#I aint dead just yet

[todayisafridaynight]

[saltystingray]

He can be your angl e or your debvil DO NOT EDIT OR REPOST

[cathalbravecog]

QUACK QUACK QUACK QUACK

[swatato]

I refuse to believe a damn thing I’m seeing thanks <3

[toddstool]

okay question: plz participate. realistically, if you're not going to die of natural causes eg. old age (renal failure) etc., what do you think you'll die of? be it an accident or a disease. personally im going with hantavirus. that seems like some dumb shit id die of.

[runningatypufullspeed]

I am twitching so violentlu right nowdude I am so down bad for my own design of Mildred it’s not even funny

[original-punks]

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[kimmkitsuragi]

so update about casual stuff

1) i acquired a neighborhood cat

this is the best thing ever. 10/10 housing because apparently this cat just randomly stops by our area sometimes and even gets in & out of the rooms by himself through the windows sometimes. i love him id die for him already

2) look what i got from the 2nd hand store !!!

obviously i can't understand shit yet but !! this was my first english book toooooo 😭 obviously im not gonna pass when it comes to buying sherlock holmes books i cannot be controlled. sorry!!

min käre watson!!!! this is how i will learn swedish (delusional)

3) guy after moving from consistently 35+ degrees weather to scandinavia when there's a 25 degree sunny day: WHY IS IT SOOOO HOT TODAY 😠😠

think this is all

wait actually no

WHAT IS THISSSS LMAO (cropped to avoid sharing location info etc)

[humanmorph]

ik i was like wahoo tragedy.loving this when the Once The War’s Over move got introduced but i am progessively getting more sad about phrygian dying i like them soooooooooo much. ill miss them

[aria0fgold]

In this world, the storm will pass

Alec sat atop the railing of the balcony, looking up at the sky as it slowly dims to reveal the countless stars awaiting the night to be seen, to twinkle at the life below the vast sky. A cigarette placed between his lips, smoke rising up to the stars that he can only dream of reaching someday.

His eyes were vacant, what was once a vibrant blue, like the sky in a cloudless sunny day, is now merely as dull as the sky in the fog, in the stormy weather that never left. But it's getting better now. Slowly, slowly… Like clouds drifting in a windless day, moving an inch, yet moving still. Slowly… The storm will pass. But for now, he'll stay in the eye of it.

Standing beneath the stars surrounded by a quiet storm all kept inside. In this world, everything is the same, yet different. In this world, everyone is alive, safe from a greater danger than life itself. In this world, Alec is supposed to be dead, yet here he is… Someone else. In this world, his family lost Alec, yet in his world, he lost everything.

So what is he doing here then? Intruding in a world that didn't need someone like him. An Alec that was doomed to have nothing, living in a world that has moved on from Alec's death. He doesn't know, doesn't understand. He gave up understanding the world ever since that day, the day where it collapsed, leaving him with nothing but ruin. He always thought that, it would be better for him to have lost himself to the forest instead than be brought here by whatever force, whatever power, whatever God, who thought it entertaining to put him here, in this world. Is it fun? His life… to be toyed with by fate, by the world itself, is it fun? He gave up wondering about it, gave up on an answer he didn't need to hear.

Alec took a drag on his cigarette, frankly, he isn't one to smoke, he isn't one to drink, he isn't one to do any such things. But what does it matter anyway? His body… won't sustain any damage from it anymore. It's different. Everything is. Nothing was ever the same ever since his world started collapsing. Nothing was. So it didn't matter, whatever damage he does to his body didn't matter, it'll just heal it all anyway. Leaving not even scars on his skin, what a picture perfect body, devoid of scars. One would wonder if he ever went through such things, when there's nothing for him to show for it.

Alec glanced down, it was pretty high. This house, this balcony on the third floor. He gave up on that thought long ago though, it was the only constant he has left, his will to live, even after everything. Foolish, isn't it? To continue wanting to live even after all that, for what reason really? He doesn't know anymore, his memory isn't as good as it was before. So much so, that he's guilty of forgetting what his family looked like. Had he not been living in this world, he would've forgotten their names too.

Alec looked up again, to the pitch black sky, the stars brightly twinkling at him. Back in his world, he found solace in the night, in the stars above. He thought of them as his family watching over him, was it a myth he read back then? The souls of your loved ones becoming stars in the night sky. What of it now, however? In a world where everything is okay, is his family's souls still amongst the sea of stars, watching over him like they did before? What would they think of him now? Would they be happy? Glad? Relieved? Or would they be mad? Upset? Betrayed? To see Alec be happy with someone that's them yet aren't at the same time?

He doesn't want to think about it.

Just as Alec brought the cigarette to his lips to take another drag, the hand of another reached out to take it from his own, he didn't need to turn around to know who it belonged to. He knows it already, by heart.

“You okay?” Ray stood beside him, leaning on the railing as he threw the cigarette to the ground. Putting the fire out with his slippers.

“You're going to ruin that pair soon if you keep that up…”

“Well, that's fine. I forgot to grab the ashtray on the way.” Ray hummed, “You dodged my question again though.” His voice had a slight teasing tone, mouth formed into a small grin as he glanced at Alec.

“It's always the same answer, anyway.” I'm fine. That's the answer he always gives to that question, every single time. He knows it's a lie, they know it's a lie, but what else can he say when words aren't enough to convey whatever he's been feeling ever since then?

“I don't mind that. Maybe, once a lie is repeated enough times, it'd come true someday.” Ray chuckled, “Though that sounds a bit dangerous, now that I think about it.”

Silence fell between the both of them, it isn't heavy nor is it tense. It was comfortable, like the breeze of the night. Ray looked to the sky, and Alec… he looked to Ray's eyes. It was as dark as the night sky, reflecting the countless stars twinkling high above with a light all too familiar yet not at the same time. This is Ray, yet not his Ray. That is Ray, one who've turned into light, amongst the sea of many others, high above the sky, a bright twinkling star. In a way, he did become a ray of light, just not that of sunshine as he would always say.

Alec moved his eyes towards the sky once more, and the two stayed there, in the silence, below the night sky, underneath the stars, they bathed in the light of a hundred promises, a thousand wishes and a million hopes for a future gentler than their present.

[todayisafridaynight]

aoki fans v majima fans in the copium competition who's winning

[rockingthegraveyard]

thinking about jason’s jailtime in tmwsp and my exhaustion put me in a fugue state and made a dc oc

he somehow always is smoking now matter how many times his smokes are confinstated

i don’t know why he’s in jail, you don’t know why, the cops don’t know why, he’s just always in there

he talks almost exclusively about his own conspiracy theories 

he’s always losing his hat and tie somehow

receding hairline he combs forward to hide

[dorkicon]

(stares at the wall) jesus christ i need to update my askblog

[spiltymilky]

Phone almost died at work because I was distracted by lady D resident evil comics woe upon me

[immortal-elements]

Weaver has been dead for 4 slutty, slutty days...

[bardicious]

I mean.... tumblr Live just looks awful.