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Being your perverted stalker who watches you while you sleep, infact I watch everything you do. I get so turned on looking at your perfect body. My cock throbbing with how much I crave it. The urge to just rip your panties off and fuck you until you want it just as much as me.🔪🌹
#*unkown*#warning you from the shadows of your room. the fucking urge to just rip them fucking covers off and fucking take you right there and then#but I’ have to wait I don’t wanna ruin your innocence just yet#tried not to wake her but the unwavering anger at her the anger of her maybe one day catching someone else's#else's attention of her maybe one day having someone else's hands roam over her sacred skin sent a savage wave of pure#unadulterated rage through me#Fuck. Her taste. sleeping so unaware of what was happening right next to her If she couldn't sense my presence while#while sleeping she wouldn't sense anybody else standing over her watching her. her scent alone was too enticing.#That was the reason why I had found her in the first place all those months ago.#Her sweet scent her inviting warmth the way those pale blue eyes always flicked around whenever she thought she'd heard me;#She was mine goddammit. Just the thought of someone something else's hands on her made me murderous#Since I was with her all the time during the night I knew I could fend off any intruders and all the predatory figures lurking in the#in the night god that voice I needed to hear it again my cock ao fucking hard#the best time lil mouse I’ll be inside you and you will fall in love with me#bd/sm kink#lg/dd#r3pe#r@pe#r@pe fantasy#r@pe k!nk#r@pe kink#r@pe me#r@pe play#r@pe threats#bd/sm breeding#breeding k1nk#bd/sm slave#bd/sm dom#bd/sm community#bd/sm blog
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there is only one l in lxl
#idk i just think yujiro’s standee looks oddly passive aggressive here lmfaooooooo#but. man. that sure was a lot of lxl. i think i don’t wanna see lxl for the next few days#though. that reminds me. the album is dropping in less than a month… wow. time fliessss#i hope lxl make out in the honeymoon anime while nagisa gives them the side eye in the bg. that’s all i want#chizuutan chizpost#shibaclown saturday#染BODY ONCE TOLD ME—#im so tireddddddd. i think im just gonna. sleep and rewatch all 4 p3 movies or sth. or maybe i should play p3p again… hmmmmmmm
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Fallout 4. The most bad ass momma bear.
#this isn’t quite doin her justice but I’m tired and wanna post these#never in a million years thought my next fixation would be fckin FALLOUT GAMES#but whatever…#tried playing 1 and 2 and was so bad at it I’ve refunded them and sworn never to return…#I cannot do games that don’t hold my hand and guides me with quest markers#I’m too easily confused#also the clicking was painful#but I’ve got new Vegas and 3 and 4#got 76 wishlisted#prolly will get it tomorrow…#I’m jumping between games like a crazy person but it’s the only way to keep my short ass attention span#I just wanna see it ALL#and all my main characters are so fun to play#I’ll draw my girl Sylvie (3’s MC) tomorrow—#but for now we got Courier and Audrey
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hearing byan say "check this shit out" is the worst fucking thing because you never know what to expect. like, are they gonna show you a sick parkour move? or just jump off a fucking roof? are they gonna try to chug a whole carton of milk in under a minute? or worse, a whole bottle of pure vodka? are they gonna show you a cool new knife trick they've been working on, or come flying at you with some ridiculous jump kick?
you can never be sure. but there is always a good 80% chance that one of you will be in danger.
#it's the last thing u wanna hear when ur hanging out with them tbh#next thing you know their arm is broken and u've both been arrested smh#but boy do they ever love showing off 😔#anyway I started writing this evening right as my duo logged on so I've just been playing ow again :x#not that my focus was cooperating with the reply I started anyway but. you know.#one day I'll remember how to fucking write. ONE DAY.#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.
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which was more culturally significant, the renaissance or hermitgang
#it all started when grian touched my redstone he played himself like a xylophone set on automatic doc monster is a savage with technical#skills and crazy vocal acrobatics i’m a legend of the nho with etho beef and double o docmc is coming for you seven fold i got rendog and#other firemen to douce the flames that you shoot at this leviathan iskall can try again you think i’m in hiding i’m just biding my time#putting pen to paper coming up with rhymes were the star studded group got together just to crush you once we start something you know were#going to see it through i’m the knight the soldier who brings the fight at first light y’all had to incite so now i gotta indict you’re#guilty of getting murdered with words y’all are outgunned go home nerds hermitgangx16 if you think you can stop the symmetry that’s false#gteam is dialling for help but i’m in ignoring their calls and when their bodies dissolve you know that false’s on a killing spree try to#stop my pvp and perish painfully i’m the queen of hearts heads and body parts your diamond armour can’t compare to my martial arts i’ll#send a poison dart to make you breath your final breath gteams name will be the only thing left caffeinated animated redstone innovator my#behaviour’s crazy can’t phase me impulse is never lazy tango why would you betray now my scope is aiming better run from cover from all the#ghast balls that i be taming without a sound without no hesitation my creations are amazing better watch your step or the gteam will end up#blazing whos the better team there is no controversy but before it’s said and done y’all be begging us for mercy hermitgangx16 x gone give#it to ya i’m gone give it to ya x gone give it to ya what lyrical boxing dropping blows on all my foes and the gteam they’re looking#unclean needing some sunscreen burnt by words this herd of nerds it’s ubsurd how my rhymes got them injured danger danger i got lasers to#cut them up like razors it’s flexing season and i got flavour their weak defenses like trenches and fences that these dense heads are#presenting they’re presenting them alright they’re not very good i could walk over them i could jump over them i could use an ender pearl i#could use my elytra come one gteam geez hermitgangx16 now i’m back and i got some things i wanna say what’s the letter that starts the#alphabet a ladies get it line the diggity be on the way cleo don’t know who she freaking with all the signs say to notify her next of kin#this digitty dog be dropping bombs nothing but hits spit that line again brrr cause the message is i could mumble rap and still be the best#there is hermitgangx16 oh you wanted me to do a verse i’ll have to check with gteam i mean i’ll have to check my schedule to see if i can#see if i’m able to do that sort of thing busy guy lots of things to do oh do averse bananas do a verse bananas i just don’t know if it’s a#good idea for me to a part of this song really#i just typed all of that out from memory im a little bit insane i think
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real talk in the tags for a second because i have a crush on a girl and i. a hehe. ahehehe.
will be burying this in reblogs and never touching on it again
#so random disclaimer this girl is like a year older than me and in high school it’s like a nono for older and younger batch to like be#a thing so i know i generally have no chance but i like to live in my own insanity and the progression of my crush on her has been absolute#ly cuckoo bananas. so like it started out as ‘i wanna be your friend’ and progressed into ‘shit they’re really pretty’ to ‘wow ur so??’ to#‘fuck i like them’ and then it died down and then by all golly it came back but more of a hallway crush now which is bearable bc i’m#not really a part of their life?? like we know each other but we don’t wave and shit and we don’t like ever interact that much so i was lik#ok this is fine bc they literally never think of me so i’m just admiring from afar. and the FIRST inciting incident was i request them onig#and i expect to not get accepted because according to their friends they onyl accept close friends and i’m like k this is a bad idea probs#but the worst that could happen is i get left in their follow requests right?? RIGHT?? but then within like two hours of reqing. lord.#i got. ACCEPTED. and they requested back. and suddenly it’s +1 tangibility like ok?? maybe we’re not as strangers as i thought we were#i later discovered i was not that special for this but also?? cool?? anyways for a while it kind of laid dead and we never spoke at all eve#tho i was in their acc now (at this time they barely posted but whenever they did it was so?? funny like they would slap the randomest shit#on that acc) and it was still a hallway crush altho my friends r awful (/pos) people who would always make me pass their hallway and i#would run into them so often but at this point we only ever like exchanged glances and they would walk right past me like i wasnt even ther#but THEN the second incident happened which was basically we had to play instruments for this christmas event thing and bc they’re literall#y amazing they played for it and i was roped into it and. i was so gay the whole time. bc who wears a leather jacket to school and gets the#prettiest haircut ever right on the last day before a long break?? and the worst part is whenevr something confusing happened they would#turn to me and this one other person and we’d b laughing together. like we r friends. and they’re so fucking nice they were checking up on#us the whole time i was literally dying i kept dropping my pick and stealing looks AURURUGH and they’re so gen funny and interesting i just#and the first few days of holiday break i just couldn’t stop thinking abt them it was so bad? like that was the moment where i was genuinel#like is this more than a hallway crush… eventually it died back down until the next event we had to play together where they were being SO#SO much more comf w me? like exchanging knowing looks when smt funny happens and that stuff.. at this point i didnt even know what to like#think of my crush on them so i just let it be yk. atp they’re not even waving at me in the hallways at all still so maybe they’re just bein#nice! BUT NO. THAT IS UNTIL I AUDITIONED FOR A BAND (theyr in charge of accepting) AND THEY ACCEPTED ME WHICH COOL BUT LIKE A DAY LATER I#HEARD FROM OUR MUTUAL FRIEND THAT THEY SAID ‘yeaa im so happy i got (my name)’ AS IN IN THE BAND. LIKE. HELLO?? HI U THIUGHT ABT ME?? and#during the first band mtg where everyone’s all awk they kept making eye contact w me and asking if i was good and making sure i got to say#smt before anyone made a decision and it. murdered. me. i’m sorry maybe it’s the fanfic writer in me or this shit is literally nothing and#think they’re just nice to everyone but who cares bc it means they’re nice to ME too. and then last week happened. which was like the nail#in the coffin. INTERACTION ACTIVITY. I IMPULSIVELY ASK IF THEY WANNA B GROUPMATES AND THEY SAY YES. THEY ONLY TALK TO ME AND THEIR FRIENDS.#I ACT STUPID. THEY ALUGH AND TOUCH MY SHOULDER. I ASK ABT THEIR CAMERA AND THEY GO ON A LONG-ISH (cute) RANT ABT SMTH. THEY ASK WHY I HAVE#BIG ASS STACK OF POST ITS. WE TALK. THEY LAUGH AT MY JOKES. SUDDENLY. THEY SAY A FULL HELLO IN THE HALLS. THEY WAVE AT ME A DAY LATER. FUCK
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me, a former homestuck cosplayer, seeing all the other alastor cosplayers at the con wearing gray facepaint:
#this is purely a joke y’all looked amazing#HOWEVER it did give me flashbacks to unsealed paint on fucking EVERY goddamn thing#also I definitely should have worn a wig but I think if something (except like two specific hats) touches my head I will explode#I looked weird with my normal hair but it’s fine it’s fine don’t worry about it#going to a con in November and tbh I may just dye my hair red rather than wear a wig#idk how I would do the black tips impermanently lol I do not actually want to have the fuckass bob in real life#maybe hair wax or something idk#I used that once and it was a sensory hell but if it’s just on the ends maybe it would be okay#the perils of playing dress up I guess man idk#I have some Plans for my next alastor cosplay though (rubbing my gay little hands together)#once I’m not in crisis mode I want to work on it so bad#bc man. I have Ideas.#v excited to do a masquerade al#time to do something overly ambitious babeyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!#got a Definitely Not Questionable deer skull mask a while ago and stripped off all the feathers and beads and stuff#found some extremely cheap restoration grill cloth on ebay that I’m gonna glue onto it#I wanna get some fake Spanish moss or something to drape over the antlers#I have a list of possible designs to make in glitter/sequins to make the mask more masqueradey too#so far it’s mostly just bayou plants that have names that are juuuust close enough to something alastor-related to be funny to me#no one else will get it or find it funny but that’s okay 👍#trying to think of a way to incorporate a kind of jazzy motif without resorting to like. notes and clefs bc that’s a bit on the nose idk#maybe I’m just thinking too hard about this#also thinking of a stylized superhet circuit diagram (or part of it lol)#yes I have 500 ideas no the mask isn’t big enough to accommodate even 5 of them probably#I also have an old burgundy cloak that would be perfecttttt#I think underneath it I will just wear the normal attire to not venture TOO far from canon lol#so like the red shirt with the cross and the black pants and his lil deerprint dress shoes#I gotta fix the bow tie from this last con bc I forgot the middle was red and ended up cutting up a christmas decoration to sew on lmao#I wanna use something satin so it matches the texture of the rest of the tie lol#idk!!!! I am just excited about this :>
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Ok y’all, I did a dash of zhuiling angst in that last fic and now I need a big happy dose of fluff to wind down bc I’m literally a baby lmfaooo
#making them SUPER cute in this next one#they’re gonna make moves and have realizations WHOOOOOP#don’t get me wrong I love some good angst but it’s just so hard to write them hurting sometimes????#they’re my babies and I wanna see them happy akdhakjd#MUST PROTECC#I really wanna play around with pretty descriptives and cute physical contact with this next one tho so that’s where we’re headed ✨#mdzs#jin ling#lan sizhui#zhuiling#apple babble 🍎#fic musings
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i said i wouldn’t do it this time but it’s 3am and mods asleep. boy
#welcome to another episode of Luke is insane abt hockey boy!#this time featuring a guy who is actually this time almost (ALMOST) confirmed to be queer#the almost is partly me being insane because I don’t trust anything anymore#but like. there are only so many reasons you wear pride converse. that is not ally behaviour#it just threw me this time I think bc I’d been like no. heterosexual. bc I think I became aware of him when he joined the real hockey team#because the OTHER problem is that the whole time I’d been thinking he was cute as hell (bc he is) and simultaneously being like no. bad.#anyway this meant that I have actually talked to him a bunch without overthinking it this term which honestly has been very cool#not like a whole lot but we’ve played together a decent amount and hopefully will keep doing that#and yesterday discovered hes recommending other people talk to me abt goalieing which is insane to me bc I am truly not that good#but apparently I made an impression!#anyway it does not help that this guy has gotten incredibly good at hockey in the past few months#idk man I make bad decisions (I say as if this was a decision) bc it is now the end of term once again <3#which means absolutely nothing can or will happen until after summer. which isn’t an issue#I’m just frustrated by my tendency to realise these things right before I’m about to not see the guy for X period of time#I also desperately need to stop crushing on hockey boys I swear but in my defence that is the main way I meet people#I think I’m cursed actually. that would explain many things#anyway he also has exams until next Tuesday which means he’ll be at hockey next week but idk abt this week which is devastating#i just wanna have talk to the guy more honestly to see how that goes bc we’ve not rlly talked individually for an extended time yknow.#in other words we have not had A Conversation it’s been groups or like quicker exchanges#he’s kinda quiet but i can’t quite tell which way yknow. I know he’s Watching basically all the time. and he is slightly awkward#which is also kinda cute. he gets a lil rambly when he talks abt hockey and I wanna push that button more#i. topsy if you’re reading this you’re gonna laugh so hard I just realised. he’s captain of the team now.#which sidenote is INSANE bc he started playing with them THIS YEAR#but oh my god. okay.#anyway. I need to start complimenting guys more for multiple reasons but also#1. he dresses very cool 2. he caught me looking at his shirt last week without saying anything (BEFORE I caught the rainbow converse)#i compliment women on their clothes and jewellery and hair and shit all the time but I do not with men bc. I mean do I need to explain.#but this is so unfair I am haunted by existence of boy and here we are once again. posting on tumblr with the possibility of seeing him lik#two more times before summer. might be three or four depending on what he comes to#luke.txt
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#just got out of class and trying to figure out something to do other than my unhealthy coping shit#I don’t want to go take a nap cause I know I’ll sleep for the next few hours and waste my day#and now that I’m trying to quit smoking idk what to do#normally I’d sit back and pack a bowl and relax#but I’m trying to focus on my emotions and if I’m numbing most of them it’s not gonna work too well#but what else is there to do lol#not like I have a place to go to chill at home or play video games or something#I’ll try to paint but I have a feeling I’m going to end up packing my bowl#the urge to take a nap is SO STRONG OMG#there’s this idk I’m guessing teen baseball group#and they are playing only girl and I wanna get out of my car and start dancing 😂😂😂#shut up rosie
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I want to write but dry January just ended and I have video games to play. My life is hard.
#… also my pi ended up uhhh resigning for my research is fucking dead lol#which is concerning 5 months before graduation but ya know#also I played hollow knight which was amazing and so so so hard#and then started playing cyberpunk which is… surprisingly so good#but it’s on the Xbox and my SO is playing baldura#gate on that right now#so I’m playing yakuza infinite wealth which again I love so far#video games are so fun. I totally want persona 3 reloaded after this also#so that’s my excuse for not writing at all…… although I do think about akutagawa every day#the next chapter is rough because its just really sad in a way#I love writing misunderstandings but my boy Akutagawa is going to take things not well#but it’s been a month since I’ve updated I feel so guilty lol#the few people that are reading it are so nice and supportive and I really don’t wanna let them down
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I like to think that if my tumblr pals came to my house, they’d have a good time
#random post#I don’t mean that as in ‘yea woo let’s party and get fucked up’ like no lol#I just mean. our house is a place where people get along#there’s no expectations here. wanna sit and talk? we can hang out and talk about whatever#wanna play a game? chances are a few other people do to#need to get away for a bit and maybe take a nap? we’ve got plenty of beds take your pick. we’ll make sure no one bothers you#hungry or thirsty? help yourself don’t be shy. we can always get more#like we had ppl over on Saturday and it was so FUN like ppl would talk all together and then different conversations would split off of that#we would go outside then back in. we had food and some ppl had alcohol#we were laughing SO hard about funny shit (like discovering that my sisters bf worked on the gas meter at grandpas but didn’t SAY ANYTHING#ABOUT IT LMFAO) my cousin brought his gf to meet everyone and she just fit in perfectly and so obviously had an obsession for animals#her and my sister were like sudden bffs it was hilarious. my brother and younger cousin ate at 2:40 and slept upstairs till 6:00#and all we did was turn of the light and put on a fan for em lol. crack up at how comfortable they were#me and my lil sister were walking up and down the driveway talking and looking at the stars. the nap duo were pointing out constellations#when most everyone left it was my household and my sister and her bf. she played uno flip and incoherent with me (usually no one does lol)#and we laughed very hard at all of the adult cards. one of the hints she gave for sidechicks was ‘sad used to have a lot of these’ and#I immediately got it. it was fun. we blasted music from the 2000’s and ate bread#I slept for 11 hours that night lmao and I was tired the next day but I wouldn’t have changed it. I like them lots#it’s days like that that make me think I’m more extroverted than introverted. just because I don’t always know what to say doesn’t mean#I don’t like to talk yn? anyways I’m writing a novel in the tags but I don’t care <3 I just love us and I wish#other people were able to have love and fun times often#I hope this doesn’t sound like me bragging about my home life. trust me I know it’s not some shining light in the darkness or whatever#but it’s something. and I don’t mind sharing my love with other people
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honestly the ARR relics are a grind, but the eureka relics are a time sink
#in other words I am back in the fucking building again#the number of hours I’ve spent between anemos and pagos to get this gun is Wild#I do love eureka I really do but man…..man……..she is something else#I dunno if I can get back in there after doing the mch weapon#mostly bc I don’t really like any of the other Stormblood relics#one day I wanna get them just to have every relic in the game#but also…….AHHHH#they are so so much#I’m gonna get whm to the next lvl and it ain’t going higher#the staff that has been affectionately referred to as man on stick#I want the shb relic bow so so bad#we’re getting there on finishing it but I want it so badly#owen plays ffxiv#stuff that we’ve been doing now that we’ve just about completed every piece of unique content in the game#outside of several things but#we’ve done a lot of the real big stuff#still gotta do BA though
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this is not set in stone bc as we know i am indecisive and a bit flighty but i should be able to finish endwalker next week and then the weekend after next is ac odyssey time
#NOT THE PATCHES#i’ll do those six months from now when i finish odyssey 😌#idk how much i’ll get through this weekend bc i wanna watch a couple movies this weekend and then there’s games on so#also i’ll still be doing pvp and gold saucer bc i’m determined to get 4 million mgp agshdjksdk ILL DO IT#also historically the way i play ac games is i finish 90% of it and then i take a break for three months and come back to finish it#which is what i’ve done with half of them and why it’s taken me so long agshdjsk#ANYWAY#i need a text post tag#who knows i might decide next week i want to do the patches but. i don’t think so agshsjd#also probably gpose#i need a break from story though agshjsksk
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anyway, since I didn't share a pic earlier..... space byam
#I tried ok. I Tried.#I have some adjustments I wanna make but overall I think they look okay??#it really doesn't help that the expression is just blank bUT WE DO WHAT WE CAN#unfortunately the longer hair looked Awful so. this was the next best choice#but u can see the earrings this way so it's a win imo#....i gave them a tattoo too but I realize now u can't see it. it's on the other side of their face adjgjsg#maybe I'll try to get a cap with better lighting when I play again tomorrow lmao#━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don’t @ me.
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Happy birthday elden ring
#funny enough I just started playing it again a few days ago and I don’t even realize it was so close to the anniversary#anyway in addition to having the stats to use every weapon and spell + being at either the soft or hard cap for the 3 non damage stats#I’ve now done every cave dungeon or catacomb#I’m sure there are still a few open world bosses like death birds or nights cavalry#so I might try those next#I’m in kind of a dilemma because I wanna keep playing my current save since I’ve got everything so I don’t wanna start a new save#but I don’t wanna go into new game plus unless I know there aren’t Gonna be dlc#because if they follow the trends of the other games they’re gonna be harder than base game stuff#and I don’t wanna have my first playthrough of them on ng+ difficulty#anyway tag rant over I probably will just start a new save soon#elden ring
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