#Chester Jones

[bungalowclassic]

[philoclea]

[enspiro]

Chester Jones Decoration

[bicyclemotocross]

by chester jones

[stormwindjack]

What can you Do?-3

Well, obviously not everything changed. You know that already. I'm still riding the subway, speaking English, etcetera, etcetera. How about, 'things will never be the same again.' That suits the situation better. I was in a Chipotle, about a block from Central Park. Midday, 12:00pm, exact. There was...a light. We've been calling it The Brightness, because it wasn't exactly a light. A light comes from a single source, it's warm, it's mostly an ocular experience. But The Brightness seemed to just appear from all around us, a cool, soothing experience that, nonetheless, overwhelmed all of our senses. It lasted less than a few seconds, but it felt like much, much longer. It was such an alien, unreal phenomenon, that I remember every single part of it. When it ended, though, that was when things really rolled downhill.

[bungalowclassic]

[philoclea]

[bungalowclassic]

[bungalowclassic]

[iwasacommunistforthefbi]

I remember this one time in seventh hour, me and my friend told the teacher our ride came to pick us up early so we had to go. So we leave out of class to sneak out of the back door of the school, just have a smoke break.

[iwasacommunistforthefbi]

Working on coding and web design :D

https://dash.generalassemb.ly/prince_johnny_/build-your-own-blog-theme

The links don't work yet!

[iwasacommunistforthefbi]

Do you know what fucking 'overreacting' is!? It's not fucking acknowledging someone for 4 fucking MONTHS. I LOVE THIS LITTLE BREAK THAT TURNED INTO FOUR GODFORSAKEN MONTHS.

[iwasacommunistforthefbi]

“Be sure to keep in touch, okay?” “Well sure we’re friends, aren’t we? “

[iwasacommunistforthefbi]

Did a model walk down the stage.

[iwasacommunistforthefbi]

Going back my August, 2012 archives made me realise how much I have changed. The late summer/ early fall months were really hard for me. I drove someone away because I was forcing friendship, I was upset because the person I liked didn't like me back. I had and still have  a deep fear of being alone and abandonment. ( I actually remember Cherry Wine being released with the lyrics "I'm alone and I realise that when I get home" haunting me.) I was a bit neurotic, with strange anxieties, obsessions with friends, weird thoughts and stuff. I think I have made such great progress since then. I still do catch myself sometimes going 'backwards' whenever I'm over-stressed or emotional.