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sad--meow · 7 years

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My year

So it’s been a year since I went to the psych ward

A lot of things have happened

We’ll try to start from the beginning

January 11th was the day I went to the hospital

I made a couple friends

The first one I made was Maddie

She was great I never really stayed friends with her but she was a super sweet person

The one I mostly stayed friends with was sadie

I’m a really crappy friend sometimes

I wish I was better friends with her because I really like her she just lives an hour away and I go see my boyfriend a lot (we’ll get to that in August)

And then there was my little buddy Cat

Oh my god I loved her while I was in the psych ward but she was super annoying on like snapchat and shit and like I just wasn’t about that

When I got out it was the 17th

I immediately went to the highschool and told my teacher happy birthday

He was my favorite teacher

I tried to get my grades back up in school but I just couldn’t

I was still super depressed and couldn’t get back on track

I almost dropped out

But instead I went to the alternative school and it went really well

We’re in the middle of February now

I didn’t go to school for about a week before I started the alternative school because I was too far behind I just didn’t do anything

But while I was at the alt school I did great

By March 28th I had graduated high school

I actually did it

It made me feel great about myself

But then came the slump from the end of March to the beginning of May

I was home all day all alone becaus emy friends had school

And I didn’t have a job

I eventually got a job at dot foods that I kept until around August when I started COLLEGE like I’m the first one to go to college

But back to May

I started a job and then I could do things again

I was happy for a while

Then in July I went to warped tour with my best friends Dana and dalton

I had so much fun but I got overwhelmed by the heat

After that I started talking to this person on tinder

His name is James

He was such a dork and we had a lot of common interests

For a little while I ignored him because I was talking to someone else

Who was totally not right for me but I talked to him anyways because he was into computer science as well

But after I got over him I started really talking to James

And me and him would talk about anything and everything

We just couldn’t stop talking

We would talk from the time he got off work to the time he went to bed

He would send me pictures of the sunset and tell me how they didn’t compare to me

He was perfect

So now we’re in the middle of August

It’s the day before my birthday

I’m talking to him and he was going to come take me on a date for my birthday

I was so nervous

But then I decided to drive down there (WE HAD NEVER EVEN VIDEO CHATTED BEFORE THIS IM FUCKING INSANE) it was 7 when I left and I got there at like 10:30 because I kept getting lost (fuck round abouts)

He bought me chocolate, a monster, and some flowers

Like getcha a guy like mine

I was so nervous I was shaking in the middle of the night when we were sleeping

The next day we get up and we go to sonic (classy)

And then we go to advance auto parts to get a fuse for his cigarette lighter so he can use his Bluetooth in his car

And we just sit in the parking lot laughing and eating

I was still nervous but I wasn’t at the same time

I remeber him feeding me a “Coneie”? Is that what the giant hot dogs from sonic are called?

But he cut off a piece and fed it to me and listen he gave me like half a regular hot dog in one bite and expected me to be able to eat it

This bitch got a big ass mouth so he thought I did too

Wrongo

I can’t really remember what happened after that other than I stayed another night and then went home on Monday

By the time I left on Monday we were dating

The next week was his birthday

I came out and met his brother

We went to his brothers apartment for his birthday

And then the next day his brothers cat had KITTENS

I never got to see them until we brought ours and his sisters kittens home

We have a little stinker named Kovu and his sister had a little girl named Petunia

That’s in November we’re not quite there yet

In September was his brothers birthday

We went bowling

It was fun

The next thing I remeber vividly was the beartooth concert

It was October 14th

And then on november 11th we went to see his FAVORITE BAND

We went all the way to Kansas City

That’s the farthest I’ve been away from home by myself

We stayed in a hotel

And the concert was great

Even tho I had a few minor panic attacks because of the crowd

The next big thing was thanksgiving

Oh my god his grandmother is a terrible person

It was kinda funny tho

And then there was Christmas!!!

We were at my house for Christmas Day and then his house for Christmas night

His parents even bought me a few gifts

I was really surprised at how much they got me

I wasn’t expecting anything honestly

They’re such sweet people even if his dad is a little nutty lol

And we went to a New Years party on the 30th with his family and played cards against humanity

And then we went my my family New Years party

We played this game of adult go fish called go fish yourself

It was so much fun

And then we played our normal game of phase 10

I got sick halfway through it and had to go home

Then in the morning I had this terrible headache that wouldn’t go away

And since then I’ve had a lot of problems with it so I’m scared there’s something wrong with me

But I’ve been at James’s house since Christmas and then went home for a day and came back until this Friday

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