Next to you
Oh my what I thought
I thought you’ll notice me
Pull back away
To a lonely place
Oh my what I thought
You loved me
That’s what you said
Was it false, did you lie
Because you and I don’t feel the same
Did I bring disgust, did I bring shame
Them days on the train tracks
Marching to the beats of our hearts
I let it bleed out, there’s no love for me now
All I feel is dread better to let things to be dead
Did I lie, do I take back what I’m saying
Memories in thoughts keep playing
The only thing that bleeds out of me
It’s the only melody that plays before I sleep
It’s the only thing I need
Why was I trying to hold on to something that doesn’t want to be held
I was gonna lose in the end
You never see me cry
I’ll never see you win
I’ll fall apart before I left you in
You was biggest enemy but my best of friend
You pulled me so close yet so far a way
We bare the same sin
That’s how I know what your going through
I don’t won’t to walk and win
I wanted go the extra mile with you
That’s my biggest regret
I’ll be sad if I stayed but I feel sad that I left
When the dust blows
There will be nothing to get swept
Besides the lonely tears of what love had kept
You said “you loved me”
Sorry for that’s my thoughts passing by
I was gonna wait for you across the wall
That you built
As the climb is getting higher and harder to climb
I knew that’s a stretch
Believe love that I tried
I tried to wait for you
But each time you left me in the blue
My feelings turned to that too
Only if you knew how much I cared
The pain I feared
About losing you
Now it’s only memories I spared
We had a lot in common
We shared the same traits
The same wants and what awaits
Even to our big escape
To a world that we had no place in
I had no place then
I thought I had it in you
I was mistaken
Now it’s only death were our story connects
Our story corrects the mess that we make it
It’s better to face it
Then act like we erased it
I tried and it’s hard, at least it’s a start
We have to lose our self to find who we are
That’s how stars are shaped
They shine so bright, are so far apart
From everything, isolated
Sucked in despair yet shines through
We have in all of us
Destruction is how we shape it
At the end of the tunnel is how we make it
I was lost without you
I’m glad I knew the story before it even began
The tunes of the birds the crows sang
The beautiful image across the land
Shows us that we can
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