#I had mail forwarding until Jan 1st so I dunno what happened but I dunno just the text out of the blue like that triggers something in me | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

floral-hex · 7 months

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“guess you didn’t have a forwarding address after all ☹️” shut the fuck up shut the fuck up shut the fuck up shut the fuck up shut the fuck up shut up shut up shut up

#I am FROTHING #at the mouth I mean #I am so beyond unreasonably annoyed #dad sends bday card to old address bc we never talk and he didn’t know I moved #literally never texts me #I don’t really text him either so I suppose it’s a two way street #I had mail forwarding until Jan 1st so I dunno what happened but I dunno just the text out of the blue like that triggers something in me #could have just said “hey your card finally got returned. do you want me to resend it?’#BUT NO fucking ☹️☹️☹️ guess you made a wittle mistakey son ☹️☹️☹️#I’m most probably reading too much into it. probably. I’m hoping….#I am just… seething…#whatever. it’s a two way road. you’d just think he’d care about his son to check in more often #especially when said son is not. doing. great. when said son is helping take care of his estranged dad’s sick ex wife whom he divorced to #to fuck off around the world and fucking go live abroad after having two kids. just fucks off. fucked off. f offed. off’d? LEFT #which WHATEVER your prerogative my dude my man I still love you but I’m gonna be resentful forever #and I’m getting off topic. oh yeah. and the last time we texted briefly I was saying how life was shitty #told him I had to move because of no money and mom got a transplant and is still sick all the time #and it’s all ‘well… let me know if I can do anything’#fuck you #you want to be snarky go ahead and be snarky #go fucking drink by the pool all day with your dogs whatever #big fucking nice guy ‘uwu guess you didn’t really want my letter 👉👈😢#I’m just… fucking sorry I don’t text you more. what am I supposed to text about?#i’m ashamed of myself. of my life. I’m a fucking 35 year old loser and I know I let you down. talking to you just reminds me I’m a fuck up #I’m a bad investment and you got out while the getting was good #fuck… it was just some shitty little comment that might not have even been malicious. just tone deaf or whatever #but now I’m feeling so shitty and I can’t stop it #sorry this was too much #I was on the verge of just starting to yell and stomp around like an idiot and decided to vent here instead #… but seriously what the fuck. what response is he expecting? I set up forwarding so idk. shit happens dude

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