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I wonder how you'd feel, seeing me now, long past the age when you built your first house, married your first love, adopted a fine dog, had your first child.

I wonder how you'd feel, seeing me now, long past the age when you built your first house, married your first love, adopted a fine dog, had your first child.

All I want is to be small again, light enough for you to scoop me up into your arms. Plump little legs climbing trees, bark scraping against my smooth skin like pencil-written memories on holiday cards.

I want your kindness. You told me once that words were meant to uplift and encourage. To bring comfort over mugs of hot creamy chocolate drinks. To be poured over like sweetened green tea.

Oh, but the world is cruel, and I have lost such words in me. Replaced by barbed-wire letters from monsters masquerading as people. They cut and wriggle like little snakes, venom poisoning the goodness you have given me before you went away. Little worms squirming in a rotting apple.

I crave laughter and rest and safety. I miss the feeling of your rough morning stubble tickling my cheek. I want to go to bed without a worry lingering in my head, confident, assured, guaranteed, that the first thing I’d see was a window welcoming the morning sun instead of an alarm ragefully rousing me from six hours of sleep.

Red digits blaring, telling me that I have 45 minutes left to get my shit together before squeezing myself between arms and legs and sweat and alcohol and perfume, choking more than the smog hovering in the daily commute. I miss wide roads and wet fields where water buffalos padded, leaving footprints in the mud next to mine.

You would hang our parol by this time, its yellows and greens a signal of sweet ham and round red cheeses about to decorate our humble table.

I’m sorry I could not save it during the last typhoon: I was stranded at work under flickering fluorescent lights. Working and continuing to live has taken so much from me. It has whisked precious memories we forged during my childhood.

I wish I could go back to the time when you saw me as your treasure, your gem, full of potential. When we all believed I could be someone who would bring so much love into this world.

I want to sit on our old carpet during blackouts and hear all the stories you reserved in a world without electricity. Stories of courage and of bravery and of strength.

Stories worth more than the daily self-affirmations and optimistic texts I scour in every social media platform to delude myself into thinking that I am fine, just fine, just peachy, #adulting #adultingfor12yearsLOLROFL #winkyface #getthatcoin

Words: Ejay Diwas

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