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sickgraymeat · 1 year

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Just found out (should have known) that if I needed to go on disability (short term or otherwise) now or after my job ends I would not qualify bc I’m being paid under the table. Knew this abt unemployment but 🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲 everyone please advocate for yourselves and inform yourselves in the workplace and don’t accept illegal pay if you can help it. Not having to file taxes is not a benefit. You’re being screwed over.

#big ol car accident yesterday #I don’t have a concussion but I think I may have had some kind of minor brain injury #or maybe it’s just the trauma sneaking in since I like had no emotional reaction to the event #my brain is too good at delaying emotional responses I swear #but now I feel like doom doom doom doom doom dread dread dread dread dread dread etc #why does so much shit have to happen at once and RIGHT when I am like feeling a little more optimistic #and like have good things in my personal life #it’s so fucking ???? like of course #of course I’m not allowed to have this without that too #the world gives me [the power of being so fond of someone] and then it hits me with a truck #ok universe jesus I get it #lmao #I’m afraid to post vents here now that I’m ??? famous????? whehhdbsbe #f&c has been great for my notes here & on ao3 #I hope I don’t disappoint y’all #feeling pretty weird (bad) abt Simon rn I’m just. I’m just putting off thinking abt that lmao #ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhgggh #anyway I’m afraid but I’m still impulsive so y’know what can ya do #might delete later who knows I am impulsive #vent ish #personal ish #I do believe the family I work for probably doenst realize how shitty this is for me but #I genuinely didn’t even realize until this year bc the year before I’d started too recently to have made enough to need to pay taxes #(if that makes sense)#so i didn’t realize they didn’t claim me and then thought I was an independent contractor maybe but then found out I’m a household employee #which is obvious now but I didn’t know shit #idk I don’t think they knew but I also don’t think they care that much either :/#*knew the extent of how shitty this is for me

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