#Going for walkies used to keep the brain weevils away but I went for a walkies today! It only helped for like 20 minutes! | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

loxare · 10 months

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Every single year at the worst fucking moment the brain weevils attack and make doing anything besides the most mind numbing activities super impossible. My brain feels itchy, and I don't think I should be physically aware of it but I am. I'd really like to be able to write all these lab reports, but doing so is like trying to walk through the 1919 Boston Molasses Flood, and I keep making two and a half steps of progress before having to pull my feet from the sludge so I can sit on a ledge to rest and also try and beat the flies buzzing around my head back with a newspaper

#Loxie has words #is progress being made? yes. Slowly #this is a <1500 word report I should be able to knock it out in an hour or two #and yet here I am all fucking day #It's due tonight though so I'm going to have to get through this discussion section at some point #at least I have all this horrible spite to get me through the references section #which won't be super long anyways #Also getting hungry which doesn't help #Tomorrow I think I shall go for a stupid walk for my stupid mental health #get some sun #should I get medicated for my undiagnosed probably depression? yes #will I? idk. Probably. I'll ask around after exams to find out how that's done #my school has therapists or something. Mental health support things. They'll know #Am I writing this while on my molasses ledge? yeah but also writing this means I will be on this ledge a little longer #uuuggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #Going for walkies used to keep the brain weevils away but I went for a walkies today! It only helped for like 20 minutes!#uni

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