#Bc i remember the hr long one (theres like 40min of silence or just background noises bc my ex took my phone and thats when the police came
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I love triggering myself thru voice recordings from 2023 that I didn't even know were on my phone
#it hurtsnsooo bad hahahahaa#So i found a bunch of ones from november when my relationship fell apart sone are like 20min long and#i knew there was the hour long one the night i left#sometimes my ex wld recodd or sometimes i wld and then itd just be glimpses of fighting or a full on recording of us arguing#and really long bc no one turned it off#i stipidly listened to this 24min long one that i forgot abt#Bc i remember the hr long one (theres like 40min of silence or just background noises bc my ex took my phone and thats when the police came#and#Yeah but iforgot abt thus one it was so painful and wejrd to listen to i shoukdnt have listened to it#It was self harm to listen to lolol. listening to myself screaming when my ex wld grab me and wldnt let go#and when id harm myself#like jesus :/ idk#And then i heard these recordings from when i worked at the daycare sometimes idnrecord myself talkign to the kids or background noises to#send to my ex idk#it made me feel really sad. i heard one of me just talking while i changed a diaper of a babg who cldnt talk and then just hearing the#background noises of the work place#And then i heard this one recording from like august where mt ex and i ar ehappy and yeah that made me cry lol haha#It hurts so bad when theres this weird disconnect and like extreme where the prsn u loved treats u horribly but#there was still happiness and love sometimes but the bad stuff was too bad so it cancels out whatever good there is. i guess#Idk??#Lol#its just weird. my old life full of sm pain but i miss it at times too i guess
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