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eldritchfreakazoid · 17 days
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silly thing i'm working on . . i think the world deserves to see this interesting critter
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More of my favourite low effort CPDS Members as my screenshotted tiktok comments memes for you as an apology for being so inactive and proof I am still around hehe <33
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butteronabun · 1 month
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Hellooo butter! What are your thoughts on Diluc as a senior? School or college au? 🤔 my friend and I were speculating this(+kaeya) and I thought your contribution to this topic would be just perfect!
okay. okay.
first of all, thank you for thinking that my contribution regarding this topic would be perfect. i am honored that you think that way, thank you for thinking that! 🤍✨
second — here, let me dump all the high school au concepts i thought about for diluc ( which may or may not have been already been written in my debut fic :D ):
In a modern au, hs student Diluc would be a "golden retriever"
He’s kind, gentle, and sweet. Man has good grades and perfect attendance. Charming and handsome to the point that he’s deemed as one of the ‘Campus Crushes.’ Well-liked and very popular. Dominates the basketball varsity team (he’s a team captain) and is often the MVP. Joins clubs that benefits his academics and is running for student council. One of the math wizards who partakes in school vs school competitions. Filthy rich.
Seriously, he’s the guy you usually find in those romcoms.
He who opens doors and waits for the other students to enter the cafeteria.
He who provides support to those who are nervous in reporting their chemistry presentations. He who offers his jacket quietly to that girl when she had blood stains on her skirt. 
He, who, has a smile that lights up the room and makes everyone’s hearts skip a beat.
His name is always the talk of the town 
His lockers filled with rose-scented letters & cheap chocolates every 14th of Feb 
The crowd cheers for his number when he gives them a 3 point shoot, 
Before proudly celebrating the well–deserved golden trophy with his team 
He who is sincere with his speeches regarding “changing the system.” 
Regarding unfair school policies, more renovations for campus facilities, and less homeworks for those who are unfortunate and come home late 
He who dreams of following his father’s footsteps 
By doing his best in school 
Even if it’s a simple thing like tutoring his friends when it comes to math 
Or something more complex when he’s the face of his batch to compete in academic competitions. 
And you bet that this man is favored by so many of his teachers
Bro posts something on social media and it probably gets a hundred likes and numerous supportive comments from friends and others.
He’s practically untouchable. And despite all the fame, he’s pretty private. ( and no one will ever mention how Diluc almost beat up some fools who bullied his younger brother for dreaming to become a pirate. )
He has everything and yet he can’t get the girl that he likes, because unfortunately, she— whose identity is private, for now—doesn’t seem to like him or even notice him
I like to think that Diluc has a lady friend who he can confide with. Maybe, in this case, it’s Lisa. One time, she was sitting beside him during lunch and was very much amused when she caught him staring at that one girl who laughed way too loud with her friends.
He was staring with a little flush and seemed to get a little timid whenever she passed by. 
Lisa couldn’t help but smile behind her fingers as she witnessed the beginning of a new chapter — a blooming flower.
Most people in Diluc’s life ( the judgmental and the nosey ), who think that they have opinions worth mentioning for, always think that they’re right: they expect Diluc to end up with someone like him – and yet he is besotted with that girl who played step foot with her friends outside their classroom despite the class rep reprimanding them to quiet down. That girl ( who had many dreams and becoming a director was one of them ) nearly got her camera confiscated when she was recording her friend climbing on the roof, as if her incident with her math teacher wasn’t enough ) and That. Girl. who somehow became his seatmate during their field trip when they both got late together and had to sit in front. That same girl who offered him if he would like some chocolates that she bought from duty free because it was her birthday soon.
That girl who laughed when she hit her head on the ground while playing basketball and was delivered to the emergency room afterward.
But despite all these “not-so charming flaws,” Diluc finds himself falling anyway.
He wants to try all sorts of things, and he imagines a future where she’s in it.
But he knows that he’s not that intriguing for her eyes. She doesn't seem to be interested in him or befriending him. Was it because he became hot and all sweaty during that one time in their field trip? When he awkwardly made conversation ( despite being praised for his articulate and cohesive speeches and arguments ? ) Was he way too boring and too ambitious for someone as spontaneous and going with the flow? Did he not tick all the checkboxes in her list of the Ideal Types that she wants to date? ( Kaeya informed him that she was sharing her ideal types with her friends, and him being curious was an understatement. )  
Because every time he sees her, she doesn’t bat an eyelash. She focuses so much on her friends and it seems that she has forgotten that she smiled at him during that field trip. When she commented on how the sunset looked beautiful behind him, when he was sitting on the window seat. 
He’s aware that she’s friendly but she’s not befriending him. :( 
And if people are going to ask you what happened between the two of you, perhaps, you’ll just raise a quizzical brow and tilt your head.
“Uhhh. . . What? Who? Ah. Him. The MVP guy? We became seatmates during the field trip and that’s it. We didn’t really talk because I slept throughout the whole ride. He was listening to music so I assumed he didn’t want to have a conversation with me. And I’m out of his league, so next question.”
( Diluc had earphones on but they were lowered down because he wanted to hear her small giggles — and, well. Ridiculous as it was, he was playing stupidly romantic love songs. Kaeya was right, maybe using Spotify premium once in a while wasn’t bad. )
Here’s another hs au concept:
So it starts like this: two fingers clutching a chess piece—a pawn, she recalls—and lips pursing in thought, you inadvertently sigh in defeat and simply put it on a black square. 
However, you confidently eye him anyway and grab his queen piece. You declare a “Checkmate!”
And the guy—the guy who’s sitting right across from you—with the wild, beautiful red hair tied in an elegant ponytail, releases an amused chuckle. You’re sure that the girls watching from the sidelines just swooned from that and you mentally roll your eyes. 
“Last time I’m aware, that’s not how the game works. That’s not how the queen moves.” 
His voice is deep and nice to hear. But the irritation boiling in your gut shoves that comment away and you cross your arms with puffed cheeks. 
“That’s how this queen moves,” You stand from your seat and take your bowl of soggy french fries from Potato Corner. “Checkmate.”
And from that very moment you leave — you think it’s a cool exit, because you know you’ll never see him again, and you’ll never play Chess again, because there are a lot of students in your high school with quirky hair and even stranger personalities. 
Like, who even randomly starts a chess duel during lunch, and in Mondstadt High’s quadrangle? Apparently, that guy. 
You don't really understand why a lot of students are drawn to him so much, especially your classmates. You don’t hide your disdain of course, but your amazing friends decided to pull something underneath their arses to somehow make you meet the guy. Make you meet the guy you weren’t really interested in getting to know. Even if he was quote unquote, a 10.
Thus, leading to that unexpected encounter—them registering your full name when the guy was searching for another player to duel with. For fun.
And you didn’t really know how to play chess, but you were in the mood for some shenanigans, so. . . that happened.
( tldr: u had an interesting meeting with diluc and thought u will never meet him again but then he becomes ur romeo to ur juliet when u joined the theater club. shenanigans ensue. )
i hope this is enough to satiate the people who want a part 2 of the hs au diluc <3 also, it's up to anyone's interpretation if they wonder if my debut hs au fic for him would end up with the reader.
[ edit at 1:02 am: oh. . . diluc in a high school au as a senior. . . oh anon. . . i did not read it carefully and immediately assumed - help - i said too much. . . GSJJDK 🧎🏻‍♀️] and third. . . so. uh! i had one fear. ONE FEAR when i started this writing blog. one fear if i would eventually get that one specific ask, and me from the past was like: no way, there’s a buuuunch of AUs in the world and surely, they wouldn’t ask about college au, right?? / pos
WRONG.
so ummm… regarding the college au. are you gonna believe me if i told you that i had been plotting & writing a diluc college au since last year 🫣 all supported and aided by a wonderful pal ofc :)
here’s a glimpse:
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you guys don’t understand how much of a fixation the DILUC college au was for me. like at all FJDHDK only my bestie witnessed how feral i was over this au. it was seriously my life source / j
anyway, i’m not sure if i’d post it because it’s seriously hella of a mess ( like table filled with papers stacked over each other mess ) and i don’t even know if people will enjoy it - i have some crazy projections here 🤸🏻‍♀️
and to end this: if you guys are curious abt diluc and the reader’s dynamic in this one, it’s evidently grumpy x sunshine ( because i am a forever sucker for that trope with diluc ) and she is his first love and he is her last
cheers! 🥂
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st4rstudent · 2 months
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Btw sorry for not getting to asks and drawing lately, I've been busy for almost the whole past week. hangs my head low
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beeflibeef · 1 year
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Summer has come and passed The innocent can never last Wake me up when September ends Ring out the bells again Like we did when spring began Wake me up when September ends
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toasted-valentine · 2 months
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@pyrotechnicarus was right, that tv can fucking glow.
#i saw the tv glow#isttvg#the set design dude#the world is just decaying around Owen as they’re dying from the inside out#everything starts losing color and we stop seeing Owen out in the bright sunlight#the only shot that’s there that’s nice and bright and wonderful is the one of maddys burial spot#the split second pause after the drive thru worker calls Owen sir#like it was just physically painful to hear and they needed a second#the fact they just start apologizing for having a breakdown but there’s still time and they shouldn’t be doing that#they phrase it as needing to become a man but really all they’re doing is killing themself slowly over time#i 100% read Maddy and Owen/Isabel and Tara as t4t love where one of them was ready to come out and move on with their life while the other#is too scared to ever change and is stuck in an endless loop of being something they’re not#Owen has the personality of wet grass but that’s the entire point#being too scared to ever be anything more than what is expected and just rotting over years and year and just hating yourself all the while#I love the part where Owen can’t verbalize why exactly their romantic attraction feels wrong#it’s wrong because they’re trans and can’t incision a life as Owen but can’t say out loud that it’s being perceived as a male in#a relationship that is the problem#the jab the dad makes about pink opaque being a girl’s show and how the dad is the one to drag Owen away from freedom in the tv#he’s holding Owen back but they’re so fucking scared to live as Isabel and are just stuck in a cycle of self loathing#but there’s still time#the reason Maddy/Tara doesn’t come back is because there is still time#but Owen has to be the one to commit to being Isabel and no one else is going to drag them into the dirt#it’s their choice alone and their inaction is a choice all on its own#no matter how much time passes as long as Owen is alive then there is still time to change but their inaction is slowly killing them#the fact they find the truth in their own chest dude that’s such a trans thing#where the fuck is my insurance card I’m calling my doctor to start t when the offices open#THERES STILL TIME MAN#THERES STILL TIME
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miragestar · 2 months
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Hello! This my side blog for my next two webcomics, PeatClan's Run and unnamed murder mystery about cats in the desert I'm working on (formerly known as Evil Eye). If you're looking for my main blog, find me over at @wolfsnis. @wolfsnisart is my art-centered blog.
Currently, only my clangen comic is in production. PeatClan's Run is a clangen-based survival story featuring an apprentice Butterflypaw and a kit Parsleykit escaping the Chernobyl disaster to rebuild their clan. Chaos and drama ensues.
If you want to read, you can select the tag #peatclan moons and see all the public pages!
See reference sheets for the characters in the #reference tag.
#extra art is self-explanatory!
You may also click on any of the characters' tags to see all posts/pages featuring them, and #peatclan for everything!
Questions, concerns, wanting lore? Feel free to ask! I'm happy to talk about these characters whenever.
My second story used to be called evil eye, is now tagged with #desert cats if you wish to see any of it! I'll get to it someday hopefully.
#weevilclan is a much older clangen run I did last year. I didn't keep meticulous recordings of it like I did PeatClan though, and it is no longer active. Just here for archival purposes. I may resurrect the name someday tho.
ANYWAYS welcome, I hope you stay awhile! Its slow going around here but still lots of fun.
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'buying things with money cannot fix you' well today i bought a hello kitty bowl to eat my dinner out of and it did actually make me feel a lot better. so
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spocks-kaathyra · 5 months
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really nothing more detestable than a coward
#monumental vent post incoming don't read the tags if u don't want to 🫡🫡#about me to be clear. disgusted at this part of myself that I don't seem able to change at all#even ppl who do shitty things. at least they have confidence and intention and purpose. u can admire that#nothing lower than someone who harms others through inaction. someone who knows the right thing to do and can't bring themselves to do it#really subhuman in my cowardice. I don't think anyone has ever deserved respect less. I don't think anyone has ever been this useless#I contribute nothing to the lives of the ppl around me or to the world.#I could never be the hero of any story.#not suicidal but what is the point if I'm this useless. sure I can enjoy my life but I will never contribute anything to anyone else's life#I will never contribute anything of value to anyone's life. I will never be able to help in any meaningful way.#I can't even bring ppl the brief simple joy of laughter.#maybe that's why I like characters who were raised to be tools. at least they're given a purpose. a skill to hone. a cause to contribute to#even if it's like a bad evil cause that hurts them. at least they earn their existence somehow#I'm really like a waste of oxygen#ppl ask why we're here and I answer that I'm here to have fun. as if that's enough. is there anything more selfish than that#as if I've earned that. as if I've ever been anything but a burden on the ppl around me. ''I'm here to have fun'' god you're disgusting#I. enjoy my life. I just feel like I don't deserve to. I haven't earned it. I'm disgustingly useless#disclaimer I'm not suicidal and nothing really prompted this I've just been. thinking.#having new bad realizations. do u understand how privileged I am if I tell u I've never had these thoughts before#and I will think all this and continue to act as selfish and cowardly as I have always acted. I will continue to be paralyzed by inaction#nothing worse than someone who apologizes and then doesn't change their behavior#narcissus's echoes#vent
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ameliathetadclover · 5 months
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noice
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kingspuppet · 1 year
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Send me good vibes so hopefully I can actually get writing and responding to things done this weekend. 🙏
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riskbvsiness · 10 months
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// HEY SO you'll never guess who's back
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oh hey it's been a few days since I made a personal post
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allpromarlo · 1 year
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happy birthday to the prettiest man in the nfl <3<3
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portaldisaster · 2 years
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serious case of pokemon brain rn. i have canon x oc brain. silly fag brain.
people who ship canon x oc/ selfship u will always be famous <- affirmations so i dont feel cringe abt it
anyways gonna try n get my pkmn sideacc runnin soon too. i have GOT to sort my hyperfixations into blogs i never used to but damn im addicted now
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vigilant-yaksha-asks · 9 months
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SINDAY POST?!
WRONG. SCAVENGER SUNDAY.
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sorry for the rain world post on this acc but i got the urge to make a sinday joke. there you go. it is scavie sunday instead.
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