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tooclosetosundavvid · 6 months

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Cause i've made more mistakes than simple empty moments

Each one as out of character as You know i tend to be

#today's day is sponsored by Becoming The Lastnames #I mean not really #but it's playing on repeat in my head since 7am #I just wanna lay down and cry

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moonochi · 1 year

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so my current medical issues have completely fucked me in terms of my rent this month.. i'm short 80 dollars and i have no idea what i'm going to do...

i'm already under enough stress as it is due to everything that's going on so this doesn't help as well.. god i'm just so tired..

#medical issues #constant pain #i have no idea what the fuck i'm going to do #i just wanna lay down and cry

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enesitsme · 1 year

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okay, so i'm a musician and i've fallen in love with ghost pretty recently. and their harmonies and chord progressions just drive me crazy. and there i was at home, just fooling around with my keyboard and trying out their songs, and i decided to play the "life eternal" melody with this music box tone... and i started to imagine imperator holding baby copia for the first time after giving birth... and nihil simply unaware of his newly born child........

#ghost bc #ghost band #copia #papa emeritus iv #emeritus iv #sister imperator #i wanna lay down and just cry for the next six weeks thank you #the band ghost #cardinal copia #cardi c #papa iv #shitghosting #papa nihil

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dearmizumi · 2 days

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I felt sad

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thenotsolittlelady · 2 months

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#I hate it when looking at art makes me wanna lay down my pen for good and just curl up and cry #cause how can I ever create anything as beautiful #of course I try to turn this feeling into something productive instead #supporting other artists and letting them inspire me #but I still would love if I could just stop feeling like this altogether #sorry that i keep venting like this #been struggling a lot mentally and I just... feel a little lost rn #holding on! but... you know how it is

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lovelyplot · 2 months

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Can someone come cuddle me? Please?

Im in severe need of some positive physical contact 😫

#i wanna just lay down with someone #put on bobs burgers #smoke a couple #if someone made me a grilled cheese sandwich id cry right now

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sheocheese · 2 months

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Current mood: Extremely devasteted because it turns out that my hard drive was busted beyond repair or recovery. That means all my passwords for everything are lost. Steam? Gone, because I can no longer access the email address i made when I was 13. Clip Studio? Gone, same reason. Not to mention all my files.

All I have is what I have on my phone and tablet, so google, discord and tumblr. That's it.

#sheo talks #this feel surreal but so so bad #idk what to do with myself now #I just wanna lay down and cry for the rest of my life

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crybaby-bkg · 10 months

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I fucking hate confrontation with a burning passion omg >:(

#like I don’t want it to build into resentment #but confronting someone is so fucking scary #bc I already know I might cry and they’re gonna call me too sensitive #and then my feelings are gonna be invalidated and dismissed #and it’s like why even work myself up confronting them when it’s gonna be the same as before??#idk I’m just not in a good place right now and I’m really struggling and I don’t have anyone to talk to #I just wanted to vent bc!!!!!! I’m tired of being made to feel like this!!!!!#and I feel like Iif I don’t let it out then I’ll explode #ugh I’m so tired and my eyes are so swollen from crying #I just wanna lay down man I don’t feel like doing any work today #this fucking sucks #—in store chit chat! 🍫#tw: vent

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angelshimaa · 4 months

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i cannot

#— rambles ⋆·ʚ⁺#i just wanna lay down and cry my heart out #but i need to study #i hate hate hate hate school

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honigsenfsymbiont · 5 months

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#actually maybe I don't feel fine rn. I'm good at ignoring work outside work but it has taken all my energy the past 2 days and frankly I #just wanna lay down and cry and not get up for work the next day #no plans Saturday apart from baking at least. just gotta get there #personal

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sensitivegoblin · 6 months

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The depression is really really really bad so I'm sorry if I super ghost y'all

I'm just having a hard time wanting to do anything but rot in bed

#all I wanna do is lay down n sleep :(#5 days until Christmas and my sister still hasn't talked to me :)🔫#I fucking hate the holidays I'm such a fucking grinchy Scrooge now #Christmas used to be my favorite now it's just a reminder of the family I don't have #I wanna die so badly I keep crying out but nobody's listening #my dad is completely incapable of comforting me emotionally #when someone you depended on most of your life changes....it's the definition of shell shocked #now I'm alone with no one to take care of me I need someone to take care of me #I'm just a stupid lil kid stuck in a growing body and nobody cares about me anymore cus I'm a stupid adult #I wish I wasn't so afraid of death and hell so I could just kill myself #I am convinced that I was supposed to die in highschool cus that's when people would've cared #if I kill my self now it's just a mess and a burden to my family #...I just sent an email to my mother who I haven't talked to since I cut her off #I might get arrested for what I said but if the cops come I'll just spook them so they shoot me #dammit I guess she doesn't have that email anymore i really wanted to lay into her

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opens-up-4-nobody · 1 year

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#thats me in the corner. thats me in thr spotlight. rocking from side to side and not contributing to the conversation #which is to say. i made it to thr lab get together with an old lab mate. i really truely did not think i would #i was like 20min late bc of the crying and hyperventilating over a 6min drive down the road #i sorta freaked out while driving too. and almost turned around. its just that i kno i havent been sleeping enough and got overwhelmed #but i made it there. and i dont think i looked like id been crying but i probably looked a bit blank faced and miserable #as i rocked from side to side for like 2hrs listening to ppl talk. i enjoyed it exactly as much as i expected. it was good to see the guy #again but i just dont connect in group gatherings idk. im glad its done. also fucking we were sitting there and a group comes in and whos #in that group?? someone i have avoided seeing for like a loooong time. the guy who tried to be in a relationship with me back when i 1st #started as a grad student. i say relationship. i was explaining to him why i couldnt do any sort of romantic e tanglement and he was very #firm abt not wanting a relationship. and im like bro im explaining u why no romanticly adjacent thing is gonna work. u literally asked me #to physically hold ur hand thru this. u r somehow more emotionally invested in this than me and also are telling me that u just wanna fuck #me. so like u r not slick. whatever. it was so fucking stressful at the time. which i feel bad abt bc it wasn't really his fault #i was just less self aware so i didnt kno i have bad awareness in the moment. like i dont kno a lines been crossed until a week later when #im laying on thr floor falling apart. so like i wish him the best. didnt kno he was still around. hopefully this doesnt trigger stress #dreams. all this to say i was very fucking tense. and when i got back in my car i was like shaky and panting lol #idk looking back its just such a weird situation with that dude. if i was anyone else it woudlnt have been a big deal but #my brain just doesn't process physical touch right. so now ive got these horrible touch memories that like on paper r literally nothing #but for me they were so unfathomablly awful when i 1st aquired them. i literally could not deal with any romantic stuff for like a month #bc it would like trigger me. now thst its been like 3 years its not bad tho. just like gives me thr ick but i dont get #stuck in the memories too much. its so dumb. whatever. point is im all sore now from sitting all tense haha #unrelated

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prehistorictriforce · 1 year

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fuck you people who fake tourettes fuck you people who say they want tourettes fuck you people who have made having tourettes into smthn cute quirky and desirable!!!!! i’m mad!!!!!!!! fuck you fuck you fuck you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#this goes for any disorder or anything like. fuck off.#if you think faking this shit doesn’t matter then try like. actually asking ppl that have it???#tried to explain that i had tourettes to my last employer. they thought i was faking it lmfao #bc they had seen people on tiktok faking it so often. they thought i just WANTED to have tourettes. and i didn’t #get the understanding and kindness i deserved until i could explain my dx and who i got it from #so they could know i wasn’t lying. i shouldn’t have to do that much to ‘prove’ my syndromes and disorders #just bc SOME PEOPLE think it’s cool to act like they have shit or they want to have shit. like NO!!! you’re ACTIVELY harming the communities #and you don’t even fucking care!!!!#my tics hurt!!! they hurt so damn bad some days and i’m one of the LUCKY ONES that has gotten less severe with age!!!#and im medicated!!!!!! and i still have days where i just wanna lay down and cry and never leave my room #some of my tics are cute ones. those tics DO exist. i have a few and have had others over the years that are gone now #but then i pop my joints out of place. pop my jaw out of place over and over. snap my head to the side. and again these are MILD compared to #SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE with ts #bet y’all don’t fucking WANT those tics. bet you don’t WANT to be hitting yourselves full force amd bruising ur skin constantly #i’m sorry for ranting in the tags but holy fucking shit this pissed me off #saw some shit on tumblr and tiktok and im. hooooo buddy. fuck you so bad.#ok. i’ll shut up now. tourettes isn’t fucking quirky.#rant tw #tw rant

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skhardwarevers1 · 7 months

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I swear to fucking god my life is just fucking with me

#Was getting off the bus and you wanna know who gets off seven fuckinf feet ahead of me? Eloise #So now I just want to lay down and cry #That or bash my head into the wall (again)#Vent

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ntwhlvndthnks · 1 year

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after a tiring cry for a good 2 hours, i've decided to sleep for the next 2 days to avoid all my problems 🫠

#im so tired!!#like woah!!!#i can't do this right now!!?#i literally cannot right now im so done lmao #im not the type to dump my feelings all out #vent or whatever its called #but im just so done with everything shsgskaha #in conclusion i fewl my mental health plummeting into an all time low #just wanna sleep and cry #fuck shit fucking fuck!!!#delete later #maybe who knows #life is just a lot #wish i could just lay down and not have to worry about anything!!!

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emeritusterzo · 8 months

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life would be so easier rn if depression didn’t turn my brain into a big pile of goo

#so much shit to solve so many things to do #and I just wanna lay down and watch some of those 99 matches where punk had a purple and black badly cut hair #and cry

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