#HE DESERVES TO SUFFERRRRRR

[batsyvie]

she reminds him of his rose

[jiminrings]

MISS HANN I JUST FINISHED READING TAKE FIVE PT. 2 AND LET ME TELL YOU WHAT EMOTIONS I MADE WHILE READING ITTT 🤩🤩🤩🤩 I WAS LIKE OH YES U DESERVE IT DR. MIN 🤬🤬 GO Y/N U SHOULDN'T GIVE UP EASILY JUST LIKE HE DID TO U U CAN DO IT GIRL 😚😚😚 THEN OH NO WHAT THE FUCK WHY DID U MENTION THE EX WIFE NOW SHE'S CALLED THE EX WIFE SO SHE SHOULD BE EX-CLUDED FROM THEIR LIVES (am i too aggressive or im just saying the truth in a way 😗) BUT THEN AGAIN I GOT SOFT WHEN HE CRIED A TEENY BIT BUT THEN I WAS LIKE NU UH 🤨🤨 YOU'RE ON Y/N'S SIDE HERE YOUNG LADY YOU SHOULDN'T BE SOFT FOR HIM 😤 THEN I WAS HELL YEAH MAKE HIM SUFFER MISS GIRL I LOVE TO SEE MEN SUFFERRRRRR ESPECIALLY DR. MIN HE DESERVES IT AND FINALLY OH LOOK THE TWO DUMB IDIOTS FINALLY GOT IN A DATE LOOK AT THEM FINALLY GOING OUT TOGETHER ☹️☹️☹️☹️ BUT I LOVE Y/N FOR PUTTING ON A STRONG GAME SHE HAS SEEN BETTER DAYS BUT IM SO SO SO HAPPY THEY GOT OUT ON A DATE AFTER 26372727 YEARS THANK YOU FOR THE PART TWO MISS HANN KISSES FOR YOU YOU DESERVE IT 😚😚😚😚 I HOPE YOU'RE DOING GOOD 💗 HOPE TO SEE MORE OF THEM SOON!!!

- tin

PLSSSS I HAD SO MUCH FUN READING THROUGH YOUR ASK 😭😭 i was like oh gawd what is gonna happen next!!!!! but wait i dO know what’s gonna happen next!! tysm for reading and appreciating bff i loaf u

[dangermousie]

Hercai ep 3 - get out your tissues

OK - short version - this was brutal. In destroying Reyyan, Miran has destroyed his own peace and hope for happiness. And he richly deserves all the torment he’s gonna get and more. I hope someone shanks him. 

You know what’s truly patheric? Reyyan’s dad. 

He is a wealthy, respectable adult. And he still can’t stand up to his old father to protect his beloved, innocent daughter. Yeah, help her run away barefoot, great idea. Hope her cousin won’t shoot her, even better. Just face off with your father, coward! Miran may be a person beyond forgiveness, but at least he has balls. But frankly, I am Team Azad aka the lovelorn cousin because he actually stood up for Reyyan and was going to run away and protect her, something every freaking other man (or woman) in this show has spectacularly failed to do.

Oh, and it’s official. After everything Reyyan went through in this ep, I genuinely do not see how she can get over it and forgive Miran ever, and for me to be OK with it as a viewer. I mean, anything is possible - Fatmagul managed to sell me on Fatmagul x Kerim, and the beginning of that relationship makes Hercai seem an exemplar of emotional health, but still. I mean, the scene where the memories of her wedding night are intercut with her setting the house with herself in it on fire - that alone is something you never let go of.

And all the stuff that happens to her afterwards? Also not forgivable. And Miran caused it. Yeah, not seeing the future there.

I looooooved his freakout at his mother’s grave that he got vengeance but it feels like his heart is burning and that he lost a part of himself. SUFFERRRRRR

And his face when he thought Reyyan died. 

YESSS. Granny was so fixated on her revenge she didn’t care what it was doing to her grandson - I am not Miran’s greatest fan, but if he thought she killed herself over him, I don’t think he could have lived with it. Not that granny cares - she wrecked her granddaughter’s life also. That marriage is going to remain in name only no matter what else happens. And yet they had a chance - as granddaughter says, she and Miran got into bed just fine once they got married and then Granny burst in and dragged him away because bonking would make him weak or something (that family has no boundary understanding.) But then the other son of granny was a violent abuser so that whole family is bad seed.

OK, to get back to the OTP. I was bitterly amused that it took Miran about less than a day to realize what a mistake he made and try to get Reyyan back (and I may or may not have squealed when he put his wedding ring on the same chain as his mother’s ring.) I got the sense he was acting out of sheer freakout the whole ep - 100% emotion and not thinking at all. I mean, he broke into Reyyan’s family’s mansion - his friend had his hands full trying to keep him alive and not getting offed as a result of his suicidal stunts, the whole ep. I am very sure he has no long term plan, he hasn’t thought it through at all - he just wants to take Reyyan away from the very nightmare that he caused - he’s not even considering what Granny would say or w/e. Pure id. I wanted to stick him face first into the mess he made, like a puppy - but at least he had balls and brains to do something, which is more than most of her misbegotten family thought to do (I love that Grandpa realizes it’s not Reyyan’s fault and even then gives no fucks - he wants her married or dead.)

Granny, aha Mob Grandma, with her all black and gun toting retainers, is a repulsive individual (and her saying to Reyyan’s family that vengeance was for her son and not mentioning her daughter in law confirms my belief that Hazar had nothing to do with Miran’s mom’s death) but this scene was AWESOME. I hope she and evil grandpa kill each other.

The final confrontation on the bridge!!!!!! I loved it when she told him he is dead  to her.

And then her ending of that macho standoff between Azad and Miran by telling Azad she won’t go with him, and when Miran brightens, assuming it means she will go with him, she tells him that she wouldn’t go even to paradise with him. And that she took his hand once, but she’d die rather than take it again. IN YOUR FACE!!! (I love that he genuinely seemed to believe she wanted to be taken away/rescued by him. The degree of self-delusion is spectacular. She may have loved him and was a trusting little kitten with him but after what he did, how can he think she’ d be a-ok treating the past as nothing and happily skipping off with him.) 

AND SHE JUMPS OFF THE BRIDGE AND HE DOESN’T HESITATE BUT JUMPS OFF AFTER HER!!!!!!! (Like he said he will do on the swing - the false promise became the reality.) OMG THIS THIS THIS THIS THIS I NEED NEXT EP NOW. 

So yes, he’s basically a headcase with no understanding of proper morality or human emotions, but a spine he definitely has. I guess he goes all out in obsession, whether obsession is revenge or Reyyan.

PS I hope Yaren is eaten by rabid weasels, she’s beyond awful.