#I somehow keep forgetting to sign my art DANG IT-

[bella-bubble]

Cotton Candy by kesha(technically from helluvaboss?) has me fricking shackled

the title says it all-

[hamanuelton]

my favorite parts of hamilton:

- “I imagine death so much it feels more like a memory.”

- every time Leslie Odom Jr. as aaron burr begins another part with “how did a bastard, orphan-“ or like in that same way ‘cause he doesn’t always start it that way but you know what I mean

- the way Leslie Odom Jr. as My Boi Burr™️ says “well, the world got around, they said, ‘this kid is insane, man!’”

- also when Leslie Odom Jr. as A. Burr says

“WHAT’S YOUR NAME, MAN?!”

- “our man saw his future drip-dripping down the drain, a pencil to his temple, connected it to his brain”

- “Alexander Hamilton. My name is Alexander Hamilton. And there’s a million things I haven’t done, but just you wait, just you wait...”

- background “just you wait, just you wait”’s as hammy’s putting on a new jacket and ensemble is praising nyc

- “and me? i’m the damn fool that shot him.”

- “Burr, sir” + the continuation of this all throughout

- “If you talk you’re gonna get shot” / FORESHADOWING WOOOEEEEWOOOOO

- “i’m John Laurens in the place to be”

- Lafayette’s fuckinf accent

- “BRRRAH! BRRAAAH! HERCULES MULLIGAN UP IN IT LOVIN IT”

- “if you stand for nothing, Burr, what’ll you fall for”

- “‘Onarchy?”

- hey, yo, i’m just like my country, i’m young, scrappy, and hungry—

- the way Odom Leslie Jr. as The Hamburrglar™️ says ‘shot’ and they all take a shot

- this ⤵️

- Hammy getting //flustered// about friendship

- WHEN ARE THESE COLONIES GONNA RISE UP

- Angelica’s face when Burr is tryna tell her bout herself and she shows him up and ships him out

- Act 1: 6. Farmer Refuted

- honorable mention: “my dog speaks more eloquently than thee!" "but strangely, your mange is the same." "is he in jersey?”

- King George pouting

- Jonathan Groff’s overarticulation of each syllable as King George is a work of art

- “♪ Da-da-da-dat-da-dat-da-da-da-dai-ah-da! ♪ Da-da-da-da-dai-ah-da! ♪

- “Everybody! —“

- “We keep meeting.”

- “i imagine death so much it feels more like a memory. when’s it gonna get me? in my sleep? seven feet ahead of me?”

- “See, I never thought I’d live past twenty.”

- “this is not a moment, it’s the movement”

- “I’m laughin’ in the face of casualties and sorrow, for the first time, I’m thinkin’ past tomorrow!”

- “dying is easy, young man, living is harder!”

- “i’m being honest. i’m working with a third of what our Congress promised.”

- “you need all the help you can get. i have some friends. Laurens, Mulligan, Marquis de Lafayette, okay, what else?” — “we’ll need some spies on the inside, some king’s men who might let some things slide.”

- “watch this obnoxious, arrogant, loudmouth bother be seated at the right hand of the father.”

- “Martha Washington named her feral tomcat after him” — “That’s true.”

- “Yo, if your marry a sister, you’re rich, son!” — “Is it a question of ‘if’, Burr, or which one?” and then the little ‘hey’ ‘hey’ thing they do gets me every time

- literally the use of yo throughout the production fucking gets me every single fucking time

- “i’m writin’ a letter nightly. now my life gets better, every letter that you write me. — THE PURE UNBRIDLED SENSE OF FORESHADOWING IN “laughin’ at my sister, cuz she wants to form a harem” — ft. “i’m just sayin’, if you really loved me, you would share him!”

- the irony in “Eliza, i don’t have a dollar to my name”, you’ll be on the $10 bill, my man

- top-notch brain

- Angelica TRIED TO TAKE A BITE OF ME

- the way Anthony Ramos as John Laurens says “alright, alright. that’s what i’m talkin’ about!” and also the face that he makes

- hunger-pang frame

- “You strike me as a woman who has never been satisfied.” — “I’m sure I don’t know what you mean. You forget yourself.” — “You’re like me. I’m never satisfied.” — “Is that right?” — “I have never been satisfied.” — “My name is Angelica Schuyler.” — “Alexander Hamilton.” — “Where’s your fam’ly from?” — “Unimportant. There’s a million things I haven’t done but just you wait, just you wait...”

- tbh the way ‘Schuyler’ is spelled is oddly satisfying to me

- honestly just the way LMM says Alexander Hamilton+/ my name is Alexander Hamilton, and there’s a million things i haven’t done, ‘just you wait, just you wait...’ throughout the production

- “i’m the oldest and the wittiest and the gossip in new york city is insidious”

- “You are the worst, Burr.”

- Act 1: 12. The Story of Tonight (Reprise)

- “love doesn’t discriminate, between the sinners and the saints, it takes and it takes and it takes”

- “love doesn’t discriminate, between the sinners and the saints, it takes and it takes and it takes and we keep living anyway. we rise and we fall and we break and we make our mistakes. and if there’s a reason i’m still alive when everyone who loves me has died—“

- “Chick-a-plao!”

- the way they say ‘raise a glass’ is both elegant and (appropriately) reverent

- “i go back to new york and my apprenticeship” — i shouted MY BOI HERCULES MULLIGAN UP IN IT LOVIN IT DID NOT JUST SAY THAT, IF HE ACTUALLY LEFT AND ISN’T JUST UNDERCOVER OR SOME SHIT IMMA WRITE LIN-MANUEL MIRANDA A STRONGLY WORDED LETTER

- the minute General Charles Les came into the picture i hated him so hard, even though his literal first word was ‘Whee!!!!’, though i can appreciate the sentiment and what LMM was tryna do there

- “Washington cannot be left to his devices indescisive, from crisis to crisis” — sweet baby jesus that alliteration, and jon rua totally pulled it off (i hate General Charles Lee not the person who played him, i can also appreciate the fact that as an actor it takes a lot of talent to be able to make you hate a character so easily, also shoutout to Jonathan Groff as King Georgey-Boy™️, Sydney James Harcourt as james reynolds, and the general way LMM somehow made me fed up/turn on Alexander with the whole scene with him and Maria Reynolds — and not only that but somehow redeemed himself to me which is easier said than done for characters and people alike.. i’ve been hurt too much to play like that.

- Act 1: 15. Ten Duel Commandments

- honorable mention: “if you don’t reach peace, that’s alright. time to get some pistols and a doctor on site. you pay him in advance, you treat him with civility. you have him turn around so he can have deniability.”

- Act 1: 17. That Would Be Enough

- honorable mention: the melody that LMM went with for that turn of phraseis a truly beautiful thing

- “Immigrants:” — “We get the job done.”

- THE FACT THAT MY MAIN MAN HERCULE MULLIGAN WAS ON THE INSIDE NOT ONLY DID I CALL IT BUT DAMN HE REALLY GOT THAT GOOD HOT TRIBUTE HE DESERVED

- “To my brother’s a revolutionary covenant! I’m runnin’ with the sons of liberty and I am lovin’ it! See, that’s what happens when you up against the ruffians. We’re in the shit now, somebody gotta shovel it! Hercules Mulligan, I need no introduction, when you knock me down I get the fuck back up again!”

- Act 1: 21. What Comes Next

- honorable mention: “i’m so blue” — the little squat that Groffsauce does as the light turns blue really got to me

- Act 1: 22. Dear Theodosia

- Leslie Odom Jr.’s voice is so ding dang delightfully airy

- honorable mention: “You have my eyes. You have your mother’s name. When you came into the world, you cried and it broke my heart.”

- Act 1: 23. Non-Stop

- as someone with siblings i can appreciate that they’re bickering like that’s just what they are

- “I was chosen for the constitutional convention! *squeal*”

- “Burr, we studied and we fought and we killed for the notion of a nation we now get to build. For once in your life, take a stand with pride. I don’t understand how you stand to the side.”

- Act 2: 1. What’d I Miss?

- honorable mention: “But the sun comes up and the world still spins.”

- Act 2: 2. Cabinet Battle #1

- honorable mention: “DOIN’ WHATEVER THE HELL IT IS YOU DO IN MONTICELLO!”

- tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow

- “Daddy, daddy, look.... My name is Philip. I am a poet. I wrote this poem just to show it. And I just turned nine. You can write rhymes but you can’t write mine.” - “What!” - “I practice French and play piano with my mother.” — “Uh-huh!” — “I have a sister but I want a little brother.” — “Okay!” — “My daddy’s trying to start America’s bank. Un deux trois quatre cinq!” — “Bravo!” — “Hey, our kid is pretty great.”

- as much as i hate Act 2: 4. Say No To This (because for some reason i though Alexander Hamilton was better than that) Jasmine Cephas Jones sings in it is like a hot knife through butter — namely; “My husband’s doin’ me wrong beatin’ me, cheatin’ me, mistreatin’ me...”... I guess maybe I understand it ‘cause damn Jasmine Cephas Jones is so ding dang pretty and ding dang talented and wow what a remarkable person

- the way that Lin says “And her body’s saying, ‘hell, yes’ is um.. 😓

- “You see, that was my wife you decided to” — “Fuuuu—“

- Act 2: 5. The Room Where It Happens

- honorable mention: “Bros.”

- “Talk less. Smile more.” LMM being a dramatic bastard

- Act 2: 6. Schuyler Defeated

- Act 2: 7. Cabinet Battle #2

- “revolution is messy but now is the time to stand."

- honorable mention: “Ooh!!”

- “We signed a treaty with a King whose head is now in a basket. Would you like to take it out and ask it? ‘Should we honor our treaty, King Louis’ head?’ ‘Uh... do whatever you want, I’m super dead.’”

- Thomas Jefferson all like “but sir do we not fight for freedom” MY BAD SIR YOU ARE A SLAVE-OWNER HOW ABOUT YOU NOT

- mentioning Lafayette because apparently LMM has no problem with breaking the fourth wall

- “Daddy’s calling.”

- “I’m in the cabinet. I am complicit in watching him grabbin’ at power and kiss it. If Washington isn’t gon’ listen to disciplined dissidents, this is the difference. This kid is out!”

- “Southern motherfuckin’ Democratic-Republicans!”

- “The emperor has no clothes.”

- “Sir, I don’t know what you heard but whatever it is Jefferson started it.” — “Thomas Jefferson resigned this morning.” — “You’re kidding.” — “I need a favor.” — “Whatever you say, sir, Jefferson will pay for his behavior.” — “I’ll use the press. I’ll write under a pseudonym, you’ll see what I can do to him—“ — “Yes! He resigned you can finally speak your mind!” — “Ha. Good luck defeating you, sir.” - “I’m sorry, what?”

- Act 2: 10. I Know Him

- “—Vice President.” — “— No more Mr. Nice President.”

- “Sit down, John, you fat motherf—“

- Act 2: 12. We Know

- honorable mention: “You see that was my wife you decided to—“ — “WHAT—“

- Act 2: 13. Hurricane

- Act 2: 14. The Reynolds Pamphlet

- honorable mention: *DEEP VOICE* “DAMN”

- Act 2: 15. Burn

- i’ll be the first to say i wasn’t a huge fan of Eliza at first aside from Phillipa Soo’s killer voice

- this gave me a lot of respect for her

- honorable mention: “You have married an Icarus. He has flown too close to the sun.”

- Act 2: 16. Blow Us All Away

- i would like to point out that tweet where someone @‘s LMM about not mentioning Philip’s hot and he responds “I’M FAIRLY F**CKING SURE I DID”, y’know ⤵️

- “The ladies say my brain’s not where the resemblance stops.”

- “God, you’re a fox.”

- Act 2: 17. Stay Alive (Reprise)

- The ‘I know, I know. Shh.’ and the full circle back to his mom teaching him french on the piano really got to me for the beautiful artistry in it but also damn them feels

- Act 2: 18. It’s Quiet Uptown

- “I spend hours in the garden. I walk alone to the store and it’s quiet uptown. I never liked the quiet before. I take the children to church on Sunday, a sign of the cross at the door, and I pray. That never used to happen before.”

- “Philip, you would like it uptown. It’s quiet uptown.”

- “You knock me out, I fall apart.”

- “Eliza, do you like it uptown? It’s quiet uptown.”

- “There are moments that the words don’t reach. There is suffering too terrible to name. You hold your child as tight as you can and push away the unimaginable. The moments when you’re in so deep it feels easier to just swim down.”

- “There are moments that the words don’t reach. There is a grace too powerful to name. We push away what we can never understand. We push away the unimaginable.”

- “Can you imagine?”

- Act 2: 19. The Election of 1800

- honorable mention: “And they say I’m a Francophile: at least they know I know where France is!”

- “You used to work on the same staff” — “Whaaaat.”

- “Honestly, it’s kind of draining.” — “Burr...” — “Sir!” — “Is there anything you wouldn’t do?” — “No. I’m chasing what I want. And you know what?” — “What?” — “I learned that from you.” / this moment made the blow that he voted for Jefferson like a damn hole in my chest and i actually really felt for Burr. i get Hammy’s reluctance, i think if anything he was hoping voting for Jefferson would give Burr the chance to have experience as VP and then the next election he might vote for him then depending

- Act 2: 20. Your Obedient Servant

- A. Burr

- A. Ham

- “I just need to write something down.” / really resonated as one of the last things they showed him doing before going off to the duel, his life really was writing and that was the perfect way to say that in a very subtle sort of way. i really appreciate it artistically, whether it was intentionally so or not.

- Act 2: 22. The World Was Wide Enough

- okay but first of all i would like to comment on the fact that Ariana DeBose PLAYS THE GODDAMN BULLET, I JUST

- THE FACT THAT THE BULLET HAS A PART

- “This man will not make an orphan of my daughter.” / this made me really sympathize with Burr, as well as when he tries to go towards Hamilton (at least in the play but I sincerely hope that was historically accurate) / but also that fact that Theodosia Burr was lost at sea at 29 makes me sad because Hamilton’s life was taken to give her one and then she just up and disappears in a freak accident

- Act 2: 23. Who Lives, Who Dies, Who Tells Your Story

- the orphanage got to me

- i loved that he (LMM) didn’t end it with himself or anything

- he let Phillipa Soo tear my heart out

- it killed me but i died quite happily

- and really what more could you ask for.

[nevery0urz]

this was back in september, 2017 (needed a place to keep it) pt 1. I was nervous. Very nervous. In fact I had to pee four times this morning because I was that nervous. September 2nd 2017 was the day I finally get to meet my boyfriend for the first time after more than a year apart. A lot of things were going through my mind ‘does he remember what I look like’ ‘what if it’s awkward’ ‘is it going to be awkward’ ‘what am I doing’ ‘what if he thinks I’m weird and doesn’t want to date me anymore’ ‘why does my period have to come early’ ‘Shit what if he realizes that I’m-- wait I finally get to suck his dick’ HAHAHHAH honey, I’ll keep the naughty thoughts to myself. All jokes aside I was hella nervous when I got that text saying that he was here I almost peed my pants AGAIN, I was also in the middle of doing my make up AND I WASN’T CLOSE on being done but fuck it I guess he’s going to have to see me like this on the first day. I called him wondering where he was, looking around to see if I could catch a glimpse of him before he could see me but of course he saw me first. It was kind of like a love at first sight in a way, I was in awe, my person was 10 feet away from me. I studied the way he walked towards me, ‘the same ole’ walk that I used to see back then’ I softly chuckled to myself. He wore his signature outfit that I love with roses in his other hand first thought was ‘who’s that bitch he’s giving roses to’ me obvisly, I’m that bitch. He opened his arms, inviting me in for an embrace I couldn’t contain my excitement jumping his arms, taking in a hit of his scent. God it was the best feeling in the world I didn’t want to let go, to be able to feel him, touch him, smell him I was at peace. Have you ever had that feeling when you’re finally home from a long ass trip and then you walked into your room and lay on your bed and thought I’m glad I’m home, it felt like home he was my home. He let me down and we held hands walking towards my house. I took a moment to peek at his features man he was beautiful what the fuck. Also I took notes on his height he was a lot taller than I was expected or maybe I’ve gotten shorter damnit Mom buy some more milk. We’ve reached my place and by the way thinking about it ROBBIE BABY I AM SO SORRY I WASN’T A GOOD HOST I DIDN’T EVEN OFFER YOU WATER. I did a bit of makeup but didn’t really get much done because- isn’t it obvious my boyfriend is in my bedroom looking hot as fuck I wanted to jump on his bones so bad damn my period is making me extra horny I had to contain myself but we both know I wasn’t the only one that was horny *insert smirk* shortly after meeting each other I’d say it was about 20 minutes and we’re already kissing (baby I’m your first kiss :) ), making out on my bed and grinding on each other. (whoops firsts on both of our list checkkkk) things led to the next and somehow, SOMEHOW my boyfriend’s zipper was down and his dick happened to be in my mouth??? SOMEHOW RIGHT? (babe you tasted amazing) andddddd can’t leave out the part where my boyfriend sees my period and my pad. TALK ABOUT EMBARRASSING BABEE IM IFHDKUVDSHFVJ. Anyways *wink* the plan that day was to watch a movie and then walk around this place thingy thingy that my mom suggested (mom I’m not taking your advice on going places again), we got to the place ‘thingy thingy’ and eat because eating is lyfe *cringed*. The food was shit I mean seriously it’s not hard to make fries and burger you can’t screw that up man. We walked around, this place was seriously so boring and there was nothing to do and it was so dang hot but I wasn’t going to complain because I had my boyfriend with me and nothing else matters. Later my mom picked us up to go to this flower field ‘thingy thingy’ again hot ass day Robbie took a bunch of flower pictures and we just chilled together. Throughout the day we couldn’t kept our hands away from each other and we were kissing alot (not that I mind kiss me anytime) later we went to Applebee’s? And ate with the mama bell, thank goodness she wasn’t interrogating him. We dropped Robbie off at his hotel, day 1 was over. Before I went to bed all I could think about was seeing him again. Hello day 2, our plan was to go downtown and basically spend most of the day there. We went with Rosola and J, they wanted to take the bus and not Uber I thought we were all taking the bus Robbie thought we were all taking uber I guess it doesn’t really matter because Robbie and I woke up after the bus came so we took uber. My man looked so damn fine this morning, greeting me with kisses that I can’t get enough off what did I do to deserve this human being someone please tell me. We got in Uber, took about half an hour forty minutes or so to get downtown while in the car we were holding hands and it felt so normal so peaceful as if we’ve been doing this everyday no awkwardness to it, I’d look at him sometimes and I’d pray to god I’d never lose an amazing person like him, you’ve got it all babe amazing heart and soul. Update on weather it was a beauuuuutifuuul day, we waited a bit for my friends to arrive so we walked around places. One thing I love so much is that it’s so normal between me and him, everything just came naturally. When I’m with him I felt protected I felt safe I felt loved. It’s been a long time since I was this happy and it felt so damn good I want to always be happy and only him could make me feel this way. We walked around the market, looking at random stuff and then we walked along the riverfront looking for places to eat since it was sunday and we were there early in the morning most places aren’t open and I was getting hungry we walked around and couldn’t decide on what to food which drives me crazy because at that point I’ll eat whatever I was HUNGRY AND YOU DON’T WANT TO MESS WITH HUNGRY NINA my man always coming in clutch looking for restaurants to take us (imma take a moment to say babe I don’t know how you deal with me I can be a pain in the ass sometimes) FINALLY we got to the restaurant I don’t remember what name the restaurant was (yard house) all I can think about is food. After we got shit in our stomach everyone was happy especially me, food in my tummy = happy nina. The day was great I think everyone had a good time it’s hard to explain what we did you just have to be there to experience it and live in the moment. It was all smiles, laugh and good times, I was surrounded with people I love. We walked back to the market and stumbled upon a little tiny tent and the sign says palm reader or some psychic shit I don’t even know. At first I didn’t want to do it because well I don’t really know what to expect but then I got PEERED PRESSURE into it (thanks btw -_-) the lady took my hand and start telling me things I already know about myself but how does she know that stuff about me? Who knows and then she talked to me about something that completely caught me off guard I hope no one heard it I don’t think robbie did or else he would have freaked out. I freaked out. That lady was crazy. (not telling you what she said so don’t ask.) Rosol decided to do it too and then there’s that. J and Rosola went home, me and my Robbie got our time alone. Let me just start with YOU BRUISED MY LIPS BABE (not that I mind) but I didn’t know that can happen HAHAH, we couldn’t keep our hands off each other babe we were so freaking horny we’re such a teenager. Oh oh let’s not forget that lady in the car and that black guy AWKWARD. I love that we get to experience the little things together babe it means a lot to me, finally feels normal. It was late evening but our time together wasn’t far from over. “We should go back to my hotel” - Robbie 2k17 I guess we’re bad kids and had to come up with ways to fake my location the the mother unit but it worked. I was nervous to go back to his hotel, to think about it it’s going to be me and him alone in a hotel room, just the two of us. While I was nervous I was also anxious because I didn’t think we’ll be doing anything much since I was on my period. (big f u to you, period. Such a cockblocker.) I was also nervous about my parents finding out because I wasn’t suppose to be at his hotel. As soon as we arrived, that’s when I began to panic, I thought about hundreds of crazy things. (don’t really want to write them out because it’s stupid and Robbie will probably see this sooner or later.) He tried to unlocked the door into his hotel room but it didn’t work so he went to the front desk, that was a great moment because I had time to calm myself. When we got into the room we cleaned ourselves up and then the rest was history. He was already waiting for me at his bed with his soft eyes and perfect smirk. I slowly climbed on the bed and laid down beside him. He looked at me, licking his soft lips, his eyes urging for my lips to touch his. I put my hand to the side of his face, he leaned his face into the palm of my hand and I gently brush my lips against his. I leaned back to studied his face, so beautiful. The way he looked at me made my inside trembling as the waves that are gentle crashing against the rocks by the cold fall breeze. I put my hand back on the side of his face and kissed him. He moaned, then lay back on the bed, his arms around me urging me to do the same. I rolled over against him, our bodies pressed against each other, every inch of me struggling to meet every inch of him. I wanted to leave no part of him untouched, undiscovered, unknown. I covered every inch of his exquisite flesh with my tender kisses. There was only love, in its deepest, purest form, in my heart. His hazel eyes stared back at me. I kissed his eyelids, his cheeks, his nose, his lips. Everything about him was perfect to me in everyway, I wish he could see what I see. The work of art was in front of me and since that moment I laid my eyes on him, I knew, I knew that I couldn’t live without him. At that moment time no longer has a meaning. All that mattered was that I was here, in his arms, with the man who owned my very soul. (He extended his flight two more days because his school is start a week after because of flooding in houston) Day 3 is finally here, time goes by quick when you’re having fun. Today was the day my Rj and I are going for a picnic. We woke up early, went to Safeway to get some food. In there he got peanut butter (ew.), I got a simple salad and we bought snacks. Grocery shopping with him was so normal, we were just kids goofing around and couldn’t keep our hands to each other. It feels so nice to be able to do “a couple things” I couldn’t think of anything better than this. (jk waking up next to you would be nice.) We decided to get condoms and lube since my period ended. Yay for first time buying condoms together. As soon as we got everything we made our way to the park, I have never been to Cook park before so I was praying that I picked a good location. The weather this morning was perfect, it was cool and breezy. We found a bench to sit on and eat. Funny part at that moment we bought oreos and he gave me only the cookie and ate the cream since I don’t like the cream. Hubby material af. After we finished eating we went for hike, there was a bench when we went to the Butterfly area we sat and made out and then this lady saw us and turn around, talk about awkward. This might be the weirdest/funniest thing yet to happen of our morning, Robbie and I went into the bathroom together and his dick ended up in my mouth. We later hiked down and found a river and thought that we should find a spot then Robbie spotted this perfect hidden spot it was kind of steep because my butt was sliding down but at that moment everything was perfect I had my favorite person laying on my chest and the view was amazing. We spend quite a long time there, just enjoying each other's presence and a lot of kissing and me on top of him. I didn’t know what gotten into me but I was horny and I felt confident. As I was on top of him, grinding into him I wanted to have sex with him right there. (p.s of course we didn’t we were in public but hey other time eh? ;) ) He made me so horny and why does he have to be so hot. I see why girls can’t freaking control themselves just look at him. Geesh kill me. Later we went to baskin robbins and then a quick trip to Petco. We decided to go to Bridgeport and then catch a movie. We should go back to the baskin robbins place for a moment because your girl Nina right here was throwing a tantrum (sorry sweetheart!) okay back to Bridgeport we decided to watch wait I mean ‘I’ decided to watch Despicable me 3, honestly it wasn’t a bad movie. I think I was more focus on Robbie then the movie. I miss this, movie with Robbie it is our thing. Later we walked around looking for places to eat we went to this pasta place and we decided to eat outside unfortunately there were forest fire near by and that cause all the ashes to land on our food and drinks. After we were done, Robbie and I decided to walk around for a little bit he took some pictures and I couldn’t help but smile. It was time for me to go home but our night ended a bit emotional for both of us because he had one more day because he leaves. Day 4, the last day we were spending together, in the morning we went to Bridgeport because Robbie wanted to take more pictures. We went into a couple shops looking at makeup and candles. We were getting hungry and it was early so not many restaurants were opened at bridgeport so we were to Washington Square mall. First we went to lash to get bathbombs. Later we were a quick stop at the ATM I’m broke and I’m making Robbie broke haaa great. We were to the Cheesecake factory my favorite place everrr and got food. Our waiter comes and asks what we wanted for appetizer but we didn’t know what to get so we asks him and then he ended up giving us a long description but at the end Robbie and I passed on the appetizer, I felt kind of bad for making him explain all the that and not get it. Robbie ordered a steak and I ordered pasta it was soo good, thinking about it I want to eat it again, gosh food is the best thing on earth. After we finished