#CRINGE???? IDK IT MAKES ME EMBARRASSED A BIT but like embarrassed /pos like. it's me. younger me. n i'm still v fond of it.

[noxtivagus]

ffxv makes me so emotional oh my god 🥹🫶🏼

[castlythegreat]

Bro Istg cyber bullying needs to fucking stop. I was minding my business yesterday, and a group of boys at my school decided to add me on snap. I think nothing of it and start adding them back. First they start sending pics to f themselves mewing and shit. Then they start saying “I don’t want you” or “he wants you” bluh bluh bluh. Eventually another friends me, and I’m thinking we’re all having harmless fun teasing each other, so I called him “spaghetti head”. Nothing too bad. He makes fun of me for being skinny (which is in fact a good thing) so I make a fat joke (everyone cracks fat jokes at him) and then he proceeds to mock my sister for her autism, and blame it on another kid (not sure if he was telling the truth) then he proceeds to say the n word for literally no reason (he’s not black) he sends me a shit pic of the kid he blamed earlier, and I say “negative rizz.” He says “like you”, I agree sarcastically. He then sends a pos pic of himself, so I say “ew” aggressively, he says “you too” I flip him off, and now is where I feel like it’s going too far. He sends a pic of Annabelle (the doll) saying it’s me. I google some pics of Biggie Cheese and say “Omg you didn’t tell me you were famous!” Then add on “Every time you take a step I’m waiting for the tectonic plates to moove” which might’ve been a bit too much, idk. He sends me a video of he and his friends watching my newer shorts on yt, featuring M, saying I’m famous then a pic of a stick man. I say, cause I’m panicking that they’re watching my cringe channel “oh wow haha so funny. I can actually control my weight” and say that it’s good that I’m famous. They send videos reacting to the cringier side of my yt (cosplays) in which I can obviously hear them laughing and making fun of my shit. I tell him “it’s called advertising dipshit” he says “what, your furry company?” (I have nothing against furries, but ik they do so I was just trying to defend myself. If you’re a furry or a therian, pls continue to do so!) I say “no, my future books. Maybe if you’d actually pay attention, you’d know shit. Also you’re just giving me views lol” He answers with “your books look like this?” And sends a pic of some furry books. I say “nope. And animals don’t equal furries dumbass. Go ahead and keep watching. I need more clout. Just posted a new one. Why don’t you go watch it? Gimme a couple views. Maybe even comment for me 🙃” at this point I feel like I’ve won, but I’m unsure. He then sends a pic of one of his shitty friends (one who managed to stay out of it all) and I’m not ok so I say “looks like your moms asshole” and that’s it

After all of this I had a fucking breakdown, wanting to kms and not wanting to ever return to school in fear of being pestered there. I just feel like I didn’t do anything to them. They began pestering me first, so I answered, and thought we were all having a good time teasing each other. But now I regret all of my hard work on yt and want to just delete the whole channel from embarrassment