#Esmerelle Graye

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Looking For Contact: Esmerelle Graye

( Esmerelle Graye by Soleilloo )

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[Character Information]

Name: Esmerelle Graye

Gender: Female

Species: Afflicted Human (although she’d deny being worgen)

Nationality: Gilnean

Age: 22

Orientation: Pansexual/Panromantic

Marital Status: Single

Fluent Language(s): Common

Semi-Fluent Language(s): Darnassian (or so she claims)

Eye Color: Bright Green

Hair Color: Red

Height: 5'6

Profession: “Friendship Bringer” 

Summary:

A cheerfully clumsy gilnean that dreams of adventure and making Azeroth a ‘better place’, Esmerelle bears the hallmarks of one who could be described as ‘obnoxiously optimistic’; some find her a delight while others find the young woman’s almost unshakably sunny disposition painful... there seems to be no in between. Dismissed from the druidic orders for reasons known only to her former Shan’do, this peculiar looking young woman wanders Stormwind and its surrounding countryside performing odd jobs and delivering parcels in exchange for necessary goods, services, and coin. She is most certainly not squatting on the edge of the lake just outside the cemetery.   

Physical Description:

Perhaps a hair taller than the usual for a girl of twenty-two winters, Esmerelle exists as a not-so-average specimen of Gilnean stock. Long of limb, her frame holds to a more slender--perhaps athletic--build, a gesture towards what one might find of a physically active person. The young woman’s attire is, however, certainly not becoming of her frame; the simple leathers are mostly too large and appear more akin to heavily used hand-me-downs versus regular clothing.  

Her features are rounded and set with full lips and wide eyes hued bright green; the faint tracings of bags underline them, a sure sign that she perhaps does not sleep well. Heavy multitudes of dark freckles grace the length and breadth of her tanned skin, concentrated most over nose and cheeks.

A healthy mop of dark red hair is cropped unevenly and left to flop in a careless manner about her shoulders and head. Peculiarly, ruddy feathers of various lengths seem to be growing from her scalp in random places, poking through her hair alongside various bits of leaves and twigs that seem to have snagged. These feathers appear to move in tandem with her emotions, how odd!   

When she smiles--and goodness does she smile quite a bit!--Esmerelle’s upper and lower canines are found to be a bit more lengthy and angular than one might expect, while the nails upon fingers and toes are somewhat thick, overgrown and tapered at the tips to resemble minuscule claws. Strangely--or not so strangely--footwear seems a foreign thing to her, as one will almost always find her barefoot.

Positive Traits: Goofy, Optimistic, Chummy, Loyal, Diligent, Kind

Negative Traits: Spontaneous, Gullible, Reckless, Clumsy, Over-Protective  

[OOC Information]

In Game Name, Faction & Server: [A] Esmerelle, Wymrest Accord US  (if enough interest is merited Horde-side I will create a Horde toon for in-game cross-faction RP)

Sole/Cross-Faction: Cross-Faction; However! With the recent destruction of Teldrassil plus what occurred with Gilneas, Esmerelle is not likely to be friendly with any Forsaken or those openly loyal to the Banshee Queen.

Availability: I’m on the PST/PDT timezone with a slight preference for evenings and nights, and my schedule can be crazy hectic and change randomly but don’t let that stop you! I will always communicate to the best of my ability!

Looking For: Patient, Communicative, Long-Term RP Contacts/Buddies. A new Shan’do, Companions/Friends, Enemies/Antagonists, Possible Love Interest(s)**, Adventures!. Storylines in general!

**Please Note: While I am open to Elle eventually falling in love, any romance that could possibly occur will NOT be immediate nor forced. It must happen organically over the course of RP and should absolutely be in the background to the bigger story.

RP Style(s): I have a tendency (and strong preference) towards descriptive emotes in the Paragraph/Novella style. One on one or small group RPs in a private setting are my preference due to my go-to posting style, although I do my best to make my emotes smaller in public settings! I tend to try and plan times/dates to RP to work around schedules.

I adore RPing/creating NPCs to use as plot-tools or scene enhancers, and I invite those I’m RPing with to use them in their posts as well! I’m a huge fan of lore-bending as long as it makes sense, so please don’t hide your more different character ideas from me!

My strongest preference is to RP in-game, but I will RP over tumblr and Discord. I sometimes pre-write pieces of my next posts, but in general I am a somewhat slow-typist so patience is absolutely requested of anyone interested in RPing with me! ^_^

In general, please ASK if you have questions!

Themes: I participate in and enjoy most themes, Esmerelle is a more lighthearted character so please keep that in mind. PLEASE ask if you’re curious about something in particular!

Will Not RP: Non-con and animal/child torture and abuse in detail. References to these horrid things are fine, but nothing beyond. I prefer not to RP with underage PCs; children as NPCs in a story/plot are fine though! If you’re unsure about something, please ask! Communication is key!

Guild: Esmerelle is not currently involved with any RP guilds, I would LOVE to get her involved with one that fits her character.

Important Extras: I am well over age and would prefer to RP with those 21+. OOC communication is extremely important to me, and I will always do my best to communicate with my partners and I hope for the same in return! I still adore WoW and play it in the PvE aspect, so I am always a friend one can actually play the game with!

Contact Method(s): Message here on Tumblr or PM/Mail Esmerelle in game!

Thank you! 

@wraconnect @wracentral

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Spicy Traits: Esmerelle Edition

( 18+ Traits below the cut! )

Bold what applies, put what somewhat applies in Italics.

✧ INCLINATIONS/HABITS: is submissive | is dominant | prefers to top | prefers to bottom | likes to switch | identifies as heterosexual | identifies as homosexual | identifies as bisexual | identifies as pansexual | identifies as demisexual | identifies as asexual | enjoys sex with men | enjoys sex with women | enjoys sex with multiple people at one time | initiates | waits for partner to initiate | spits | swallows | prefers sex in the morning | prefers sex at night | prefers sex any time | no sex drive | low sex drive | average sex drive | high sex drive | hypersexual

✧ BODY/APPEARANCE: small build | medium build | athletic build | muscular build | curvy build | voluptuous build | wears boxers | wears lingerie | goes ‘commando’ | shaves/waxes | doesn’t shave/wax | cup size a-c | cup size d-f | 1-5" in length | 6-9" in length | 10" or over in length

✧ SOUNDS:  is silent/makes little to no sounds | is very quiet | is very loud | grows in volume over time | bites hand/partner/pillow to muffle themselves | calls out partner’s name | curses | fakes/exaggerates | prefers a quiet partner | prefers a loud partner | is turned on by dirty talk | is turned off by dirty talk

✧ TURN-ONS/KINKS: having their hands pinned | pinning their partner’s hands | having their hair pulled | pulling their partner’s hair | being watched (by their partners) | being watched (by a third party) | watching their partner | receiving oral | giving oral | calling their partner ‘daddy’ | being called ‘daddy’ | giving praise | receiving praise | biting/marking | being bitten/marked | spanking | being spanked | teasing | being teased | having toys used on them | using toys on their partner | giving anal | receiving anal | choking | breath play | dirty talk | being tied | tying their partner

Tagged By: @olliehaldstan & @kelcrowrunner ( technically XD )

Tagging: Everyone Who Wants To!!!

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Bad Habits: Esmerelle Edition

Bold the “bad” habits your muse has!

Nail biting | throat clearing | lying | interrupting | chewing the end of pens | smoking | swearing | knuckle-cracking | thumb sucking | muttering under their breath | talking to themselves | nose picking | drinking | oversleeping | snacking between meals | skipping meals | picking at skin | impulse buying | talking with their mouth full | humming/singing to themselves | chewing gum | leg jiggling | foot tapping | hair twirling | whistling | eye rolling | licking lips | sniffing | squinting | rubbing their hands together | clenching | gesturing while talking | putting their feet up on tables | tucking their hairs behind the ears | chewing lips / cheeks | putting hands on hips | rubbing the back of their neck | being late | procrastinating | doodling | shredding paper | peeling off bottle labels | forgetfulness | running their hands through their hair | overreacting | teeth grinding | nostrils flare | slouching | pacing | drumming fingers | pinching bridge of nose | rubbing temples | rolling their shoulders

Tagged By: @kelcrowrunner ( Thank you! ^_^ )

Tagging: Everyone Who Would Like To Do This!!

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Layers: Esmerelle Edition

LAYER ONE: THE OUTSIDE

name: “Esmerelle Graye. Jus’ call me Elle, yeah?”

eye color: “Green, last toime oi checked any’ow haha!”  

hair style/color: “Red ‘n’ shortish, easy t’ take care of. Yeah, them feathers ‘r’ real an’a pain. Oi! No, y’ can’t touch ‘em.”

height: “Foive ‘n’ six o’ them inches. Oi’m quite a tall one.”  

clothing style: “Stoile? HAH! Iffin oi foind summin’ t’ wear, oi’d say tha’s stoile enough fer me!”

LAYER TWO: THE INSIDE

your fears:  “Hurtin’ ‘r failin’ others.”  

your guilty pleasure: “Daydreamin’.” 

your biggest pet peeve: “Cruelty.” 

your ambition for the future: “Becomin’ one’a them adventurer toipes!”  

LAYER THREE: THOUGHTS

your first thoughts waking up: Center yourself, Elle.  

what you think about the most: “Gettin’ out’a here.”

what you think about before bed: Please let me sleep through the night.

your best quality is: “Oi’m a hoot! Yer know, ‘cause them feathers? HAH! Nah, it’s ‘ow oi support others.”  

LAYER FOUR: WHAT’S BETTER?

single or group dates: “Oi s’pose it depends on wot m’ lover loikes, eh?”

to be loved or respected: “Loved! Naturally!”

beauty or brains: “Oi! It’s wot’s on th’ inside tha’ counts! Oi ain’t sayin’ tha’ ‘cause oi’m s’ gorgeous neither! HAH!”

dogs or cats: “Both! Both’s an answer, roight?”

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?

lie: “Only iffin oi need t’! Yer know, them well-intentioned half-truths?”  

believe in yourself: “Absolutely! Oi believes in y’ too, oi does!”  

believe in love: “‘Ow could’ oi not? It’s one’a th’ greatest powers in all th’ world!”

want someone: “Oi ain’t really thought ‘bout it much.”

LAYER SIX: EVER?

been on stage: “Nah.”  

done drugs: “Oi! Yer acusin’ me’a summin? Oi’d never!”  

changed who you were to fit in: “Definitely! HAH! Gotcha! Pfft, never! Does oi really look loike th’ toipe?”   

LAYER SEVEN: FAVORITES

favorite color: “Can oi pick two? Orange ‘n’ yellow!”  

favorite animal: “Again with this? Oi ‘ave t’ choose one?”

favorite food: “Baked goods, ‘specially meat poies!”

favorite game: “Dancin’ ‘n’ singin’, although oi’m not sure it counts as a game?”  

LAYER EIGHT: AGE

day your next birthday will be: “May th’ 1st”

how old will you be: “Twenty-three!”

age you lost your virginity: “Younger’n eighteen, ‘n’ oi’m not gonna says more, yeah?”

does age matter:  “Iffin it only involves adults, than it ain’t no issue.”

LAYER NINE: IN A BOY OR GIRL

best personality:  “Summun who can make me laugh. Oi! Thems should be kind ‘n’ patient too.”  

best eye color: “Summin’ different maybe? Oi don’t ‘ave too many physical preferences, yeah?”  

best hair color: “Oh, oi dunno, maybe summin’ darker ‘n’ moine?”  

best thing to do with a partner: “Go on them grand hero-toipe adventures, ‘ave sum fun sumwhere special t’ us, ‘n’ stargazin’ too!”  

LAYER TEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE

i love:  “Loife.”

i feel:  “Soideloined.”

i hide:  “A secret.”

i miss:  “Bein’ free.”

i wish:  “Th’ world were different.”

Tagged By: @kelcrowrunner ( Thank you! ^_^ )

Tagging: Everyone Who Would Like To Do This!!! 

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Characteristics: Esmerelle Edition

• eyes: blue | green | brown | hazel | gray | gray-blue | gray-lavender | crimson | other

• hair: blond | sandy | brown | black | auburn | ginger | grey / white | multi-color | dark | light | other

• body type: skinny | slender | slim | built | curvy | athletic | average | muscular | pudgy | overweight

• skin: pale | light | fair | freckled | tan | olive | medium | dark | discolored

• gender: male | female | trans | cis | agender | demigender | genderfluid | other | doesn’t like labels | don’t have any definite headcanon either way

• sexuality: heterosexual | homosexual | bisexual | pansexual | asexual | demisexual | other | unsure | doesn’t like labels

• romantic orientation: homoromantic | heteroromantic | biromantic | panromantic | aromantic | demiromantic | unsure | doesn’t like labels

• species: human | undead | elf | voidsent | demon | angel | witch | ghost | incubus / succubus | werewolf (worgen) | alien | mutant | android | xaela | miqo’te

• education: high school | college | university | master’s degree | PhD | uneducated | self-taught | magical studies | knighthood training

• i’ve been: in love | hurt | ill | mentally abused | bullied | physically abused | tortured | brainwashed | shot

• positive traits: affectionate | adventurous | athletic | brave | careful | charming | confident | creative | cunning | determined | forgiving | generous | honest | humorous | intelligent | loyal | modest | patient | selfless | polite | down-to-earth | diligent | romantic | moral | fun-loving | charismatic | calm

• negative traits: aggressive | bossy | cynical | envious | shy | fearful | greedy| gullible | jealous | impatient | impulsive | cocky | reckless | insecure | irresponsible | mistrustful | paranoid | possessive | sarcastic | self-conscious | selfish | swears | unstable | clumsy | rebellious | emotional | vengeful | anxious | self-sabotaging | moody | peevish | angry | pessimistic | slacker | thin skinned | overly dramatic | argumentative

• living situation: lives alone | lives with parent(s) / guardian | lives with significant other | lives with a friend | lives with servants | drifter | homeless | lives with children | lives with pets

• parents/guardian: mother | father | adoptive | aunt | uncle | foster | grandmother | grandfather | deceased (mother) | other (father, unknown)

• sibling(s): sisters | brothers | none | deceased | other

• relationship: single | crushing | dating | engaged | married | separated | it’s complicated | committed relationship

• i have a(n): developmental disorder | learning disorder | personality disorder | mental disorder | anxiety disorder | sleep disorder | eating disorder | behavioral disorder | substance-related disorder | PTSD | mental disability | physical disability | other

• things i’ve done before: had alcohol | smoked | stolen | done drugs | self-harmed | starved | had sex | had a threesome | had a one-night stand | gotten into a fist fight | gone to the hospital | gone to jail | used a fake ID | played hooky | gone to a rave | killed someone | had someone try to kill them

Tagged By: @olivia-lovecraft ( technically XD )

Tagging: Anyone Who Has Not Done This And Would Like To!! 

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Temperament: Esmerelle Edition

Sanguine Temperament

The sanguine temperament is traditionally associated with air. People with this temperament tend to be lively, sociable, carefree, talkative, and pleasure-seeking. They may be warm-hearted and optimistic. They can make new friends easily, be imaginative and artistic, and often have many ideas. They can be flighty and changeable; thus sanguine personalities may struggle with following tasks all the way through and be chronically late or forgetful. Pedagogically, they can be best reached through awakening their love for a subject and admiration of people.

Take the quiz HERE!

Tagged By: @kelcrowrunner ( technically XD )

Tagging: Anyone Who Has Not Done This!

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Fears: Esmerelle Edition

BOLD any fears which apply to your muse. italicize what makes them uncomfortable.

the dark | fire | open water | deep water | freezing | being alone | crowded spaces | confined spaces | change | failure | war | loss of control | powerlessness | prison | blood | drowning | suffocation | public speaking | natural animals | the supernatural | heights | death | dying | intimacy | rejection | abandonment | loss | the unknown | the future | not being good enough | scary stories | speaking to new people | poverty | loud noises | being touched | forgetting | being forgotten

Tagged By: @kat-hawke ( thank you! ^_^ )

Tagging: Everyone Who Has Not Done This!!!

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Shape of Pain: Esmerelle Edition

Chains

You have chains, keeping you linked to something you'd rather leave behind.

Maybe this is a bad family, traumatic event, toxic relationship... but something's keeping you trapped there, and you don't know how to escape it. You can turn the chain around, to help you instead of trap you... Can't you? 

Take the Quiz HERE!

Tagged By: @estonvega​ ( Thank You! ^_^ ) Tagging: Everyone Who Would Like To Do This!!! 

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Self-Knowledge: Esmerelle Edition

TENDERNESS

You are not afraid of the sufferings and sorrows of other people, even when they are acted out in unappealing ways. Beneath even defensiveness and self-righteous behaviour, you know that deep down people need nurturing and consolation. One danger is being naive about people’s dark sides. But at your best you know you can be mean yourself, which helps you to sympathize. You bring strength and forgiveness where other people might panic.

INDEPENDENCE

You don’t set out to be different for its own sake; you are more easily guided by what interests and moves you. You are more concerned about what is right for you than about the pressure to fit in. In sex you are more aware than others of impulses which are not entirely conventional. You know the value of selective irresponsibility, of forgetting occasionally about being ‘good’.

PLAYFULNESS

You are good at seeing what’s funny, at relaxing and finding the pleasure of the moment. Play is random, whimsical, fantasy-driven behaviour which releases internal tension. Because it is detached from some pressures it allows you to act on weirder, perhaps neglected, parts of yourself. The downside is that it is no help in sticking with things that are not much fun but which need to be addressed. So it is well complemented by its opposite, Stoicism.

Take the test HERE! 

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Tagging: @void-hound @storykeeper-wra @duraxxor @creeping-rot @armont @estonvega @ofstarsandthevoid @void-arrows @wild--growth @london-riker @azerothian-adventurers @thebakerstale @thalsianiii @alliesweetsong-wra @rhysgoodwin and Anyone Else That Would Like To! ^_^

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Has Elle ever gotten tired of the feathers? Either dealing with them or looking at them?

from Random Ask Day prompt

Absolutely! 

Her feathers make managing her hair incredibly difficult, and brushing it on her own almost impossible. Luckily, Esmerelle befriended a kindly old woman who aids her in the grueling process twice a week. 

When they first began to sprout, Elle attempted to rid herself of her feathers. It was a horrifyingly painful and bloody process that only resulted in a tender, scarred scalp, and the natural regrowth of them a month later.

( Thank you for the Ask @jackleansparrow ^_^ )

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Change: What was a turning point in your muse’s life?

from Fear-Themed Headcanon Questions

Learning how to be a ‘monster’… 

When the kaldorei aided Esmerelle in regaining her ‘stability’ and maintaining sentience, there was a time when the youth was forced to swallow several bitter truths. Horrid ‘new normals’ that she wished were not her reality:

Gilneas was gone, lost to the plague of wolfmen and the Forsaken blight. Her mother had been beyond saving, she had nearly killed Esmerelle in her savage mindlessness. Esmerelle had been forced to murder Arisabeth to save herself, and in exchange for survival, she was now incurably cursed. She was worgen. 

A part of her knew she was guilty, that her claws and fangs had been slicked with more than just animal blood. That a part of her might always yearn for it. Raw meat would always smell more delicious than cooked. She was frightened, more of herself than anything that could be in the world. 

Esmerelle lived in a strange denial of herself for several years, as the kaldorei began to teach her the ways of druidism, helped her control her emotions and learn more of her new nature. Woefully, that ended far sooner than it should, for reasons beyond Esmerelle’s knowledge.

( Thank you for the Ask @estonvega ^_^ )

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Alignment: Esmerelle Edition

You Are:

Neutral Good

A neutral good character does the best that a good person can do. He is devoted to helping others. He works with kings and magistrates but does not feel beholden to them. Neutral good is the best alignment you can be because it means doing what is good without bias for or against order. However, neutral good can be a dangerous alignment because when it advances mediocrity by limiting the actions of the truly capable.

Detailed Results- Alignment: Lawful Good ----- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (15) Neutral Good ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (26) Chaotic Good ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (22) Lawful Neutral -- XXXXXXXXXXX (11) True Neutral ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (22) Chaotic Neutral - XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (18) Lawful Evil ----- XXXXX (5) Neutral Evil ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX (16) Chaotic Evil ---- XXXXXXXXXXXX (12) Law & Chaos: Law ----- XX (2) Neutral - XXXXXXXXXXXXX (13) Chaos --- XXXXXXXXX (9) Good & Evil: Good ---- XXXXXXXXXXXXX (13) Neutral - XXXXXXXXX (9) Evil ---- XXX (3)

Tagged By: @estonvega (technically haha!)

Tagging: Whoever would like to that has not! 

Take the test HERE! 

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Myers-Briggs & Animal Spirits: Esmerelle Edition

ENFP: Dolphin

If being alone is really not your jam, you love making people laugh, you enjoy being creative, and you get bored super easily, then you're basically a dolphin. Just like dolphins, ENFPs are the bubbliest folks you'll ever meet. To an ENFP, spending a Sunday exploring new places, meeting new people, and seeking out new opportunities is pretty much the best thing ever.

Tagged By: @daphne-pink

Tagging: @azerothian-adventurers (whoever you want to do it on XD), @armont, @void-arrows, @wild--growth, @storykeeper-wra, @kelladen, @ravenpriest, @safrona-shadowsun, @thebakerstale, @theruneslayer, @cain-kennedy, @rhysgoodwin, and Anyone Else Who Would Like To!! 

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