#Cryblr

[deutscherfag]

tumblr more like jerk off and cryblr

[15-blade]

The psychic horror of medicine was strong this week. Sometimes you don’t have a moment to spare to cry during the week and it hits you on your day off. 

[death-to-context]

cryaotic aka ryan terry aka chaoticmonki aka disgusting child predator

[zediina]

When you’re looking for a new relatable figure after getting diagnosed with adhd and questioning your sexuality

[sadiebun]

insert-rad-blog-name

Ok so I GENUINELY didn't see any of that shit back then. Like I didn't keep up with the stuff surrounding him on tumblr? Is there MORE he didn't mention? :// obviously I'm no longer a fan in light of him admitting what he did and seeing Chey and one of his other victims speak up.

I got you my guy, I got you. 

So I’m just legit gonna copy and paste cause I made this post back then so I won’t have to type it all out again:

Cry has hurt a lot of people. Back in the day, he would flirt with MULTIPLE people, ranging from 16 year old girls in the tag, to his best friend’s girlfriend, and literally ANYBODY.

Cry also flirted and interacted with a few girls he “felt sorry for”. Like legit, I won’t drop names, but one of my friends that used to be close to Cry told me he only play flirted with another friend of mine because HE FELT SORRY FOR HER. He said that he “Thought she was lonely and gave her something to do”. With one of those cases (where he flirted with girls that he felt sorry for) that person doesn’t even like the thought of Cry anymore BECAUSE of that. 

Another girl, who was 16 at the time, told him to get some sleep because there was a 24 hour stream and to take a bath and unwind. His response? “I swear, I think you’re coming onto me at some points~”.  HE SAID THAT TO A 16 YEAR OLD GIRL?? Literally because she told him to rest and unwind after a long stream.

Also, back then, he was talking and flirting with a mod who was under the age of 18. Of course, when he found out they was under 18, he said he wouldn’t want to talk to them again, but, of course, he didn’t stay away.

One old artist from the fandom can’t even think about Cry because they literally, LITERALLY have panic attacks. They cut ties with Cry and blocked all sorts of contact because of what happened between them.

Also the fact is Cheyenne was 16 years old when they got together. Why would a 22/23 year old be with a 16 year old????

Past mods have said “Don’t talk to me about that man, I don’t need him in my life again”. Past crew members have been wronged by him. Fans aren’t the only ones that have been hurt. Cry’s been a bad guy and nobody believes it because the wool is over their eyes.

Like legit, he’s done so much more and there have been allegations of so much more. This is just the most I know.

@insert-rad-blog-name

[tiredandcliche]

reminder that if ur looking for similar gameplay to Cryaotic, manlybadasshero has never betrayed us or hurt people (to my knowledge)

[kalliedrawswastaken]

I have no idea who this dream guy is but he seems cool. And I absolutely love that twitter interaction XD. So I drew this, it's super quick and easy lol. I was gonna draw them together but I remember that I don't draw cry in a green hoodie or brown hair lol. But their @ names are similar tho 😂. Anyway, here's their masks

[nocivenox]

Stream announcement:

The charity stream for Sexual abuse victims on behalf of the Cryaotic fandom is set.

We are going to be livestreaming on my personal twitch account(twitch.tv/nocivenox) on July 12th, starting at 11 AM Central Standard time until about 6 or 7 pm Central Standard time. @the-sassy-sister and I will be doing a lot of games and holding a podcast mode.

We are currently setting up what games we are about to play and if you have any suggestions please let me know!

We have invited Auri to join us at any point during the stream and I will gladly let any of the LNC join if they wish or other person that was personally affected join if they wish.

I know this is a hard time for everyone and Cassie and I wanted to do our part as a community to help.

We are going to be splitting the money that is donated to both the National

Sexual Violance Resource Center and RAINN.

Please spread the word and if you have any questions or need someone to talk to my DMs are open and my discord is nocivenox#2374.

[celexcity]

relivin the good ol days by rewatching cry’s old lps.... its a good time

[bisexualrights]

Alright, here we go. So...to those who don't know my name Courtney and I used to run a blog called Kaylessness (not the one you've seen around now, some people who don't know how to let go of the past took my old url and started using it) and I used to be """"well known"""" in the late night with cry and russ fandom (idk how else to put it). I joined in 2012 and stuck around till 2015 when I just got too busy with school. I was 15 when I joined the fandom and it completely ruined my high school years and has left me with so many unresolved issues and negative feelings.

During my time in the fandom I tried to kill myself 3 times. Two times landing in the hospital, one time stopped before it was too late by Scott Jund of all people. It took me 5 years to realize how mentally unhealthy the fandom had made me.

At the time I saw the connections I had with people in the fandom, the people in the streams and on Tumblr and all the stream mods I had somehow became friends with, as a positive thing. It wasn't until maybe a year or so ago that I began to really reflect on the "friendships" and "relationships" that I had that I realized how horribly those few years had affected me.

Being 15, 16, 17 having 3k followers, getting asks every day, having people make me wonderful fanart, having Cry and Scott reach out to me and care about me and praise all the energy I put into the support I showed them, being hated constantly by so many different people without ever really understanding what I was doing wrong, being messaged by and being in "relationships" with people 4, 5, 6 years older than me and put in positions I never saw any issue with, and most of all becoming so wrapped up in this idea of """"fame"""" that I had gained has severely damaged who I am now at almost 23.

While I never had a negative interaction with Cry, the fact that so many have disgusts me. To know that this man I blindly supported for nearly all my high school years, a man that created a community that (I thought) was safe for me, was doing the same things to girls my age that men his age were doing to me hurts more than I can describe.

I left the fandom on not the best terms and of my own volition, however I never stopped caring about it, I never stopped thinking about Cry and Russ and Scott and Raven and Bstar and Saku and Wit and Steph and Dafu and Kman and Kirby and Ricky and way too many other people to list. Despite the negative feelings I have about things that happened so many years ago, despite the things so many feel I did wrong back then, despite all those who worked so hard to hurt me, the Cryaotic fandom was my home and it meant so fucking much to me.

I'm so sorry to those who were hurt by Cry, you deserve so much love and goodness in your lives. To the fans who stuck around, just recently joined, or left long ago like me, it's okay to feel betrayed, confused, and/or hurt; I'm sure none of us know how to process all of this the "right" way.

Simply put, fuck that guy fuck those who let him get away with it

[comealongleah]

Dear Cry,

I haven’t been here in so long. I haven’t been in any tags or watched any youtube videos in so fucking long. Today I went to look for you. To see if you had played The Last of Us 2 because I wanted to show you and the game to my daughter. She’s one. Oh man, how my heart broke into tiny pieces. Seeing the way you spoke, the things you wrote, the threads, the long tweets, the evidence...Oh man.

I was about 20 when I started watching you (circa 2012/13) and I fell in love. Legit, I had this idea of you in my mind that was charming as hell, sexy as hell, adorable as hell, cute as hell. Problematic as hell. We should never put anyone on a pedestal, should we? But I think we should all thrive to be good. Do good. And I don’t even think you had/have that mentality. But I also don’t think you have the mental health for it and I think being a public figure should never have been your thing. That only gave you and your sickness a plataform to thrive. I remember reading the book All the Bright Places (now a movie, but the character in the book is much more raw) and thinking: this is cry. this is it. He has what this boy has. And I think I was partially right in thinking that. 

Ah man, I don’t even know what to say. This hits more because I have a daughter now and was a victim of a teacher who I confided in, trusted and looked up. This hit hard.

[xspiritofthemapleleaf]

Hey ex cryaotic fans, if you wanna reconnect with old friends or just vent we have a discord started, just dm me and I'll invite you!

[distraughtlesbian]

can’t have shit in detroit including an admiration for male public figures without them turning out to be predators!!!

[jupiterfoxx]

i'm just a crybaby 💧

[parugi]

[cryaotic-art]

Cry always had a special place in my heart.

I haven’t posted on this Tumblr in actual years, I think. I did a lot of art, some deleted, some still up. Don’t know why I’m posting now.. I’ve just been around a while. The cryaotic fandom is quite literally the only fandom I was ever a part of. Maybe because he picked thumbnails from the fan artists, maybe because he interacted a certain way, I don’t know. Like yeah, I’m a *fan* of things and shows and people, but I was never in any fandom. Never interacting in that way, that was only with Cry and you people. Only with Cry and the community on Tumblr. Lol remember when the (unrealistic) cryaotic anime was a massive thing this fandom was hyped about? There were applications for it and everything.. i miss that type of naive excitement.

When Cry stopped posting on youtube I kinda lost touch, since the streams were never in my timezone and I didn’t want to watch them back. I still watched stuff once in a while, but we all know how that goes.

He was a massive part of my life growing up. And I always had him in a special place in my heart, that no other youtuber or celebrity could ever come close to. There is no other person that I could not watch for literal months and still call them a favourite, but I could with Cry.

It’s been so many years, I’m 22 now? Lord. I remember being way underage and fantasizing about him talking to me. And I now realize that he would have done that, and much more. Being an adult and knowing better, I’m so glad we never got in touch like that. Because teen me would have died for that attention. Hell. I’m not gonna lie, I would probably still love that. and how fucked up is that? Just because it felt like I ‘knew’ him for so many years

this whole thing makes me feel very betrayed and saddened. He felt different, special. But he turned out to be just like every other guy. There’s a very odd emptiness in that place that Cry used to fit in, and I’m pretty sure it will stay that way.

i guess hello and goodbye, maybe see you again in a few years,

Amber.