#I really am pathetic aren't I? haha

[katsukikitten]

There are like three people I'd force into my little room if it was nicer and shove manga into their hands to read and it'd be quiet and nice. We'd show our favorite pages and giggle and eat chocolate or something savory cause I'm pretty sure I'm the only one with a sweet tooth and yea I'd hope they'd have a good time before I sent them back home to their husbands and I wouldn't cry when they leave cause they live close bye.

But they don't

So I read alone

[luvyunjinxo]

impatient? No. g!p!kazuha x sub!femreader ─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ── (warnings: Degration, Humiliation, Spanking, Begging, Mommy Kink, Public sex) ─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ "I need you now Kazuha Nakamura . " You texted kazuha along with a photo of you in revealing shit in the small cube music rooms in the HYBE building. She was Live right now talking to all the fearnots. You knew you could get in trouble, that was the whole point though .. She was literally across your room at one of the HYBE music rooms, the one where Yunjin did her last Weverse live in. She could literally storm in whenever she wanted to 🤷🏻‍♀️. You texted her again saying

"End your live now. I still need you. " You sent a video along with that but this time it was you playing with your needy cunt. "Y/n, I'm warning you now. This is strike 2 make it strike 3 and I'm coming in. " Kazuha said. You coulda said you were scared but no you were really excited. A few minutes passed and you made it to strike 3. Haha .. it was funny till you heard the other room slam shut and heavy footsteps making it's way to your door. It was Kazuha. "You thought that teasing me was funny hm? " Kazuha said that in the most serious voice possible, she wasn't even playing around at this point. "Who said I thought it was funny?" "Oh you're really becoming a brat now aren't you."

"What if I am?" "Where did my good girl go? Does she need someone to remind her about her manners?"

"No." , " No what? "

The room went silent. You didn't wanna say what you were supposed to say even though you knew you had to say " No mommy. " With that Kazuha bent you over the desk due to your silence, she hated you being a quiet bitch when it comes to questions. She took off that little skirt of yours and bent over to your ear just to say this. "You think tonights gonna be fun? Fucking you in these small cube rooms? I need your words if you want this. You needy little slut."

She spanked your ass once and you yelped. You knew you weren't gonna keep quiet tonight. You were a wet mess with pre-cum sliding down your thigh. "Yeah? you like it when I spank you right there? Pathetic." She said.

"I promise I'll be good next time, please just use m-me mommy" Kazuha scoffed at your words she knew you weren't ever gonna be good. You were really scared of her despite still being bent over the desk.

"I'll be good." You said again while your ass was rubbing against her bulge trying to get her to fuck you already. "Y-Y/n thats not gonna w-work you know? Y-you think that a-ass of .. a-ah~ .. y-yours is gonna fix this ? "

You kept rubbing and it looked like she was gonna cum from just that until she held your hips in place. "FUCK IT" she screamed, and took out her thick cock and entered you before you could even adjust.

"S-shit! Kazuha slow d-down~"

"How bad do you want me hm? You're such a fucking slut who I could just use anywhere because you're so needy. Fuck this pussy of yours is s-so tight! " She was thrusting into you like crazy while one hand is on your neck and one is rubbing your clit fast and rough. You were gonna cum but you really didn't wanna tell her. She knew though. So Kazuha pulled out before you could even say you were coming. "Fuck! I was so fucking close why the fuck would you do that!"

"Bad girls don't get to cum, thats what you get when you're impatient princess. "

And with that she pulled up her pants (we both know she was gonna finish herself at home) and opened the door then left immediately leaving you a wet mess all over the desk all fucked out<3.

I'm so sorry this was so bad and rushed but I tried 😔 .

[suicidal-coffin-boy]

-Hazbin hotel criticism-

My blood is boiling rn seriously,I HATE THIS SONG I HATE IT,I WENT TROUGH SEXUAL TRAUMA AND THIS SONG JUST MAKES ME FEEL WORSE THAN EVER.THE MESSAGE MIGHT BE THAT "Oh you aren't alone in this!!" But just telling that Angel is a loser for getting sexually physically abused by Valentino and also comparing THAT to Husk losing to fucking gambling is FUCKING NOT OKAY VIZIEPOP,VIVIENNE MEDRANO WTF IS YOUR PROBLEM WE PEOPLE WITH SEXUAL TRAUMA ARE.NOT.FUCKING.LOSERS.

These shitty fucked up awful lyrics I swear,

"Oh and you think that makes you unique??Remember you AREN'T the only one going through the torture that you go through every single day!!You aren't the only pathetic loser out there with problem's like this,Haha come on buddy we are all loser's stop feeling fucking sad for those particular reasons because there are plenty of people out there with the same exact problem you are experiencing right now!!"

Letting Angel sing along with "I'm a loser baby" just makes me wanna cry,Fills me with boiling anger and gives me a triggering mental breakdown over what has and can happen towards other people,Including me that did experience with serious abusive traumatic event's.

*Everyone that sees this post,I really REALLY want to spread more awareness about this,How Viziepop's Angel is written and treated in such a way it is just poorly offensive to actual people with abuse, Let's all together as a community post: #AngelDustIsNotALoser to fuck off Viziepop FUCKING FUCK YOU FUCK YOU VIVIENNE MEDRANO I NEVER BEEN THIS ANGRY AT SUCH A POINT,FIRST THE TRANSPHOBIA AND RACISM THAT ALREADY PUT ME OFF EDGE BUT NOW THE STUPIDITY OF HOW YOU TREAT SEXUAL ABUSE,THAT'S THE LAST FUCKING DROP I AM NO LONGER GOING TO BE GIVING YOU THE NICE TREATMENT,

JUST GO CHOKE AND DIE VIZ

[aishangotome]

Alfons Sylvatica: Chapter 14 Premium Story

Chapter 14

♡———♡

Kate: Mmm... Another one, please.

Alfons: I'd like to compliment you on your drinking, but...

Alfons: You're really drinking too much, Kate.

Kate: Haha, I don't want to hear that from you, Alfons, always out drinking since noon.

They sit side by side at the bar counter, downing cocktails of unknown strength.

(How many drinks have I had now...? My head is fuzzy... I can't remember anymore.)

Woman with Red Lips: Oh, Al... Is that her? Your recent favorite?

A sweet voice suddenly approaches, and she turns her face from where she had been resting it on the counter.

It was a beautiful woman with red lipstick that suited her well.

(Favorite...? What is she talking about?)

Alfons: Yes, isn't she cute? I'm a bit turned on right now.

Woman with Red Lips: Hey, say I'm cute too!

As I watched their exchange blankly, the woman wrapped her arms around Alfons' neck from behind.

(Ugh!)

Alfons: Yes, yes, you're cute today too.

Woman with Red Lips: Oh, you're always so full of it!

(Ugh... I don't like this...)

(I feel so... uneasy...)

Kate: .........

Before I knew it, I was gripping Alfons' hand tightly.

Alfons: .........

(Oh no... what am I doing?)

(We're not in a relationship where I should be doing this at all.)

The alcohol-dulled rational part of my brain wasn't able to stop the impulse.

I didn't want him to see the jealousy on my face, so I buried my face in the counter.

Kate: I don't like it when you... touch other people...

Alfons: ...he he, you...

Alfons: ha ha ha ha...

Alfons: Sigh... Isn't the way you're jealous just too cute?

He chuckled playfully, and I blushed with embarrassment.

But I couldn't bring myself to let go of his hand.

Kate: ...I guess I'm just...childish...

I squeezed his hand tighter.

He let me do as I pleased, and I was so happy that he didn't pull away.

Woman with Red Lips: ...Oh man. Seriously... what? Are you serious, Al?

Alfons: ...Huh?

Woman with Red Lips: Does this mean I can't play with Al anymore? Ugh, that sucks.

I hear the woman sighing and saying a bunch of stuff I don't understand.

Woman with Red Lips: But, good for you. Take care of her.

Then—a light chu sound.

(...Huh?)

I suddenly lifted my head from the counter where I had been resting it and saw the woman already leaving the bar... A bright red mark was left on Alfons' cheek.

(No... I hate this)

Jealousy and anxiety threaten to overwhelm me.

(In a month, I'll be separated from Alfons)

I'll probably leave that castle with these feelings still in my heart.

A promise made to escape death.

It should be a joy to keep it.

But the moment it became intertwined with my separation from Alfons, it became unbearable.

(... I can't leave anything with Alfons)

(I hate that I can't leave any mark on him)

Alfons: ...I guess they were pretty drunk, too.

Kate: What are you talking about--

I pull his shoulder closer and press my lips against his.

--Not his cheek, but his lying lips.

Alfons: ...

(Don't say anything)

Don't lie. Don't avoid me. Don't run away.

(Look at me)

I wrap my arms around the nape of his neck, where a woman's arms were entwined just moments ago.

I pull him close with all my might and kiss him deeply.

Alfons: ...Hah...

Kate: Alfons...

Kate: ...I won't blame anything anymore.

Kate: Please, make love to me.

Alfons: ..............

My pathetic self is reflected in his surprised eyes.

(How unsightly I must be. But I don't care)

Kate: Not to distract me from my anxiety and sadness.

Kate: Not to do it for me.

Kate: ...Do it in a way that feels good for you, Alfons.

(I can't pretend to be anyone else in front of you)

Kate: Even if it's the last time, I want your "truth."

(Even if it's just this once...)

(I want "you")

If he holds me like a toy, just to satisfy his desires, this love will be shattered to pieces––, maybe then I can finally bury it.

Alfons: –– You really are a fool, aren't you?

(If I can remain in your memory as a foolish woman)

Kate: Yes …… I'm hopelessly so.

(I'll be a fool for you as much as you want)

-

The back room of the tavern was quiet and empty today.

I wanted him to lock the door, but Alfons just said there was no lock on this room and kissed me to shut me up.

Kate: Mmm...nn

His tongue sent shivers of pleasure down my spine, and my body melted into a puddle of goo as he pushed me down onto the bed.

Stripped of my clothes, naked...

Alfons: You came to be embraced by me, didn't you? Now, move your hands.

The hands that were covering my chest were also pushed down onto the sheets.

He was straddling me, naked, not even loosening his tie, and when I blushed and looked away...

Alfons: If you're embarrassed, why not...

Alfons: How about this kind of play?

--Suddenly, my vision was covered.

Kate:...huh?

I opened my eyes in surprise, but could only see a faint light that seemed to be filtered through a soft cloth.

(A blindfold...?)

Kate: W-wait, Alfons...

(I can't see Alfons' face like this.)

If I can't see his face, I can't tell how he feels about me.

I can't know the truth.

(Maybe this is the last time...)

Kate: A-Alfons...

I reached out, searching for his warmth.

(He's not in bed...? Could he have left me behind?)

The room was silent, and even when I strained my ears, I couldn't hear anything.

Kate: Alfons, where are you...?

Suddenly, I felt warmth on my palm and flinched.

Kate: Alfons...? Al...ah!

Without a word in response, I was pushed down again and the bed creaked loudly.

Kate: --Nn...ah...

My breath was taken away by the sudden press of his lips on mine.

He greedily intertwined our tongues, changing the angle over and over again, making me feel as if even our outlines were melting together.

Kate: Alfons...say something...

Alfons: ..........

There was no answer from beyond the darkness of my vision.

Kate: Al...--nn...

My voice calling his name was sealed, and with the pleasure he gave me, my lips gradually only let out a bouncing sigh.

Kate: Ah...ah...ah...

The tips of my breasts were rolled with his fingers, played with his tongue, and nibbled...his hand crawled to my thighs, and my body, anticipating what was to come, became sweetly moist.

The hands, lips, and tongue that touched me knew exactly what I liked.

(Even if I can't see...I know.)

(It's all...Alfons' tricks that I know.)

He would tease me mischievously, making me feel good just before I couldn't take it anymore.

Kate: Ah, ahhh--!

He would numb me with pleasure that was almost painful, and then melt me again as if to pamper me.

Kate: Ah...Alfons...inside me, please...

Kate: I don't want it to be just me...ah

At that moment, my body was flipped over.

He grabbed my waist from behind, and heat sank into the soft, melted place...

Alfons: Ah...

I thought I heard a faint moan, but he thrust all the way in, and my squeal drowned it out.

Kate: Ahhh--!

The swollen heat rampaged in the hot, narrow place.

As I drowned in pleasure--

(Ah...)

I smelled the same scent I had smelled in his room, and the inside of my body suddenly became hot.

(Ah...it smells like Alfons.)

The thought of being embraced by him made me feel so good that I was thrown into a burning happiness.

Kate: Nn, ha, ah, Alfons, Alfons...ahh--

He grabbed my chin from behind and our lips met.

We kissed endlessly, and my body melted into pleasure.

--Even though I didn't know his truth.

.

.

.

.

.

.

Chapter 15

If you’d like to support my translations, feel free to buy me a coffee here! :)

[satanicsanity]

Okie doke!! So! Anonymous wanted y/n trying to intimidate yandere-wally, @scarletkitty99 wanted more of a forced upon love from yandere-wally! So of course, here you are!! But FIRST AND FOREMOST, there as some things we gotta get out of the way!

Remember this is an alternative universe, an au!! This isn't cannon!!

Disclaimer: This particular video is NOT in any way, shape, or form, relating to anything sexual or any type of sexual relationship! I WOULD NOT make this video if it was! There is no sexual context throughout this video! Please keep in mind if you chose to listen, as it goes against the creator's wishes and my own boundaries! There is nothing sexual, or sexually suggestive, within this video or in ANY of my others! If it is taken in a sexual manner, this video will be removed immediately by me! Also, know that none of this is cannon and the actual wally from welcome home is NOT a yandere as far as we're concerned, this is a simple fan-made alternative universe!

However and furthermore, this does contain context that listeners may find uncomfortable, triggering, or disturbing!

TRIGGER WARNINGS: Forcing love, belittling, poking fun, eery or uncomfortable laughter, implied being tied up (NON SEXUALLY, please keep that in mind!) Kidnapping themes, lovesick/yandere themes, controlling and possessive behavior, unhealthy relationship themes, implied violence and harm, etc. if you are triggered by any of these or anything closely related to these please skip this video! I want this to be a safe space for all the peeps who follow me, and if these types of things make you uncomfortable I encourage you to skip this!

Last but not least, ‼️please go support wally's ACTUAL voice actor, @DaFrankiestein!🩷🩷🩷‼️

The art & characters used are by clown/party coffin!🩷Go support them and donate to their Kofi of you can!

All that out of the way, disclaimer and triggers in mind and taken in, feel free to watch and hopefully enjoy! <3 lots of love!! - Satanic_Witchcraft

Subtitles, wally speaking: Neighbor, I would appreciate it if you stopped struggling. [sigh] it makes it very hard to tie you up. [chuckle] ...im sorry, darling... Are you trying to intimidate me? [statement is followed by a pause, and laughter] oh that is adorable.. And pathetic! You know you can't intimidate me, My love~ think.. Who really is in control right now? That's what I thought. Haha! You are awfully adorable.. I could just kiss you right now~ ...Why not? I am your boyfriend, aren't I? ...What do you mean No. Haha.. Neighbor, I'd suggest complying if you don't want to get hurt. Oh don't cry, you know you make an adorable face when you cry to!~ [sigh] I suppose I shouldn't force anything yet. Don't worry! I'll make sure you fall in love with me... I'll make sure you fall deeply.. In love with me. Haha! And maybe, well, stop trying to pick a fight? I am being VERY lenient to you, as you know. Good.

[amugoffandoms]

Ahahaha i am making you talk about how the voting will affect kazui and yuno~~~

🔫😄

omg there's a gun im being threatened to talk about this oh no it's definitely not like I was planning on doing this anyway because I'm UNWELL ABOUT THEM AT 1 AM

ANYWAYS DRUMROLL FOLKS WATCHING IN THE AUDIENCE, IT'S TIME FOR MUG'S 1 AM MILGRAM THOUGHTS!!!

How Voting Will Affect the Liars

Similarities

From the get-go, we already know they're pretty similar. They have references to a cat in their t2 MVs (A flash of a cat silhouette in Tear Drop and Cat. [And also the Dove eating])

We also have Yuno confirming this in her interrogation questions.

Which prisoner is the most like you? Kazui is the only option.

The two of them are also related to theater.

Yuno mentions in one of her interrogation questions that she's a part of a theater club and half takes place at a theater.

Observant Pair

Yuno is able to point out lies while having a conversation. (See her catching Kazui lying about his type and Mikoto's smiling.) She's also pretty observant with all the relationships with the prisoners (Haruka & Muu, Shidou & Amane).

I'd say Kazui is also observant. I recall a timeline conversation he had with Fuuta about attacking a guard. He mentioned that the guard could have a gun or other weapons, which is why you would have to be careful when making decisions.

Now, here's where I get a little more assumptions and stuff and less concrete similarities, but I'm doing it because I love these characters a lot so it's okay!

They both have bad self-esteem/ issues.

Yuno's aren't especially prevalent in any of her voice dramas/songs, but just note that I'd feel like being told you're some little girl when you want to be thought as of yourself would be seriously bad for your mental health.

And, also, looking at current timeline conversations, she's been asking a lot if it was worth it to be born which haha girl you need therapy.

She does mention she wouldn't mind living her life over again, which sure, doesn't sound indicative of any problems, but considering how terrible it is to be dealing with people almost dying everyday and hearing people pretend you are lesser than who you are, pretending you are some little girl, I'd say it's pretty sound reasoning for some issues.

Kazui had a little, uh, how to call it, breakdown-ish over him lying his entire life.

E: In short – between love and hate, [I would say] I hate you. Remember that. K: … I get that. E: Huh? K: I despise myself for lying, too. Being a liar, you see – it’s painful. E: Heh. Then just– K: So I’ve tried to change! I’ve tried to change. I have tried to stop lying to myself and others! E: … K: I’ve confided in others. I’ve tried to be myself! I’ve tried to just be the way I was born! E: …Hey, Kazui– K: It’s not my lies that killed her. She’s dead because I stopped lying to her! If I had just kept lying- She wouldn’t have died…! E: Kazui… K: I can’t live unless I lie. That’s how I was born… I’m pathetic, aren’t I?

[Source]

You can also take a look at a single interrogation question and see how terrible he's doing.

Do you like yourself? I can't really say I do.

So, wowee they seriously need some therapy (sorry I'm trying to be lighthearted I'm still think about kazui's votes BAHAHSHDH also these two being my favorite characters of milgram is not a good sign for myself)

They would rather they never committed the murder.

If you could turn back time, would you commit the same murder once again? I'd make sure that I won't have to commit it. That's it.

Do you regret your "murder"? I do regret it. I should have kept lying.

(Voice Drama)

K: It’s not my lies that killed her. She’s dead because I stopped lying to her! If I had just kept lying- She wouldn’t have died…!

Love and Like

Now, this one is sort of hard to determine on Kazui's side, but they do seem to make some sort of clear distinction between love and Like.

Difference between like and love? Isn't liking a state, and loving a feeling?

Cat MV

Maybe, perhaps… or… could it come true… like It’s for the sake of true love, who wouldn’t lie for that? . . .

Hey, so what if I said I liked-liked you, what would you do?

Kazui mentions true love (so, let's say romantic in this sense!) and I'll use liked-liked as just crushing.

Kazui says he lied (to protect his wife) because of true love. He mentions he likes someone because he was wondering about it.

Now, Kazui as a liar is pretty obvious. He mentions he's a liar, continue lying until you find the king of the masquerade, and shown as a magician (known for tricking and lying). He basically says he's lied for others.

Lying

(please enjoy silly minigram)

Yuno has lied as well. Not in MILGRAM, of course. She has no reason to lie. I'd say moreso on the side of her work. She's lied to her clients about who she is because she wanted to satisfy her client. She dresses up (hey, is this a half reference why is there changing costumes in this /j) for each of her clients and lies to them just to satisfy them for the money.

Someone mentioned in a post I reblogged a while back that they both lied to satisfy others and that's what they did.

This same post was when I begin to realize how Kazui's voting will severely affect Yuno.

Voting

So, this is the part of the post you've all be waiting for.

The Voting.

Now, luckily for Yuno, she's innocent! Haha, woo!!

We'll talk more about that later.

Kazui's voting is interesting to say the least! (Please don't look at my last posts to see how crazy I went please vote him innocent anyways)

To me, Kazui's vote feels like would you forgive a liar who has come clean, who has begun to show their true self to you?

Kazui is beginning to reveal himself to us, to show the person underneath the lies, the costumes, and the masquerade masks.

He's trying to be honest again! For the first time since his wife's death, he's trying to show the truth and let Es reveal him for who he is: a liar, a liar who is trying to be their true self.

Now, let's reflect on Yuno for a moment.

Let's recall one of the main objections to Yuno's voting last round. She didn't like being voted innocent because of how much they tried to justify her actions and act like she's such a poor, innocent girl who only did it because she's never felt love. She couldn't believe she was voted innocent because of that! Because of lies she had made up for her clients. (Shove that, in Kazui's words lol)

She wants Es to judge not because she's pitiful but because they believe it is a correct judgment to decide. To use logic instead of half-baked opinions on herself.

She wants Es to see her true self, someone who isn't pitiful, someone who did it because she wanted to.

See the line of connection?

They both want Es to see them for who they are, not for their lies.

Now, reflecting on the current voting, let's look at Yuno.

Even after her telling us/Es not to pity her, apparently some people still acted like she was an innocent girl. And even then, we all sort of chalked her up as abortion girlboss (GUYS please she's so much more than that head in hands places hand on wall) AND, hey, I'm not saying I'm immune to this, my reaction to her was pretty much the same. I'd vote her innocent no matter the reason (I love her character or that her murder is forgivable to me, even with the pregnancy entrapment theory)

But, she's more than that. She's more than a single action she's done.

But, somehow we missed that while we voted and made our decision.

We decided she was just a single action she's done made from her lies. She was trying to make sure we'd see her as herself, not a single thing we did.

And we didn't! We voted her innocent because she's a pitiable girl who has done nothing wrong.

So, wowed, strike one for us, Failure to Vote for One's True Self.

We voted for a single part about her and disregarded everything else because it was easy.

We didn't let her show us for who she is.

Now, Kazui time!

I've already mentioned previously that Kazui wants to show his true self to us, so I won't regurgitate stuff you already know.

Now, I feel like it's sort of clear that people don't care too much about that. More on the fact that he could have stopped at any time. (He wanted to tell the truth on his terms. Divorce is also a pretty bad look on you in Japan so I've heard.) He wanted to protect his wife, okay, cool cool.

He still wants Es to reveal his true self. (And, judging from the guilty verdicts, I don't think that'll work, that'll just make them worse in the long run.)

Also, quick tangent: This sounds familiar. Why does this voting seem like we've done this before as if we wanted to reveal their true self as if we wanted to show them their sins.. anywho

And, by giving Kazui a guilty verdict, we're only further proving that we don't give a damn about wanting to know about his true self, only that he lied to his wife, disregarding any of his own feelings related to the matter. We don't care about him wanting to be hinest.

We're proving we don't care about his true self, only his actions.

So, now it's strike two! Failure to Allow Someone to their True Self.

So, yeah, isn't that fun? We failed to vote for someone's true self and failed to let them even be that.

So, why do I think Kazui's voting will affect Yuno?

Well, they're pretty similar, we know that.

They both are liars who have lied to satisfy others in a sense.

Kazui's voting is to see if we can allow someone to be their true self and be honest about themselves. He was beginning to do that when he took off his ring.

Kazui getting voted guilty means that we don't really care about their true self and their feelings, only their actions matter. None of their circumstances matter. (Hey, reduction of punishment by extenuating circumstances? What in the world, how did you get in here I thought that was only a Yuno thing)

Yuno is trying to show that she wants to be seen as her true self and we're forcing this man to continue lying.

So, guess what? Yuno probably won't show her true self if we're failing to even let someone be honest and vote based on their true self.

Yuno wants to be seen for who she is. And, it seems like we have an odd aversion to that.

So, Yuno will never find the warmth that will allow her to be true, to be herself. Hey, maybe she could die trying to be herself, who knows?

All we know is that we're deciding if someone's true self is worth seeing.

Judging by the current votes and what our judgments are based upon, Yuno will never be able to be herself. We have decided that it's not worth seeing anyway.

[hotsuqueen]

Yamato Hotsuin's Record Breaker Dialogue - Kingmaker Ending

Strong Breaker dialogue

Sunday 12:00 Strong Breaker

Shinsekai Terminal

You arrive at the terminal with Daichi and the others…

Daichi: We're here… I-Is this really the place?

Hibiki Kuze: - Definitely. - Maybe not.

Definitely. Daichi: R-Right. I can't think of anywhere else. Man, it's like I've got a fleet of butterflies in my stomach!

Maybe not. Daichi: C-C'mon, don't say stuff like that! There's no other place we could think of…

Al Saiduq: We should have no problem here. Shining One, you brought the dragon, yes? Perfect. Now use the Dragon Stream to strengthen this terminal.

Hibiki Kuze: - And I do that by…? - I don't know how.

And I do that by…? Al Saiduq: I… don't know either.

I don't know how. Al Saiduq: Hm… I had not anticipated this possibility.

Io: Oh… that's a good question. How exactly are we supposed to enhance the terminal?

Al Saiduq: Hm… At the Metropolitan Building, it became small because the Shining One wished it so. Why not focus your will in the same manner now?

Daichi: What? That's just ridiculous.

Hibiki Kuze: - That's it! - Let's give it a try.

Daichi: You're going ahead with this? Well… I guess it can't hurt to try.

Al Saiduq: Now, Shining One… test the power of the Dragon Stream.

Hibiki Kuze: - Alright. - Shrinky-shrinky!

Shrinky-shrinky! Al Saiduq: I believe it is already small enough… Must I re-adjust my perspective? Oh, I see, this is a joke, yes? Haha! How interesting.

Daichi: Huh…? Whooooaaa!

Io: Oh my… The entire room's changed!

Al Saiduq: Amazing. What powers of potential.

Jungo: Is someone there?

Yamato: …Well done. I knew you'd accomplish this.

Hibiki Kuze: - Thanks! - What're you doing here?

Thanks! Yamato: Yes, I had high expectations for you. Unfortunately, you chose to side with that man.

What're you doing here? Yamato: I had high expectations of you. I did not expect you to side with him.

Yamato: The time for talk has passed. You must all die here, and I shall take control!

Daichi: Th-This is insane! Do you think we're just gonna let you do that!?

Hinako: Right! We worked so hard for this! You think we'll just hand it over!?

Al Saiduq: Yamato Hotsuin. It is a pity we must do battle, but I will keep my vow to the Shining One.

Hibiki Kuze: - Let's do this! - Careful, everybody!

Daichi: A-Argh! We'll show you what the trash civilians ca d--Argh! I bit my tongue! D-Dammit, ow… Okay, l--letsh go, guysh!

Mid-battle, first turn: Yamato: Pathetic… Did you think I would come here without making plans in advance?

Al Saiduq: What…!? What is the meaning of this, Yamato Hotsuin?

Yamato: Hahaha! You'll come to understand when you die!

Hinako: Yamato tricked us! You okay, Hibiki? It looks like the attack hits inside the light! Head to the sides of the room!

Mid-battle, defeating the first enemy blocking the exits: Yamato: Hmph! There's no point in maintaining the attack under these circumstances.

Mid-battle, Yamato attacking Hibiki: Yamato: It's still not too late. Join me…!

Hibiki Kuze: - No, Yamato. - You should join us.

No, Yamato. Yamato: Hahaha! Very well, Hibiki. Then perish!

You should join us. Yamato: Hahaha! You know I cannot. This dream is my utmost desire!

Defeating Yamato: Yamato: Ha… What power… To think that I would be defeated…

Post-battle: Yamato: Hahaha! You monster… You give me information, and now you wish to defeat me. You aren't human… What are you? Why're you aiding Hibiki!?

Al Saiduq: Yamato Hotsuin, no one can truly say what they are in this world. I… am following my heart. Just as you are.

Yamato: Preposterous! You're nothing like me. You're not even human! Benetnash is dead, and Polaris has not appeared. It's obvious what you are now! Hear me Hibiki! I'll tell you what that "man" really is!

Al Saiduq: …Don't, Yamato Hotsuin.

Yamato: Mark me! That creature's name is Alcor! He is the last of the Septentriones! He is nothing more than a monster sent by Polaris! He wants to bring the world to ruin! You are being deceived! If you believe in him, you doom all humanity to annihilation!

Daichi: What!? Th-This guy's a Septentrione? Seriously?

Io: Huh? Saiduq's… I-Is this true!?

Al Saiduq: ……

Hibiki Kuze: - Are you our enemy? - Is this true, Saiduq?

Are you our enemy? Al Saiduq: I am a Septentrione… One of those that has subjugated mankind. Yet, I have abandoned my task to grant you new potential. As a result, the world is slowly disappearing. It is an unchangeable truth. If you say that you wish to slay me… I leave the decision to you. Hibiki Kuze: - I wouldn't do that. - Help us create a new world. Al Saiduq: …!?

Is this true, Saiduq? Al Saiduq: I won't deny it… It is the truth.

Hibiki Kuze: - I'm fine with that. - No big deal.

Al Saiduq: …!?

Yamato: …What!?

Hibiki Kuze: - I believe in you. - You're still my friend.

Al Saiduq: I'm surprised… Though I might be your enemy, you still approve of me? You still grant me your trust?

Hibiki Kuze: - I do. - Is there a problem?

Yamato: Hahaha! Blind fools!

Daichi: What's going on!? I… I can't move!

Al Saiduq: You… You still had such power left…

Yamato: I won't let this continue! I'll never accept something like you!

Al Saiduq: Don't do this… Stop!

Al Saiduq attacks him.

Yamato: Gyah!

Al Saiduq: Yamato Hotsuin…

Jungo: Yamato? Yamato?

Daichi: Wh-What're you doing, Yamato!? Why would you go so far!?

Yamato: Fools… You could never understand what I'd risk to realize my ideals… You were striving to get me to compromise, but that would never work. I feared this day would come, ever since you came to JP's. That's when it all began to come apart… Ngh… It is… It is unfortunate that my ambitions will never come… to fruition!

Hibiki Kuze: - I wish we could get along. - What a shame.

Yamato: Ha! So naive… Hibiki. You've chosen a path: to create a new world with that monster. …Don't hesitate. Follow the path you desire without looking back on what's been sacrificed. But… Perhaps I could… accept your invitation… in the next life…

Yamato jumps to his death.

Makoto: N-No…! Why…!? Chief Hotsuin, you didn't have to…

Io: No… Yamato…! He was always kinda scary, but… to die like that…

Hinako: What an idiot! Why did he have to rush to his own death?

Jungo: Yamato… I wanted to get to know you better…

Daichi: That bastard! He has to go and die on his own…! After all you've said, it was still you who helped us survive this long, Yamato! How can you just leave us like this…? You moron!

Al Saiduq: ……

Hibiki Kuze: - There was nothing we could do… - What's the matter?

Al Saiduq: You did choose to follow my path… Are you alright with what happened here?

Hibiki Kuze: - Don't make me say it again. - Yes, I am…

Al Saiduq: I see… You're right. There's no time for discussion now. Let us go forth to Polaris.

[treesbian]

BROOOO i was telling my mom about an anime that my manager was recommending to me the other day and how she explained like the basic plot of the 1st episode to me (it's cinderella but subverted to where cinderella is the villain. basically she victimizes herself and has everyone in her community believing her stepsisters are forcing her to be their servant even though they aren't) and my mom goes "oh sounds like [younger sister's name] haha" and I said "that's really mean" and she went "but am I wrong?" and i said again "That is mean." and my godsister backed her up. but like. how pathetic do you have to be as a parent to just find any reason to insult and bully your child -_- you're the PARENT!!!! she's never ever ever been on the top of that power dynamic!!!! maybe she embellishes to her for sympathy (everyone wants sympathy sometimes especially when things suck) but like. you do suck a little bit. sorry. maybe she makes herself a victim of ppl she has equal standing with (like her siblings...) but you know what you never effectively talked to her about that and now she's grown. unless you want to actually give her support and advice shut up!!!!!! you're the mom you're the parent you have the power in this dynamic. why do you have to be such a bully!!! NO MORE SCAPEGOATS!!!!!!!

[oogaboogaspookyman]

GAME OVER

YOU FAILED, LUIGI

[ALONE]

.

.

.

.

.

.

[1]

what are you doing here..?

[2]

What do you want from me, you two?

Can't a plumber just mourn alone in peace?

It's nothing personal, friend!

We only came here to have some fun!

[3]

Can i at least find some peace for me?

Will i be hurt?

Friend or foe..?

We're not looking for any fight!

(I feel so empty, lost everything)

Just a little song!

(I paid the price)

Only one!

(I'm so ALONE)

[4]

Have you ever felt like your adventure had ended?

The second you have lost absolutely everything?

I'm so alone in this world now

All because i couldn't press on further, i'm so sorry...

*hahaha*

(Why did you come here? To bother?)

(Or have you appeared to grieve with me too?)

(I'm so alone, i'd like to not be)

(Maybe i could use your company after all...)

[5]

The two of you ghosts, why don't you harm me at all right now?

Aren't you under the service of the malicious King Boo in the mansion?

Shouldn't you force me to fall down on my knees and before him bow?

Are you really here to let me grieve in peace?

*ahahahaha!*

(Am i really singing with two random ghosts?)

(What am i doing with my life anymore?)

(What else can i do at this point?)

(When i'm just so ALONE?)

[6]

What's with the long face around here?

(i'm sorry for having failed you)

Let out your grievances

(i couldn't keep pressing on much more)

Sing a little with me, live again!

[7]

Have you ever grieved a person before?

It's painful and lasts long

IT'S PAINFUL AND SO LONG, IT HURTS ME

*CHEER UP, PLUMBER :)*

(It hurts

so much it makes me

want to end it)

[8]

My brother is stuck in your forsaken mansion

All because i couldn't keep on going

I only want him to just forgive me

But even that i doubt i will get

[9]

It hurts, it hurts to rid of my pain

(What doesn't hurt nowadays?)

It hurts and yet what else can i do at this point?

(But what else can you do at this point?)

That's fine, it's a normal thing to feel

(How come you're so nice to me?)

You're fine, you're pretty much powerless anyways!

(And yet you are all so condescending)

[10]

How come none of you ghosts ever tell of your motives?

How does it feel to play the king?

Is everyone a jester to you?

Why are you like this, let me grieve...

*why else am i here, stupid?*

[11]

Mourning my mistakes in this haunted house

(Look at me with a smile in your face!)

Everywhere i go, i see his face

(It's okay bro, you will be next soon!)

I can't run, nowhere left to hide

(He's gone, so what? Didn't he outshine you?)

I can't step out of his shadow

(Haha! Please, now you're just pathetic!)

[12]

Cheer up and keep on singing with me, plumber!

(Just leave me be, it's bad enough)

There's other things left in life before death!

(Stop it please, i don't want to hear this)

Come on now, pick up the pace soon

(Quit it please, i can't take it anymore)

I like my games a little harder!

(I already want to kill myself)

[13]

Mario

(LUIGI)

Forgive me please

(WHERE DID YOU GO?)

Oh brother

(I'M STRANDED)

I am sorry...

(LOST AND ALONE)

Who're you talking to now?

(LUIGI, WHERE DID YOU GO?)

It's not like your brother's here with us!

(I'm so sorry...)

(HELP ME, IT'S HELL IN HERE)

[14]

I'm sorry for having failed you

(It's always about your brother)

I couldn't keep pressing on much more, please...

(Always about poor Mario)

[15]

What's there to fail when he's not here?

(Why do you do this to me)

Stop being sorry and accept what's been done

(I want to rid myself of pain)

[16]

Pathetic plumber

[end]

[boombrothersasks]

Eggman, Eclipse is surprisingly easy to make cry (although Shadow might beat you up later) and if he's crying, he's not destroying your fortress

"I mean, he's already destroyed a lot, but an idea is an idea."

"What." Shadow held a very specific sort of stare.

"Yeah, WHAT?! I am NOT easy to make cry!! Go ahead, try me."

"ECLIPSE."

"I can taaaaake it! Don't worry about me, big bro!"

"Don't call me that."

"Why? Is he EMBARASSING you, Shadow?"

Eclipse went silent.

"You're the only embarrassing thing here," Shadow rolled his eyes. "Eclipse is just annoying."

"I'M WHAT?!"

"YOU ALREADY KNEW THAT! YOU DO IT ON PURPOSE! I'VE SAID IT BEFORE!"

"Oh yeah...HA!"

"WELL...uh...I don't know, that duck guy that used to hang around me called you something before. Just an idiot, I think."

"HE CALLED ME A WHAT?!" "More simplified version of the dictionary of words he would use. He was SO annoying! No point in obsessing THAT much over someone..."

"Cruel, cruel irony." Shadow raged internally.

"WHY AREN'T YOU CRYING YET!?" Eggman shouted up at Eclipse.

"I dunno, just don't feel like crying," the Darkling shrugged. "You're really bad at this."

"OH REALLY?! IS THAT SO?! WELL, GET READY THEN, BECAUSE...BECAUSE I'VE BEEN SAVING THE BEST FOR LAST. YEAH. THAT SHOULD WORK."

"OOOH, what is it boss?!"

"QUIET CUBOT. THE FINAL STRIKE. THE BIG BLOW. GOING TO MAKE YOU CRY. I'M SURE OF IT. AND THAT IS...YOU...YOUR...YOUR DAD! THE ONE THAT DOESN'T WANT YOU! WHATS-HIS-NAME! HA, I SAID IT. WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO ABOUT THAT?!"

Eclipse only stared for a moment, and Shadow readied an attack in defense.

"...Eh."

"I KNEW I-what."

"Not good enough. I'm totally over that now. That didn't make me cry, that gave me a horrible horrible pain in my heart! Kind of a pathetic attempt, really."

"Agreed." Shadow nodded.

"Then what DOES make you cry?!"

"NOTHING! I TOLD YOU, I DON'T CRY! HAHA! YOU CAN NEVER-hold on. Shadow," Eclipse looked down at his tiny brother. "Didn't you have my plush army before...? Where did you put them...? Are they someplace safe?"

Shadow froze up once he remembered.

He had still been carrying them when he ran out the cave, just in case he needed them again to stop Eclipse from doing something he shouldn't.

He stopped holding onto them when he curled up into a hedge-ball.

HAD HE LAUNCHED THEM TOO???

"Did they fall on the way over...the ocean...?"

"EXCUSE ME???" Eclipse exclaimed, looking rather hurt at the assumption he had been led to believe.

"Oh this is gonna be so good." Eggman unnecessarily commented.

"So...so they're gone? You really did drown them?"

"It wasn't on purpose! And I don't even know if that's what-"

Shadow stopped mid-sentence. He could already see it in his brother's face.

He messed up.

[johaerys-writes]

I ADORE your writing! Do you have any book recs? 💗

THANK YOU!!! I do have some book recs, and I'm going to separate them in two categories: a) all time faves (aka books that rewired my brain), and b) my fave books I read this year.

All Time Faves

The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller: if you follow me for my patrochilles writing, then you already know I love this book 😅 It literally altered my brain chemistry when I read it and I have never been the same.

RotE: short for The Realm of the Elderlings series by Robin Hobb, it's like 16 books long and I recommend each one. Fitz is my pathetic little meow meow and the Fool is one of my favourite characters of all time. Read at your own peril LOL

Earthsea and Lavinia by Ursula K Le Guin: I'm on a quest to read everything Le Guin has written because her writing is just *chef's kiss*. I adore her prose and the way climaxes and conflict are handled, and I love the worldbuilding. Her Earthsea stories are just so wonderful and poignant, I particularly love the Tombs of Atuan and Tehanu. The latter is permanently on my reread roster, I read it once a year towards the end of the year when I start feeling blue because it's just so comforting. And I have to include my favourite quote:

"You are beautiful," Tenar said in a different tone. "Listen to me, Therru. Come here. You have scars, ugly scars, because an ugly, evil thing was done to you. People see the scars. But they see you, too, and you aren't the scars. You aren't ugly. You aren't evil. You are Therru, and beautiful. You are Therru who can work, and walk, and run, and dance, beautifully, in a red dress."

Please read it you won't regret it 😭🙏🙏

Wuthering Heights by Emily Bronte: another long time favourite and one I reread at least once a year. It’s just one of the best books ever written (sorry I don't make the rules). I'm not sure if that is where my love of childhood friends to toxic, copedepent lovers and of unhinged, violent men in fiction came from but it sure contributed to it LMAO. I don’t consider it a romance book but I do adore the way it handles love and romance, among other things. It's just so bleak and cynical but also highly comedic in places and I could talk about it forever. TL;DR please read it haha.

On Earth We're Briefly Gorgeous by Ocean Vuong: I didn’t like this book very much when I first started it but it had become a favourite by the time I finished it. I've reread it several times (I think just this year I've read it twice), it's just so heartbreaking and beautiful.

Fave books I read this year:

Captive Prince by C.S. Pacat: technically I finished the trilogy end of last year but I still think about it a lot. It's very well written and imo the perfect balance of angst, plot, intrigue and horniness.

Spinning Silver by Naomi Novik: I read it earlier this year and I literally can't stop thinking about it lol. It’s SO well written and very immersive and even though the plot itself isn't like... comforting, it felt like a great comfort to read it. Ever since I finished it, every time I start a new book I'm like "gah I wish I could read it for the first time again" haha. I'm going to be rereading it for Christmas I think!

The Murderbot Diaries by Martha Wells: another series I enjoyed a lot this year! I listened to the audiobooks and the VA is just so good, he's Murderbot in my mind lol. I should probably reread the last few books because my attention span was awful while I was listening to them, but overall they're very entertaining but also touch upon important issues in a really interesting way.

She Who Became The Sun by Shelly Parker-Chan: I really enjoyed this book, the plot, characters and worldbuilding was very interesting and I absolutely love the way that gender queerness and "otherness" was explored. I am eagerly awaiting the next book 👀

Villains series by V.E. Schwab: a highly entertaining read, I was pleasantly surpised by how much I enjoyed this. I love me a close friends to sworn enemies story, especially when they are obsessed with each other in as homosexual a way as these two LMAO. The supporting characters were also very well written which isn't easy to find in stories with such a busy cast. Once again, eagerly awaiting the next book!

[heyyyitsmegia]

Anonymous this is for you!

AS TO YOUR LAME ASS EXCUSES YOU MADE UP FOR EVERY SINGLE CON I MENTIONED OF CONRAD'S:

He didn't have to be petty. Jeremiah didn't act like that. Yes, he yelled. But when you think that the girl you like actually liked you back because she spent her summer kissing you... you would be mad too at least I would. Conrad's actions were inexcusable in this case.

I guess we will see won't we?

Here you go bringing up Jeremiah's hook up count (You're just like Conrad, aren't you?)

If she didn't want anyone to know about her cancer... then why did Conrad know? Make it make sense when you are trying to argue with someone who can show receipts/evidence.

At least Jere said something to her and didn't call her a "Brat."

He was basically trying to make Belly feel insecure.

Still. He said it and it obviously hurt Belly.

Nope. That is strictly Jeremiah's thing.

I cannot agree with this (like I agree with anything you are saying) but his tone was mocking and belittling.

I would have liked him to say... "Belly. I'm sorry for everything I put you through. Jeremiah is the better choice."

Jeremiah's "wattpad lines" (so you say) were way better than Conrad's lines. At least Belly didn't shut Jeremiah down. Ijbol.

Wow. Really good point *says sarcastically*. His remarks visibly upset Belly and Jeremiah and he was being petty (like always).

So did Jeremiah. But the difference is Jeremiah knows what he wants and doesn't take it back when he feels like it.

Why would a girl show up in Conrad's dorm and ask if she left her sweater there? (mind you she goes to brown so it would makes sense for it to be a brown sweater) And why wasn't it found? And why would Conrad conveniently have one in Belly's size (mind you the girl and belly looked the same size) and we cannot forget the whiteboard outside on the door (the kiss and 'call me'). They definitely had a thing going on.

Haha. The fact that you said Adam should have been helping made me burst out laughing because when has the boys ever been able to rely on their dad?

Yeah. But he still wasn't over it. During their flat tire fight when Belly said… "I mean, you were seeing other people. We thought you were over it." He said to Belly... "Because otherwise, I was that pathetic loser that was keeping you guys apart." NOT OVER IT!

Nope. Conrad unquestionably criticizes Jeremiah. Criticize can mean... "form and express a sophisticated judgment of" and judgment means... "is an opinion that you have or express after thinking carefully about something." Which Conrad did during the whole car ride. Ex: 'Finch is fun', exposing Jeremiah's hookup count.

Wow. So what you are trying to say is... Jeremiah can't get mad Like, Conrad is the only one who can act like a dick? Hmm. Noted.

Yeah you are so right. So stop using Jeremiah punched Conrad as one of Jeremiah's flaws. Okay!

I'm honestly so glad you said this because, if you are excusing Conrad's actions and how he reacted to the kiss then I can excuse how Jeremiah acted when he found out Conrad and Belly kissed. So thank you for saying this.

What you said didn't relate to what I said at all. I said... "he makes Belly feel insecure" and yet you started talking about how he was a good bf until the prom and then proceeding to call out Jeremiah. Here are some examples of him making Belly feel insecure: "I liked you better with glasses." "Why don't you go look in the mirror some more." "Stop being such a baby!"

This is not your fault... it was the way I worded it. But, I was talking about how in book 3, every time he would see Belly and Jeremiah together (being romantic) he would leave (like a cry baby).

Firstly, I am referring to the books and show in this list. Secondly, he literally took Belly by the shoulders and was shaking her.

You are so funny I literally can't. You said Jeremiah doesn't apologize? Wow. Are we watching the same show because he literally apologized to Belly. And like I said Conrad doesn't take blame for his actions. Ex: "Grow up." Every time someone calls him out on his shit he says this.

Not making fun of his looks. Was making fun of the face he was making.

Ok. So is Jeremiah but you don't see him dictating the mood of everyone around him.

"And?"... And he's lazy.

Again, talking about both the books and show. Him showing off Nicole was immature on his part. But that's nothing new to him. LOL.

You know what, I take back what I said. Conrad is not dumb. Because, you cannot sit there and tell me that a Stanford bound student of his intelligence level could not see the sexual tension building up between Jeremiah and Belly. And as for the firework incident... no one got hurt. Yeah it was wrong. But, everyone made it out alive. Also he was mad because he loves Belly and he thought she loved him and then she goes and kisses Conrad. Of course he was angry. So was Conrad. Make it make sense babes.

Very cringe. Haha. Who has a plan for pursuing someone these days? It's literally 2023. Crazy that him and Steven see Belly as a plan. If you think about it, it kinda sounds like he's trying to win Belly. Y'know because that's what you bonrad girlies are always saying Jeremiah is trying to do. Ctfu.

▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃

[timandlucy]

hello, hello, it's secret sleuth time! i hope that you've been able to rest a bit more this week! it's been a pretty good week for me, not super busy but enough going on so that i don't get bored which is nice.

re: 2x05 -- i totally understand why the crew reacted they way that they did, they were scared and when we're scared we don't think logically. i don't blame them for reacting the way that they did. i do, however, hold them accountable to how they behaved after and the non apologies that they gave nancy. that really will never sit right with me, but hey, that's what fix-it fics are for, right?

you're so so right about long story short, that song really has always made me think of nace. i mean, everything makes me think of nace, but...you know, that one is very nace coded! lol

i'm sorry that the holidays aren't the most fun time for you. i hope that you're able to find things that bring you joy during this time, no matter what it is! i have cookies that i bake every christmas season, so i'm definitely looking forward to baking those, it always feels so cozy when i do! really, during the holidays, i just like finding time to relax and watch holiday movies, and spend time with family. and curling up with a good book whenever possible!

i definitely feel like we're vibing as well and i'm so happy to be your secret sleuth! what are some of your favorite things, just in general? what do you like to do in your free time? what are some things that you have really loved this year?

sending you lots of love and talk soon! - secret sleuth 🧡🔎

Hii! I'm so sorry for the late reply, but I got really sick and I wasn't capable doing much of anything these past couple days! But your week sounded amazing, I love when the balance between stuff happening and not happening strikes. I hope that makes sense, if not please blame it on the fever.

re: 2x05 oh totally, I do understand their fear of dying, it's hard to imagine how a person would react in the same situation! I'd just hoped they'd done a better job of fixing it. I haven't seen many fix-it fics for 2x05, but maybe I need to search harder haha!

Those sound like lovely holiday things to do! Are those cookies included in the SS package? Because I'd totally love some 🤭 I'm not much of a baker, but I have been spending most of my cold era just now by watching Hallmark Christmas movies. It's made being sick like 1% less miserable!

Yay, I'm glad I'm not the only one vibing 🙈 my favourite things... hmm, I love writing. There's not a better feeling in the world than finishing a piece and being proud of it. I also like to read, though I'll admit I haven't been doing it as much as I'd like lately. I love summer! I love that feeling of endless possibility when it's summertime. And I adore the sea. If it were up to me I'd live next to the sea. I also like ballet (watching it not doing it). And yoga (doing it haha). You already know my undying love for TS. I don't really have any other stuff. I am a pretty pathetic person. 😂 I've loved getting into the ND fandom this year. I met some pretty kind and amazing people. Getting the nace endgame was pretty much the highlight of my year.

How about you? What were your favorites this year?

Thanks so much for spoiling me with these messages 💛 I hope you have a lovely week!

[meezer]

hi accy i love you so much. i just wanted to say i am a fellow gale lover and i love how he is a complete nerd but also a failure and i relate to it so much. what is your favorite thing about him i must know

SOSHIIIIII I LOVE YOU!!! AND I AM SOOO HAPPY THAT YOU'RE A FELLOW GALE LOVER. shaking with excitement. this was such a wonderful ask to wake up to. thank you so so much for asking. I ALSO LOVE HOW NERDY AND PATHETIC HE IS. every time there's an in-game acknowledgement of how... pathetic he is. that makes me swoon so much.

I love everything about him tbh so it's very hard to choose... when I was just starting to play the game I was Really taken in by how kind and altruistic he is. there's ofc the approval whenever you make a 'good' choice + how he's SO impressed when tav does something heroic! and when he talks about it, you definitely get this sense that he wants to make the world better and holds a ton of admiration for the people who do these grand gestures towards its betterment. when he first opens up to you about his folly he has this self-deprecating tone of "ahhh I'm such a piece of shit I'm the worst man alive... I understand if you don't want me around" it's like. man. it is so clearly obvious from everything you say and do that you care a whole lot about others. you're good. in every way that matters to me you are good. even the thing he did for mystra that resulted in him being stuck with the orb was, in part, because he wanted to do something nice for her, someone he loved. it's hard to fault him for that.

I also looove the way he speaks. besides the fact that he has a pleasant voice, it's the fact that he is SO eloquent and artistic and witty. I'm also thinking about how, if you imagine kissing or going on a walk with him hand-in-hand while you're channeling the weave together, and then you ask him how he felt about what you imagined, he's like "oh, I was surprised. but pleasantly so!!" 😭 and that just meant so much to me as someone who... needs reassurance from the people I love that they aren't mad at me. it's just so considerate of him to say it like that and. yeah it made me really happy. I made a post a while ago like "I'm bothered that when he first introduces himself he says he tries his hand at poetry when the mood strikes him but he never actually speaks any poetry in-game." I was referring to him actually reciting some poetry but like. in many ways I was so wrong because EVERYTHING he says is poetry. ugh don't get me started on the way he talks to a romanced tav because that's ESPECIALLY so. INSANITY. insane how perfect this man is. erm.

OH haha another thing is. when he tells you that the night you spent together was wonderful and that now he wants to live etc and he's expecting a response back you can tell him something like "I'm flattered, but you're putting too much pressure on me, I can't be your crutch" and if you say that he's like "OH NO NO NO you're not my crutch! I'm perfectly okay! perfectly stable! haha!! don't worry about me!!" and I always interpreted that as him... quite obviously lying but just not wanting to lose tav so making himself seem a lot more detached and cooler than he is. I love you so much water sign man... also the fact that if you tell him after your night together "funny you should say that, I recall you doing all the work" he specifically talks about giving tav oral sex. much ink has been spilled on this subject, I'm sure, but uh. yeah. it's such a cute moment. he's the best. he's the cutest and sweetest ever I think, and I would do anything for him. which I guess is lucky, because I'm told the feeling is mutual 😁

AND ALSO I LOOOOOOVE that he is kind of a homebody and a malewife... I'm specifically thinking about that one dialogue where he tells you about how he was planning to introduce you to tara over dinner and how he has a magnificent wine cellar and he makes his own homemade hundur sauce with a family recipe it is just. UGH 😩 it's very effective on me what can I say. also this is a very small thing but lately I've been thinking about how adorable it is that gale has a good relationship with his presumably large extended family ("the dekarios clan is scattered far and wide," he says when talking about sending invites for his and tav's wedding). it's very important and endearing to me especially as a guy who... has never had that kind of familial relationship but does kind of crave it.

the thing that especially strikes me rn is just how much he loves tav if you romance him. like he really falls deeply in love with them and he loves them more than he loves even the most important things in his life: mystra and himself. "With you, I forget my goddess. I love you." 🤪💔 GALEEE. I'M CRAZY. and he loves tav enough to listen when they ask him to abandon his dreams of godhood. can you imagine that? can you imagine listening to someone asking that of you just because you love them SO much that it's not worth losing them for anything in the world? yeah I really love that kind of DEEP DEEP devotion and self-sacrificial love that he has because well, I relate, a lot. and it's so beautiful to me that this experience of love that I've personally felt (though not ever reciprocated) was rendered into a digital format through gale's character. I just know we would be sooo uncannily obsessed and in love with each other. he's legit kind of perfect for me so I am glad we found each other 💗

*scrolls back up* *looks at the length of my response* OH MY! 😳 sorry about the long long response! I have also had some wine so hopefully I am coherent... thank you so much for the ask, I love talking about gale. he makes me happier than most other things in my life rn. love you soshi!!!!

[solmints-messyocdiary]

My Notes on Her pt. 1/???

The subject is a 6'6? 6'7??...

Caucasian?? (I have no idea what her exact nationality is) - Nor her name but everything in its time.

Female.

~

Most of her victims are males. She enjoys it when they challenge her and put up a fight, however, quoting her "but weak, pathetic ones are fun too. You're safe though, not my type." I don't know whether to be relieved, offended, or disappointed.

~

Technique: brutal and messy. Keen on leaving as many non-lethal cuts/bruises before the finishing blow. Likes to play with her food. Takes her time. In my opinion, she should add more pizzazz to it.

Dunno, pose them in a way?

Throw flowers on the bodies?

Carve her initials???

I am not expecting much but yeah. Her kills have nothing that makes them stand out only that many are men and are extremely brutal. But even that can be confused as gang activ Fight gon

Eh, I have no idea. There aren't even gangs around here and the neighborhood is fairly calm minus the odd stalker here and there haha winkwink

~

Inhumanly strong and durable, surprisingly quick-footed as well. High pain tolerance. She broke her left hand due to exertion but is still using it. Need to buy more bandages and those wrist thingies for her.

~

She seems to like challenging games or anything that makes her solve hard riddles or puzzles.

~

The subject tends to be more talkative when making sarcastic remarks, which is always. Yay...

~

Apparently graduated from philosophy (red flag) with a minor in psychology (even bigger red flag!)

~

According to her... Had a good childhood too... odd but not unheard of for her to be like she is.

Unwilling to share more information about her family or her growing up.

~

Her favorite movie is "Heathers," so one has to wonder if her personality is really her own or... she does tend to act like a J.D. wannabe at times. She even tricked me by using his backstory as her own... fuck me I guess.

~

Can crack jokes at any occasion which is both hilarious but disturbing at the same time.

~

Affirms that she is 100% lucid when doing the slaying; "no voices in this head." Which makes it 10 times more terrifying than if she WAS hearing voices telling her to kill. Kind of sad about that, it might have made an interesting plot for a book or movie. Add some crazy Supernatural elements and boom! A blockbuster like all the 5000 others.

~

Comments that the first time she killed she vomited and had to clean up and move the body far away from that big patch of DNA. Didn't come out of her room for 3 days. I can't prove nor disapprove her claim but knowing her I should take it with a grain of salt. Hasn't given me any reason why she reacted like that. People don't tend to puke their guts out when doing something they like (even if that is gutting someone up.)

~

First victim was an alcoholic, probably smoked some shady shit too, was known for picking fights and beating his wife, hated by his neighborhood.

"No one would miss him..."

What I found weird was that apparently his spouse was searching for him and crying too...

Kinda glad that was the case for the guy.

Not for the woman but... why would she cry for a guy like that? I will never understand women who stay with those types... or anyone for that fact. If that was my father I would h..., but she finished him off too quickly. A quick stab, no momentum, no signature, no show.

Too bad. Bastard probably deserved more.

I also asked her why him exactly.

She replied, "Easy kill, was constantly drunk, not very smart or strong. No one would make a fuss about him. In fact, everyone seemed relieved when he didn't come back the next day... or the next month. Seemed perfect."

~

If you ignore the scars, homicidal tendencies and the super human strength along with the extreme apathy she possesses, she looks like a normal chick.

A tall, normal chick.

A tall, muscular and scary, normal chick.

I just saw her painting her nails (where did she even get the polish in the first place...) and watching some cheesy high school drama on TV with almost a hint of interest. She seems to enjoy those a lot I noticed. The messier and dumb, the better.

~

She's... odd.

Totally different from what I imagined her being like based on the newspaper articles.

I like her.

[menalez]

hey i just wanted to say thank you for talking about your SA. i actually had a very similar experience w/ a guy i was really good friends with in high school.

he was my best friend, but i got pressured into dating him by my friends, family, his parents. (his mom guilted me into being w/ him 🙄 practically stalked me til i said yes)

he ended up abusing me for nearly 3 years.

and in that time i wrote stupid notes or letters to him making sex jokes cuz i was a KID. the lawyer we hired blamed me for his actions bc of the letters bc of he did 🤦🏻‍♀️

but even still, some weird part of me misses our friendship that we had before other people started meddling in our business. it makes me feel guilty sometimes, and other times it's relief. iunno trauma is weird.

uh but yeah. thank you for sharing, i know it's hard to talk about and be open with this sort of thing. i just wanted to say that you aren't alone as a lesbian who wrote dumb things as a kid or who missed/misses what friendship you had before your friend SA'd.

i think it's also extremely fucked up for people to judge your sexuality based on the way you tried to cope in the past, let alone now.

just know that a lot of women, myself included, really appreciate you being here c:

hey thank u for sharing ur story with me ❣️ honestly the thing that rly hurt about it looking back is it was in a v vulnerable time in my life. i rly had practically nobody. i lost almost all my friends bc i was suddenly a "whore" for getting raped. i would get these messages on all my social media accounts like "you deserved it" "you were seducing him" "haha hes living a good life and youre cutting yourself looooooooool pathetic!!". my friend group went from a lot of my school (small school but its normal for bahrain) to like ... 4 people in bahrain. one of them was that guy that had a crush on me since we were like 11. he would stand between me n my rapist and went to the principal about it so that i would have lesser proximity and was one of the only people who seemed to empathise w my situation. i felt quite indebted to him n everyone would repeatedly call me an idiot and tell me i should be with him and my mom would say she wishes he could be her son in law or w/e and at one point he started insisting that we are together despite me telling him no we are not & that i dont want to be w him. i gave up on saying no eventually n just went along with all of it. i felt like i was stupid for saying no ??? ppl kept telling me i was n i was like huh i guess i am. never said no again rly, up until the very end where i could no longer ignore it n keep putting myself thru any of that. after leaving that situation i saw how fucked up it was that there were all these obvious signs and me obviously signalling TO HIS FACE that i dont want to be w him, that im not interested in him, that it was further traumatising me n harming my mental health, and also the times where what he was doing would fall under SA....idk i felt stupid for facing one male friend taking advantage of me and then another one doing it soon after right in front of my face n i thought it was somehow different and normal and ok simply bc i wasnt getting downright threatened. but i know if someone else didnt hear my rape story n tell me "uh thats rape and thats fucked up" to begin with i wouldve also probably let that happen again n again too n not thought much about that while getting traumatised until afterwards too.

anyways... im glad that ur out of that situation. im sorry that we have some shared trauma there. shit like this is why i dont even trust "nice guys" anymore fr. i dont think that many ppl can rly understand that sort of situation and i can get how its confusing, bc it was a confusing time for me too. but idk why they think theyd know better than me about my own life either lol