#I SHOULD HAVE POSTED THIS A WEEK AGO but i forgot.... 💀

[gojuo]

Leon + being a silly little goose RESIDENT EVIL 4 REMAKE (2023) dev. Capcom

[illfoandillfie]

I love all of your stories until now and I also can't wait for the dom Ben stories, even the stories with Pedro(who I'm not a fan of since idk him ) I read them all... i always send them to a friend and make her change pedro to someone else 💀.But I must admit that I'm kinda disappointed in comparison to last year,don't get me wrong this year is still amazing but idk I'm a little disappointed in the length of the stories and I thought there would be more ✨️Spiciness ✨️ iykwim but that still won't stop me from patiently waiting for the last few stories🥰. You're still my favourite writer so yeah I really love you're writing style and all but I just thought I'd be honest since I also kinda felt the need to say that :) Omg also will we get more of Roger with a choker? A few months ago when I got bored I started editing queen pictures into e-girls and I put a choker on rog and I was in love but I kinda forgot about it until 3 days ago and now I can't get it out of my mind again 💀. Okay sorry this was a lot. Wherever you are I hope that you have a great day or night :D 💕

I don't know if you remember but last year I was posting kinktober fics right up until new years eve. In large part that was because most of them were around the 3k word mark and i got pretty burnt out from it. So much so that I literally did not write at all until the second week of February and haven't been anywhere near as motivated to write for the better part of 2022.

I wasn't even planning on doing kinktober this year. October is always a busy month for me and its not easy to keep up with a month long challenge. I was originally intending to do another advent calendar thing in December like I did a couple of years ago, but decided at the last minute (literally the last day of september was when i started planning it) to give kinktober another crack.

So, because it was very last minute and because I wanted to avoid what happened last year and because I thought it might be fun to do both kinktober and an advent calendar, I made a concerted effort to keep things shorter so I'd have a better shot of completing it within the month its meant to be completed in. Obviously that didn't happen and I'm still a bit behind, but not to the extent I was last year.

The point of kinktober is not to write 31 giant, thousand word fics. It's to write every day in the month of October. Maybe, if you want longer fics you should give it a shot yourself and see how hard it is.

[sunnybubblezzz]

SUCH A GOOD WEEK

okay well first of all i’ll start with just how great this weekend was. like UGHHESAHDH and then im just gonna say how grateful i am to God because woah im soo happy.

okay well first of all, DUHHH BIRTHDAY WEEK. i genuinely forgot this week was my birthday and MANNASND IM SO HAPPY. like i didnt get to do ALL the things i wanted for my birthday and i didnt get everything i wanted ofcofc but woah this week was amazing.

I GOT TO SEE THE HUNGER GAMES. THAT MOVIE WAS INCREDIBLE and i got to go with two of my close friends. i was really really sad bc i thought we wouldnt be able to go and i DOOO wish more of my friends were able to come with me.

BUT LIKE IT WAS SOOO GOOD AND I LOVE THE FRIENDS WHO CAME WITH ME.

you guys are never gonna see this but i loved that day and it brought me sm joy you have no idea. PLUS I GOT TO SEE SNOW???

my birthday day was eh BUTBUT EVERYONE SENT THEIR BIRTHDAY TEXTS TO ME AND I NO LIE GOT SOO HAPPY. i didnt expect all my friends to remember idk but they did and i was OVERJOYED.

THEN I GOT TO GO ICE SKATING FOR A BIRTHDAY PARTY? it was SOOO nice and was SOO much fun plus that was an amazing time with my friends

and my friend gave me a birthday gift..

I LEGIT SHED TEARS (okay not in front of her but still) LIKE I CANNOT. it was only one person but man sometimes i forget how good it feels to get a gift from someone.

like… im always the one giving gifts but it really really touched my heart to get one from her and I LOVE HER SM AND I CANTTT IT MADE MY DAY.

i love you i really do.

then ofc i saw one of my closest(?) friends (and i lowkey felt we were drifting apart) like FOUR TIMES THIS WEEK BACK TO BACK. okay okay trust me thats a lot for us 💀.

we went to the mall together which was lowkey weird bc she never asks me to hang out like that. AND I GOT THE PERFECTT DRESS LIKE I LOVE IT SMM??

then WE WENT TO THE GENSHIN CONCERT

moment of silence for just how GRATEFUL I AMMM.

i love you SMMSMM for getting me tickets like the opportunity of a lifetime?? ngl i lowkey was kinda mad bc the friend we took wasnt as grateful as i felt she should have been… thats how grateful i was like “how can someone not thank this girlie with all her might”

it was a WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE and im only sad that one of out other friends couldnt go.

I WAS JUST

AHSDHASHDHSDHHS

IT WAS SO GOOOD

okay and now for one of my favorite moments..

okay so we were taking pics with some of the cosplayers and then this other cosplayer talks behind us… i look behind me, look at her cosplay and immediately say, “YING?” AND SHE SAYS YES???

like in the car we were looking at twitter for who’s going and was AMAZED that ying was and hoped we get to see her. I DID NOT EXPECT US TO?

LIKE I JUST RECOGNIZED HER FROM HER VOICE. the last time i listened to this girls voice was months ago but SHHH that’s unimportant.

what ISSS IMPORTANT IS THAT I SAW HER, FANGIRLED OVER HER, SHE CALLED ME PRETTY, THEN I WAS JUST OVERJOYED.

THENNN I WENT HOME, POSTED THE INTERACTION ON TWITTER, AND SHE SAID SHE REMMBERED ME.. HELLO??

LIKE WHY ARE SO MUCH GOOD STUFF HAPPENING TO ME ITS NOT ADDING UP.

i wouldnt call myself an unlucky person (luck isn’t real). but i will say that a lot of unfortunate things happen to me usually and ive just learned to go with the flow. but idk im just just so HAPPY and so GRATEFUL and and im scared that it’ll all get ruined when i wake up but man cant i live in this moment of happiness forever?

then today was just such an amazing day like such a great end to my birthday week i just. im just.

anyway to end it off, one of my friends from a while ago texted me asking if i ever drew this picture for this girl named sarah.. it took a sec, but i recognized the drawing and remembered.

I WAS IN SHOCK IT WAS A LITTLE BIRTHDAY DRAWING I DREW FOR THIS GIRL LIKE YEARSSSSSSS AGO?

she said she really loved it sm, kept it for years, and that i was super nice.

OKAY LIKE I CANT BELIEVE SHE KNOWS THAT ONE OF MY FRIENDS FIRSTLY. BUT SECONDLY WHAT?? LIKE IM JUST FROZEN WITH JOY SHE KEPT MY DRAWING FOR YEARS? not a rip in sight…

its just SO encouraging and so so idek im just so happy.

then to end it off, the artist WHO WAS MY MOST LISTENED TO ARTIST OF 2024 WITH 2,000+ MINUTES OF LISTENING??? SAID SHE WOULD POST MY SKETCHBOOK SPREAD (inspired by her music) ON HER STORY WHEN I FINISHED IT?

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i love you God so much.

just i was feeling so down this past idek month or more because i just have such idek its just so much things happen to me and i just have to go along with it and not let it phase me. i feel so much emotions but none of them bring me down yknow? like i have to be happy and i dont FEEL happy…

but this.

this week makes me feel like God loves me and all of these things happened because of Him. I love him and I love all my friends, I really do love all of you guys.

some of you guys DOO get on my nerves, some of you guys ARE confusing, some of you guys are kinda weird, and i do feel like i love some of you more then you love me.. but in the end you guys are my friends. i love you guys.

and i love you God. I love you for everything you do and I dont know why you love me but I’m sososo happy you do. no one will ever love me like you do. thank you for always being there for me. i love you.

and so we end this. i KNOW that ill cry bc of sadness again (probably in the near future ngl) and I KNOWW that this happy feeling wont last. but for right now im gonna treasure it… please ANDDD thank you.

happy birthday to me.

[curseofaphrodite]

Hiii 💖💖

How r uuu?

My day was a freakin rollercoaster. I haven't been feeling well lately, both emotionally and physically i'm a trainwreck. I have been getting a lot of anxiety attacks 💀. And this morning i went to a psychiatrist because my doctor suspected i might be depressed and also because i recently developed a school phobia. She said i had a disabling anxiety disorder and that we were gonna create a system where i will only go to schools on the mornings to make it easier so that part's good

I went to school this afternoon because i had documents give them so i did a hour of french and two hours of greek. And in France the educational system SUCKS 😒. And at the end of high school we have the baccalauréat which is a diploma. So 3 weeks ago i did a white exam and the end results were stressing me out because the text i got was the worst, there was nothing to say about it. I got the results today and i got a 20/20 and a 13/20 (that's how grades work in France, how does it work where u live?) which is great so i'm happy about that 😊. Then i went to my greek class and out of nowhere the firealarm started and it scared me so i almost had an anxiety attack but my friend managed to calm me. Buuut on the good news me and my class of greek are going to Italy in a month and i'm really excited about that 😄

And after school me and my dad got tested because some of his friends we went to germany with are positive and we're still waiting and the results

Wbu how's your week?

Also i keep seeing your posts about the mentalist and now i wanna watch it 😅 so could you tell me where do you watch it please?

🤍🤍

⏳ anon

tw // caps, mention of death.

anxiety attacks are the worst :(( I'm so sorry you had to go through that. I hope you're feeling much better now !! ooohh if going to schools in morning helps you, then I'm glad you saw that doctor!

gods the tests sound horrible, but yes look at the bright side! 20/20 AND 13/20 LIKE EXCUSE ME YOU'RE SO SMART HSHAJHJK I COULD NEVER. I'M SO PROUD OF YOU HERE'S A UNICORN 🦄 HER NAME IS STARDUST. SHE'S PROUD OF YOU TOO.

in india, we have two imp exams, both on 10th and then 12th. our finals are out of 80 marks. no wait its out of 100, but 20 comes from the practical exams etc. it is very shitty but I'm gonna be out of this cruel circle soon so im happy about that.

WHY DID THE FIRE ALARM GO OFF?? like was it a prank or a drill or something real?? im glad you're safe :( it can be triggering to a lot of people (including me) to suddenly hear firealarms go off so i hope it wasnt a prank.

ITALY IS GORGEOUS i hope you have the best time there xx. Lemme know about your results!

my week gosh i forgot most about it but school's been icking me, exams been icking me and my mom's really bitchy 90% of the time so she's icking me too. but i did get to see my friends a lot, and this week was my fav show's finale so im sad-happy crying rn. its mrs maisel btw, its a very funny show you should check it out! and someone died in the neighborhood so there's that too :\

mentalist is such a comfort show and it's available on amazon prime! i totally recommend xx

[risoris]

gonna list... my current projects... maybe if i break them down like this i can finally choose which fic to prioritize 💀

Flower Prompts

about: basically RotBTD oneshots (or two-shots) based on flower prompts people have sent to my inbox. the goal was to complete the prompts before April

progress: have published three out of seven.

currently stuck on: gathering enough focus to write the rest 🙃

Triwizard Tournament AU

about: what it says on the tin; Triwizard Tournament with the Big Four as the competing champions

progress: going through a rewrite rn... this is supposed to be an idiot plot but then it took a serious turn on its own i HATE it

this is like. the fic with the third biggest worldbuilding. but also the most fun ngl

currently stuck on: 1) the ending, and 2) freaking yule ball. i was so excited about the challenges & the kids becoming rivals to friends i literally forgot there was a ball. now i had to go back and figure out who jack & merida would take as their date for the freaking wizard dance. rip

College/Soulmate AU

about: the last two people you’d expect to be soulmates (Jack and Merida) find out they are one and it is hell for everyone involved. college shenanigans, Hiccup and Punz are their roommates, Dreamworks and Disney are rival universities

an idea that i ended up liking too much. so far it’s super ridiculous. so many shitty cameos, not an ounce of quality on sight

progress: this isn’t plot-heavy to begin with, but the planning is already around 70%? might even post the first chapter this week if it went well

currently stuck on: whether i should stick with platonic jarida or not lmao

Hogwarts Seventh Year AU

about: oh god how do i even explain this one... basically the spawn of all my rotbtd hogwarts au headcanons since 2014-ish. the bane of my existence. started off on what would happen if the plot of RotG and Tangled occured during the summer before their final year.

progress: planning 60%. i know where im going with the first act, also have decided on the ending and even an epilogue. it's the middle part im struggling with rn 😢

the fic that won silver in the worldbuilding olympics. SO MANY NOTES. i got sucked into making so many mundane details that at this point im not even sure are relevant enough for the main story

currently stuck on: this one’s in the backburner right now

ATLA AU

about: avatar!Elsa au.

progress: around 30%, planning-wise??? this is pretty much a rewrite of an old wip but then i watched Frozen 2 a few months ago and got more ideas

THE HARDEST WORLDBUILDING IN THIS LIST. A REAL PAIN IN THE ASS. compared to the hogwarts aus this one is simpler to work on but god trying to tie up all the lore was a giant headache

currently stuck on: plot & chapter outlines