#I don’t wanna go back to work tomorrow

[you-wanna-know]

Giving you the prettiest bitch in the therapists waiting area

[talkfastcal]

Okay goodnight

[magpie-to-the-morning]

The Sunday night sleep procrastination is so real 🥺

[leviiackrman]

WHAT DOES YOUR SOLE LOOK LIKE & TYPES OF CANNIBALISM;

I was tagged by @faerune @chuckhansen + @corvosattano to take this uquiz for some kiddos, and I also threw in the most recent uquiz tag cus I’m slow tehe! Thank you sm beloveds🤍

Tagging (anyone and everyone cus idk who’s done what lmao): @risingsh0t @bbrocklesnar @roofgeese @unholymilf @florbelles @arklay @captmactavish @shellibisshe @simonxriley @queennymeria @marivenah @nokstella @mrdekarios @thedeadthree @jacobseed @jackiesarch @heroofpenamstan @dameayliins @carlosoliveiraa @shadowglens @fenharel @alexxmason @tekehu @malefiicarum @brujah @solasan @arthrmorgann @garaviel @baldurians @jendoe + @nightbloodbix

A BIRD IN A COVERED CAGE;

They left without you. Put you out of sight and therefore out of mind. You sing every morning like nothing's changed, talk to the walls to keep yourself company. Just you, the darkness and your own denial that you are completely alone. Nurse your wounds, get yourself some water.

RITUALISTIC CANNIBALISM;

eating others as a religious act, a form of human sacrifice or tradition in the name of a deity. you care a lot about your grades, or used to as a child, and would cry if you got a b in English. you are a people pleaser. you are good at self discipline. you desperately want to achieve success, in whatever way that means to you, and feel the need to devote your life to something you find bigger than yourself, in order for your life to have meaning. you probably had an eating disorder. or an anxiety disorder

BLOOD IN A LAMBS WOOL;

You're the victim, right? It hurts, everyday it hurts. It's obvious you're tainted, pulled into hell as soon as you stepped upon earth. You'll never know peace, you'll never know a life without violence. Im sorry. Wash your face and your hands, don't let your wounds carve deeper.

SURVIVAL CANNIBALISM;

eating others to prevent starvation and not as a part of a cultural practice, usually as a result of an emergency or a famine. my sweet baby angel, you have not been touched by the darkness. I'm sorry if this scared you. you are a normal person with normal person problem. you want to get married. you dance with your friends. and you would never ever eat them (right?) it's surprising what can happen to a person, when pushed to the extreme though. have you ever wondered about that?

A PILE OF BUBBLES, AN IRIDESCENT MESS;

Well aren't you just all over? You're appealing but you're fragile, one wrong move and you lose all that you are. You were meant to be stepped on, broken, but the joy you bring to onlookers is unmatched. Do with that as you will and take very good care of yourself, have a snack.

AUTO CANNIBALISM;

the practise of eating parts of ones own body. you consider yourself an introvert. private and reserved. you don't like asking for help, even when you need it. secretly your biggest fear is being abandoned, which is why you abandon others first. in the end you will be your own destroyer. you stay in a dark room, curled up like a worm, eating yourself.

DOG TEETH;

You're vicious, but you're afraid. You have to make the first punch, and make sure your opponent can't land one. But you need to stop seeing everyone as an enemy. The only one being violent is you, your anger and your defensiveness is killing you. Take a nap, rest your head and clear your mind. Come back in the morning.

FILIAL CANNIBALISM;

the eating of one's own offspring. eating offspring has been documented in a variety of mammal and bird species – as well as fish, insects and spiders. hunger and quality control are among the many reasons proposed for this counterintuitive survivor of natural selection. you think of yourself as a logical person, and you probably went through a hardcore atheist phase. you consider this logic a virtue. to you, logic and emotion are two opposites, where one is superior to the other. wait until you find out that logic is an emotion. you are a great problem solver. your partiality towards objectivism though, is often less helpful than you realise. you have a hard time taking criticism.

[shea-like-the-butter]

Monday, May 29th 2023

I can’t find a pulse

My heart won’t start anymore

[readyforthegarden]

I miss greta I miss Sammy I miss Hillary 😭

[sassyandclassy94]

Today my sister pointed out a sweatshirt at Maurice’s that said “Emerald Lake ROWING Club”.

Yes. We both bought one. In case y’all were wondering.

“ABBY!!! ROWING!!!! LOOK!!!”

Me: “NO WAY!!”

“YES WAY!!!”

That was the end of that.

[pessimisticprincess]

anyone interested in adopting a whiny 26 year old

[upthebrackets]

Experiencing insane emotional comedown from seeing beloved music man twice in a week and spending time in 3 beloved foreign cities and then also having some uninterrupted family time like hello… I briefly got to live like that and now everything sucks again? Booooooooo imo.

[reikunrei]

i am… so tired… being sick takes a lot outta you huh

[musicfeedsmysoul12]

I feel like people don’t get the point of gender bending anymore. I’ve probably talked about this before but like… way back when it was done because there were so few girl focused shows or cartoons or anything. Girls had the ‘token female’ on hero teams or in line ups. There were no strong girl characters. So girls took the male ones and made them girls.

Yeah I won’t lie: some of it became not all that clean, but like… it was HOW we got our girls.

As time went on it changed a bit (not a whole lot but a bit) and then… I dunno. I think people stopped being like mentally critical of the characters when they were GB. I remember this one post years ago talking about how nothing would change if Naruto was a girl and I howled with laughter. Cause it would: a LOT. Culturally, emotionally and hormonaly, things would change for Naruto. Pranks wouldn’t be as acceptable, she would be pressured to fit in with the girls, I can see her going through a phase like Sakure and the other girls since apparently this is common for Japanese girls- it’s endless.

People are shaped by their experiences and beliefs and how people treat them. A girl would not get the same treatment as a boy would in most situations.

But we do have people just slapping a pronoun and name change on. And it’s annoying.

I’m not saying they’d become completely different characters. Izuku would still be into analysis as a girl, Naruto would still be mischievous, Harry Potter would still be a sporty kid, Percy Jackson would still be terrifying. It’s just that a lot of other things would change and their relationships would be different. And it makes me sad no one explores that.

And I think it’s why we’ve ended up with people going: gender bending is only used to make gay ships straight.

I mean… not completely wrong. It happens, I’ve seen it. It’s annoying as fuck to. (I forgive the… adult versions. I’m avoiding the word since I know it’ll vanish on mobile. But ya’ll know what I mean if you are old enough. Those ones were made for one reason.) But that’s not what gender bending is about. It’s about exploring and creativity and… now I’m just making myself sad. I miss the really good explorations of it all, when people sat down and wondered what would change and what would happen.

[talkfastcal]

Okay goodnight 😔

[hellfireeddiemunson]

finally having time to myself since 3pm yesterday (it’s 11pm rn) and i want to stay up and relax and watch stuff so i can have a nice time by myself before having to work tomorrow but i am EXHAUSTED and also want to sleep so bad😭😭😭

[testicularmanslaughtrr]

Hey to round out this new year I wanna bitch about something quick. This is so purely personal I don’t expect anyone to care but I’m trying to like actually heal in the new year. Also I’m a few glasses of wine in and don’t care this is my blog you can read or not

I started the process which took some self reflection cause I had to come to terms with one of the people who hurt me most was someone I made into a “favorite person”. (Hi I have bpd if you don’t know)

This person came on to me, this person flirted with me, this mother fucker confessed feelings to me, fucked me, and then turned around and called ME manipulative and then just tried to forget about me.

Was I at my best during this? Absolutely not. I was an emotional and angry thing who was watching several people I had really cared about slip out of my life. I was acting irrationally and that’s on me.

The saddest thing is honestly I wish I could apologize for a lot of how I handled things. It wasn’t great.

But it takes two to tango and I’m still so angry that this person got to have their fun with me and toss me aside. Get all this flirting and affection, tell me you want to make my heart soar (their words not mine) even get to fuck me and I’m the one who got the backlash. I’m the one who was so easy to throw away…I specifically told this person I was scared to reciprocate feelings because not only do I have BPD and these stupid issues about romance but literally a few months before this I was manipulated into a thankfully very short but very gross relationship with a person who waited till I was stupid tired to confess feelings and convinced me I felt the same. This person knew that happened to me and even talked about being careful and we still both rushed and went too fast. Which is equally my fault but don’t get fuckin JEALOUS and say how much you care about me when this was supposed to be “”casual””

It hurt. It hurt and it sucks that I’d still apologize and want to talk about things.

I know that they’ll never unblock me. I know a lot of people don’t miss me. And that’s okay

Truthfully this was already a couple years ago but it’s still something that’s left a really long scar on me.

I’m glad in some ways I managed to salvage a few things, keep my closest friends and somewhat earn back the friendship of someone I really care about. Who if you’re reading this idk hi, I do think you’re a good guy and I consider you a dear friend who I’m very scared to lose. And I’m again so fucking sorry about everything.

I’m not always a good person. I try. I fail, I’m human. I know everyone else involved is human too, but I do NOT think anything that happened was fair.

Some sad fuckin part of me hopes to wake up to a message every day like “hey. I miss you can we talk?” And I know it’ll never happen so maybe by the end of 2024 I can stop hoping for that lmao.

[fakeoutbf]

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[sluttyten]

I still have 5 hours left in my shift 😭😭😭