#I truly believe if my thighs were skinnier I would finally get rid of it but apparently that’s something I think because my eating disorder
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I wouldn’t wish a restrictive eating disorder on my worst enemy🥰
#really fucked myseld over when I chose to go anorexic for the summer when I was 13#now it’s still summer at age 20 and I’m still going anorexic#truly the only decision I’ll ever regret#something really traumatizing was happening and it was to get in control of my life and it’s not my fault but it’s totally my fault and now#I have to live the rest of my life hating my physical existence#I truly believe if my thighs were skinnier I would finally get rid of it but apparently that’s something I think because my eating disorder#according to my therapist#who would’ve thought????#ED is a type of addiction and it’s the fucking worst kind because you can lock an addict of anything in a room without the thing they’re#addicted to and they won’t use#my addiction is my fucking body#I can’t just get rid of my body#truly a bad investment on my end tbh#rae’s rambles#tw eating disorder
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