#IH NT GOD

[maraczeks]

tww s5 rw thread pt 2

[lipid]

[mrhugolloris]

MBAPPÉ DARLING YEEEEEESSSSSS

[gayspock]

dont rb, dnt rply. apologie5 la5t po5t im feelg. bad tonight. 

lot . i dont know. i want. i think part of the rea5on why it5 5o hard to articulate it i5 it5. everything and everything every where that ju5t. cr a5he5 and burn5 and. p eo ple a5k you 5ometime45 i5nt there. 5omething you have tha mak5 you happy and i dont kn ow. i really dont . bec au5e it5 all ju5t.. tumlbing everywhre and. it5 be en li ke tha t o r  oo ukcing lon g. i don k tnow it5 . thi5 year it5  getting harde rand harder to deny and i cant  tell . how nromal thing5 are. i dont i dotn kn ow 

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gone whatve r goe m here gone m alway  trapped m alway5 fucking 5tu ck in her e and it oent ma tter none of it fucking ma tte5 ai5 jut hurt5 and i ah te it m want to be gone now i ju5t want to be gone

[mccarthymolly]

y ask then say no uh ww h mk u

Hm uh ptiv yh. How much if ody id pop sci n bunky

No mve esp no uh thestre feeling and out feeling lk trenage invincible given feeling, dnagerous eocial

Positive sociality, guy who used many terms n talk long in conv live. Nothr dngr uh sd mn uh. Hm. Not peace then, agg my god no ih ww no shine uh no poet. Sry,uh,hm,uh,no,ok,uh,keffects,h,no,uh,ok,hkuh,ww,uh, sense of cooperstion n help, nt idk, masturbaitng in front of me without asking ot thinking i n anyone wants. Ono,uh,m,

Money studies, uj kk j o j,worl,uh,k,jk,n,ih,hmu,jnoih,nope,yrs,ok,hj, k ou,wwu,h, hk u,h,ku,moo,umssgs,n,kh,u,h

M. L. H eje

Hate as draft b tool n rsrch or wt,u,n,k,nj,

K crfl not too hip or witty, dont use clothes for it, dont embarrass, dont go where looky n using clothes for feeling except out of way,j,ku,j h j i uh h,

Effect anyway

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840 k ww,h,dku,h,

Nt hp b sth,dk,uh,eh,uh,hmuh,

Sense no nc b q ww ok indua ww uh where omg uh h mu uh k h i

K,,,kj

They g on but hate uh,no,uh,no,

[mccarthymolly]

Ed of being outcast yh uh o j ku yh ui. J

Is this a culture war,u,j,k,u,jk,

Fame isnt making it, idk y famezuh,dkzuhzno,u,see,yh,lrn,uh,

Ppl uh phol ih

Lot ww no dk b mail uhwt no u j

Gdnouh u wtj ik o i

Ol 2n ou h

Difu h yh u o k j uh wt uh mo h h

Btr ind ark oo rrad gduh,i,b,h

Csllijg iut yh uh n ij h y h m uh. M o k uhu j u

Dk okhjuh rd,uh no,uh yh no easikt,uy

No intve oribaby b idk,who trus,uh no uh,yh ha uh no uh,

Ass pn

Schl v bd omg nt a novelty it's ppl uh

Deny ne totally idk uh ww uh no

Ww im sh uh I'm juj

Shr shit out, hear scream, sneaking w soft voice, soft vc nt endearing when repeat emotional terror, no. Not work not sweet nt love, have metacog,j,k u,j mouh u gound 1 concept , n ye bt sad,omg js use uh ok b they need nt okhmuh,jouh,yhuh,n,o,uh,

I respect theory, but can you speak simply without the terms?

Yh ha no uh o k jk u h n ich wtcu hoxk j muh y h nc uh okhmuh ok yh uh ncu h sey ij dk uh yh uh hsrd uh okhmuh no uh yes uh okhmuh yh okhmuh yh uh np uh

My god wt yh idk uh ww uh no u k uh hj y hwt y uh m i j

Ys mk fll apart gd no uh gd nt uh no uu gd big uh,yh,uh,

Ok, his car. Forcing car, in yr imag,uh,no,uh. Gd not there n cloney,uh,

Idea b nt satisfy b sth,uh dk,uh hm,wt,uh,dk,uh,ng,ww,uh,no,hm k kuj,noh,ww,uh,m,o,hkuj,j,j,oh,yh,see,uh,n,o,h,k,uh,j,j, bit uh,no,h,k,j,lrn,u,jj,ko

Thrtn juvie wt or reverse, prison mind, wt, no uh, luck, gt away, frce agn, cnt go to, conde n lock away up hmujj downuh nkuh

[mccarthymolly]

u not spiritual good, u nervous to talk to me yet dare to be around or w me in this context of mother, r u 15 or should you leave,uh,my god,uh, weird passive mention. Weird att, dumb sh, dating omg,uh,no,wt,ih,no,uh, nt familiar lk that , js what did,ww, not more, not generally familiar , usually, i not sense spirit, b i sense some spirits n some gernweal yh, b not way that i know someone except general,dkuhi,k

Showbus entre no,ih okjmij,no,ww,uh. Wdnt help if business, cd hlp if person,uh,no,okhmuh,yh,uh. Xpj jmu,kh,j,u,j,n,ouh, shar ehwowwhole

No ur heart not see possibilities, hit around n recovered, sense there's more n this serious n that asked, cnt be in right plc bc nt mvd engh, idk if cn get there, everyone hurt b seems luck if recover in way that doesn't assholize you in actv or passv ways or be averse to anyone w this pain. Kbye uh dk ww okhmjunohh nookjjuh ww okhmuh no wt o khju uj no uh ww k mj okjuh no yh o n uuhno uh okhmu. Khmuong uh wt hmihnouh dk uh sth ww yh okjunkuh yh uh dk lk j parasoxial mistake hmuh no uh fkuj ww u k ok

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Kxsx hno hmkuhok k, k,

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