#I cannt help it

[vanshypnocorner]

Ggod imm way too horny ive been mindlessly scrolling on here all day again

reallyy need some people to take advantage of me when imm like this

[ferahntics]

LOOK

[nowandforalways]

Okay but like the urge to make this cloak is almost unfathomable

IT'S SO GOOD

[lunarharp]

a random draft where i was ramblingg about witch hat & art to myself for myself :)

rare time i feel like actually going off about the thing i’m having fun with right now in more detail ... but not on twt where strangers might try to discuss back at me lol sorry but that is scary. (not that you even have the room to soliloquy on there)

i love how there's characters for varying types of artists to relate to. people like agott who have been adept at drawing from a young age but feel overwhelmed by feelings of not meeting their expectations. and are driven mostly by feelings of wanting to prove their worth..

people like oru who have always been around the art but now are burnt out from commissions and wondering just what they're drawing for... and ones i relate to the most personally like coco and qifrey, who started drawing at an older age to the skilled people around them. like coco i'm so happy that i'm in the world of drawing(/magic) now and excited every day but also weighed down by fears that i'll never get to what i where i need to be after starting at this late stage and also whether i'm really cut out for this....

and like qifrey i only started drawing after a narrow escape from trauma... i started drawing to make sense of what my life is now, just as he was invited by beldaruit to become a witch because it was the only safe path he could take. (although i've not been through anything quite like what he's been through... ouagh)

and there’s tetia who just wants to draw to make other people feel happy about what she’s made, to have fun, and spread hope and happiness and gratitude. who feels so happy whenever someone thanks her for what she’s created - i understand now how it feels to want to thank them for thanking her and how making art, when you get a meaningful response, can be a truly warm communal type experience. but you do need that response - her overwhelming happiness when the dragon thing was happy and she said it was the first time she’d ever felt fully appreciated for her magic and it made her soooo happy. she had been drawing until then, but it was the last puzzle in place to make her realise the breadth of what magic can be for her.

and riche who is determined to not lose the “her”-ness from her art, doesn’t want to learn new techniques and become more regular and orthodox in style if it means she feels she’s losing something... i get that!!! precious autistic-coded child... the ways we feel about our art differ depending on our own mental landscapes. hahhhh... shirahama said she began this series because she was having a conversation with artist friends about how it feels like drawing just really is magic. i mean..... it is.

i think writing feels like magic too, and i’m glad i can do both now. any creation is total magic. i’ve drawn scenes that were in my head and that’s let other people see them and if i can trust their comments about it, has moved them in some way or at least let them imagine a scene or a situation that they wouldn’t have imagined otherwise. but it’s different from just telling someone about it. when you draw something, or write something it really exists now - outside of you. THAT’S SO WEIRD.

i liked drawing a lot of takarazuka things (before i realised i got kind of burnt out drawing all this transcore stuff that people were not exactly responding to because it’s so niche and weird lmao) but drawing fanart for something that also ONLY exists in art is so special. it’s not acted by real people. like.. they’re just little people that someone drew and now i draw them too. total magic. and she gets up and draws them every day the same as me...

i love that a manga isn’t just art, it’s storytelling too. doing both writing and drawing at the same time - it feels like such a perfect and fascinating combination of skills and facets of creation. i’m better at writing than drawing, so i don’t feel like i can express my original stories well enough in comic form just yet. but i might just get there.

the world is so confusing and overwhelming and terrible every day. only creation is something i can understand. sometimes i can’t understand it - when i feel REALLY bad, it’s definitely like, what’s the point. and i wish i had more things to experience at present than just creation - i want to be outside and just feel and be as well as create. and at some point i’ll definitely stop posting my creations online. but creating has become something that i don’t need to understand the reason for it - so at those times when i wonder what the real point to any of this is.... lately, i usually still create anyway. just as you’d still breathe and sleep even though you’re hurt and confused by the horrors of the world. it’s becoming how i express myself. i find myself drawing pretty much every day because it’s part of how i make sense of shit now and i naturally want to do it. not doing it is painful.

i hope this magic continues. i hope it becomes far more wonderful than i can even imagine from here.

and i won't lose.

[fagsex]

Sttawberry!

FIRST THINGSBFIRST the art obvies i love the art clap if you love the art youre a hugeeee insp for me in getting back into my own ocs and writing for them and drawing for them!! i adore how passionate and free u are which sounds silly but its True ! also you make my days slightly less mundane bc we have a lot of ak-47 graffiti around campus? and when i see it im like Ooohhhhhhh Ack Attacked. youre rlly well put when it comes to a lot of interesting subjects and u have a big heart ! i love ur unabashed interest in things what can i say !

ask meme

[virtue-and-beneviolence]

Oh you thought I would forget about the dress, don't you??

Well I am waiting and if I don't get to see it I will block and never talk to you again, just saying so show me the fucking dress already omg

Everybody support me and peer pressure vi into showing me the dress!!!! @hiimviolet @hanmasslvt

Pls I'm already drunk don't listen to eris I will drunk post this dress if I'm not careful bitch

[the-angel-of-the-bottomless-pit]

im already down the rabbit hole or looking at my favorite porny old man art while stroking my gros pube-y chin ,~,

[plaguethewaters]

this is. exhausting

[nonbinaryaubrey]

:thumbs up:

[n0ct0urn1quet]

i feeel . sick to mys tommach <3

[lombax-lombardi]

my brain going back on my dragon ball nonsense

i can not escape apparently

[archibaldtuttle]

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[barbecutie]

wip wednesday because why the hell not

ok so baby girl got an npv because @ugh-my-back bullied me and did her head for me so i owe her my life and frappes forever

her outfits :3c i love her so much that i spent almost 4 hours trying to get her eyes right <3333333 live laugh love besties i also helped some friends with stuff too, @faarkas i converted her gal's skin/face textures for vtk compatibility hehe and then for @ugh-my-back made layne custom arm diffuse by fusing his skin texture and vik's ripperdoc scars, its not perfect but im still playing around with skin stuff after playing with custom body textures for shiv

AND THEN ANGY RUINED MY DAY AND SENT ME HER WIP OF HIGGS CLOTHES AND OH MY GOD IM GNAWING ON MY LEGS LIKE CHICKEN WINGS I CANNT WAIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTT

tagging @ugh-my-back because i know she is working on shit :)

[jaxfromthatcircus]

HAHA I MANAGED TO CATCH THE DRUNK COFFEE SHENANIGANS AGAIN

I CANNT FEEL MY FACE HELP

[borzoilover69]

I cannt emphasise enough that if you like a post reblog it and tag it. Other people cannot see the things you like unless you reblog and tag reblogging is important to tumblr environment, and tags can help for archival posts even if its just the characters name!

I cannot express the joy i feel when i stumble upon an old account and its full of reblogs of the things they enjoyed: especially if its tagged! I could spend hours going through peoples accounts just reblogging and laughing at what they liked once upon a time. So please reblog and tag to your hearts content!