#BRO I WOKE UP WITH MY RIGHT EYE HURTING AND THE NASTIEST HEADACHE AND TRIED TO SLEEP IT OFF ONLY TO WAKE UP AT 4 IN THE GODDAMN AFTERNOON

[nagiluvz]

CAN. CAN I REQUEST SOMETHING WITH kissin nagito

anon, i'm gonna be real rn; i love this request. i adore it. i cherish it and think of it. nagito deserves the world. live laugh love nagito 😔 this is probably horrible because i just woke up from a sleep-off-a-headache nap, so don't be afraid to tell me if you wanted smth different or want this re-done!!

NOT PROOFREAD!! NO WARNINGS, BUT TELL ME IF I NEED TO ADD ANY!! VERY MUCH CRINGE 💀

"honestly, how can you let them do this to you?" you gave a gentle sigh, washing nagito's hair gently as the pale man laid in the bathtub. he merely gave a small shrug, his classic smile never leaving his features. "i am merely their servant." you furrowed your brows at his response, dipping his head down into the water just barely so that the shampoo could be washed away.

"but nagito, you're still a person, too! sure, you're a servant. but that doesn't give them the right to mistreat you!" you huffed, startling nagito slightly with the distress in your voice. "and don't even start with the self-deprecation. no matter what you say you'll never convince me that you deserved it or that you're trash or whatever." you quickly added.

you had known nagito since you were both practically kids. honestly you'd feel pretty ashamed if you didn't know when he was going to verbally self-deprecate. you were always there to compliment him and reject every single insult he spoke of about himself.

nagito kept silent, looking away from you as you slowly ran your fingers filled with conditioner into his hair. he enjoyed moments like these. where you'd be so gentle with him, when you'd make him feel like a person worth something. he hummed in bliss at the feeling of your nails grazing his scalp every once in a while.

"hey, nagito?" you started, your voice much softer than before. said man looked up at you, clearly in a daze. "i love you." such simple words but they meant so much to nagito. he gave a bright smile. a genuine smile. "i. . . i love you too." you could hear the small crack in his voice, but you opted to ignore it. giving a content hum, your lips gently came in contact with the non-soapy parts of nagito's face. his cheek, his nose, and when you came to his lips, you paused to make sure that it was okay. that he wasn't being forced to stay silent and accept something he didn't want.

but nagito said nothing, only closing the space between you both gently. it was so soft and delicate, like you were both glass ready to shatter. and you honestly felt like that's how nagito was. but you were always going to be there for him when he broke. because you loved him. and you wanted to grow old with him. you wanted to marry him. you wanted to live in a nice little cottage with him. you wanted to do so much.

and maybe one day, after everything has been settled, after this hell of a kids paradise making has been stopped, you'd get to do that. because you had hope. you had hope someone was going to stop this.

pulling away, you gave nagito a reassuring smile. reassuring him you weren't going to leave him. that you were with him till the end. and a single tear dropped from his eye, him returning the smile. "lets finish and get you dressed. then, if the kids don't need anything, we could spend some time together, yeah?" you offered, nagito simply nodding.

"i'd like that."