#GOD im really out here sobbing in this chilis tonight

[jincherie]

[anon 🐙 part 1] okay, so first, I wanna say that its ok to ask for help when in need especially if you dont have ppl irl to ask. we're here for you and we will support you whether its a small or large amount, we give it with love. you deserve to be happy. ❤ i know that weird or bad feeling you get when you ask for help and have never asked for it. ppl might say its pride but I disagree. I myself have gone through struggles and had nights where I cried myself to sleep because I didn't know how

[anon 🐙 part 2] how I was gonna pay this or that. but I forced myself to ask ppl around me for help even though I felt like I didnt deserve it or maybe those ppl wouldn't want to help me at all. but there are good ppl on earth and bless their heart and soul. so now, when I have money I make sure to share with ppl who need it and I make sure to say its ok to ask. why am I here on earth if I'm just going to be greedy with the things I have? we only have each other. why not share and bring each

[anon 🐙 part 3] other up right? anywho, I feel like im preaching lol I also wanted to say that your name resembles the name of someone I hold very dear in my heart. a friend I had and lost contact with a few years back. I didn't realize until after I sent you the kofi, so it really warmed my heart and I thought it was a happy coincidence that I help out someone with the same name as her. and lasty, I want to say that i thoroughly enjoy your writing. it really is amazing and creative. you're

[anon 🐙 part 4] creative. and wonderful. I wish you nothing but love and happiness in your life. and don't worry about 'making it up to us by writing'. really. I know writing can get stressful, so don't worry about a deadline or anything like that. unless writing helps you destress then nvm lol do what you love 💜

ok first of all let me tell you i nearly bawled reading this-- you... you really get it. it’s... harder than it should be to ask and I think its because I usually don’t ask for anything-- the fact that u get it straight away is... wow... thank you so much for taking the time to send this, and for donating too in the first place. I can’t express with words what I want to say but really... thank you <3 And re having the same name as your friend, that’s a wild coincidence but I’m glad it warmed your heart! thank you so much for such kind words, I sincerely hope that you’ve had a wonderful week and all the good things have come to you because you deserve it <3

secondly, sorry to use your ask as something to speak to everyone but I feel too awkward to make a whole post for it. but honestly, to every single one of you who has helped me out the past few days and donated, every single one of you, thank you so much. I’m really... about to cry writing this because i was desperate and to be honest just expected $20 or something, but so many of you are so kind and earnest and just so fucking lovely? I don’t have the words to properly convey how much i appreciate it, how much it means to me that so many of you helped me out so much when i needed it most even with just a little donation. i... fuck it im gonna sob. its fine. im crying but its because i love you. thank you so much. it means the world to me, and i hope i can give back as much love & kindness as you have given me. I know its not much, but I’ve finished a well oiled machine as promised and I will be posting that next but... fuck... sincerely, from the bottom of my heart, thank you so much. I hope u all had a wonderful weekend and that this year truly blesses you all with everything you need and more ❣️💞💕💝💘❤️💖💝💓💕💞❣️❤️💗❤️💘💝💗❤️ thank you,  love you ❣️💞