Youtube Show
2014
[140627-0704] Seo Eunkwang - United Cube (G.Q) Ep. 4-5
[140711-18] Lee Minhyuk - United Cube (G.Q) Ep. 6-7
2015
[2015] BTOB - Fan Heart Attack
[151028] BTOB - Mnet Today's Room
2016
[160811-1021] BTOB - Summer Festival
[161227] BTOB - Amigo TV Season 1
2017
[170609] BTOB - Full Live M2
2018
[180130] BTOB - Amigo TV Season 2
[180316] Jung Ilhoon - After Mom Falls Asleep
[180628] BTOB - After Manager Falls Asleep
[181129] BTOB - After Teacher Falls Asleep
[181213] Lee Changsub - Don't worry about nails
2020
[200711-210626] Peniel - Get Real Season 1 (host)
[201019] Lee Changsub - Solarsido Interview
[201125-1213] BTOB 4U - TeleTOB 2020
[201125] Lee Minhyuk - Idol Museum (genie original)
[201125] BTOB 4U - GIF Studio Wa Lalla
[201128-1205] Lee Changsub - SubOhBar S2
2021
[210908] Lee Minhyuk, Peniel - Studio Kizzle (what if k-pop idol comforts student?)
[210916-1003] BTOB 4U - TeleTOB (again) 2021
2022
[220221] BTOB - Namuwiki
[220222] BTOB - 1stLook Challenge
[220311-0415] BTOB - Three Meals a Day
[220318-25] Seo Eunkwang, Lee Minhyuk, Peniel - Nora Pocha Ep. 4-5
[220415-29] Lee Changsub - Kylo X Changsub | Adorable Baby
[220623] Lee Changsub - Solarsido "Part Change"
[220629] Lee Minhyuk - Healthy Idol BTOB Lee Minhyuk
[220630-0704] Seo Eunkwang, Lee Minhyuk / HUTA - After zZZ
[220701] Lee Minhyuk - Jung Hyundon's Untitled TV Ep. 6
[220708] Lee Minhyuk - 10-minutes PlayTime : HuMung Being Ep. 11
[220908] Lee Changsub - Nosang Again Ep. 01
[220909] Lee Changsub - Hello You Ep. 43 (When a father meets her daughter's ideal type)
[220923] Seo Eunkwang, Lee Changsub - Kylo | Adorable Baby
[221010-1107] Seo Eunkwang, Im Hyunsik - Begin Again Open Mic
[221111-Present] Lee Changsub - Changing Majors (전과자)
[221218-230226] Seo Eunkwang, Lee Changsub - INSSA OPPA Multiverse
2023
[230422] Lee Changsub - Kang Hyungwook’s Dog Guest Show Ep. 11
[230502] BTOB - Killing Voice
[230504] Seo Eunkwang, Im Hyunsik - Cho Hyunah's Thursday Night Ep. 14
[230504] BTOB - Idol Human Theater
[230526-0602] Seo Eunkwang - World of Bumsoo
[230608] Lee Minhyuk - Korean Zombie, Korea's first idol fighter
[230616-0721] Lee Changsub - Lotri Night (mc)
[230831] Lee Minhyuk - How about a drink after work?
[230922] Seo Eunkwang, Lee Changsub - Congra-TWO-Lations Ep. 4
[231027] Lee Changsub - Changsub's ON Guests
[231224] Lee Changsub - Olive Young (ad)
[231224] Lee Changsub - Fairy Jaehyung
2024
[240118] Lee Changsub - Muija 'Deserted Island Survivor' Ep. 01
[240125] Lee Changsub - Muija 'Deserted Island Survivor' Ep. 02
[240213] Lee Changsub - Jeonyeokja Ep. 06
[240217] Lim Hyunsik - Beyond the Studio (La Mar)
[240311] Lim Hyunsik - Park SungJJIN S2 Ep. 14
[240313] Seo Eunkwang, Lim Hyunsik, Peniel - Gaesemo Ep. 28
[240329] Lee Changsub - Muija 'Deserted Island Survivor' Ep. 10
[240331] Yook Sungjae - Fairy Jaehyung
[240402] Seo Eunkwang - Ryeowook's Life Snapshoot Ep. 3
[240405] Seo Eunkwang - Back to School: Fill the Bag
[240412] Lee Changsub - Changsub and Guri visited Starfield Suwon
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Day 19: Favorite song from sub unit
Is 4U even an official sub unit? 🤷🏻♀️ but I do love this song by hyunsik 😌
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EUNKWANG COMEBACK = ME SIMPING
Yes, this man is my bias.
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they really are using hui to save cube's 2024 q1 financial report 🤡 when was the guy not overworked and stressed-out. 2018 2020 peak 'he won't catch a breath! he's gonna be on every variety show there is!'
one of cube's mistakes was also not making shinwon the variety guy and sending honk on shows when the guy already had a hard time bc of certain group's fans orchestrated online hate campaign and did things like spam negative comments. ppl who see 10 negative comments under the article they just read are unlikely leave a positive one
it really makes you wonder if they want them to succeed or do they just want them to keep making money even at cost of health crisis and long lasting issues that aren't easy to treat
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.⋆。⋆☂˚⋆.Navigation.⋆。˚☽˚。⋆.
☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽
⇾About Me
⇾Masterlist
Requests and asks: currently open
☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽
Ongoing ask events: Kinktober 2022
prompt list: here
rules and idol list: here
EVENT LIST: here (will be updated)
The asks will be answered in October as the name of the event suggests.
☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽༓・*˚⁺‧͙☽
anon emojis which are taken: 🥛 🎮 🖤 🎸
if you would like to take an emoji feel free to do so :))))))
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Their S/O Speaks in Their Native Language
You Attend a Channel Fashion Show Together
Their S/O Wants to Wait Until Marriage
You’re Acting in Harry Potter Together
You Two are Judges on Produce X 101
You’re Younger than Them
Their S/O is a Young Business Woman
You Have a Toxic/Irresponsible Father
You’re an Idol
They Don't Know You're an Idol (BTOB 4U)
When They Like the Same Girl
Their G/F Wants to Breakup
You Confess You Like Them
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How LONG it took each K-POP GROUP to get their first win!
Brave Girls - 3628 days after debut
SUPER JUNIOR-D&E -2685 days after debut
NU'EST - 2610 days after debut
U-KISS - 2378 days after debut
N.Flying - 1981 days after debut
Dreamcatcher - 1923 days after debut
NCT U - 1656 days after debut
Jewerly - 1490 days after debut
PENTAGON - 1471 days after debut
CLC - 1426 days after debut
DAY6 - 1416 days after debut
VERIVERY - 1414 days after debut
Shinhwa - 1361 days after debut
fromis_9 - 1322 days after debut
BTOB - 1309 days after debut
ONF - 1308 days after debut
DKZ - 1273 days after debut
BF - 1265 days after debut
SF9 - 1198 days after debut
VICTION - 1098 days after debut
Girl's Day - 1096 days after debut
ASTRO - 1071 days after debut
DIA - 1065 days after debut
EXID - 1057 days after debut
ONEUS - 1043 days after debut
OH MY GIRL - 1008 days after debut
LABOUM - 974 days after debut
WJSN - 950 days after debut
Lovelyz - 916 days after debut
MONSTA X - 915 days after debut
Block B - 912 days after debut
Golden Child - 850 days after debut
CSJH The Grace - 769 days after debut
BABY V.O.X - 761 days after debut
B1A4 - 756 days after debut
B.A.P - 748 days after debut
Epik High - 739 days after debut
KARA - 707 days after debut
BTS - 691 days after debut
Brown Eyed Girls - 631 days after debut
GOT7 -628 days after debut
MAMAMOO - 626 days after debut
TEEN TOP - 603 days after debut
f(x) - 601 days after debut
LOONA - 570 days after debut
2AM - 566 days after debut
Treasure - 565 days after debut
VIXX - 561 days after debut
AOA - 459 days after debut
Bolbbalgan4 - 545 days after debut
THE BOYZ - 517 days after debut
Billie - 510 days after debut
INFINITE - 487 days after debut
Secret - 457 days after debut
EXO - 432 days after debut
MOMOLAND - 427 days after debut
Crayon Pop - 408 days after debut
NMIXX - 400 days after debut
BIGBANG - 384 days after debut
GFRIEND - 382 days after debut
Stray Kids - 375 days after debut
NCT 127 - 350 days after debut
Seventeen - 344 days after debut
B2ST (BEAST) - 343 days after debut
After School - 339 days after debut
Stayc - 306 days after debut
TEMPEST - 273 days after debut
Apink - 261 days after debut
Wonder Girls - 257 days after debut
2PM - 245 days after debut
ATEEZ - 239 days after debut
Red Velvet - 238 days after debut
Super Junior & MBLAQ - 231 days after debut
Twice - 198 days after debut
Sistar - 196 days after debut
Everglow - 187 days after debut
NCT Dream - 173 days after debut
CNBLUE - 163 days after debut
T-ara - 156 days after debut
Enhypen - 155 days after debut
CRAVITY - 140 days after debut
CSR - 128 days after debut
SHINee - 116 days after debut
4Minute & I.O.I - 104 days after debut
JBJ - 100 days after debut
SS501 - 99 days after debut
TVXQ! - 93 days after debut
Davichi - 90 days after debut
NU'EST W - 86 days after debut
Girls' Generation - 67 days after debut
AESPA - 61 days after debut
FT ISLAND - 42 days after debut
2NE1 - 39 days after debut
GOT the beat - 27 days after debut
(G)I-DLE - 20 days after debut
New Jeans - 17 days after debut
EXO-CBX - 16 days after debut
Gaya-G (WSG Wannabe) - 14 days after debut
Blackpink & AB6IX - 13 days after debut
IKON & Hi Suhyun - 12 days after debut
EXO-SC & Irene and Seulgi (Red Velvet) & NCT DOJAEJUNG - 11 days after debut
IZ*ONE & Kep1er - 10 days after debut
Itzy & Girls Generation-TTS & Wanna One- 9 days after debut
TXT & Le Sserafim & Highlight & BTOB 4U- 8 days after debut
Ive & Viviz & CIX & WSG WANNABE - 7 days after debut
X1 & SSAK3 - 5 days after debut
Winner - 4 days after debut
Kinda long list, you know? It's really sad that most of groups need to wait that long for their first win... What's your opinion about this? Comment below!
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from 2015 to 2023: a retrospective!
i’m mostly writing this for myself, but if you happen to take a look and even get something out of it, that’s cool too.
i started this blog in march 2015; it’s now december 2023. back then, i was still a student, reaching the end of my teen years and preparing to progress towards the next stage of my life. i’m now twenty-eight (birth year buddies with sungjae, let’s go).
to be honest, my main goal in life during that time – aside from surviving university and then finding a job – was basically to spread recognition of btob as much as i could lmao. it was as if my well-being depended on their happiness and success. i wanted to watch them succeed so bad, and i feel like their rise equated to some of the most exciting years of my life. they gave me something i thought i was missing, and i needed them. at the same time, i think i was experiencing a lot of difficulties during the years 2015-2017. btob became my escape and comfort that helped me get through that period. looking back, i could have been relying on them a bit too much, but they certainly brightened my world. for that, i’ll always be grateful.
one of my fondest memories will forever be seeing them live for the first time at their 2017 concert. being in the presence of the seven people i had been supporting so hard was profoundly touching. hearing fellow melodies singing their hearts out to ‘it’s okay’ alongside myself brought tears to my eyes.
anyway, as time passed and i started to spend less time online due to changing commitments offline, i began to notice changes in myself. i stopped posting here in 2019 for no significant reason other than that i had gotten busy, and i was finding myself genuinely enjoying life by then. i was discovering happiness in more ways than i had before, but btob stayed a part of me. they were my reliable friends, my found family – the ones i could come back to at any time. my home.
in late 2020 and 2021, i distanced myself for a while. i don’t think i ever fully processed the news back then. i might have even told myself that not paying attention and blocking it out would be for the best. i basically took a break, only checking in here and there. (4u ate up on kingdom.) i’ve naturally drifted away from people i knew back then, but i’ve also stayed close to a few. eventually, i found myself accepting the way things had become, albeit slowly. i still miss and care about ilhoon. i understand if he will never be a ‘public figure’ again. i think i can simultaneously acknowledge and hold both of these perspectives. every now and then, such as when i’d finished watching the btob time movie last week, i do feel sad about it. it’s hard to just get over it. yeah, i’m an adult, but so what.
my mindset has changed as i’ve gotten older. in the past, i was hostile and quick to react in the face of negativity. i was chaotic; i always wanted to prove a point. i guess i’ve calmed down a lot since then. i’m pretty mellow these days. on the whole, i’m not fond of spending too much time engaging with strangers or acquaintances online. truthfully, it did make me anxious then too. i kind of prefer just tossing things into the void, like this post, and quietly enjoying what i like. that’s why being active online the way i used to be doesn’t seem to work for me anymore. still, maybe with rose-tinted glasses, i miss those days i spent just waiting on the next btob update and having fun here. i scrolled through my archive for a while last night, riding on a rollercoaster of emotions.
what i actually mean by my mindset having changed though, is that i seem to view things in life more positively these days. i’ve somehow stopped being so pessimistic all the time. i found it difficult to look on the bright side when i was younger. i was colder, filled with dread, and eternally expecting the worst. as a person, i think i’ve become warmer, more appreciative. precious things can disappear just like that. i try to be thankful, in case it’s true that nothing gold can stay.
i’m undecided on if i’ll randomly appear with the odd post when i feel like it. there’s no harm in it, so perhaps! at present, what i want to say is that i still wholeheartedly love and support btob. always will. i have their season’s greetings pre-ordered. now that they’re out of cube, i’m so excited for what they might have in store next. i don’t know what it’ll be, but that’s okay. whatever it is, and even if it’s not what i’m expecting, i trust them. i’ll be proud of them. really! 비투비 예전에도 지금도 앞으로도 사랑해요! 🩵
(p.s. i impulsively bought hour moment photocards at 2am last night, so maybe i actually still need to relax.)
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I know it's been hard lately
I'll lend my ears to you so tell me whats's wrong
I'll be here for you whenever you need
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[BTOB 4U] Idol League Season 3 (Outside Promotion)
[210902] BTOB 4U - Idol League Season 3 : Watch (engsub)
Ps. Please don't re-upload anywhere.
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Kpop Boy Groups:
#
1/N (Rock band)
24K
2AM
2PM
2Z (Rock band)
3RACHA (Stray Kids sub-unit)
5TION
828 (Rock band)
9 and the Numbers (Rock band)
9001 (Ninety O One) (Rock band)
A
ATBO
A.C.E
A.Cian
AB6IX
ABLUE
About U (Rock band)
Achtung (Rock band)
AfterMoon (Rock band)
AIMERS
Alary Kansion (Rock band)
Aliven (Producers group)
ALLART BOYZ * pre-debut
AlphaBAT
AMBITION * pre-debut
ambitious ambition (Crew)
ANTARES
Ants (One-man band)
APL
APR PROJECT * pre-debut
ASTRO
ATEEZ
AWEEK
B
B1A4
B3o1z (formerly known as 1st Aimers) * pre-debut
BADCUPID (Rock band)
BAE173
Band Nah (Rock band)
Bandage (Rock band)
BDC
BeaverTown (Rock band)
BenchWeLeo (Rock band)
BF (Formerly known as BOYFRIEND)
BgA
B.I.G
Big Bang
Big Dipper * pre-debut
Bigflo *currently on hiatus
Black A * pre-debut
Black Level
Blank2y
BLITZERS
Block B
Block B Bastarz (Block B sub-unit)
BOM * pre-debut
Brown Eyed Soul
BSS (Seventeen sub-unit)
BTOB
BTOB 4U (BTOB sub-unit)
BTOB Blue (BTOB sub-unit)
BTS (Bangtan Boys)
Bursters
BUZZ (Rock band)
Bye my mood
BZ BOYS
C
C on H * pre-debut
Catch The Young (Rock band)
Cheek Touch Boys *(Stray Kids X NCT Dream Collab)
CIIPHER
CIX
Classmate
Click B
CN19
CNBLUE (Rock band)
CNEMA (Rock band)
Confined White (Rock band)
Cotoba (Rock band)
Crack Shot (Rock band)
CRAVITY
Cross Gene
Crying Nut (Rock band)
D
D1CE
D82 (Rock band)
D.COY
Daily Note * pre-debut
Dance Racha (Stray Kids sub-unit)
Dandelion (Rock band)
Dasutt (Rock band)
Day6 (Rock band)
Day6 (Even of Day) (Day6 sub-unit/ Rock band)
Dayangsung (Rock band)
Daybreak (Rock band)
Daydream (2022 group) * pre-debut
Danggisio (Rock band)
DICKPUNKS (Rock band)
DIGNITY
DIOS * pre-debut
DKB
DKZ
DMTN *currently on hiatus
Dreamer * pre-debut
DRIPPIN
Dustin
E
E’LAST
E’LAST U (E’LAST sub-unit)
East Shine * pre-debut
EASTONE (inactive)
ENHYPEN
EPEX
Epik High
EXO
EXO-CBX (EXO sub-unit)
EXO Main Vocal Line (EXO sub-unit)
F
F’Club
FABLE
Fallanc
FISTBUMP (Rock band)
Fl1x
FLAG (Rock band)
FT Island (Rock band)
Fool in the Pool (Rock band)
Forestella (Crossover group)
FREE PASS
G
G-EGG * pre-debut Japan-Korea joint boys group
G-EGG Team A (G-EGG sub-unit)
G-EGG Team B (G-EGG sub-unit)
G-EGG Team C (G-EGG sub-unit)
G-EGG Team D (G-EGG sub-unit)
G-MOST
GHOST9
GIFT (Rock band)
g.o.d
Golden Child
GOMAK BOYS * pre-debut
GOT7
GreatGuys
Ggumnamu (WM Boys) * pre-debut (WM male trainees)
Guckkasten (Rock band)
H
H Boyz (Formerly known as Ex9) * pre-debut
HAWW * pre-debut
Hey Men (Rock band)
HID&GEM
HIDDEN FOLDER
Highlight
HippoPotamic (Rock band)
HOA (Rock band)
Hoppipolla (Rock band)
HÜ (Rock band)
Hyukoh (Rock band)
I
I1IT (Korean-Japanese boy group)
iKON
IDIOTAPE (Rock band)
IN2IT
Infinite
Infinite F (Infinite sub-unit)
IZ
J
JaeHyun’s (NCT x N.Flying x The Boyz x Golden Child collab)
Jang Deokcheol (Ballad group)
JJCC
Just B
JWiiver
JYJ
JYP Loud * pre-debut
K
KAIROS
Kingdom
Kisnue (Rock band)
KKD * pre-debut
KNK
KOKOON
L
Lacuna
Lanalogue (Rock band)
LA POEM (Crossover group)
LETTEAMOR (Crossover group)
Like A Movie
Limitless
Lionesses
Lose My Memory (Emo and Post-Hardcore band)
Loude (Rock band)
LST
LU:KUS
LUCY (Rock band)
LUAMEL (Rock band)
LUMINOUS
Luna
Lunch (Rock band)
M
MAP6
MAXIMUM * pre-debut
MCND
M.C the Max (Rock band)
Megamax
M.I.C * pre-debut
MIRAE
Monday Off With Bluesy (Rock band)
MONSTA X
M.O.N.T Arena
M.O.N.T Original (M.O.N.T Arena sub-unit)
Mountain * pre-debut in Korea
M.Pire
Mr. T (Trot group)
MSG Wannabe (Rock band)
MustB
MUZIGAE
MVP
MYNAME
MYORI
N
N.CUS
N.Flying (Rock band)
N.ssign * pre-debut
N.TIC
NCT
NCT 127 (NCT sub-unit)
NCT Dream (NCT sub-unit)
NCT U (NCT sub-unit)
NELL (Rock band)
Nerd Connection (Rock band)
NEUL
New Kidd
New Town Boyz
NIK (Japanese-Korean group)
NINE.i
Noel
NOIR
Nokdu Team (Rock band)
N.O.M (Nature of Man)
NTX
O
OFF Team (ONF sub-unit)
OG School Project
OMEGA X
ON AiR
ON Team (ONF sub-unit)
ONEUS
ONEWE (Rock band)
ONF
OnlyOneOf
O.O.O (Rock band)
Owalloil (Rock band)
P
P1Harmony
Pattern
PATZ (Rock band)
Pentagon
PossibleDong Band/GaneungDong Band (Rock band)
R
RabidAnce (Crossover group)
Re:Kids Dream (Kid group)
Re:Kids Glory (Kid group)
Re:Kids Hero (Kid group)
Rhythm Power (Hip-hop group)
RoaD-B
Romeo
rooftop patio (Band)
Royal Rirates (Rock band)
S
SANGJARU (Traditional music group)
Sea Park
Sechskies
SEMA (Rock band)
Seventeen
Hip-Hop Team (Seventeen sub-unit)
Vocal Team (Seventeen sub-unit)
Performance Team (Seventeen sub-unit)
SEVEN STARS * pre-debut
SF9
SG Wannabe
SHAX (Drama)
SHINee
Shinhwa
Shooter-X * pre-debut
SILICA GEL (Rock band)
SIGMA (South Korean-Japanese boy group)
SIDECAR (Rock band)
SMNBG (SM Trainees) * pre-debut
SNUPER*currently on hiatus
SoonSoonHee (Ballad trio)
SORAN (Rock band)
South Club (Rock band)
SS501 *currently on hiatus
Standing Egg (Rock band)
Stray Kids
Sultan of the Disco (Rock band)
Super Five (Trot project group)
Super Junior
Super Junior-H (Super Junior sub-unit)
Super Junior-K.R.Y. (Super Junior sub-unit)
Super Junior-T (Super Junior sub-unit; Trot group)
Super Kids (Kid group)
SUPERKIND (Formerly known as YOURS)
SuperM
SUPRISE U
SVT Leaders (Seventeen sub-unit)
Sweaters (Rock band)
T
TAN
TARGET
Teen Top
TENOCLK (Rock band)
TEMPEST
TFN (Formerly T1419)
The Boss (DGNA)
The Boyz
The Credit
The King
The Man BLK
THE MIDNIGHT ROMANCE (Rock band)
The Poles (Rock band)
The Rose
The Solutions (Rock band)
The T-Bird
The Vipers (Rock band)
The Vish (Rock band)
The Whales (Rock band)
THORNAPPLE (Rock band)
TimeZ (Chinese-Korean boy group)
TNX
TO1
Trainee A * pre-debut
TREASURE
TRENDZ
Triger
Tritops
TST
Turbo
TVXQ
TXT
U
U-Kiss
UNIQ
UNVS
UP10TION
UpStar (Rock band)
V
VALO (Rock band)
Vanner
VAV
VERIVERY
VICTON
Viral Affair (Rock Band)
VIXX
VL Boys * pre-debut
Vocal Racha (Stray Kids sub-unit)
Volkno (Treasure Sub-unit)
V.O.S
Vromance
W
W24 (Rock Band)
WAO
Wave To Earth (Rock band)
We Are The Night (Rock band)
WE:A * pre-debut
WEi
WETTER (Rock band) *currently on hiatus
WEUS (Unofficial project group)
WINNER
Withus
WOW
woogotsa (Rock band)
X
Xdinary Heroes (Rock band)
XEED
XENEX
Xodiac * pre-debut
XST
Y
Y&W
YDPP
Yo:zum (Rock band)
YOUNITE
Z
ZE:A
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the edge of a dream
— in which seonghwa begins to search for something beyond his reach.
cast: seonghwa (ateez) x fem!reader
genre: magical realism, dream sequence, angst
wc: 464
warnings: basically seonghwa doubting himself and being confused for a couple hundred words, i wrote this late at night and in less than an hour so there might be errors + stuff will sound stupid, 2nd person pov, lowercase intended.
a/n: this is inspired by seonghwa's part in the fever pt. 1 diary film—the banner is a screenshot from there. the ateez storyline is so cool! i would recommend the songs illusion by kingdom, mirage by btob 4u, and of course, inception by ateez to set the mood.
as usual, it costs nothing to reblog and like! help a girl beat the algorithm.
taglist: @restlessmaknae
seonghwa, for most of his life, hadn't considered his dreams to be particularly memorable. perhaps a few lingered in his mind for a little longer than they needed to, like those fantasies of having riches that were quite unrealistic.
but this girl was different. one fateful night, she entered his dreams, leaving his senses overwhelmed and his perception changed.
the dreams always began the same, near the corner shop he used to pass all the time on the way to the dance studio. it was the only remarkable location in this dream world, a patch of light amongst an abyss of darkness.
and every night, she was in front of the corner shop, dancing. there was a confidence and natural flow to her movements that felt like it was conjured out of thin air, like she was one with the music that blasted out of her headphones.
it was quite the sight to see. seonghwa would stop and stare at her figure from the shadows, wondering if he could ever move with that same self-assured quality through the world. she had left a large impression on him, making his head spin. whatever he was feeling could only be described as a desire to know her and find out why she drew him in.
however, he didn't pass the white crossing line painted on the ground, resigned to feeling stuck behind it in fear until the day he realized that in order to get somewhere, that line needed to be crossed.
that's when she vanished, but not without leaving something behind for him—a silver bracelet. he picked it up, examining it carefully.
"be free." he read the words aloud, engraved in fancy lettering.
a simple message, but one that was not easy to follow, especially not for someone who had felt so restrained all of his life. in that moment, he had a proper realization—seonghwa certainly lacked something he wanted in his life, and the girl had helped him realize it.
yes, there was something other than darkness and fear that awaited him—if he could only "be free."
you. i have you to thank. i want to see you again. but are you even real?
he was starting to think that the difference between real and fake grew blurrier and blurrier as he recalled her wired headphones, her laugh as the music moved her, and the sweet scent of peaches that she left behind. she felt like a vivid burst of color in front of his eyes, while also feeling like a mirage that would vanish with the sunrise. an enigma.
there were still many questions left unanswered for seonghwa. perhaps if he searched for that girl, he'd find answers one day, even if it took him many more nights of dreaming.
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hi 💖
you held me
what do you think of me?
I took the perfect avenue, down the road to both of you
Look straight ahead, what's the situation
Don't spread, you're gone, the grains of sand in your hand
(bluish by arlo parks/love cut by cnblue/tangled up by caro emerald/the eve by exo/mirage by btob 4U) 💜
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