#EAP's apprentice writes

[nopenototdaysatan]

Where to find "______"?

Art

Grumpy Bunny/Blupee Cuddles: Sketch / Color

Vengeance: Color

Mini Trio: Sketch / Color

Breanna Pride dtiys: Color

Ravioli Napping (w/background): Color

Squished Bun Legend: PG Meme Version Rated M for more blood

Writing

Fan Poetry-

Ravioli:

Never Had the Chance (7/7)

In Your Arms I'm Home (1/1)

FourDow:

To be a PART of them, what would you suffer through?

Vidow:

If only I could eat you, my dear. (1/1)

Healing and Hurting Series-

Hurting and Healing(11/?)

Hurting & Healing Chapter 12

Chapter 13

H&H Side Poems(3/?)

Blue/Red:

Sunshine Boy and His Supernova Girl (1/1)

Four Swords Manga:

Love and War (1/1)

Broken and Dead: But not Gone Masterpost

Linked Universe:

Legend's Ithaca Saga (1/5) -

"Would you fall in love with me again?" (Legend/Marin)

Four's Shades of Grief (1/1)

The Way One becomes Vegetarian [Legend & Sky] (1/1)

Reflections of Love(1/1)

Fan events-

RavioliShipWeek(7/7)

Satan's October Prompt Extravaganza[ Cozytober, Whumptober, Ai-less Whumptober, and Linktober Shadow] (31/31)

Whumptober continuations and alternates-

Warmed up from your heart (7/7)

Collaborative Writing:

That Hand That Holds the Sword (Masterpost) -

A Garden Without a Door (Aconite)

Marcasite Tea Petals (Aconite)

Poetry-

Unseen Denial and Regret

The Tower

Holding My Chest Open For You

FEELING insane

Playlists for what I write:

"This is how you get sad Ravioli" [Never Had the Chance Playlist]

"Someday you just gotta rage (The Colors)"

"Hurting and Healing" [Hurting and Healing Playlist]

Tags:

Satan's october prompt Extravaganza (October Prompt Extravaganza 2024)

H&H Side Poems (Hurting and Healing Side Stories Tag)

Satan does Art (Art tag)

EAP's Apprentice writes ( Non fanfiction poetry)

Satan screams at a word doc (fan poetry)

(If I have missed something I'll fix it later. -Rowan)

[nopenototdaysatan]

Gotta love those days where you need to scream and instead choose to write. I started to come to terms with some of my trauma today and I just needed to write. I do like what came out of it so it's going up. This shit is DARK (because trauma). Please take care of yourselves and don't read this if it is going to upset you.

TW/CW: References to Kidnapping/Being Held Hostage, Abuse

The Tower

How do I live

Knowing what you did to me?

How do I love

Knowing the scars you’ve left on me?

All I can see are the months I spent by your side

Not allowed out on my own.

All I can feel is the silence on my skin

From where you ignored me when I tried to live without you.

I have never known the pain of being ignored till you.

The scars on my mind only matched

By the itch on my skin for any kind of touch

And now tears drying on my face is the only thing I feel.

Please God. Let someone see me.

Let someone touch me.

I can’t be alone anymore.

I can’t be locked away a single day more.

I don’t wanna be here…

I feel silenced. I feel scared.

Someone save me from this tower please!

I don’t wanna be Rapunzel a single day more.

[nopenototdaysatan]

Thought it over. Decided why not just bring over all of my work if I already want to post the new stuff. I'm gonna start with my favorites and go from there. I'm gonna read more the ones that are more intense and/or need tw's. The tag will be "EAP's apprentice writes" because it's just what I've gone by for years when writing and I refuse to stop my love for Edgar Allen Poe now.

The first poem is gonna be posted tonight and is truly special in my heart because it is technically published due to a contest I won with it in my teens. CX