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#I have so many scrunchies I keep acquiring them (granted I do wear them on my wrists)
deityofhearts · 9 months
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I gotta figure out what to do with my hair
#deity dialogue#rn I’m kinda just letting it grow out til after winter passes i think#but after that??? who knows#I don’t know if I like my hair as it is but idk what else to do with it#I could continue growing it out and see if I can get it down to my hips again like it was when I was in school#idk that could be fun for like actually styling it#cause like I’ve kinda been getting it short for the last couple of years partially out of spite#cause every time my hair gets long ppl are like ‘noooo don’t cut off your long hairs it’s so pretty’ and like this ain’t your hair#but like idk I have hair accessories I wanna use#I have so many scrunchies I keep acquiring them (granted I do wear them on my wrists)#I also have the hat pins I like to use in my hair that I can’t use in my hair when it’s short#I’m thinking of putting them in my hair for a possible upcoming outfit#my hair is like a bit past my shoulders so I can do a bit with it now#idk what the point of this post is#just me half asleep blabbing about my hair#however if someone acts possessive over my hair again I will chop it all off again#idk it’s always so annoying like as a kid I wasn’t able to grow it out and then I was and it was nice then if i considered cutting my hair#everyone protested#it was like down to my hips in high school and I very clearly recall cutting it during a lil breakdown#then it was down to my hips again a couple years later and I had already considered cutting it to be more androgynous looking#and ppl were like no no don’t do it and that made me decide to#nvm the fact that it looked so ugly like no offense to the person cutting it the hair style just. wasn’t what I wanted and didn’t look good#and I’m haunted by how I looked for that period of time#rip short lived androgynous celeste you were alright I still don’t know if I’ll ever attempt to present more androgynous again because like.#I don’t particularly dress that way and I like cute clothes but that also just means people will forever assume I’m a woman which sucks like#how about we don’t do that#okay I’m just saying too many words goodbye
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