#But I had a great conversation about childhood neglect with my religious trauma coach today | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

gxlden-angels · 1 year

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Sometimes working through religious trauma is a heartfelt hour talking about reclaiming your bodily autonomy after being sexualized and shamed from a young age with your religious trauma coach and other times it's this text message from your therapist then a caption suggestion to "show my tumblr friends":

#for context my therapist is jewish #and he likes to point how Jesus was too but JC's whole story is only really told from a christian perspective #basically saying I don't have to conform or suffer for someone else's narrative #and y'all already know 'gayboy' is my favorite thing to call Jesus 'gayboy' Christ #so naturally he combined the two #But I had a great conversation about childhood neglect with my religious trauma coach today #And how overcontrolled my body was as a whole #from my hair to my health #everything was a sign of my sin somehow #even when I first got acne I had an intense fear that people would think I was having sex or dirty somehow #because my family constantly pointed out my acne #and my church at the time's girls' group taught us girls that had oral sex had acne around their lips #My medical needs were neglected #my autism was ignored or punished #etc etc #and this conversation was right after the texts from my therapist #I mean literally mins before #my car broke down so uh that's fun #and I had to switch from an in person to virtual appointment with my therapist for tomorrow #and he was like 'uh no this actually a punishment from The Lord. jk lol yeah I'll send you the telehealth link now'#and I was like 'I called Jesus 'gayboy' too many times and now I'm in Hell (my schools' shuttle system 🤢)'#[he graduated from the school i'm currently in undergrad for so hes seen the decline in our shuttle system's quality.#Ive been left for using a walker and told 'glad Im not as bad as you yet' when in a wheelchair]#and that lead to this message as well as the caption he wanted in quotes under it and ^ for tumblr #he calls yall 'my little tumblr friends'#hes so Offline I love this man #I told him tumblr will love it so yall better not make me a liar /j #this was so much information I hope y'all enjoy my lil journal entry for the day <333 #ex christian #religious trauma

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