#Cal going to Maven first will haunt me forever because holy shit

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the multiple annotations of VA reaffirming that Cal literally can't ever move on or give up on Maven is really hurting me rn:(( Like he loves Maven so much despite everything Maven did to him because to him that's just his little brother. He'll always try to protect Maven even when he's looked down on for it and even after Maven died he honored his wishes and buried him on Tuck so that he could possibly experience peace and quiet because he was never able to have that in his entire life:(((( When Cal got to Mare and Maven after their fight he immediately went for Maven because he needed to check if he was still alive. He wasn't checking to make sure he was dead, he was trying to see if he was still alive, if he could be saved. If Maven still had a pulse would Cal have called for a healer? Would he have let him pass?