhere in the stars and I still can't stop talking about him lol. I miss him :( )#(do I even believe that he's up not down? maybe. he did become a monk b4 he died.)#I've no problem with heavy power intrigue plots tho I've seen Tasuku implying his scenes lately were all about power struggles in dairi#I mean I do care about the mahiro storyline but the godfather -ish shit is just better
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Ryoko Kui needs to stop drawing women, she's too powerful at it.
#Re-reading Dungeon Meshi to celebrate the anime coming out and there's too many cute girls. I can't stop staring at all of them.#*Yotsuba voice* these are troubling times...#(for my pansexual ass)
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I kinda keep forgetting tumblr is a thing tbh
#It's my sona as the tbh creeture btw in case that wasn't obvious#They like to pretend they're scary and hiss at you#But they're soft as a cloud and physically cannot harm anyone#Their eyes are about as reflective as baikal seals#Y'know where it's so reflective it constantly just looks like they're crying?#They also stare at you when they want attention but whenever you look at them they will look away#They can and *will* sit on you at inopportune times and fall asleep#Their wings are technically big enough to carry them but they can't fly#They're just too dumb to do it :p#They can climb tho#But only things they're not allowed to climb#Especially people#Head sitting is perhaps their favorite past time#They will also yell at you for food but walk away from it when you give it to them#Their allergic to sunlight#I should like stop there's too many tags#I made all of these up on the spot lmao#Please tage good care of them they baby#digital art#clip studio paint#maybe i'll draw today?
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tagged by @risingsh0t @indorilnerevarine @shadowglens & @swordcoasts to do this picrew for some of my ocs – this was a super cute one, thank you all so so much! ♡
🐺 ithrenil (tes; they/them) // 🚁 dani (re; she/any)
🐍 diana (re; she/her) // 👑 reina (sr; she/her)
⛓️ damien (re; he/they) // 🌻 mehlia (da; she/her)
tagging: @aartyom @aelyosos @brujah @cultistbase @denerims @faarkas @florbelles @girlbosselrond @leviiackrman @liurnia @morvaris @narshadda @nocticulas @noonfaerie @nuclearstorms @reaperkiller @shellibisshe @solasan @steelport @voerman @windupcharibert @wrymbloods & anyone else who'd like to do this, feel free to say i tagged you! ♡
#tag games.#oc: ithrenil#oc: dani#oc: diana#oc: reina#oc: damien#oc: mehlia#damien. i need him. lmaooo help i'm down abysmal for my ocs like... diana. reina. damien. kiss me with tongue like i know you want to#sorry. they all just look SO good. like hi hello hi besides like wish there were some thinner brow options for some of the girlies i am#looking... oh also. diana. aro flag because she's demiro and ace flag for ithrenil cause they are demi but they didn't have those specific#flags so i give them the spectrum ones hehe ALSO having vertical slits on this picrew and like exact colour. augh. sexy. can't stop staring#at diana actually. usual behaviour lmao oh and mehlia after she chopped all of her hair off rip to all of that but when you have a baby#pulling on it every two seconds sometimes you just grab a blade and go ham lmaooo anyway. my lil guys. i need to chuck damien on the oc#page cause they do have a surname now but like i haven't done a palette or gotten a good pic yet. also keep forgetting to do bios on there#but yes. they are all bi because i said so :) hits them with the beam#also it's late so will answer the rest of those asks tomorrow >:)
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MAGS THE AKI PERFUME I AM FROTHING AT THE MOUTH HHHFGH HAAAHH HRRRAAAAAGAGAGAAHHHHHHH……….. oh my god i need to shove my face in his neck and just breathe in his natural scent just. HRRRFHHFH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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THAT'S WHAT I'M SAYIN THAT PERFUME SOUNDS LIKE IT SMELLS SO GOOD I NEED TO SNIFF HIM SO BAD I'M BASICALLY A RABID ANIMAL
#sniffing him and he just stares at you in complete confusion but you look happy so he won't tell you to stop#aki u just smell really good I can't help it#I'm not sure if I'm gonna try and preorder the aki perfume or try to wait and snag it on the aftermarket#I feel like it'll be difficult to find so#preordering is a good option#I hate preordering things though cause I always forget about them lol#akiiiii.... just one sniff.......#I need to get my hands on him#do you think he smells good when he's all sweaty#ask mags
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guess who? but with all the Brian Babineau media tour photos
#I can't stop staring at them achewly#like they're v beautiful the way they're lit but SO funny when u know these guys are so unserious#they all look like oil paintings you'd find over a rich guy's fireplace like#g txt
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